137 Dream time is up

Sebastian’s POV

As I watch her trying to engage me in a conversation, to keep me distracted with phony gratitude, I can taste only bitterness in my mouth no matter how much nerve–number I pour down.

I know why she could lie to me now– I’m no longer special to her.

I am to her now as is everyone else, a person she can use and not feel bad about it. Honesty is to her a ” solid base for marriage“. I ruined that marriage, and she is allowed to not give a damn to its base.

She was right. She built a home for me, for us. A real home, not just a house to live in, a harbor where I could relax from my day and recharge, where I was cared for to the extreme without paying anything.

I broke that heaven into pieces without realizing what I had.

I don’t even know like the most awkward thief in the world that she is, tasting the bitter pain in my chest

has made her bed, then she

clearly hated, to have my phone, then she had to

coward that I am, only dare

me, one

of an ask, I can’t even imagine where she found the courage and patience to ask over and over again, just for a

brings up a drink for her

refuse, and the sourness in my chest makes me grab her

the one who wanted a drink

go and she flinches back as if scared. Even such a move stings my eyes. She hates being close to me, and like a mean kid throwing a tantrum, I pull her seat into me, grabbing the

returned my

attempt to keep the last distance between us. We used to have negative distance between us, and now even at an arm’s length, it’s too

her tender skin on my face. I miss her, so much. I never thought of myself as a Justful man. I didn’t want to have sex with Scar. I hated her for forcing my hand, and

Dream time is

+25 BONUS

one time with Scar,

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