Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 61

Remorse ~Leo~ I did not know the meaning of misery until I found myself living in it.

Since I learned that Tamia was getting married to Sylvester, my heart has broken into a million pieces.

I was hoping she would come back one day.

Most of the northern captives always do.

I wanted to right all my wrongs and seek her forgiveness.

I sat on the couch in my living room.

I stared at the invitation to the all-region sports games sent to me by the council, and even though we had responded, I was dreading going there.

I was going to see Tamia in his arms, and my heart could not bear it.

Amanda came out of her room, and that was when I noticed she had packed her bags.

“Where are you going to? You are almost due.” I asked her, and she bowed her head.

“This isn’t the life I wanted for myself, Leo.

I can’t continue living in another woman’s shadow.

She has moved on, yet you choose to be miserable.

I have pleaded with you several times.

You have disgraced me and belittled me.

Most of the Lunas mock me now.

I do not have a title, and neither are we married.

Why did you do this to me, Leo?” She said, and I did not know how to start.

“I can’t forgive myself for what we did to Tamia.

She did not deserve all that happened to her here.” I said, confessing my truth, and she sobbed.

(1 “Why?” she asked, and I looked at her.

“I broke every promise I made to her because of you,” I said, with my heart wrenching.

“She would have done the same had she found her fated,” Amanda said, and I shook my head.

“She was stronger than me in that regard, Amanda.

I know Tamia, and she would die before breaking her promise.

She would have risked being weak to stay happy with me.” I said and bowed my head.

“I was her first.

She did not want to get with me because we weren’t fated, but I assured her she had nothing to worry about,” I said, and after saying it, I saw myself as a deceiver.

“She did not want me, But I assured her.

I told her I would reject my fated and risk being weak.

She trained to be strong because of me, and we used to joke about balancing each other’s strength.” I said, and Amanda came to sit next to me while I wept.

“I promised her many things and broke everything that day on the balcony when I did not reject you.

You came to my home quite alright, but you did not force me to get into your bed.

You did not force me to accept the bond or claim you and did not force me to make her share.

I lost my way completely and found myself doing things I couldn’t even imagine to her.

Never spending time with her, refusing to go out with her.

I did so many things to her, Amanda; I treated her like a burden.

And do you know the twisted part of all of this was that I expected her to bear with me and understand? I was a selfish prick, I said, laughing at myself.

“I hurt her and broke all my promises.

I was her first, and I broke everything.

I can never forgive myself for what I did to my wife, Amanda.

She wanted to have children, and I told her we should wait; I could only understand her pain when she found out you were pregnant.

I knew she would be hurt if I did not take the same precautions with you.

It was as if I had used her to while away time until my fated came.

I had failed completely, so I can’t move on, Amanda.” I said and looked at her.

do not hate or dislike

this difficult time, but

off the fact that I caused That pain was

nothing left to salvage,” I said and

had to let out my hurt because, other than being my wife, Tamia was my best friend and

my best friend,

was there all along, and I

she had my back

happy and went out of her way to put a

so alone

was surrounded by people,

wrapped her arms around me and let me

was the cause of my pain and was trying to

to

she has found love.” She said with a definite tone, meaning she

broke the hug, wiped away my tears, and looked into her

I asked her,

forget I schooled

the soon-to-be lady of the

Wolf Lord is madly in love

presides over

can do whatever

west unaccompanied to discuss peace with Alpha

moved on Leo, and she

can’t we do the

free to move around, and she did not bother to

let you go, Leo; you should do

think I am lying to you, you will see them at the all-region

I am

closure you want, I know you

will be due soon,” I said and

not want to miss

to be

to hold your hand through it, Amanda,” I

do not get to

are either all in or not,” she said, and

stay and give

pleaded with her,

to her all the time,

always talk about her; you call her name in your

much more do you want me to endure? I never wanted this for

to fit into her

have been training since

hard and am a work in progress, but you are

are not

through the

like this.” She said, and I buried my face in her neck close to my mark and sucked gently,

playing dirty,

me time,

with her, and she refused

and kissed

and I let him slowly take

said and

her defences, and Black took

and we were trying to make

woke up to someone banging on

Amanda was sleeping peacefully.

at the clock, and

wondered who would be knocking on

and I asked her to go

room

to the room I shared with Tamia,

the way forward, but

back this time; I just wanted to be

the wolf lord,

deserved to be happy, even if it wasn’t with

and advanced toward the

shocked to see it was

was drunk and

let him into

eyes were swollen and red, and I wondered why he would run

I went to get him joggers, and

the matter with you?

you to get here?” I asked him,

went through the woods,” He said, and I knew that was the only

had taken over from Linda and become the

with you?” I

have let

was a horrible

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