07 Surrender To Live ~Tamia~ “No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes.
I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.
He was the one on the gaining side.
“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.
“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia.
I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin.
I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance.
I know we can make this work.
I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia.
I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.
I will do anything to keep you, Tamia.
I was hoping you could teach me how.
I will learn to be a better person for you please.
Amanda was beyond my control.
I am sorry.
You know I tried.
Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.
3 Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.
“Please, Tamia.
I am trying to the best of my ability.
Let me prove myself to you.
Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.
“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.
I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes.
He was deeply conflicted.
“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home.
You left our bed and went to her.
You pushed me aside.
I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even leave room for that.
You abandoned me.
I am a laughing stock.
Most pack members do not even respect me anymore.
As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna.
What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go.
If you love me, you will reject me and let me go.
You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo.
Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.
My heart was breaking too.
We were so good together.
I had many happy memories with Leo.
Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.
He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.
I let him because I needed comfort.
It was a messed up situation.
He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.
My body needed it.
kept telling myself, just this once,
what was about to happen between
and
ached, and he was right when he implied that I was aroused, but I
I threw caution to the wind
knew it was going to be a long
in
chance, but this was
a response from a southern Alpha, to whom I sent a
comes, I will leave regardless of
was for
Leo was, he wouldn’t be able to let
had to decide
aside my grudge and gave him
him to
love to me all
as if he was auditioning, trying to make me
never forgot how I felt about
feelings, so I didn’t hurt more than I was
wrong with
husband, but I was scared because the more I let myself enjoy it, the more hurt I would be when I woke up alone
with me that night
where the fire
me
I knew were
I woke up.
lying next
up in my eyes, and I wanted
I would wake up to this sight of him
I doubted if I would
wore my robe to cover my body when someone suddenly
it
her deal? I never
she banging on mine? Leo woke up abruptly
and the
me, unsure if he should open the
wanted to see him
up and went to
it, and Amanda
I warned her, and Leo gently
could allow anything, but there was no way she would be
Amanda and Leo was
was
my wife, Amanda.” He said, pleading with
me when I
that it will be like this,”
slapped Leo on the face, and I wanted to
said, using the same
A half rejection.
only Leo was man enough to take
slept with me was out
in his case, Alpha Devin had shown interest in me, which meant he
I had to do was accept, and Leo
was strong, but he was no
to bow out and reject me regarding a
on all that sports all night long to
we were past
make
I ever get an opportunity to leave his arse, I will take it
ahead, finish
sick of this shit,” I heard
She was silent.
will be around
wife, and nothing will
you can’t handle it,
fated shit happened, and then your father forced
gone against myself and the woman
know nothing about how far Tamia and I have
built this
I won’t.”
room, and then went
doing much today, and 07 Surrender To Live
urged
had
spent four nights a week in
a couple of times, but
reported us to her father, but
Leo would treat me like Max and Kyle treat
truly cared
It was hard on Black, Leo’s wolf, but Leo forced his wolf to
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