054 Undesired

Sebastian’s POV

She doesn’t love me anymore. Still having a hard time getting used to it, but I can’t deny that anymore.

It’s not supposed to be like this, but I feel like I lost something precious. How could you feel bad for losing something you never wanted in the first place? How is that fair?! I didn’t want it, but she forced her love into my hand, and now she is taking it back, still with force. I never had a chance to make a decision in this.

Never in my life, have I ever felt what “unreachable desire” is.

I never knew what I had until it was lost. But it was gone too fast. One second, it was as solid as the ground under my feet, and the next second it was just gone. How could someone shut down their love, so firm and decisive?

be there. With a smile, in a lingerie, cooking. Anything. It was a

How could she just…leave?

best, I know that now, and I want to amend. But I don’t even know where

her divorce papers, but she accused me of seeing her as a blood vessel; later I thought it was because of the past few months when I was occupied by Ava’s surgery, but then it was about the one time kiss that she should never know about; I thought it was because I didn’t give her the love she required, only to be told

find out that there is still more and meaner things that I have

never knew I could be so cruel. And I can’t even justify any of

I think of her as such a vicious, evil, unreasonable person

even find a shred of evidence

054 Unidesired

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aside

out Ava’s weight

I have problems, but I’m willing to work on them. I’m sorry I didn’t hear you five years ago, and I wasn’t happy when I got into the marriage, but even then, I never considered ending it. It wasn’t my way of tricking

enlightenment hurts. I think at some point she was about to laugh, but

not hope it’s because she still cares about my feelings. I guess

manner.

mess up my marriage

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