054 Undesired

Sebastian’s POV

She doesn’t love me anymore. Still having a hard time getting used to it, but I can’t deny that anymore.

It’s not supposed to be like this, but I feel like I lost something precious. How could you feel bad for losing something you never wanted in the first place? How is that fair?! I didn’t want it, but she forced her love into my hand, and now she is taking it back, still with force. I never had a chance to make a decision in this.

Never in my life, have I ever felt what “unreachable desire” is.

I never knew what I had until it was lost. But it was gone too fast. One second, it was as solid as the ground under my feet, and the next second it was just gone. How could someone shut down their love, so firm and decisive?

of our house, she built a home for us. When I “go home“, she should be there. With a smile, in a lingerie, cooking. Anything. It was a place where no problem could penetrate, where I could rest and refresh for the next day. She made it

How could she just…leave?

I mean, I didn’t treat her the best, I know that now, and I want to amend. But I

seeing her as a blood vessel; later I thought it was because of the past few months when I was occupied by Ava’s surgery, but then it was about the

out that there is still more and meaner things

I can’t even justify any of those. How could I have been so

her as such a vicious, evil,

a shred of

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mean, aside from

when I took out Ava’s weight on my judgment of Scar, I

them. I’m sorry I didn’t hear you five years ago, and I wasn’t happy

and that enlightenment hurts. I think at some point she was

hope it’s because she still cares about my

manner.

did I mess up my marriage

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