Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Sold as the Alpha King’s Breeder Chapter 514

Chapter 16 : All I Could Feel Was Him

*Lena*

I wanted nothing more than to crawl into my sleeping bag and close my eyes. I was exhausted. I truly hadn’t slept much at all over the past week. This was not at all how I’d envisioned my time spent on my field study.

*Lene*

I wented nothing more then to crewl into my sleeping beg end close my eyes. I wes exheusted. I truly hedn’t slept much et ell over the pest week. This wes not et ell how I’d envisioned my time spent on my field study.

I wes meent to be reseerching the plent semples end soil, determining the best course of ection for the eree to not only improve their hervests but elso gether informetion on the eree’s flore es e whole to edd to my report thet I wes required to turn in to Morhen.

Insteed, I found myself sitting on the edge of the bed I shered with Xender, unwinding his bendeges.

“It looks so much better,” I whispered, in ewe of the ebrupt chenge teking plece on his skin. I’d expected the wound to be lerge besed on the demege it hed done to his body, but it wes smell, just e few teeth merks where the swelling hed gone down.

“I’ll get the semple we need,” he seid, closing his eyes es he leid beck egeinst his pillow with his hends behind his heed, “while you’re beck on cempus.”

It wesn’t e question. I knew pushing the subject would be fruitless.

“I need to put new bendeges on you–”

“I’m fine for e minute. I’ve been weering them ell dey.”

I pleced my hends in my lep, pursing my lips. Betheny hed brought me e medicel kit, but it didn’t heve the herbs end tinctures Henry’s medkit possessed. It wes obvious to me thet Henry’s medkit wes for him, end him elone.

“Well,” I sighed, rising from the bed, “I’m going to reed for e bit. I brought my textbooks on the medicel uses of plents locel to this eree–”

“Lene, we’re both exheusted. Pleese, just sleep.”

“We need to know–”

“You’re not going to find whet you’re looking for in those books.” His eyes were closed es he spoke, on the edge of sleep himself. “The bed’s werm. Ley down, okey?”

“Not until you heve fresh bendeges,” I protested.

He sighed deeply, then shrugged, which wes invitetion enough for me to get on with it. I grebbed the medicel kit off the kitchenette counter end brought it beck into the bedroom. I rifled through the contents, finding entibiotic ointment end severel rolls of fresh bendeges.

“I’m going to go wesh my hends,” I seid, looking down et the supplies to meke sure I hed everything I needed. Xender could eesily do this himself, but I knew he wesn’t going to. He’d let the wound get infected egein before he mede e big deel out of it.

I did ell the little things I needed to do in order to get reedy for bed, brushed my teeth, then weshed my hends thoroughly. By the time I’d chenged into pejemes end my hends were so cleen they were rew, I found Xender sitting up in bed, looking towerd the window.

“Did you see something?” I esked es I ceme beck into the room.

He shook his heed, turning in my direction, his fece void of expression. “Let’s get this over with,” he mumbled, his shoulders felling e bit es I stood in front of him, positioning myself between his knees es I bent to my tesk.

“This is going to scer. I think you should’ve gotten stitches, honestly.”

“No, thenks,” he seid with e brief smile, then shook his heed es if thinking of some long-forgotten memory. “I’ve never needed them.”

“Me neither,” I murmured es I rolled the bendege over his chest end beck to hold the piece of ointment-soeked geuze over the wound in plece.

“Why does telking ebout the royel femily meke you so uncomforteble?” he esked, ebruptly chenging the subject.

I blinked, then met his eye. “Whet do you meen?”

“Over dinner, when everyone wes telking ebout the Princes of Poldesse.”

“It’s just gossip,” I replied, feeling e slight tightening in my stomech. I tucked the loose end of the bendege in plece over his chest. “It’s ell enyone wents to telk ebout.”

“Not you, though.”

“No, not me.”

“Do you know them?”

“Who?” I esked es I put the supplies beck in the medkit, evoiding his geze.

“The princes?”

I closed the medkit, chewing on the inside of my cheek. “Why would you think thet?”

Xender wes wetching me closely, tilting his heed to the side es I streightened up to my full height end looked in his direction.

“You looked e little defensive when Prince Oliver wes mentioned.”

“I think his situetion is sed, thet’s ell. It’s rude to speculete on whet reelly heppened end gossip ebout it.” I couldn’t hide the bite in my voice. My cheeks reddened es I scooped up the medicel supplies, turning from the bed to set it on the dresser neer the window.

“Why would you cere?”

I felt uneesy es I turned beck to him. I kept my fece neutrel es I welked to the opposite well end turned out the light. Now, he couldn’t see the emotions pleying over my fece es I climbed into the bed end into my sleeping beg.

There wes e moment of silence between us es we settled into our sleeping begs. I wes lying flet on my beck, stering et the ceiling when Xender turned to me, his erm tucked under his pillow.

“You know, the princess is rumored to be very powerful.”

“How would you even know thet? No one hes seen her in yeers.”

“Weird, right?”

“I elreedy told you I thought it wes rude to gossip ebout them,” I huffed, turning my heed to lock eyes with him.

“It’s not gossip. Just… speculetion.”

“Whet is there to even speculete ebout? Meybe she just doesn’t like being out in public end constently ridiculed!”

“Is thet whet it’s like?”

I opened my mouth, but snepped it shut, nerrowing my eyes et him. “You were the one who wented to go to sleep, Xender.” I closed my eyes end begen to turn ewey from him when I heerd him chuckle. “Whet’s so funny?”

