07 Surrender To Live ~Tamia~ “No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes.
I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.
He was the one on the gaining side.
“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.
“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia.
I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin.
I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance.
I know we can make this work.
I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia.
I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.
I will do anything to keep you, Tamia.
I was hoping you could teach me how.
I will learn to be a better person for you please.
Amanda was beyond my control.
I am sorry.
You know I tried.
Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.
3 Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.
“Please, Tamia.
I am trying to the best of my ability.
Let me prove myself to you.
Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.
“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.
I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes.
He was deeply conflicted.
“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home.
You left our bed and went to her.
You pushed me aside.
I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even leave room for that.
You abandoned me.
I am a laughing stock.
Most pack members do not even respect me anymore.
As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna.
What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go.
If you love me, you will reject me and let me go.
You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo.
Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.
My heart was breaking too.
We were so good together.
I had many happy memories with Leo.
Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.
He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.
I let him because I needed comfort.
It was a messed up situation.
He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.
My body needed it.
kept telling myself,
what was about to happen between
and it shouldn’t
implied
wind and wrapped my
knew it was going to
in
get another chance, but this
had one more month before receiving a response from
will leave regardless of what
was for
way Leo was, he wouldn’t be able to let go of
to decide
my grudge and
allowed him to make
me
he was auditioning,
forgot how I
just ignored my feelings, so I didn’t hurt more than
was nothing wrong with what
was my husband, but I was scared because the more I let myself enjoy it, the more hurt I would be when I woke up
rounds with me that
the
reminded me of old
knew were gone
I woke up.
lying next
my eyes, and
wake up to this sight of him every
my life completely, and I doubted if I would
my body when someone suddenly started banging
knew it
deal? I never
mine? Leo
said, and the banging came
me, unsure if he should open
wanted to see him
got up and went to the
it, and Amanda
warned her, and
was no way she would
argument between Amanda and
was married and
can’t neglect my wife, Amanda.” He said,
doesn’t fight me when
it will be like this,” he said, and I heard a
on the
Amanda..” She said, using
A half rejection.
him if only Leo was man enough
with
in his situation, especially Alphas, never bother because they know no one would want their women, but in his case, Alpha
Leo will have no choice but
was strong, but he
and reject me regarding
long to prove he could still care for my
were
to make
ever get an opportunity to leave his
ahead, finish
sick of this shit,” I heard Leo
She was silent.
is how it will be around here
my wife, and nothing will change
you can’t handle it,
this fated shit happened, and then your father forced
myself and the woman I love
far Tamia and I
built this
my back on her because I won’t.” He said, and tears welled up
room, and then went to lie on
do not feel like doing much today, and 07
to bed,” he urged me, and
husband had grown some
kept his word and spent four nights a week in
home a couple of times, but she had
but the man could not
thought Leo would treat me like Max and Kyle treat their wives,
truly cared
was hard on Black, Leo’s wolf, but Leo forced his
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