Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2

Chapter 403 Broken Beyond Repair (Helel Spade)

I ran around for hours and then returned to the cabin. I knew she was leaving in the morning, and tonight was the last night when I could make her change her mind, but it was a lost cause. She told me in clear words that she didn’t want to be with me.

‘We should have been forceful,’ Hel complained.

‘And what? force her to stay with us? Wouldn’t that be unfair to her? She found out about so much s*hi*t, and we should expect her to forgive us just so that we can live happily?’ grunted as I started turning the cabin upside down. I had thrown away all the flowerpots and utensils I had been decorating for her comfort.

‘We should admit that we f*uc*ked up,’ I said, as I broke down on my knees. ‘It is just that I wish I hadn’t come back to life. I should have stayed dead. What was the point of coming back to find her gone? It is a curse because it sure feels like one,’ I don’t remember when I have cried so much. Every time I think of losing Beatrice, I lose myself with her.

‘It is going to be our life now? How the hell do you expect us to live without her?’ Hel complained, and rightfully so. I can’t imagine living without her, either.

‘I am not sure. I just — I keep thinking what could have done differently to prevent all this from happening?’ I asked him and myself, too.

‘Maybe we should have rejected Gwen sooner,’ I yelled as I threw the table away. ‘And she wants us to take care of Gwen,’ Hel scoffed at Beatrice’s wishes.

possible,’ I groaned and got up from the ground. Walking back to my room, I grabbed the box

noticed what was inside that box. ‘I am k*illing this pain inside me,’ I said, injecting myself with

amount into my body. Once it hit my veins, I landed in bed, and everything

give it to the prisoners who are violent to

about Gwen and me. I knew right then and there

her to me, I didn’t want to finish it so easily. Hence, I decided

was just me, without any power. It felt amazing because this pain was nothing compared to the pain I

whole night and

shut me out last night,’ Hel grunted while

we both slept peacefully?’ I asked

you planning to go now?’ Hel

am going to go after them,’ I said stubbornly, refusing to accept once again that she had left me. No matter how many times I tell myself that she is gone and that it should be her decision to leave or stay,

supposed to be

her?’ Hel stated, and I

it. Just because she is done with me doesn’t mean I can’t go with her. She will need someone beside her in the dragon’s lair,’ I was probably making up excuses to see her again.