054 Undesired

Sebastian’s POV

She doesn’t love me anymore. Still having a hard time getting used to it, but I can’t deny that anymore.

It’s not supposed to be like this, but I feel like I lost something precious. How could you feel bad for losing something you never wanted in the first place? How is that fair?! I didn’t want it, but she forced her love into my hand, and now she is taking it back, still with force. I never had a chance to make a decision in this.

Never in my life, have I ever felt what “unreachable desire” is.

I never knew what I had until it was lost. But it was gone too fast. One second, it was as solid as the ground under my feet, and the next second it was just gone. How could someone shut down their love, so firm and decisive?

With a smile, in a lingerie, cooking. Anything. It was

How could she just…leave?

don’t even know what exactly went wrong. I mean, I didn’t treat her the best, I know that now, and I

she accused me of seeing her as a blood vessel; later I thought it was because of the past few months when I was occupied by Ava’s surgery, but

and every time I do, I have to find out that there is still more and meaner things

And I can’t even justify

her as such a vicious,

a shred

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mean, aside from

I took out Ava’s weight on my judgment of Scar, I suddenly found

I open with as genuine a tone as I can manage, “I know we have I know I have problems, but I’m willing to work on them. I’m sorry I didn’t hear you five years ago, and I wasn’t happy when I got into the marriage, but even then,

enlightenment hurts. I think at some point she was about to laugh, but she

still cares

manner.

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