Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Chapter 48 Is Sex Safe During Pregnancy?

The smell of the clinic turned my nose up a bit.

Ever since I had become pregnant, I had developed an aversion to many different smells. The smell of the capitol hospital was at the top of my “dislike” list. However, today, I was thrilled to be here.

“Good morning, Rosalie!” Estrella greeted me with a warm smile.

I eyed Estrella, thinking. She was in charge of my health… did she know?

She had been so supportive of me all along, though. I was certain she wasn’t involved in Ethan’s plan.

“Hey, Estrella.” I smiled sweetly, trying to remain positive. “Do we get to see the baby today?”

“That’s the plan. We’ll try and get a proper ultrasound done today. I know that last time we couldn’t see much because you were too early, but I think, by now, we should be able to get a real picture.”

Despite everything that was going on lately, this was something I had been waiting for. I was excited to see my child.

“Yes. I could barely sleep last night thinking about it.”

“Let me take a look at you.” Estrella started checking my vitals. “Have you been losing some sleep lately? High quality rest is important, dear.”

She pulled out a piece of paper and started writing something down. “I’ve got some pills-herbal medicine-that can help you sleep better and are safe for pregnancy. You can take one or two as needed.”

I nodded. I couldn’t tell her that woke up from nightmares during the night.

Then she smiled and gestured toward the table. Looking at her watch, she asked, “Is the Alpha still not here yet?”

“Um.. it seems so,” I replied.

My feelings towards Ethan had gotten more and more confusing, even for me. I should’ve been happy about his more frequent visits, lessened restriction and growing patience, but I couldn’t.

When I thought about how I had a certain death ahead of me, most things didn’t bother me anymore. Still, it felt strange to enjoy the company of the man who would take my life.

But I couldn’t help it. I rationalized it as making the most of the days I had left.

Besides, Ethan’s behavior had been almost… tender the past few days. I had felt myself starting to let go of my anger toward him.

But then Madalynn swept in and tore the rose-tinted filter from my life, forcing me to face the stark reality. It was ugly–but it also held hope.

If I chose to accept Madalynn’s offer, I would need to be independent and strong, for myself and for my child. I could rely on no one but myself.

I chose to be here alone because I believed this moment belonged to me. I wanted to meet my precious baby for the first time as their mother.

But of course, Estrella didn’t know my secret.

“I’m so excited, Estrella” | effused. “Is there any way to speed things up?”

Estrella chucked at my enthusiasm. But really, I was just giddy with relief that Ethan hadn’t shown up.

If Ethan was here, it would throw a bucket of cold water over what I wanted to be a sweet moment between mother and future child. I knew that Ethan would be warm and gentle – but I also knew he only did that for the baby, not for me.

Estrella shook her head with a smile. “Alright, impatient young lady, let’s get started.”

As I laid down, she brought the ultrasound machine across my stomach to try to pick up a view of the fetus within. I held my breath as I stared at the screen.

The door to the room opened, and in stepped the one person I was hoping wouldn’t be here, Ethan.

My heart skipped a beat.

sure if Rosalie told you about the schedule change,” Estrella

didn’t,” Ethan said

do was to pretend I didn’t

perfect built-in

mind pregnancy brain fog is a terribly common thing, especially during first pregnancy. Don’t pay it any mind,” Estrella commented, trying to reassure him about the

said that she knew I didn’t

I sighed inwardly.

baby right there?” I asked,

at the screen. Then a smile spread

it is.” She chuckled before looking over her shoulder

child’s adorable tiny body, tears welled up in my eyes. The little one lay there, safe inside

knew we were connected. They were part of me, and I could almost feel

Regardless of what a disaster my life had been, I

the world more beautiful than this…” | murmured to

couldn’t tell what might be going through his

finally asked in a serious tone, as

pregnancy is going amazingly. The baby looks very healthy and strong. Nothing to worry about.” Estrella’s words were

“Just please remember

Is Sex

my tears away. They

Ethan’s next question

asked in

built up in my heart. Why

with disappointment. Boy or girl, the baby should be loved

my opinions on

dark gaze in his eyes revealing

might have been a mere breeder, but

Estrella shot me a hesitant glance

further, but I was surprised to capture a glimpse of

What was he thinking?

keep yourself hydrated.” Estrella poured me a cup of water and helped me sit up from the bed. Then

followed her. “Estrella… Is

on my

not expect this question, so she stuttered, “Um…well, technically,

her, and she

few small photos and handed them to

Estrella,” I replied as she looked between the

she made her way from the room, leaving

as I handed him one of the photos. “One for you to

his eyes staring down at it with curiosity before he slid it into a pocket in his jacket-a secret

brought a smile

gotten

Ethan spoke. “What’s going on,

to have this conversation with him right now. The pain inside of me was too heavy, and with what I had planned for myself, I just

Sorry, maybe my hormones make

said with a commanding tone to his voice. “Tell me

ground and

was nothing left to tell. He had

okay, don’t worry.” I didn’t want to act too abnormal.

upsetting you inside

What could I say?

I could cry and beg him and