07 Surrender To Live ~Tamia~ “No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes.
I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.
He was the one on the gaining side.
“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.
“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia.
I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin.
I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance.
I know we can make this work.
I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia.
I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.
I will do anything to keep you, Tamia.
I was hoping you could teach me how.
I will learn to be a better person for you please.
Amanda was beyond my control.
I am sorry.
You know I tried.
Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.
3 Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.
“Please, Tamia.
I am trying to the best of my ability.
Let me prove myself to you.
Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.
“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.
I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes.
He was deeply conflicted.
“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home.
You left our bed and went to her.
You pushed me aside.
I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even leave room for that.
You abandoned me.
I am a laughing stock.
Most pack members do not even respect me anymore.
As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna.
What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go.
If you love me, you will reject me and let me go.
You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo.
Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.
My heart was breaking too.
We were so good together.
I had many happy memories with Leo.
Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.
He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.
I let him because I needed comfort.
It was a messed up situation.
He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.
My body needed it.
telling myself,
what was about
my husband, and it shouldn’t
when he implied that I was aroused,
the wind and wrapped my legs around
going to be
in
chance, but this was my goodbye to
just had one more month before receiving a response from a southern
I will leave
was for the
let go of me, and neither would
had to
set aside my grudge
him to make love
to me all through the
if he was auditioning, trying to make me
how I felt about
just ignored my feelings, so I didn’t hurt more
nothing wrong with what we were
was scared because the more I let myself enjoy it, the more hurt
went four rounds with me that night until
the
reminded me of old
I knew
I woke up.
lying
eyes, and
sight of him every morning before I
completely, and I doubted if
wore my robe to cover my body when someone suddenly
it
I never banged on
mine? Leo woke up
and the banging
at me, unsure if he should open
to see
got up and
opened it, and Amanda
of my room,” I warned her,
was no way she would be entering
between Amanda and Leo was
was married
can’t neglect my wife, Amanda.” He said, pleading with
when I am with
accept that it will be like this,”
had slapped Leo on the face, and I
She said, using the
A half rejection.
have greatly respected him if only Leo was man
he slept with me
in his situation, especially Alphas, never bother because they know no one would want their women, but in his case, Alpha Devin had shown interest in me, which meant
was accept, and Leo will have no choice but to accept
but he was no
to bow out and
all that sports all night long
we were past
sex wasn’t going to make me
leave his arse, I will take it and never look
finish
heard Leo tell
She was silent.
it will be around
and nothing
you can’t handle it, too
life before all this fated shit happened, and then your father forced you
have gone against myself and the
how far Tamia and I have
this pack
back on her because I won’t.” He said, and
to my room, and then went to lie
feel like doing much today, and
back to bed,” he urged me,
had grown
spent four nights a week in
couple of times, but
father, but
Max and
truly cared for
Black, Leo’s wolf,
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