Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 61

Remorse ~Leo~ I did not know the meaning of misery until I found myself living in it.

Since I learned that Tamia was getting married to Sylvester, my heart has broken into a million pieces.

I was hoping she would come back one day.

Most of the northern captives always do.

I wanted to right all my wrongs and seek her forgiveness.

I sat on the couch in my living room.

I stared at the invitation to the all-region sports games sent to me by the council, and even though we had responded, I was dreading going there.

I was going to see Tamia in his arms, and my heart could not bear it.

Amanda came out of her room, and that was when I noticed she had packed her bags.

“Where are you going to? You are almost due.” I asked her, and she bowed her head.

“This isn’t the life I wanted for myself, Leo.

I can’t continue living in another woman’s shadow.

She has moved on, yet you choose to be miserable.

I have pleaded with you several times.

You have disgraced me and belittled me.

Most of the Lunas mock me now.

I do not have a title, and neither are we married.

Why did you do this to me, Leo?” She said, and I did not know how to start.

“I can’t forgive myself for what we did to Tamia.

She did not deserve all that happened to her here.” I said, confessing my truth, and she sobbed.

(1 “Why?” she asked, and I looked at her.

“I broke every promise I made to her because of you,” I said, with my heart wrenching.

“She would have done the same had she found her fated,” Amanda said, and I shook my head.

“She was stronger than me in that regard, Amanda.

I know Tamia, and she would die before breaking her promise.

She would have risked being weak to stay happy with me.” I said and bowed my head.

“I was her first.

She did not want to get with me because we weren’t fated, but I assured her she had nothing to worry about,” I said, and after saying it, I saw myself as a deceiver.

“She did not want me, But I assured her.

I told her I would reject my fated and risk being weak.

She trained to be strong because of me, and we used to joke about balancing each other’s strength.” I said, and Amanda came to sit next to me while I wept.

“I promised her many things and broke everything that day on the balcony when I did not reject you.

You came to my home quite alright, but you did not force me to get into your bed.

You did not force me to accept the bond or claim you and did not force me to make her share.

I lost my way completely and found myself doing things I couldn’t even imagine to her.

Never spending time with her, refusing to go out with her.

I did so many things to her, Amanda; I treated her like a burden.

And do you know the twisted part of all of this was that I expected her to bear with me and understand? I was a selfish prick, I said, laughing at myself.

“I hurt her and broke all my promises.

I was her first, and I broke everything.

I can never forgive myself for what I did to my wife, Amanda.

She wanted to have children, and I told her we should wait; I could only understand her pain when she found out you were pregnant.

I knew she would be hurt if I did not take the same precautions with you.

It was as if I had used her to while away time until my fated came.

I had failed completely, so I can’t move on, Amanda.” I said and looked at her.

hate

have been with me through this difficult time, but I can’t forgive myself for what I did

attacked, and I can never shake off the fact that I caused That pain was a permanent fixture since the dinner party when I met

her every single time until there was nothing left to salvage,” I said and

my hurt because, other than being

was my best friend, but

there all along, and I took

was always there to lift me up; she had my

her way to put

felt so alone in my

surrounded by people, I was lonely and

arms around me and

irony was that she was the cause of my pain

to forgive yourself,

love.” She said with a definite tone,

wiped away my

I asked

schooled

talking about the soon-to-be lady

Lord is madly in love

presides over

can do whatever

to the west unaccompanied

has moved on Leo, and

do

Tamia was free to move around, and she did not bother to come and see me so we could talk

Leo; you should do the same,” Amanda said, and I shook my

you think I am lying to you, you will see them at the all-region games; I am sure you will

I am going

you would come around, but until you get the closure you want, I know you won’t come around,” She said, and

be due soon,” I said and

want to miss

want to be

your hand through it, Amanda,” I said, and she shook her head,

not get to pick

or not,” she said, and I understood what she was

stay and give me

it right.” I pleaded with her, and she

her all the

her; you call her name in your sleep, even when we make

to endure?

done everything to fit

have been training since

progress, but you are not encouraging me or giving

are not

through the transition

in her neck close to my mark and sucked gently,

was playing dirty, but

me

you.” I pleaded with her, and she refused weakly with a

I said and kissed

her and I let him slowly take

said and

defences, and

and we were trying

to someone banging on

Amanda was sleeping peacefully.

looked at the clock,

would be knocking on my door

I asked her

bought a bigger bed for her room so she could roll comfortably on the

to move her to the room I shared with Tamia, and I

was looking like the way forward, but

back this time; I just wanted

the wolf lord, I

to be happy, even

wore my shorts and

to

drunk

let him into

swollen and red, and I wondered why he would run in wolf form from his territory

him joggers, and he wore them and sat on

matter with

to get

that was the only explanation for how he could get here in wolf form, still

seemed Kyle had taken over from Linda and become the new drunk

with you?” I asked him,

have let my Linda go,

was a horrible

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