Shadows of Destiny

Fate in Love ~Tamia~ What a joke.

Typically people are elated over something like this, but my heart was conflicted.

Every fibre of my being wanted him.

I wanted to throw away my love and promises and accept fate.

It was overwhelming and euphoric.

All that existed at that moment was him.

Kaira wanted to jump and let him take us.

I wanted to let her.

Devin looked up at me and came close to 1.

His teary eyes searched mine, and I could see he was desperate.

Desperate to have me and make me his.

His eyes flashed golden, and I knew his wolf was in control.

Kaira wanted him.

He touched my cheek with his palm, and I closed my eyes to feel his touch caressing my skin, enveloping me in his intoxicating scent.

“Mate,” His wolf said, and Kaira wanted to respond, but I held my lips.

I searched his eyes, and they were expectant.

“Why didn’t you say anything that night? “I asked angrily that he had let the moment slip.

If he had, I would be in the south and would have never gone to the north.

I was angry not because I went to the north, but because he knew I was suffering with Leo and didn’t make a move to take me from him.

“You sent me back to his house.

You let me go back!” I yelled at him, tears streaming down my face, and he bowed.

“You knew I was suffering.

You knew I was in pain.

You had the power to take it away.

You are Alpha, and you let me go,” I said and stepped back.

“Now you hold a rose and say, Mate?” I said, and Kaira pleaded with me to take it easy, but I was mad.

“Why Devin? Why didn’t you save me? Why didn’t you claim me? When I wanted my fated to come and rescue me, to take my pain away.

I prayed so hard the goddess answered, but you weren’t willing.

“Why now? Do you hate Sylvester so much that you want to hurt him the worst way ever!” I said, and he shook his head, tears streaming down his face, looking misunderstood.

“No, Tamia,” he said, looking at me, and I stepped back.

“Then tell me why now? Why!” I yelled at him; my heart was beating so fast.

I was fighting myself.

“I thought we had time.

I wanted Leo to let you go before I stepped in,” he said, and I began to laugh.

“Leo would have never let me go! I had to give myself up as a tribute to get away from him,” I said, and he nodded.

“You didn’t want me then; why now?” I asked him, and he shook his head.

“I always wanted you.

From the moment your apple and cinnamon scent filled my senses, I had wanted you.

But I wanted to wait for the right moment, the perfect moment to make you mine.

I wanted to do it properly.

not want to have issues with

wanted to reason with him

cared, you wouldn’t have waited for

would have taken me from

made me yours,” I told him

letters to alphas, pleading with them to let me join

along, waiting for the perfect moment that would never come because the world doesn’t work that

is no such

a lie we tell ourselves, and

Leo and Amanda.” He

Kissing me.

push him away,

tugging on the bond, and Kaira let

and sucked it grazing his teeth over it desperately, “Green-eyes”, I heard Sylvester

I said, shaking my

Tamia, you do not have to return

Come with me.

I will protect you.

fight him,” He

for my sake, but you are willing to fight Sylvester?”

you use me as bait

I told him, and he pulled me close and

wolf lord anymore;

life, I waited

promises to anyone, and hoping to

when I saw Leo’s mark on your neck? I was broken,” he said, and I shook my

to challenge

the

enough..” I said, and he bowed

did not want

want our love to be built on

to

is your home, and you have people

did not want to

I swear, Tamia.

wanted to

would take you away and that you would end up with him,” he said, and I smiled with

“We do not know what the future holds, Devin; that is why we seize the moment and do all

appreciate them, tell

for them because the

Tomorrow isn’t guaranteed.

so we don’t

we always seize the

and live by it daily, which you

you had, we would be

Sylvester, known him, and fallen

right now; my heart and yours wouldn’t

be as it should be,” I said and looked at the

I ran away from the party and

pain was incredible, and I prayed that my mate

goddess answered, she answered, but when you came, you

I had to face it alone, and someone else had to help me through the

feel for me is a bond ordained by the goddess and fate; what

“I love him,

heart beats

He was there.

make me smile, gave me a reason to try again, fixed me, and made me hope

He was there.

want me to

pain and

his values, his family, his

person willing to seize the moment and

“I can’t.

him I would be

him I would never leave

I wouldn’t break

letting you go because I have already given my heart to him,” I said,

me you were in love with Sylvester Volkov, I

marriage, I thought you only

made me realise

and

love him,” He said and bowed