She Approved the Split He Fell Apart

137 Dream time is up

Sebastian’s POV

As I watch her trying to engage me in a conversation, to keep me distracted with phony gratitude, I can taste only bitterness in my mouth no matter how much nerve–number I pour down.

I know why she could lie to me now– I’m no longer special to her.

I am to her now as is everyone else, a person she can use and not feel bad about it. Honesty is to her a ” solid base for marriage“. I ruined that marriage, and she is allowed to not give a damn to its base.

She was right. She built a home for me, for us. A real home, not just a house to live in, a harbor where I could relax from my day and recharge, where I was cared for to the extreme without paying anything.

I broke that heaven into pieces without realizing what I had.

watch her — I meant I “not notice” her steal my phone and give it to a guy I don’t even know like the most awkward thief in the world that she is, tasting the bitter pain

then she has to lie in

with me that she clearly hated, to have my phone, then she had to tolerate me. That’s

sorry I hurt you because I couldn’t face my own doing…” I loathe the coward that I am, only dare to say this with the excuse of

me, one last

understood her fear when she prepared a gift for a month, just to ask one simple question. Now on the other end of an ask, I can’t even imagine where she found the courage and patience to ask over and

bartender brings up a drink for her at

and the sourness in my

you the one who wanted

eyes. She hates being close to me, and like a mean kid throwing a tantrum, I pull her seat into me, grabbing the back of her chair

hasn’t returned my phone, and she

on my shoulder an attempt to keep the last distance between us. We used to have negative distance between us, and now even at an arm’s length, it’s too close

so much. I never thought of myself as a Justful man. I didn’t

Dream time is

+25 BONUS

with Scar, it became my