Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Chapter 151 I Shifted For The First Time

**Rosalie’s POV

I needed to get away from Ethan.

As I ran out of the tent and across the camp, my cheeks were burning with shame from what had just happened. I kept my robe pulled tight around me and headed for the solace of the forest.

I couldn’t go far, though. As much as I wanted to take off and just keep running, without my boy, I could only go far enough to get the sounds of the camp out of my ears so I could think clearly for a moment.

Why had I done that?

Why had I let Ethan make love to me when that was the last thing I’d wanted?

Not that I wasn’t willing at the time… I couldn’t deny that I was helplessly attracted to him even till this day.

It was just that I wanted to fight it, fight the desire of him. I knew better than to let my emotions carry me away, and I’d given in to his wanton desire.

He had done so much to hurt me!

From treating me like a tool, to planning to kill me, to using me to get to Soren…. All of those things added together made me feel like I should hate him and never want to see him again, and yet I’d let him into my body like nothing was wrong.

Like I was still the girl who would’ve done anything just to spend a little more time with him.

He’d been the one to decide I wasn’t worthy of him, though. He’d been the one to push me aside. So now, I shouldn’ t feel bad for doing the same to him.

But I hadn’t. I’d let him right back into my arms, into my bed… into my heart?

Yes, I had loved him once.

Yes, he was the father of my child, and yes, he was still the most attractive man I’d ever seen.

But I wanted to say no, he hadn’t made it that far.

Not yet anyway.

“Mates,” I whispered, shaking my head.

Now that I was outside of the tent, I could see the moon. The bright silvery light was slightly obscured by the trees, but I could still see the round orb up in the sky, looking down at me as if it was the seeing-eye of the Moon Goddess.

I wondered if she was having a laugh at the grand joke she’d just played. I’d begged her to let Ethan find his mate so that he’d leave me be, only to find out that it had been me all along…. And now, I couldn’t feel the pull because she’d granted both of my wishes?

I couldn’t describe the emotions coursing through me. It was as if I struggled for this long and eventually came back and realized that when all of my wishes were granted, I was in a worse situation.

unfortunate a soul

fate, and all I wanted to do was to run away-run away

to think and just let my body carry me along I ran blindly, not caring about

feet, and I

instant, as the ground came up to meet me, something inside of

known exactly how to do this. Fur sprang up

my body was ten times lighter, and everything

on the ground with no pain

With four legs.

looked down at my body to find a beautiful snow white wolf

widened. I found my

was immediately enhanced and everything was crystal clear

I’d just left, and even my baby’s smooth breathing, and I could smell Ethan’s scent as he

could not help but let out a

“Oohoooo-!”

my eyes and retreating into myself as continued to run. I should’ve known he wouldn’t let me go, but I

heard the pounding of paws behind

tumbling again. I flipped over and landed on my back,

all of the running and the emotional turmoil, my wolf shifted

he was staring down at me, his hands on my shoulders, keeping me from getting

“Rosalie!”

“Let me go!”

the tent. I can’t protect you as easily

was still angry despite the fact that his tone was soft and concerned

Ethan. I want to go home. I’m

in his red eyes that he was doing his best to stay calm. “Rosalie, I can’t let you do that. They are after you.

what is best for me and my baby!” I pushed him off of me, and he let me get up. I saw the remains of my tattered robe a few feet away and

out on too much time with him. I’m not going

to my arm again, but I pulled free. It seemed that perhaps I was stronger already, though I was just barely twenty-one

me. But I knew they were loyal to him beyond anything else. Even Georgia and Vicky would

that doesn’t mean you’re making the best decision for yourself and my

you think I’m stupid?”

hand through his hair. “I’m saying… common sense would tell anyone they should stay here while there are rogues and members

want to claim me as your mate then if I’m such an idiot? Why don’t you just reject me and get it over with?” I wished he would. If he would reject me, then

I know you’re very intelligent. You’re just

Ethan.

go into the forest and hide and then come back and

for me, though. He grabbed me again, harder this time, though he wasn’t intending to hurt me. “It’s not safe out here, Rosalie,” he said, tugging me