Shadows of Destiny

Fate in Love ~Tamia~ What a joke.

Typically people are elated over something like this, but my heart was conflicted.

Every fibre of my being wanted him.

I wanted to throw away my love and promises and accept fate.

It was overwhelming and euphoric.

All that existed at that moment was him.

Kaira wanted to jump and let him take us.

I wanted to let her.

Devin looked up at me and came close to 1.

His teary eyes searched mine, and I could see he was desperate.

Desperate to have me and make me his.

His eyes flashed golden, and I knew his wolf was in control.

Kaira wanted him.

He touched my cheek with his palm, and I closed my eyes to feel his touch caressing my skin, enveloping me in his intoxicating scent.

“Mate,” His wolf said, and Kaira wanted to respond, but I held my lips.

I searched his eyes, and they were expectant.

“Why didn’t you say anything that night? “I asked angrily that he had let the moment slip.

If he had, I would be in the south and would have never gone to the north.

I was angry not because I went to the north, but because he knew I was suffering with Leo and didn’t make a move to take me from him.

“You sent me back to his house.

You let me go back!” I yelled at him, tears streaming down my face, and he bowed.

“You knew I was suffering.

You knew I was in pain.

You had the power to take it away.

You are Alpha, and you let me go,” I said and stepped back.

“Now you hold a rose and say, Mate?” I said, and Kaira pleaded with me to take it easy, but I was mad.

“Why Devin? Why didn’t you save me? Why didn’t you claim me? When I wanted my fated to come and rescue me, to take my pain away.

I prayed so hard the goddess answered, but you weren’t willing.

“Why now? Do you hate Sylvester so much that you want to hurt him the worst way ever!” I said, and he shook his head, tears streaming down his face, looking misunderstood.

“No, Tamia,” he said, looking at me, and I stepped back.

“Then tell me why now? Why!” I yelled at him; my heart was beating so fast.

I was fighting myself.

“I thought we had time.

I wanted Leo to let you go before I stepped in,” he said, and I began to laugh.

“Leo would have never let me go! I had to give myself up as a tribute to get away from him,” I said, and he nodded.

“You didn’t want me then; why now?” I asked him, and he shook his head.

“I always wanted you.

From the moment your apple and cinnamon scent filled my senses, I had wanted you.

But I wanted to wait for the right moment, the perfect moment to make you mine.

I wanted to do it properly.

allied, and I did not want to have issues

to reason with him first,”

you wouldn’t

taken me

would have made me

join their pack, so I won’t go rogue when

you were there all along, waiting for the perfect moment that would never come because the world doesn’t

is no such thing

ourselves,

with Leo and Amanda.” He reached for

Kissing me.

push him away, but

on the bond, and Kaira let

desperately, “Green-eyes”, I heard Sylvester in my head, giving

dubious,” I

do not have to return to

Come with me.

I will protect you.

will fight him,” He said, and

to fight Leo for my sake, but you are willing to fight Sylvester?” I said, and he

you use me as bait for your Wolf Lord

refuse to be used,” I told him, and he pulled

want to be wolf lord anymore; I just want

I waited for

promises to anyone,

saw Leo’s mark on your neck? I was broken,” he

to challenge him for

enough to break the

said, and he bowed

did not

did not want our love to be built

wanted to do it

home, and you have

want to ruin the

I swear, Tamia.

just wanted to

you would end up with him,” he said, and I smiled with hurt

that is why we seize the moment and

people we love, appreciate them, tell them,

all that we want for them

Tomorrow isn’t guaranteed.

become a bit impulsive, so we don’t look back on it

all change, so we always seize the moment and live in it because tomorrow

this and live by it daily, which you

you had, we would be

wouldn’t have met Sylvester, known him, and fallen in

be torn and fighting our bond right now; my heart and yours wouldn’t

be as it should be,” I said

Amanda, I ran away from the

prayed that my

but when you came, you weren’t

so I had to face it alone, and someone else had to

goddess and fate; what

love him,

beats for

He was there.

my hand to make me smile, gave me a reason to try again, fixed me, and made me hope

He was there.

a rose in your hand and want me to just

pain

person that went against tradition, his values, his family, his people, for

the moment and live in

“I can’t.

him I would

him I would never leave

promised I wouldn’t break

am not letting you go because of my promises; I am letting you go because I have already given my heart to him,” I said, and he

told me you were in love with Sylvester Volkov, I thought

heard of your marriage, I thought you only did it

here made me realise

and you’re

you love him,” He said