Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Chapter 151 I Shifted For The First Time

**Rosalie’s POV

I needed to get away from Ethan.

As I ran out of the tent and across the camp, my cheeks were burning with shame from what had just happened. I kept my robe pulled tight around me and headed for the solace of the forest.

I couldn’t go far, though. As much as I wanted to take off and just keep running, without my boy, I could only go far enough to get the sounds of the camp out of my ears so I could think clearly for a moment.

Why had I done that?

Why had I let Ethan make love to me when that was the last thing I’d wanted?

Not that I wasn’t willing at the time… I couldn’t deny that I was helplessly attracted to him even till this day.

It was just that I wanted to fight it, fight the desire of him. I knew better than to let my emotions carry me away, and I’d given in to his wanton desire.

He had done so much to hurt me!

From treating me like a tool, to planning to kill me, to using me to get to Soren…. All of those things added together made me feel like I should hate him and never want to see him again, and yet I’d let him into my body like nothing was wrong.

Like I was still the girl who would’ve done anything just to spend a little more time with him.

He’d been the one to decide I wasn’t worthy of him, though. He’d been the one to push me aside. So now, I shouldn’ t feel bad for doing the same to him.

But I hadn’t. I’d let him right back into my arms, into my bed… into my heart?

Yes, I had loved him once.

Yes, he was the father of my child, and yes, he was still the most attractive man I’d ever seen.

But I wanted to say no, he hadn’t made it that far.

Not yet anyway.

“Mates,” I whispered, shaking my head.

Now that I was outside of the tent, I could see the moon. The bright silvery light was slightly obscured by the trees, but I could still see the round orb up in the sky, looking down at me as if it was the seeing-eye of the Moon Goddess.

I wondered if she was having a laugh at the grand joke she’d just played. I’d begged her to let Ethan find his mate so that he’d leave me be, only to find out that it had been me all along…. And now, I couldn’t feel the pull because she’d granted both of my wishes?

I couldn’t describe the emotions coursing through me. It was as if I struggled for this long and eventually came back and realized that when all of my wishes were granted, I was in a worse situation.

unfortunate a

I wanted to do was to

It felt good to not have to think and just let my body carry me along I ran blindly, not

feet, and I

ground came up

began to move, rearranging themselves as if they’d always known exactly how to do this. Fur sprang up on the

the blink of an eye, I felt my body was ten times lighter, and everything

gracefully on the ground with

With four legs.

was stunned and looked down at my body to find a beautiful snow white wolf with glossy fur

widened. I found

everything was crystal clear even through the

I’d just left, and even my baby’s smooth breathing, and I could smell Ethan’s scent as he was chasing behind me not far

so overwhelming, I could not help but let

“Oohoooo-!”

footsteps as he came up behind me had me closing my eyes and retreating into myself as continued to run. I should’ve known he wouldn’t let me go, but I didn’t want

I heard the pounding of paws

and I was tumbling again.

the emotional turmoil, my wolf shifted back into my human form.

hands on my shoulders, keeping me from

“Rosalie!”

“Let me go!”

can’t protect you as easily out here

despite the fact that his tone was soft

want to go back to your rogue camp, Ethan. I want to go home. I’m going to get my baby and we’re going to head back to the palace where we

best to stay calm. “Rosalie, I can’t let

what is best for me and my baby!” I pushed him off

already missed out on too much time with him. I’m not going to let you take him out into the woods

I pulled free. It seemed that perhaps I was stronger already, though

to help me. But I knew they were loyal to him beyond anything else. Even Georgia and Vicky would

are the queen, that doesn’t mean you’re making the best decision for yourself and my son!” Ethan

that supposed to mean? That you

I said,” he replied, running a hand through his hair. “I’m saying… common sense would tell anyone they should stay here while there are

then if I’m such an idiot? Why don’t you just reject me and get

Rosalie. I know you’re very intelligent. You’re just not thinking straight because you’re mad. Come back

was the old Ethan. He was commanding

and I turned away, thinking perhaps I’d go into the forest and hide and then come

grabbed me again, harder this time, though he wasn’t intending to hurt me. “It’s not