Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Chapter 151 I Shifted For The First Time

**Rosalie’s POV

I needed to get away from Ethan.

As I ran out of the tent and across the camp, my cheeks were burning with shame from what had just happened. I kept my robe pulled tight around me and headed for the solace of the forest.

I couldn’t go far, though. As much as I wanted to take off and just keep running, without my boy, I could only go far enough to get the sounds of the camp out of my ears so I could think clearly for a moment.

Why had I done that?

Why had I let Ethan make love to me when that was the last thing I’d wanted?

Not that I wasn’t willing at the time… I couldn’t deny that I was helplessly attracted to him even till this day.

It was just that I wanted to fight it, fight the desire of him. I knew better than to let my emotions carry me away, and I’d given in to his wanton desire.

He had done so much to hurt me!

From treating me like a tool, to planning to kill me, to using me to get to Soren…. All of those things added together made me feel like I should hate him and never want to see him again, and yet I’d let him into my body like nothing was wrong.

Like I was still the girl who would’ve done anything just to spend a little more time with him.

He’d been the one to decide I wasn’t worthy of him, though. He’d been the one to push me aside. So now, I shouldn’ t feel bad for doing the same to him.

But I hadn’t. I’d let him right back into my arms, into my bed… into my heart?

Yes, I had loved him once.

Yes, he was the father of my child, and yes, he was still the most attractive man I’d ever seen.

But I wanted to say no, he hadn’t made it that far.

Not yet anyway.

“Mates,” I whispered, shaking my head.

Now that I was outside of the tent, I could see the moon. The bright silvery light was slightly obscured by the trees, but I could still see the round orb up in the sky, looking down at me as if it was the seeing-eye of the Moon Goddess.

I wondered if she was having a laugh at the grand joke she’d just played. I’d begged her to let Ethan find his mate so that he’d leave me be, only to find out that it had been me all along…. And now, I couldn’t feel the pull because she’d granted both of my wishes?

I couldn’t describe the emotions coursing through me. It was as if I struggled for this long and eventually came back and realized that when all of my wishes were granted, I was in a worse situation.

a soul

to do was to run away-run away from Ethan

body carry me along I ran blindly, not caring about where I was going, until the root from a large tree

my feet,

instant, as the ground came up to meet

they’d always known exactly how to do this.

lighter, and everything

landed gracefully on the

With four legs.

stunned and looked down at my body to find a beautiful snow white wolf with glossy fur

widened. I

immediately enhanced and everything

could hear the slightest movement from the tents I’d just left, and even my baby’s smooth breathing, and I could smell

not help but let out a

“Oohoooo-!”

retreating into myself as continued to run. I should’ve known he wouldn’t let me go, but I didn’t

later, I heard the pounding of paws

hit me in the back left hip, and I was tumbling again. I flipped over and landed on my

my wolf shifted back into my human form. Above me, Ethan’s wolf did

hands on my

“Rosalie!”

“Let me go!”

I can’t protect you as easily out here as I can

was still angry despite the fact that

to go home. I’m going to get my baby and we’re going

doing his best to stay calm. “Rosalie, I can’t let you do that. They are after you.

I get to determine for myself what is best for me and my baby!” I pushed him off of me, and he let me get up. I saw the remains of my tattered robe a few feet away and

I’ve already missed out on too much time with him. I’m not going to let you take him out into the woods where Goddess knows what may

I was stronger already, though I was just

I could call for Talon or someone to help me. But I knew they were loyal to him beyond anything

queen, that doesn’t mean you’re making the best decision for yourself and my

mean? That you think I’m

common sense would tell anyone they should stay

even want to claim me as your mate then if I’m such an

be unreasonable, Rosalie. I know you’re very intelligent. You’re just not thinking straight

Ethan. He was

turned away, thinking perhaps I’d go into the forest and hide and then come back and get my

though he wasn’t intending to hurt me. “It’s not safe out here, Rosalie,”