Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Chapter 151 I Shifted For The First Time

**Rosalie’s POV

I needed to get away from Ethan.

As I ran out of the tent and across the camp, my cheeks were burning with shame from what had just happened. I kept my robe pulled tight around me and headed for the solace of the forest.

I couldn’t go far, though. As much as I wanted to take off and just keep running, without my boy, I could only go far enough to get the sounds of the camp out of my ears so I could think clearly for a moment.

Why had I done that?

Why had I let Ethan make love to me when that was the last thing I’d wanted?

Not that I wasn’t willing at the time… I couldn’t deny that I was helplessly attracted to him even till this day.

It was just that I wanted to fight it, fight the desire of him. I knew better than to let my emotions carry me away, and I’d given in to his wanton desire.

He had done so much to hurt me!

From treating me like a tool, to planning to kill me, to using me to get to Soren…. All of those things added together made me feel like I should hate him and never want to see him again, and yet I’d let him into my body like nothing was wrong.

Like I was still the girl who would’ve done anything just to spend a little more time with him.

He’d been the one to decide I wasn’t worthy of him, though. He’d been the one to push me aside. So now, I shouldn’ t feel bad for doing the same to him.

But I hadn’t. I’d let him right back into my arms, into my bed… into my heart?

Yes, I had loved him once.

Yes, he was the father of my child, and yes, he was still the most attractive man I’d ever seen.

But I wanted to say no, he hadn’t made it that far.

Not yet anyway.

“Mates,” I whispered, shaking my head.

Now that I was outside of the tent, I could see the moon. The bright silvery light was slightly obscured by the trees, but I could still see the round orb up in the sky, looking down at me as if it was the seeing-eye of the Moon Goddess.

I wondered if she was having a laugh at the grand joke she’d just played. I’d begged her to let Ethan find his mate so that he’d leave me be, only to find out that it had been me all along…. And now, I couldn’t feel the pull because she’d granted both of my wishes?

I couldn’t describe the emotions coursing through me. It was as if I struggled for this long and eventually came back and realized that when all of my wishes were granted, I was in a worse situation.

a

a place to escape this fate, and all I wanted to do was to run

carry me along I ran blindly, not caring about where I was going, until the

my feet,

instant, as the ground came up to meet me,

if they’d always known exactly how to

was ten times lighter, and everything moved much slower. I was about to adjust

surprise, I landed gracefully on the ground with

With four legs.

a beautiful snow white wolf with

widened. I

was immediately enhanced and everything was crystal clear even

tents I’d just left, and even my baby’s smooth breathing, and I

was so overwhelming, I could not help but let out

“Oohoooo-!”

had me closing my eyes and retreating into myself

I heard the pounding of

a snout hit me in the back left hip, and I was tumbling again. I flipped over and landed on

shifted back into my human form. Above me, Ethan’s wolf did the

hands on my shoulders, keeping me from getting

“Rosalie!”

“Let me go!”

can’t protect you as easily out here as

despite the fact that his

back to your rogue camp, Ethan. I want to go home.

was doing his best to stay calm. “Rosalie, I can’t let you do that. They are after you. You

get to determine for myself what is best for me and my baby!” I pushed him off of me, and he let me get up. I

baby,” he corrected. “And I’ve already missed out on too much time with him. I’m not going to let you take him

that perhaps I was stronger already, though

someone to help me. But I knew they were loyal to him

are the queen, that doesn’t mean you’re making the best decision

you think I’m stupid?” I snapped back at

a hand through his hair. “I’m saying… common sense would tell anyone they should stay here while there are rogues

him, putting my hands on my hips. “Well, why would you even want to claim me as your mate then if I’m such an idiot? Why don’t you just reject me and get it over with?”

be unreasonable, Rosalie. I know you’re very intelligent. You’re just not thinking straight because you’re mad. Come

Ethan. He was commanding me

thinking perhaps I’d go into the forest and hide and then come back and get my baby

was too fast for me, though. He grabbed me again, harder this time, though he wasn’t intending to hurt me.