Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Chapter 151 I Shifted For The First Time

**Rosalie’s POV

I needed to get away from Ethan.

As I ran out of the tent and across the camp, my cheeks were burning with shame from what had just happened. I kept my robe pulled tight around me and headed for the solace of the forest.

I couldn’t go far, though. As much as I wanted to take off and just keep running, without my boy, I could only go far enough to get the sounds of the camp out of my ears so I could think clearly for a moment.

Why had I done that?

Why had I let Ethan make love to me when that was the last thing I’d wanted?

Not that I wasn’t willing at the time… I couldn’t deny that I was helplessly attracted to him even till this day.

It was just that I wanted to fight it, fight the desire of him. I knew better than to let my emotions carry me away, and I’d given in to his wanton desire.

He had done so much to hurt me!

From treating me like a tool, to planning to kill me, to using me to get to Soren…. All of those things added together made me feel like I should hate him and never want to see him again, and yet I’d let him into my body like nothing was wrong.

Like I was still the girl who would’ve done anything just to spend a little more time with him.

He’d been the one to decide I wasn’t worthy of him, though. He’d been the one to push me aside. So now, I shouldn’ t feel bad for doing the same to him.

But I hadn’t. I’d let him right back into my arms, into my bed… into my heart?

Yes, I had loved him once.

Yes, he was the father of my child, and yes, he was still the most attractive man I’d ever seen.

But I wanted to say no, he hadn’t made it that far.

Not yet anyway.

“Mates,” I whispered, shaking my head.

Now that I was outside of the tent, I could see the moon. The bright silvery light was slightly obscured by the trees, but I could still see the round orb up in the sky, looking down at me as if it was the seeing-eye of the Moon Goddess.

I wondered if she was having a laugh at the grand joke she’d just played. I’d begged her to let Ethan find his mate so that he’d leave me be, only to find out that it had been me all along…. And now, I couldn’t feel the pull because she’d granted both of my wishes?

I couldn’t describe the emotions coursing through me. It was as if I struggled for this long and eventually came back and realized that when all of my wishes were granted, I was in a worse situation.

a soul was

to escape this fate, and all I wanted to do was to run away-run away from Ethan and

think and just let my body carry me along I ran blindly, not caring about where I was going, until the root from a large tree jutting out from the

feet, and

up to

to move, rearranging themselves as if they’d always known exactly how to do this. Fur sprang

of an eye, I felt my body was ten times lighter, and everything moved much slower. I was about to adjust my

surprise, I landed gracefully on the ground with

With four legs.

to find a beautiful snow white wolf with

eyes widened. I

enhanced and everything was crystal

my baby’s smooth breathing, and I could smell Ethan’s scent as he was

help but let out a

“Oohoooo-!”

Ethan’s footsteps as he came up behind me had me closing my eyes and retreating into myself as continued to run. I should’ve known he wouldn’t let me go, but

I heard the pounding of

a snout hit me in the back left hip, and I was tumbling again. I flipped over and landed on my back, looking up into Ethan’s red wolf

from all of the running and the emotional turmoil, my wolf shifted

was staring down at me, his hands on my shoulders, keeping me from getting up. I was

“Rosalie!”

“Let me go!”

as easily out here as I can

that his tone

“I don’t want to go back to your rogue camp, Ethan. I want to go home. I’m going to get my baby and we’re going to head

doing his best to stay calm. “Rosalie, I can’t let you do that.

| shouted at him. “I am not your breeder slave girl. I am a queen, and I get to determine for myself what is best for me and my baby!” I pushed him off of me,

I’m not going to let you take him out into the woods where Goddess

to my arm again, but I pulled free. It seemed that perhaps I was

Talon or someone to help me. But I knew they were loyal to him

doesn’t mean you’re making the best

That you think I’m stupid?” I snapped

hair. “I’m saying… common sense would tell anyone they should stay here

to claim me as your mate then if I’m

I know you’re very intelligent. You’re just not thinking straight because you’re mad.

was the old Ethan. He was commanding me

away, thinking perhaps I’d go into the forest and hide and then come

wasn’t intending to hurt me. “It’s not safe out here, Rosalie,” he said, tugging me as he backed up