Shadows of Destiny

Fate in Love ~Tamia~ What a joke.

Typically people are elated over something like this, but my heart was conflicted.

Every fibre of my being wanted him.

I wanted to throw away my love and promises and accept fate.

It was overwhelming and euphoric.

All that existed at that moment was him.

Kaira wanted to jump and let him take us.

I wanted to let her.

Devin looked up at me and came close to 1.

His teary eyes searched mine, and I could see he was desperate.

Desperate to have me and make me his.

His eyes flashed golden, and I knew his wolf was in control.

Kaira wanted him.

He touched my cheek with his palm, and I closed my eyes to feel his touch caressing my skin, enveloping me in his intoxicating scent.

“Mate,” His wolf said, and Kaira wanted to respond, but I held my lips.

I searched his eyes, and they were expectant.

“Why didn’t you say anything that night? “I asked angrily that he had let the moment slip.

If he had, I would be in the south and would have never gone to the north.

I was angry not because I went to the north, but because he knew I was suffering with Leo and didn’t make a move to take me from him.

“You sent me back to his house.

You let me go back!” I yelled at him, tears streaming down my face, and he bowed.

“You knew I was suffering.

You knew I was in pain.

You had the power to take it away.

You are Alpha, and you let me go,” I said and stepped back.

“Now you hold a rose and say, Mate?” I said, and Kaira pleaded with me to take it easy, but I was mad.

“Why Devin? Why didn’t you save me? Why didn’t you claim me? When I wanted my fated to come and rescue me, to take my pain away.

I prayed so hard the goddess answered, but you weren’t willing.

“Why now? Do you hate Sylvester so much that you want to hurt him the worst way ever!” I said, and he shook his head, tears streaming down his face, looking misunderstood.

“No, Tamia,” he said, looking at me, and I stepped back.

“Then tell me why now? Why!” I yelled at him; my heart was beating so fast.

I was fighting myself.

“I thought we had time.

I wanted Leo to let you go before I stepped in,” he said, and I began to laugh.

“Leo would have never let me go! I had to give myself up as a tribute to get away from him,” I said, and he nodded.

“You didn’t want me then; why now?” I asked him, and he shook his head.

“I always wanted you.

From the moment your apple and cinnamon scent filled my senses, I had wanted you.

But I wanted to wait for the right moment, the perfect moment to make you mine.

I wanted to do it properly.

and I did not

reason with him first,” he

you wouldn’t have waited

would have taken me from him

me yours,”

to let me join their pack, so I won’t

along, waiting for the perfect moment that would never

such

a lie we tell ourselves, and you

me to rot with Leo and Amanda.” He reached

Kissing me.

push him away, but my body

tugging on the bond, and

it desperately, “Green-eyes”, I heard Sylvester

is dubious,” I said, shaking

do not have to

Come with me.

I will protect you.

fight him,” He

for my sake, but you are willing to fight Sylvester?” I said, and

use me as

to be used,” I told him, and he pulled me close

lord anymore; I just want my

life, I waited

promises to anyone, and hoping to find

I was when I saw Leo’s mark on your neck? I was broken,” he said,

enough to challenge him

enough to break the rules for my

enough..” I said, and he

did not want

not want our love to

wanted to do

your home,

did not want to

I swear, Tamia.

just wanted to do it

and that you would end up with

what the future holds, Devin; that is why we seize the moment

the people we love, appreciate them, tell them, and show

we want for

Tomorrow isn’t guaranteed.

so we don’t look back on it with

always seize the moment and live in it

by

had, we would be

known him, and fallen in love

fighting our bond right now; my heart and yours wouldn’t

would be as it should be,” I said

Amanda, I ran away from the party

was incredible, and I prayed that my mate would come and

goddess answered, she answered, but when you came, you weren’t

to face it alone, and someone else had to help me through the healing

ordained by the goddess and fate; what I have with Sylvester is destiny made from choice,”

“I love

beats for

He was there.

me a reason to try again, fixed

He was there.

hand and want me to just forget

my pain

one person that went against tradition, his values, his family, his people, for

willing to seize the moment and live in it.” I said and looked

“I can’t.

promised him I would be home

him I would never leave

promised I wouldn’t break his

because of my promises; I am letting you go because I have already given my heart to him,” I

love with Sylvester Volkov, I

marriage, I thought you

here made me realise I was

let you come this far unaccompanied, and you’re not willing to come with

He said and