Small Town Girl Story

I am now 5 months pregnant, my mood swing is not good at all and my food craving is bad I always crave roadside food or canned food, I feel tired every time, whenever I want to eat Jack did not sit with me because my food is weird, sometimes I eat fries with chocolate, toast with ice cream, bread with boiled egg and ketchup.  

I am still working though, because Jack did not contribute much to this pregnancy, he always gives me excuse because of the business he invested in but he did not tell me the details about this business.  

"Jack I want to go and visit my parent, I don't maybe you want to come with me," I said sitting in the living room after having dinner.

"No problem you can go and I don't want to go, I have a lot of things here to do, and extend my greeting to them. When are you going?" He asked

"I want to go during the weekend and I will come back the next weekend, I will take a week leave from work tomorrow," I said

When I get to work the next day I apply for leave and I get it, I also tell my boss that I am going to resign when my pregnancy reaches 7 or 8 months because I need to save a lot of money, I pray to God that I can be able to work till that time and safe delivery because sometimes I feel tired, weak and dizzy and it is now happening continuously.

I am now on my way to my parents' house, I just get out of the airport, I am inside a cab, I told them I am coming but I did not tell them the day because I want to surprise them.

I reach for the front door and knock, I can hear my mum voice saying who is there I did not say anything I just wait for her to open the door, immediately she opens the door and saw me and my baby bump she screams and pulls into a hug and next thing I hear that my mum is crying, I pull away and see her face before I could say anything I hear my dad voice asking my mum what happen to her that makes her scream when he reaches the front door and he saw me he hug me and tell me to come inside.

"Bella my precious daughter how are you doing? How is Jack? Why did he not come with you and how is my granddaughter in your belly? Hope she is kicking very well?" my dad asks, yes I am having a girl

a time, let her answer one question before you ask another," my mom said and wipe

some work that is why he is not coming and your granddaughter is fine" I answer looking around for my brother but they said they

is nothing wrong between you and Jack because now he is not like before again, he rarely calls us and when I call him, he will not pick my call and when he picks he will say that he is busy that is why he is not able

wedding is

my family, my mum gives me a massage every night and rubs my feet, she prepares a lot of food that a pregnant woman supposed to eat to keep the baby and the mother healthy, my brother always takes me out for a walk every evening, they keep up with my mood swing every time. This is what I supposed to experience with Jack.

beside me and wipes tears away from my eyes that I don't know is there, as soon as she wipes my tears I

I am crying I think it is part of

that there is something wrong between you and Jack but if you don't want to tell me, no problem but always remember that I am here for you, I will listen to you whenever you

we discuss some other topic, I don't want to tell her anything now maybe everything will be fine later, I don’t want them to have bad feelings or bad intention toward Jack.

she is deciding maybe she is come back to California to settle down finally, she is a model and she

so they brought breakfast and lunch for me in my room. After finishing my lunch my friend brought a nice dress for me, my friend that introduce me to the restaurant when I want to work,

I don’t know she is the one, as soon as she opens

my peanut(referring to my baby bump) I hope I did not hurt you? How are doing Bella? So if your mum did not call me that you

but I can't go back without checking on

in front of me and kisses my belly "This is your dress

can't understand, today is not my birthday, I have not to get married so today is not my wedding anniversary please