07 Surrender To Live ~Tamia~ “No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes.
I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.
He was the one on the gaining side.
“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.
“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia.
I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin.
I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance.
I know we can make this work.
I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia.
I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.
I will do anything to keep you, Tamia.
I was hoping you could teach me how.
I will learn to be a better person for you please.
Amanda was beyond my control.
I am sorry.
You know I tried.
Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.
3 Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.
“Please, Tamia.
I am trying to the best of my ability.
Let me prove myself to you.
Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.
“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.
I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes.
He was deeply conflicted.
“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home.
You left our bed and went to her.
You pushed me aside.
I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even leave room for that.
You abandoned me.
I am a laughing stock.
Most pack members do not even respect me anymore.
As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna.
What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go.
If you love me, you will reject me and let me go.
You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo.
Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.
My heart was breaking too.
We were so good together.
I had many happy memories with Leo.
Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.
He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.
I let him because I needed comfort.
It was a messed up situation.
He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.
My body needed it.
telling myself, just this
what was about
husband, and it shouldn’t
he implied that
to the wind and wrapped my legs
knew it was going to be a
in my
get another chance, but
one more month before receiving a response from a southern Alpha,
it comes, I will leave regardless
for the
wouldn’t be able to let go of me, and neither
had to
set aside my grudge and
allowed him to make
me all through
was as if he was auditioning, trying to
never forgot how I felt about
so I didn’t hurt
wrong with what we were
because the more I let myself enjoy it, the more hurt I would be when I woke
me that night until I couldn’t take
where the fire
reminded me of old
knew were gone
I woke up.
Leo was lying
up in my eyes,
was a time I would wake up to this sight of
I
robe to cover my body
knew it was
deal? I never banged
mine? Leo woke up
morning,” he said, and the banging came
unsure if he
to
eventually got up and went
and Amanda walked
warned her, and
no
Amanda
I was married and
my wife, Amanda.” He said, pleading with her, and
doesn’t fight me when I
like this,” he said, and
had slapped Leo on the face, and I
Amanda..” She said, using the same
A half rejection.
only
he slept with me
women, but in his case, Alpha Devin had shown interest in me, which meant
and Leo will have no choice but to accept the
strong, but he was
has to bow out and reject me regarding a
all that sports all night long to prove
we were
wasn’t going to make
ever get an opportunity to leave his arse, I will take it and never look
ahead, finish the
of this shit,” I heard Leo tell her and
She was silent.
is how it will
and nothing will
you can’t handle
before all this fated shit happened, and
and the woman I love for this
know nothing about how far Tamia and I
this
ask me to turn my back on her because I won’t.”
room, and then went to lie on the
doing much today, and 07 Surrender To Live neither should
he urged me, and I
had
spent four nights a week in
of times, but she had to
us to her father, but the
thought Leo would treat me like Max and Kyle treat
truly cared for
hard on Black, Leo’s wolf, but Leo forced his wolf
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