Shadows of Destiny

Fate in Love ~Tamia~ What a joke.

Typically people are elated over something like this, but my heart was conflicted.

Every fibre of my being wanted him.

I wanted to throw away my love and promises and accept fate.

It was overwhelming and euphoric.

All that existed at that moment was him.

Kaira wanted to jump and let him take us.

I wanted to let her.

Devin looked up at me and came close to 1.

His teary eyes searched mine, and I could see he was desperate.

Desperate to have me and make me his.

His eyes flashed golden, and I knew his wolf was in control.

Kaira wanted him.

He touched my cheek with his palm, and I closed my eyes to feel his touch caressing my skin, enveloping me in his intoxicating scent.

“Mate,” His wolf said, and Kaira wanted to respond, but I held my lips.

I searched his eyes, and they were expectant.

“Why didn’t you say anything that night? “I asked angrily that he had let the moment slip.

If he had, I would be in the south and would have never gone to the north.

I was angry not because I went to the north, but because he knew I was suffering with Leo and didn’t make a move to take me from him.

“You sent me back to his house.

You let me go back!” I yelled at him, tears streaming down my face, and he bowed.

“You knew I was suffering.

You knew I was in pain.

You had the power to take it away.

You are Alpha, and you let me go,” I said and stepped back.

“Now you hold a rose and say, Mate?” I said, and Kaira pleaded with me to take it easy, but I was mad.

“Why Devin? Why didn’t you save me? Why didn’t you claim me? When I wanted my fated to come and rescue me, to take my pain away.

I prayed so hard the goddess answered, but you weren’t willing.

“Why now? Do you hate Sylvester so much that you want to hurt him the worst way ever!” I said, and he shook his head, tears streaming down his face, looking misunderstood.

“No, Tamia,” he said, looking at me, and I stepped back.

“Then tell me why now? Why!” I yelled at him; my heart was beating so fast.

I was fighting myself.

“I thought we had time.

I wanted Leo to let you go before I stepped in,” he said, and I began to laugh.

“Leo would have never let me go! I had to give myself up as a tribute to get away from him,” I said, and he nodded.

“You didn’t want me then; why now?” I asked him, and he shook his head.

“I always wanted you.

From the moment your apple and cinnamon scent filled my senses, I had wanted you.

But I wanted to wait for the right moment, the perfect moment to make you mine.

I wanted to do it properly.

had allied, and I did not want to have

with him first,” he

cared, you wouldn’t have waited for perfect

would have taken me

made me yours,” I

let me join their pack, so I won’t

were there all along, waiting for the perfect moment that would never come because the world doesn’t

such thing as

illusion, a lie we tell ourselves, and you gambled

and Amanda.” He reached for me and

Kissing me.

him away, but

on the bond, and Kaira let

to my sweet spot and sucked it grazing his teeth over it desperately, “Green-eyes”, I heard Sylvester in my head, giving me the strength

dubious,” I said,

Tamia, you do not have to return to

Come with me.

I will protect you.

will fight him,” He said, and I

but you are willing to fight Sylvester?” I

me as bait

told him, and he pulled me close

lord anymore;

I waited

anyone, and hoping to find

mark on

challenge him

the rules for

I said, and

not want a

our love to

wanted to

your home, and you have

did not want to

I swear, Tamia.

just wanted to do it

end up with

that

we love, appreciate them, tell them,

we want for them because the future isn’t

Tomorrow isn’t guaranteed.

so we don’t look back on it

so we always seize the moment and

this and live by it daily, which you should

we

Sylvester, known him, and fallen in love

be torn and fighting our bond right now;

should be,” I said and looked

I ran away from the

and I prayed that my mate

but when you came,

ready, so I had to face it alone, and someone else had

ordained by the goddess and fate; what I have with Sylvester is destiny made from choice,”

love him,

heart beats

He was there.

held my hand to make me smile, gave me a reason

He was there.

rose in your hand and want me to just

my pain

his values, his family, his people,

one person willing to seize the moment and

“I can’t.

him I would be

I

promised I wouldn’t break

promises; I am letting you go because I have already given my heart to him,” I said, and he nodded, tears streaming down his

love with

I

made

you come this far unaccompanied, and you’re not willing to

love him,” He said