Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Chapter 151 I Shifted For The First Time

**Rosalie’s POV

I needed to get away from Ethan.

As I ran out of the tent and across the camp, my cheeks were burning with shame from what had just happened. I kept my robe pulled tight around me and headed for the solace of the forest.

I couldn’t go far, though. As much as I wanted to take off and just keep running, without my boy, I could only go far enough to get the sounds of the camp out of my ears so I could think clearly for a moment.

Why had I done that?

Why had I let Ethan make love to me when that was the last thing I’d wanted?

Not that I wasn’t willing at the time… I couldn’t deny that I was helplessly attracted to him even till this day.

It was just that I wanted to fight it, fight the desire of him. I knew better than to let my emotions carry me away, and I’d given in to his wanton desire.

He had done so much to hurt me!

From treating me like a tool, to planning to kill me, to using me to get to Soren…. All of those things added together made me feel like I should hate him and never want to see him again, and yet I’d let him into my body like nothing was wrong.

Like I was still the girl who would’ve done anything just to spend a little more time with him.

He’d been the one to decide I wasn’t worthy of him, though. He’d been the one to push me aside. So now, I shouldn’ t feel bad for doing the same to him.

But I hadn’t. I’d let him right back into my arms, into my bed… into my heart?

Yes, I had loved him once.

Yes, he was the father of my child, and yes, he was still the most attractive man I’d ever seen.

But I wanted to say no, he hadn’t made it that far.

Not yet anyway.

“Mates,” I whispered, shaking my head.

Now that I was outside of the tent, I could see the moon. The bright silvery light was slightly obscured by the trees, but I could still see the round orb up in the sky, looking down at me as if it was the seeing-eye of the Moon Goddess.

I wondered if she was having a laugh at the grand joke she’d just played. I’d begged her to let Ethan find his mate so that he’d leave me be, only to find out that it had been me all along…. And now, I couldn’t feel the pull because she’d granted both of my wishes?

I couldn’t describe the emotions coursing through me. It was as if I struggled for this long and eventually came back and realized that when all of my wishes were granted, I was in a worse situation.

a soul was

this fate, and all I wanted to do was

charged through the woods as fast as I could. It felt good to not have to think and just let my body carry me along I ran blindly, not caring about where I was going, until the

feet,

the ground came up to meet me, something

they’d always known exactly how to do this.

was ten times lighter, and everything moved much slower.

gracefully on

With four legs.

a beautiful snow white wolf with glossy fur shining

I found my

sight was immediately enhanced and everything was crystal clear even

slightest movement from the tents I’d just left, and even my baby’s smooth breathing, and I could smell Ethan’s scent as he was chasing

so overwhelming, I could not help but let out a long howl to the

“Oohoooo-!”

retreating into myself as continued

later, I heard the pounding

a snout hit me in the back left hip, and I was tumbling again. I flipped

the running and the emotional turmoil, my wolf shifted

he was staring down at me, his hands on my shoulders, keeping me

“Rosalie!”

“Let me go!”

back to the tent. I can’t protect you as easily out here as I can back in camp,”

angry despite the fact that his tone was

your rogue camp, Ethan. I want to go home. I’m going

and I could see in his red eyes that he was doing his best to stay

I pushed him off of me, and he let me get up. I saw the remains of my

him. I’m not going to let you take him out into the woods where Goddess

arm again, but I pulled free. It seemed that perhaps I was stronger already, though I was just barely twenty-one and

could call for Talon or someone to help me. But I knew they were loyal to him beyond anything else. Even Georgia and Vicky would

the queen, that doesn’t mean you’re making the best

you think I’m stupid?”

that’s not what I said,” he replied, running a hand through his hair. “I’m saying… common sense would tell anyone they should

if I’m such an idiot? Why don’t you just reject me and get it over with?” I wished he

his head again. “Don’t be unreasonable, Rosalie. I know you’re very intelligent. You’re just not thinking straight because

the old Ethan.

turned away, thinking perhaps I’d go into the forest and hide

me, though. He grabbed me again, harder this time, though he wasn’t intending to hurt