Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Chapter 151 I Shifted For The First Time

**Rosalie’s POV

I needed to get away from Ethan.

As I ran out of the tent and across the camp, my cheeks were burning with shame from what had just happened. I kept my robe pulled tight around me and headed for the solace of the forest.

I couldn’t go far, though. As much as I wanted to take off and just keep running, without my boy, I could only go far enough to get the sounds of the camp out of my ears so I could think clearly for a moment.

Why had I done that?

Why had I let Ethan make love to me when that was the last thing I’d wanted?

Not that I wasn’t willing at the time… I couldn’t deny that I was helplessly attracted to him even till this day.

It was just that I wanted to fight it, fight the desire of him. I knew better than to let my emotions carry me away, and I’d given in to his wanton desire.

He had done so much to hurt me!

From treating me like a tool, to planning to kill me, to using me to get to Soren…. All of those things added together made me feel like I should hate him and never want to see him again, and yet I’d let him into my body like nothing was wrong.

Like I was still the girl who would’ve done anything just to spend a little more time with him.

He’d been the one to decide I wasn’t worthy of him, though. He’d been the one to push me aside. So now, I shouldn’ t feel bad for doing the same to him.

But I hadn’t. I’d let him right back into my arms, into my bed… into my heart?

Yes, I had loved him once.

Yes, he was the father of my child, and yes, he was still the most attractive man I’d ever seen.

But I wanted to say no, he hadn’t made it that far.

Not yet anyway.

“Mates,” I whispered, shaking my head.

Now that I was outside of the tent, I could see the moon. The bright silvery light was slightly obscured by the trees, but I could still see the round orb up in the sky, looking down at me as if it was the seeing-eye of the Moon Goddess.

I wondered if she was having a laugh at the grand joke she’d just played. I’d begged her to let Ethan find his mate so that he’d leave me be, only to find out that it had been me all along…. And now, I couldn’t feel the pull because she’d granted both of my wishes?

I couldn’t describe the emotions coursing through me. It was as if I struggled for this long and eventually came back and realized that when all of my wishes were granted, I was in a worse situation.

unfortunate a soul

to do was

not have to think and just let my body carry me along I ran blindly, not caring about where I was going, until the root from a large tree jutting out from the

my feet, and I

came up to meet me, something inside

muscles began to move, rearranging themselves as if they’d always known exactly how to do this. Fur sprang up on the

I felt my body was ten times lighter, and everything moved much slower. I was about

on the ground with no pain

With four legs.

was stunned and looked down at my body to find a beautiful snow white wolf with glossy fur shining

widened. I found

enhanced and everything was crystal clear even

the tents I’d just left, and even my baby’s smooth

overwhelming, I could not help but let out a

“Oohoooo-!”

me closing my eyes and retreating into myself

heard the pounding of paws

hit me in the back left hip, and I was tumbling again. I flipped over and landed on my back, looking up

and the emotional turmoil, my wolf shifted back into my human form. Above me,

me, his hands on my shoulders, keeping me from getting up. I

“Rosalie!”

“Let me go!”

tent. I can’t protect you as easily out here

still angry despite the fact that his tone was

back to your rogue camp, Ethan. I want to go home. I’m going to get my

could see in his red eyes that he was doing his best to stay calm. “Rosalie, I can’t let you do that. They are after

your breeder slave girl. I am a queen, and I get to determine for myself what is best for me and my baby!” I pushed him off of me, and he let me get up. I saw the remains of my

him. I’m not going to let you take him out into the woods where Goddess knows what

pulled free. It seemed that perhaps I was stronger already, though I was just

me. But I knew they were loyal to him beyond anything else. Even Georgia and Vicky would

that doesn’t mean you’re making the best decision for yourself and my son!”

that supposed to mean? That you think I’m stupid?” I snapped back at

through his hair. “I’m saying… common sense would tell anyone

to claim me as your mate then if I’m such an idiot? Why don’t you just reject me and get it over with?” I wished he would. If he would reject

his head again. “Don’t be unreasonable, Rosalie. I know you’re very intelligent. You’re just not thinking straight because you’re mad. Come back to

Ethan. He

into the forest and hide

though. He grabbed me again, harder this time, though he wasn’t intending to