Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2

Chapter 403 Broken Beyond Repair (Helel Spade)

I ran around for hours and then returned to the cabin. I knew she was leaving in the morning, and tonight was the last night when I could make her change her mind, but it was a lost cause. She told me in clear words that she didn’t want to be with me.

‘We should have been forceful,’ Hel complained.

‘And what? force her to stay with us? Wouldn’t that be unfair to her? She found out about so much s*hi*t, and we should expect her to forgive us just so that we can live happily?’ grunted as I started turning the cabin upside down. I had thrown away all the flowerpots and utensils I had been decorating for her comfort.

‘We should admit that we f*uc*ked up,’ I said, as I broke down on my knees. ‘It is just that I wish I hadn’t come back to life. I should have stayed dead. What was the point of coming back to find her gone? It is a curse because it sure feels like one,’ I don’t remember when I have cried so much. Every time I think of losing Beatrice, I lose myself with her.

‘It is going to be our life now? How the hell do you expect us to live without her?’ Hel complained, and rightfully so. I can’t imagine living without her, either.

‘I am not sure. I just — I keep thinking what could have done differently to prevent all this from happening?’ I asked him and myself, too.

‘Maybe we should have rejected Gwen sooner,’ I yelled as I threw the table away. ‘And she wants us to take care of Gwen,’ Hel scoffed at Beatrice’s wishes.

Walking back to my room, I grabbed the box I

inside that box. ‘I am k*illing this pain inside me,’ I said, injecting

I had to inject a heavy amount into my body. Once it hit my veins, I landed in bed, and everything began

We would usually give it to

and me.

never accept me back into her life. But because this life was a gift from her to me, I didn’t want to finish it so easily. Hence, I

power. It felt amazing because this pain was nothing compared

probably slept for a whole night and woke

me out last night,’ Hel grunted while I took

that we both slept peacefully?’

where are you planning to go now?’ Hel

already. I am going to go after them,’ I said stubbornly, refusing to accept once again that she had left me. No matter how many times I tell

was supposed

her?’ Hel stated, and

mean I can’t go with her. She will need someone beside her in the dragon’s lair,’ I was probably making up excuses to see her again. Those beautiful big eyes of hers and her soft hair. I was