She Approved the Split He Fell Apart

137 Dream time is up

Sebastian’s POV

As I watch her trying to engage me in a conversation, to keep me distracted with phony gratitude, I can taste only bitterness in my mouth no matter how much nerve–number I pour down.

I know why she could lie to me now– I’m no longer special to her.

I am to her now as is everyone else, a person she can use and not feel bad about it. Honesty is to her a ” solid base for marriage“. I ruined that marriage, and she is allowed to not give a damn to its base.

She was right. She built a home for me, for us. A real home, not just a house to live in, a harbor where I could relax from my day and recharge, where I was cared for to the extreme without paying anything.

I broke that heaven into pieces without realizing what I had.

meant I “not notice” her steal my phone and give it to a guy I don’t even know like the most awkward thief in the world that

she has to lie

got me drunk, and she stuck herself in a conversation with me that she clearly hated, to have my phone, then

own doing…” I loathe the coward that I am, only dare to say this with the

me, one last

know her answer. I guess I never understood her fear when she prepared a gift for a month, just to ask one simple question. Now on the other end of an ask, I can’t even imagine where she found the courage and patience to ask over and over again, just for a piece of time with me, when I gave only cold, blunt rejections in

a drink for her

refuse, and the sourness in my chest makes me

who

and she flinches back as if scared. Even such a move stings my eyes. She hates being close to me, and like a mean kid throwing a tantrum, I pull

She hasn’t returned my phone, and she remains mine, for

my shoulder an attempt to keep the last distance between us. We used to have negative distance between us, and now

tilt my head, feeling her tender skin on my face. I miss her, so much. I never thought of myself as a Justful man. I didn’t want to have sex with Scar. I hated her for forcing my hand,

Dream time

+25 BONUS

time with Scar, it became