Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Sold as the Alpha King’s Breeder Chapter 482

Chapter 140: You’re Not Uncontrollable

*Theo*

Every time I tried to get close to Ciana, she pushed me away or avoided me completely. Since she yelled at me in the garden, it was harder to get close to her. I’d been keeping a close eye on her because I needed to know she was safe but she was making it difficult.

While standing nearby in the garden, I signed off on a new budget plan with Simon while Ciana was smelling flowers and talking to Brook. I knew better than to interrupt a girl’s afternoon.

I glanced over at Ciana and saw her describing something with big arm movements. A smile tugged at my lips.

I thought back to the beginning of our relationship when we first met. She’d worked hard to avoid me then, but fate kept throwing us together, like with Perceval and the Dreamberry.

If we were really destined to be together, fate would do its job again and bring us back together.

I was too impatient for fate!

Sighing, I handed the signed documents back to Simon and sent him on his way. I took a few steps toward Ciana and Brook but was interrupted again.

“Alpha, I have a report on the scroll translation,” Jake said, coming up to me from another direction. “I think you’ll want to see what we’ve come up with.”

I looked back at Ciana and Brook. They were giggling together and having a good time. I knew my guards would keep a close eye on them.

“Alright.”

As we walked through the palace, Jake caught me up on some of the new information.

“We haven’t come across any information about how to control your power, but the scroll does say your power is only activated through physical contact,” he explained.

“Hmm.” I acknowledged. That made sense. The first time I thought I’d killed Maggie, I never even touched her. I hadn’t felt her life force, either. She’d been able to trick me because I was so out of control, I thought I’d just hadn’t noticed what I was doing.

“That explains why Maggie only faked her death. What about you and Ciana at the pavilion? The two of you fainted. Why was that?”

“At the time, we assumed it was because of your power. With this new information, the Moonlit Crystal was also there. We don’t know everything it can do, only Luther understood its true power. It could have easily been the cause of us fainting,” Jake theorized.

“Hmm…” I pondered for a moment and thought of something that was far far away in my memory. Something that haunted me till this day. “There was still one more time that doesn’t make sense.”

I stopped walking and turned toward Jake. He met my gaze and I knew that both of our minds wandered to the same incident.

“Jake, be honest. Have you ever resented me for making you my Beta?” I asked in a heavy tone, looking at my most loyal friend and subordinate.

“Alpha, if it weren’t for you. I’d be dead.” Jake shook his head and chuckled dryly.

“I killed two of your people. You don’t hold that against me?”

It was a topic we both tried our best to avoid for years.

No one knew Jake was one of the innocent prisoners who shared the same cell with me when I was ten, along with twenty of his other pack mates. He was one of the kids.

a little longer this time. “With everything that has been happening lately, I’ve had a lot of time to think about things and,” he said, slowing down

It must be hard to harbor the thoughts of seeing

eyes, but he kept his usual, calm tone. “That year, back when you were ten and Sebastian threw you in jail with us. Well, I remember how you would rather starve

“But-“

my nerve because it is

and motioned for him

of us, too. We were watching you getting weaker and weaker. I was just a kid and I barely

I understood how painful the memory was for him. He’d lost family that

Well, he and another elder decided to hold

I’d been starving

you listening to

my Beta’s, but I looked through him and saw the young kid curled up in the corner of a dark dungeon. His words continued to

He took a

It was my grandfather’s choice to

believe what

uncontrollable when you were ten.

my fingers and lifted my hands. They’d been weapons for so long that sometimes I forgot

avoid physical contact, your power

over my power than I thought, even if I didn’ t know how to turn it off when I wanted to. It

me this, Jake. And, still, I’m sorry for

years. I’ve moved past it. Especially now,” Jake managed to put on a small

it didn’t help me with Ciana and her memory loss, or

with Ciana,” Jake said, like he was reading

scroll say anything

few were allowed to work on it, at least

about that,” Jake said. “Now, keep in mind, we don’t know

hand out and

and Dark King weren’t just legends. Like our Dark King Lycaon, the White Queen also exists

has some connection to the White Queen, or even of the Moon Goddess herself, that could explain

like I was of the Dark King? It would be poetic if that were

encountered Luther? He put a curse on Ciana, one that she was able to wake up from on her own,”

been a mystery at the time. Dottie hadn’t even been able to figure out what the curse was or what would break it.

it more extensively. They think that Ciana’s connection to the White Queen, or even the Moon Goddess, is what protects her

curse was lifted spontaneously, and when Ciana and I were in the Moonlit Crystal we were the only ones

maybe the Moon

wasn’t a joke after

mean… you

she was weak. We think now that it is more likely she was blessed by the Moon Goddess or the White Queen.” Jake

slowed down and glanced over my shoulder at him. His head

the blessing is wearing off, and that’s why I… hurt

know that isn’t what you

me to know what it was like to touch someone I loved and hold her, to know her intimately and have a sense of every inch of her body curved into my

it was my punishment all along to feel

the blessing was only weakened by her injury,”