137 Dream time is up

Sebastian’s POV

As I watch her trying to engage me in a conversation, to keep me distracted with phony gratitude, I can taste only bitterness in my mouth no matter how much nerve–number I pour down.

I know why she could lie to me now– I’m no longer special to her.

I am to her now as is everyone else, a person she can use and not feel bad about it. Honesty is to her a ” solid base for marriage“. I ruined that marriage, and she is allowed to not give a damn to its base.

She was right. She built a home for me, for us. A real home, not just a house to live in, a harbor where I could relax from my day and recharge, where I was cared for to the extreme without paying anything.

I broke that heaven into pieces without realizing what I had.

it to a guy I don’t even know like the most awkward

bed, then she has to

in a conversation with me that she clearly hated, to have my phone, then she had

my own doing…” I loathe the coward that I am, only dare to say this with the excuse of

one last

I never understood her fear when she prepared a gift for a month, just to ask one simple question. Now on the other end of an ask, I can’t even imagine where she found the courage and patience to ask over

drink, Ma’am,” The bartender brings up a drink for her at

wants to refuse, and the sourness in my chest makes me grab her

you the one who wanted a drink

let her go and she flinches back as if scared. Even such a move stings my eyes. She hates being close to me, and like a mean kid throwing a tantrum, I

leave. She hasn’t returned my phone,

We used to have negative distance between

I never thought of myself as a Justful man. I didn’t want to have sex

time is

+25 BONUS

one time with Scar, it

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