Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Chapter 54 Not a Monster

I wondered what in the world I was going to do next. After all, Prince Theo had just given up his best chance at breaking free of the Moonlit Crystal. It seemed like he had made a hasty decision.

Why was he turned down Lady Nita’s offer? Because of my blood? That’s what he said, and that’s what I thought, too, but it seemed like an awful lot for him to be willing to risk cer- tain death over. After all, the dreamberry wouldn’t do him any good if he was unconscious for the rest of his life.

I sat back on the bed next to him. I wanted to ask him a lot of questions, but all I could do was sit and stare at him.

It was clear he wasn’t feeling well. His eyes were begin- ning to close, and he could hardly sit up. Nevertheless, when he spoke, his voice was harsh. “Go ahead and say it. I know what you want to tell me, so just spit it out.”

Taken aback, I asked him, “What are you talking about?” How could he possibly know what I wanted to say to him when I didn’t even know.

“You agree with her. I can see it in your eyes. You think I’m a monster, just like my mother does.” With that, he let his eyes go closed, and I thought he was falling back to sleep.

I couldn’t let that happen, though. Not on this note, any- way.

I placed my hand on his leg. “That’s not true.”

He smirked, “You can be honest. I’m not going to hurt you for telling the truth.”

“Theo,” I didn’t know where I’d gotten the guts to call him. by his name, but I felt strongly that I needed to get this straight. I was dead serious. “I do not think that you are a monster.”

He opened his eyes just a bit. Dark slits looked out at me, his eyebrows arching slightly as he was trying to scrutinize what I’d said.

“When you first got here…” he tried to justify his state- ment, “I killed right in front of you, seven young girls, just like you. That didn’t make you think I was a cold-blooded murder- er?”

Flashes of memories danced before my eyes as I thought about what had happened when I had entered Prince Theo’s office with those other girls. They were assassins, and they had come there to kill him. All that Theo and Jake had done was defend themselves.

“I didn’t know the details of what happened with those packs, and I couldn’t judge you based on what seemed to be going on just on the surface.” I shook my head. “It did scare me a little bit because I wasn’t sure if you were going to be- lieve me when I said I didn’t have anything to do with them. But you took my word and didn’t harm me.”

“I didn’t take your word. You’re too weak to be an assas- sin.”

I rolled my eyes. What was wrong with this guy? Why couldn’t he just accept my honest feedback?

have killed me anyway just to be safe rather than allowing me, a potential threat, to

blinked several times in reaction to

to your zoo, did you

“…No.”

been instructed to be aggressive. So, like I said, I’ve never thought that you would do things just

hoped my

I squeezed his arm a little, and he opened his eyes further. “I didn’t really appreciate my time in your dungeon, but I do get that you thought I was working with Luther. For the most part, you’ve gone out of your way to protect me. I re- member what happened with that terrible Hawke in my own pack. You saved me then. More than once. So no, I don’t think you’re a monster. Sorry to disappoint you, Prince Theo, but you’re going to have to try a lot harder to drive

as a joke, but as soon as it came out of my mouth,

I wasn’t sure, but at that moment, my heart was soft

and sick,

under the

first to run away from me,”

him say

real- ized then he was letting me in, telling me something he’d probably never told

mother?” I asked

nodded slightly. “She never loved my father. She’d been forced to marry him after

time I was hearing this information, having him put it so bluntly made me feel sorry for his mother. For the moment. As he continued speaking, that would

boy, she didn’t want to have anything to do with me because she said I reminded her of him. She shunned me, made me stay away from her. I was

slip down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away and sniffled to try and keep

and call me a monster. I said I’d do whatever I could to change, so that she could love me. But she

my head. “No,

younger, I used to do… everything I could to try and please her, to attempt to get her attention… but I… failed at every turn.” He was beginning to sweat a bit, fine beads of perspiration pegging his forehead.

for him to resume

back

of that worked though?” I asked him. Clearly not, based on the way she’d just acted

knew that she loved to read, so I thought I might be able to do some- thing to catch her attention, to show her how much I

her.”

let him gather his thoughts before I gently nudged him to keep speaking. “What did you do

the ones that I knew she had planted there, the ones that the maids clipped and brought in to fill her vases every day. No, I