054 Undesired

Sebastian’s POV

She doesn’t love me anymore. Still having a hard time getting used to it, but I can’t deny that anymore.

It’s not supposed to be like this, but I feel like I lost something precious. How could you feel bad for losing something you never wanted in the first place? How is that fair?! I didn’t want it, but she forced her love into my hand, and now she is taking it back, still with force. I never had a chance to make a decision in this.

Never in my life, have I ever felt what “unreachable desire” is.

I never knew what I had until it was lost. But it was gone too fast. One second, it was as solid as the ground under my feet, and the next second it was just gone. How could someone shut down their love, so firm and decisive?

built a home for us. When I “go home“, she should be there. With a smile, in a lingerie, cooking. Anything. It was a place where no problem could penetrate, where

How could she just…leave?

I mean, I didn’t treat her the best, I know that now, and I want to amend. But I

months when I was occupied by Ava’s surgery, but then it was about the one time kiss that she should never know about; I thought it was because I didn’t give her

keep apologizing, and every time I do, I have to find out that there is

I can’t even justify any of those.

of her as such a vicious, evil, unreasonable person for so

find a shred of evidence to prove

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mean, aside from Ava’s

that direction, but when I took out

I can manage, “I know we have I know I have problems, but I’m willing to work on them. I’m sorry I didn’t hear you five years ago, and I wasn’t happy when I got into

looks surprised, and that enlightenment hurts. I think at some point she was about to laugh, but

she still cares about my feelings.

manner.

I mess up

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