054 Undesired

Sebastian’s POV

She doesn’t love me anymore. Still having a hard time getting used to it, but I can’t deny that anymore.

It’s not supposed to be like this, but I feel like I lost something precious. How could you feel bad for losing something you never wanted in the first place? How is that fair?! I didn’t want it, but she forced her love into my hand, and now she is taking it back, still with force. I never had a chance to make a decision in this.

Never in my life, have I ever felt what “unreachable desire” is.

I never knew what I had until it was lost. But it was gone too fast. One second, it was as solid as the ground under my feet, and the next second it was just gone. How could someone shut down their love, so firm and decisive?

I “go home“, she should be there. With a smile, in a lingerie, cooking. Anything. It was a place where no problem could penetrate, where I could rest and refresh for the next day. She made it so safe that I never even considered that it could be

How could she just…leave?

her the best, I know that now, and I want to amend. But I don’t even know

was occupied by Ava’s surgery, but then it was about the one time kiss that she should never know about; I thought it was

I do, I have to find out that there is still more

I could be so cruel. And I can’t even justify any of

I think of her as such a vicious, evil, unreasonable person for so long,

now I can’t even find a shred

054 Unidesired

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aside from

out Ava’s weight on my judgment of Scar, I suddenly found the

I know I have problems, but I’m willing to work on them. I’m sorry I didn’t hear you five years ago, and I wasn’t happy when I got into the marriage, but even then, I never

think at some point she was

she still cares

manner.

did I mess up my marriage

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