Shadows of Destiny

12 Letting Go ~Leo~ A week passed, and the reality of what had happened to me sank in.

I had sent Amanda home to her father, so I could mourn my wife.

Max asked me to release her, but I couldn’t.

Releasing her meant I had given up on her and I didn’t want to give up.

I didn’t know if she was well or what they were doing to her there.

“We need to release her, or the Dark Alpha will see our mark on her as an act of defiance,” Black warned me, but I couldn’t.

I decided I would write a letter to the wolf lord.

Pleading with him to give me back my wife and promising never to work or act against him.

I did not care if what I was doing was foolish, but I had to do something.

I could not sit on my arse and mope.

If he won’t give her back, the least he can do is let me hear her voice and know that she is okay and happy where she is.

Ads by Pubfuture “You will be causing more harm than good.

What if he sees it as an act of defiance? Did it ever occur to you that Tamia gave herself so we could live? The situation was terrible, Leo.

We would have died; they would have killed all three of us.

She chose the best option that kept us alive.

Tamia is a smart woman; that is why we fell in love with her.

She will take care of herself there, but she isn’t coming back, Leo.

Do not deceive yourself.

Take the gift of life and peace that she gave us by sacrificing herself and make the most of it,” Black said, and I roared.

1 “If I find that Devin,” I said aloud, and Black growled.

“Now that bastard has a lot of explaining to do.

He touches what is ours and then goes back on our deal with him with a flimsy excuse,” Black said, agreeing with I walked to my table in the living room.

It was the only furniture there.

I was yet to fix the place.

I sat with a pen and paper and decided to write a letter to the Wolf Lord.

I was taking what my wolf said into consideration.

The first letter was to Tamia.

“My Emerald Queen, I am still going through the motions.

I would be lying to you if I said I am handling it well.

You knew I would have willingly died, but you did the right thing when I did not have the courage to do it.

I could not leave things where we left off.

I am sorry for everything.

I tried, but my 3/15 best wasn’t good enough.

I did not plan to have that baby with Amanda, it was Ads by Pubfuture sudden, and I would have willingly tried with you.

I would have made an effort.

I wanted to have a daughter that looked like you and had your strength.

I guess fate really had it in for us when it messed up our happily ever after, and took you to the north.

I pray you find peace and Joy there.

I know it is crazy, but I hope you get to do all that you want.

If he ever lets you go, know that you will always have a home with me.

I will release you to make your life easier with the Wolf lord.

I do not know what or who you will be there, but I pray that the same fate that destroyed us smiles on you there.

Tamia; I always

have a luna

Until I die.

promise that

and each time, tears fell because it felt like I was letting

my life

but I knew that would be suicide for my entire pack and

could not let her

the letter and put it in

started another letter addressed to the Wolf

I write to

not know of Brent Pack’s crime against

entire east had to suffer

to save my pack, my

to make demands but to plead

precious possession in my life; now that

I plead with you

you to return her, but I plead with

months together weren’t good because I found

Tamia has suffered enough.

not know if it is too much to ask, but please take

likes to have coffee

always goes

her hot chocolate, there

salts

whenever

always wear her socks at night because

doesn’t eat after six in the evening,

acts brave, but deep down, she is sweet,

mind most of the time and is

take her

She is just herself.

do not kill

it to burn

her loss; please do not hurt her, and if you ever feel kindly towards her someday, let her go

as an Alpha but as a husband that has lost his wife

take care of Tamia.” 16 I wrote, and tears streamed down my face with the last

to

not try to take her back, this was the least

linked Casper, my

was surprised to see the empty living room, with nothing

Amanda managing?” he asked,

her to spend some time with her father”, I

“Damn, Leo.

look like shit,” Casper said, and I

I said, and he had

to her sacrifice, they

always be my Luna,” He told me, speaking his

is all Kyle’s fault; he shouldn’t be allowed

attacks when he is

a pack in the Western region?” He

doing it,” I

he didn’t, then someone did it in his name because the Dark

check out.

an end to his reign in

trying to

that were captured said it was Alpha Kyle who

said because

about Devin?”

“His excuse checks out.

south because they knew of their alliance

after the bastard, Bane or whatever he called

have found a way to enact my

to mail this to the north,”

afraid of the content of

is a farewell to my wife and a plea to the Wolf Lord,” I

it and

days later, I learned Devin was around,

was eager to

the

party, and

their loss; even Max

believed he

I wondered why he was grieving her, but

saw Devin where he was listening to