Shadows of Destiny

Affirmations Tamia- Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him. I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in.

I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to guard my heart.

The fact that Sylvester and I weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind.

What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me? He had never told me he loved me.

This could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train together.

I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did whatever we liked.

1 It was fun and scary because I had fallen in love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about my fears, we were lying on the grass in the western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side by side and looking at the stars that graced the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment.

I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

“Which of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he asked, making light the question.

“Your trophies,” I asked, and he exhaled too.

“They have nowhere to go back to, I am their Alpha, and they are connected to me; I am not keeping them here as prisoners; they are here because this is their only home for now.

They are free to leave, but they only leave if they find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north.

They are all here of their own volition.

I am a lord, not a monster.

I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on.

they

down?” I asked him immediately, and he was

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw

said you told a woman called Arya that you do not plan on

to know if it is

not worried

I understand.

are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an

turned to his side

and I did what he asked

things, and I meant them,

a pending war, I doubt I would

my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He said, and his words hurt

I do not care about

I make my destiny.

not care what the

lose my shit or betray a woman that

thin, because fate

will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and

knew it

face gently

nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears

someone that did not plan on having

nothing like my

free, but I won’t let

a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at him, but 5/10 tears were

up and asked me to

woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could

moved from my lips to

my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my

to expose my breasts.

aren’t my trophy,

He linked me and sucked my nipples

while he rubbed the other between his thumb

started moaning, and he growled with

rolled down my panties and spread

back down on the grass, looking at

I moaned, my vision blurry

I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the

alive, and

let go, and

not stop until I came

over me and stared

my heart all along and drove himself into me before I

it for me, Tamia,” He said, pumping gently but

up and pulled me

came on top, hugging him

me and my

an orgasm was coming, and soon it

and released