07 Surrender To Live ~Tamia~ “No need,” I replied, and he walked to me and looked into my eyes.
I knew he was hurting, but his pain was nothing compared to mine.
He was the one on the gaining side.
“I can’t let go, Tamia,” he said and placed his hands gently on my shoulders.
“It is normal to give up on a situation and someone you don’t understand, Tamia.
I understand your anger and why you will flirt with Devin.
I know you have a strong reason to give up on us, but I am asking you to give me a chance.
I know we can make this work.
I am willing to do anything for you, Tamia.
I know I am wrong, but tell me what to do to keep you.
I will do anything to keep you, Tamia.
I was hoping you could teach me how.
I will learn to be a better person for you please.
Amanda was beyond my control.
I am sorry.
You know I tried.
Please, Tamia,” He pleaded with me with tears in his eyes.
3 Leo went on his knees and hugged my legs.
“Please, Tamia.
I am trying to the best of my ability.
Let me prove myself to you.
Let me make it work,” He said in tears, and I knew he wouldn’t let up.
“Get up,” I said, and he stood up.
I looked up to see the hurt in his eyes.
He was deeply conflicted.
“All you had to do was reject her, but instead, you let her father bully her way into our home.
You left our bed and went to her.
You pushed me aside.
I thought I would have to share, but you didn’t even leave room for that.
You abandoned me.
I am a laughing stock.
Most pack members do not even respect me anymore.
As far as they are concerned, I am no longer their Luna.
What do you want me to do, Leo? How do you want me to cope? You should let me go.
If you love me, you will reject me and let me go.
You have to reject one of us, and that will be me, Leo.
Let me get over you in peace,” I said, and he shook his head.
My heart was breaking too.
We were so good together.
I had many happy memories with Leo.
Why did this happen to us? My heart was breaking.
He leaned close to me and kissed me on my lips.
I let him because I needed comfort.
It was a messed up situation.
He was the cause of my pain, and he was giving me comfort.
My body needed it.
myself, just this once,
was about to happen
my husband, and
ached, and he was right when he implied that I was aroused, but I still wanted
caution to the wind and wrapped my legs
knew it was going to be
in my
chance,
just had one more month before receiving a response
will leave
for
be able to let
to decide
aside my grudge and gave him
allowed him to make love to
made love to me
if he was auditioning, trying to
never forgot how I felt about
feelings, so I didn’t hurt more than I
nothing wrong with what we were
was my husband, but I was scared because the more I let myself enjoy it, the more hurt
went four rounds with me that night until I
the
me of
knew were
I woke up.
was lying next to me
eyes,
a time I would wake up to this sight of him every morning
messed up my life completely, and I doubted
and wore my robe to cover my body when someone suddenly started
it
her deal? I never banged on her
she banging on mine? Leo
morning,” he said, and the banging came
unsure if he should
wanted to see
got up and went
opened it, and Amanda
my room,” I warned her,
no way she would be entering
between Amanda and Leo was
I was
wife, Amanda.” He
when I am with
it will be like this,”
Leo on the face, and I
She said, using
A half rejection.
respected him if only Leo
reason he slept with me was out of
because they know no one would want their women, but in his case, Alpha
do was accept, and Leo will have no choice but to
he was no match for
bow out and reject me
sports all night long to prove he could still care for
we were past
sex wasn’t going to make
leave his arse,
finish the
sick of this shit,” I heard Leo tell her and I was
She was silent.
how it will be around here
wife, and nothing will change
can’t handle
all this fated shit happened, and then your father forced you
gone against myself and the woman I love for this
far Tamia and
this pack
my back on her because I won’t.”
my room, and
doing much today, and 07 Surrender To Live neither
he urged me, and
had grown
kept his word and spent four
couple of times, but
father, but the man
would treat me like Max and
cared for
Black, Leo’s wolf, but Leo forced his
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