Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2

Chapter 403 Broken Beyond Repair (Helel Spade)

I ran around for hours and then returned to the cabin. I knew she was leaving in the morning, and tonight was the last night when I could make her change her mind, but it was a lost cause. She told me in clear words that she didn’t want to be with me.

‘We should have been forceful,’ Hel complained.

‘And what? force her to stay with us? Wouldn’t that be unfair to her? She found out about so much s*hi*t, and we should expect her to forgive us just so that we can live happily?’ grunted as I started turning the cabin upside down. I had thrown away all the flowerpots and utensils I had been decorating for her comfort.

‘We should admit that we f*uc*ked up,’ I said, as I broke down on my knees. ‘It is just that I wish I hadn’t come back to life. I should have stayed dead. What was the point of coming back to find her gone? It is a curse because it sure feels like one,’ I don’t remember when I have cried so much. Every time I think of losing Beatrice, I lose myself with her.

‘It is going to be our life now? How the hell do you expect us to live without her?’ Hel complained, and rightfully so. I can’t imagine living without her, either.

‘I am not sure. I just — I keep thinking what could have done differently to prevent all this from happening?’ I asked him and myself, too.

‘Maybe we should have rejected Gwen sooner,’ I yelled as I threw the table away. ‘And she wants us to take care of Gwen,’ Hel scoffed at Beatrice’s wishes.

the ground. Walking back to my room, I grabbed the box I had

box. ‘I am k*illing this pain

a heavy amount into my body. Once it hit my veins, I landed in bed, and everything began

We would usually give it to the prisoners who are

stole it when I realized Beatrice had found out about Gwen and me. I knew right then and there that it was over

back into her life. But because this life was a gift from her to me, I didn’t want to finish it so easily. Hence, I decided to live, but that didn’t mean I had to live

It felt amazing because this pain was nothing compared to the pain I was

probably slept for a whole night and woke up the next

me out last night,’ Hel grunted while I took

that we both slept peacefully?’ I asked and continued getting

where are you planning

once again that she had left me. No matter how many times I tell myself that she is gone and that it should be her decision to leave

was supposed to be

stalk her?’ Hel stated, and

done with me doesn’t mean I can’t go with her. She will need someone beside her in the dragon’s lair,’ I was probably making up excuses to see her again. Those beautiful big eyes of hers