137 Dream time is up

Sebastian’s POV

As I watch her trying to engage me in a conversation, to keep me distracted with phony gratitude, I can taste only bitterness in my mouth no matter how much nerve–number I pour down.

I know why she could lie to me now– I’m no longer special to her.

I am to her now as is everyone else, a person she can use and not feel bad about it. Honesty is to her a ” solid base for marriage“. I ruined that marriage, and she is allowed to not give a damn to its base.

She was right. She built a home for me, for us. A real home, not just a house to live in, a harbor where I could relax from my day and recharge, where I was cared for to the extreme without paying anything.

I broke that heaven into pieces without realizing what I had.

like the most awkward thief in the world that she is, tasting the bitter pain in my chest as if a thousand needles

bed, then she has to lie in it,

with me that she clearly hated, to have my phone, then she had to tolerate me. That’s how

I loathe the coward that I am, only dare to say this with the excuse of being drunk,

me, one

fear when she prepared a gift for a month, just to ask one simple question. Now on the other end of an ask, I can’t even imagine where she found the courage and patience to ask over and over again, just for a piece of time with me, when I

brings up a drink for her

refuse, and the sourness in my chest makes me grab

the one who wanted a drink

Even such a move stings my eyes. She hates being close

She hasn’t returned my phone, and she remains mine,

between us. We used to have negative distance between us, and now even at an arm’s length, it’s too

a Justful man. I didn’t want to have sex with Scar. I hated her for forcing my hand, and I wanted to keep

Dream time is

+25 BONUS

one time with Scar, it

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