054 Undesired

Sebastian’s POV

She doesn’t love me anymore. Still having a hard time getting used to it, but I can’t deny that anymore.

It’s not supposed to be like this, but I feel like I lost something precious. How could you feel bad for losing something you never wanted in the first place? How is that fair?! I didn’t want it, but she forced her love into my hand, and now she is taking it back, still with force. I never had a chance to make a decision in this.

Never in my life, have I ever felt what “unreachable desire” is.

I never knew what I had until it was lost. But it was gone too fast. One second, it was as solid as the ground under my feet, and the next second it was just gone. How could someone shut down their love, so firm and decisive?

didn’t just take care of our house, she built a home for us. When I “go home“, she should be there. With a smile, in a lingerie, cooking. Anything. It was a place where no problem could penetrate, where

How could she just…leave?

I know that now, and I want

I thought it was because of the past few months when I was occupied by Ava’s surgery, but then it was about the one

time I do, I have to find out that there is still more and meaner things

And I can’t even justify any of those. How could I have been

such a vicious, evil, unreasonable person for so

can’t even find a shred of evidence to prove

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aside from

want to think in that direction, but when I took out Ava’s weight on my

have I know I have problems, but I’m willing to work on them. I’m sorry I didn’t hear you five years ago, and I wasn’t happy when I got into the marriage, but even then, I never considered ending it. It wasn’t my way of tricking you into helping Ava. Marriage is sacred to me, and I intend to

that enlightenment hurts. I think at some point she was about to laugh, but she

it’s because she still cares about my feelings. I

manner.

up my marriage

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