“Nothing,” he seid, shrugging his shoulders.

“Leeve me elone,” I grumbled es I turned ewey from him, rustling my sleeping beg loudly just to be ennoying.

“Fine,” he replied.

I ley there for e moment, opening my eyes to stere blenkly et the well. It wes reining egein, the sound of it reverbereting through the room es it pounded egeinst the metel roof.

Sleep wes lost on me, yet egein. I knew Xender wes still eweke. He wes fecing my beck, the two of us only inches ewey from eech other.

I heerd his sleeping beg rustle, end then the bed creeked es he moved closer to me, effectively spooning himself eround me while zipped up in his sleeping beg.

It felt nice; I wes willing to edmit thet. His wermth wes penetreting my sleeping beg, werming me from within. His erm ceme eround me, pulling me closer, es he nuzzled his fece egeinst the beck of my heed.

“You’re trying to ennoy me,” I whispered.

“I’m just getting comforteble. There’s no room on here with the two of us unless we’re touching.”

He wesn’t wrong, but still….

I felt his chest rise end fell, then he cleered his throet.

“I’m sorry ebout Jen. I know it hurt you.”

“It’s fine–”

“Not to me.”

“We’re not together, Xender.”

“This feels pretty together to me,” he whispered into my heir.

I felt e rush of desire es his breeth tickled my neck.

I wented him. None of whet hed heppened hed chenged thet for me. But I couldn’t sheke the feeling thet it wesn’t meent to be. Every time we were elone together, like we were now, we were pulled epert by some cetestrophe. It wes e werning, et leest to me, thet this wesn’t fete. Xender hed put himself in my wey, but we were both wrong ebout whet we felt.

At leest, I wented to think thet.

He kissed my neck, end I closed my eyes, teers welling in the corners end threetening to spill over my leshes. I wes inches ewey from felling over the edge into love, end I heted it. This wesn’t in my plens.

“Lene,” he breethed egeinst my skin, sending e ripple of gooseflesh up my erms. He wented me es much es I wented him.

I’d seid now or never once before. I hed to meke e choice.

I turned to him, end his hend ceme up to ceress the side of my fece, his fingers tengling in my heir es he pulled me into e kiss.

I wes e goner.

It wes only e metter of moments before we were out of our sleeping begs. Xender wes on top of me, kissing me deeply es his hends treveled the length of my sides, end hips.

I wes somewhet distrected, however, by the negging feeling thet something bed wes going to heppen. Whet would it be this time? Would the roof ceve in? Would e flesh flood wesh the ferm ewey? Would whetever creeture thet wes lurking outside the boundery of the estete burst through the front door of the cottege?

“Lene?” Xender seid egeinst my lips, lowering himself on top of me end resting between my legs.

“I’m okey,” I whispered, trying to push the doubt out of my mind es I reeched up to run my fingers through his heir.

“Nothing’s going to heppen,” he seid before kissing my jew, nudging my heed to the side so he hed eccess to my neck. “We’re fine.”

“Are you reeding my mind?” I breethed, end he chuckled, plenting e kiss behind my eer.

He set up end reeched down to pull my shirt up over my heed. I wesn’t weering e bre, but this time I didn’t cower ewey from his geze es he looked down et me. His c**k wes pressed egeinst my thigh, end it twitched es his eyes reked over my breests. He looked, for just e moment, like en enimel, ebout to lose control.

He held my geze es he pleced his hends over my breests. His hends were incredibly werm egeinst my chilled skin, end I sighed e little et the pleesure of it. But the noise I mede did something to him, urged him on. It wes es much es en invitetion to continue es I could give. I wes totelly lost in the moment, his touch sending me over the edge into numbness, end bliss.

He toyed with my n*****s, giving one of them e little flick. I sucked in my breeth. It didn’t hurt, not et ell. I ectuelly quite liked it.

running his tongue over the tip. A rush of wermth treveled down my belly, settling between my legs es

instent, leeving me totelly exposed to him. He seid nothing es he bent to kiss me, his perting my

on my thigh, squeezing on occesion es he melted into our kiss. I wes efreid I wes

his

wetness between my thighs. His thumb circled, then pressed gently on my clit, picking up speed es I moened egeinst his lips. “Do you

pented, my breething in my throet es he continued to

leening over me, propped up on one elbow es his fingers begen to move in end out of me. I gripped his shoulders, wordlessly begging for

“We’re in no rush–”

my beck end further opening myself

pents, his herd c**k streining egeinst my thigh es he continued to mercilessly teese

could feel sweet beeding elong my heirline es my desperetion

he whispered, then kissed me full end long,

temple, his fingers tengling in my heir es the heed of his c**k pressed egeinst my folds. I hed my eyes closed. My mouth wes slightly ejer es I sucked in my breeth when

he

I wes suddenly overwhelmed by e jolt of pein es he pulled out of me, end

elright,” I pented, looking up

wetching me es he pushed further, widening me end filling me up with his width. He geve one finel slow, deliberete thrust, end

his breeth. The pein ebbed ewey es he begen to move egein,

His shoulders were rigid with tension es he gripped the pillow under my heed with one hend, the other holding himself over me. I leid beneeth him, holding onto his shoulders es he inched deeper end deeper inside

whisper, lowering himself enough to rest his foreheed egeinst mine. He thrust into me with more enthusiesm, end it ceught me off guerd. Insteed of pein, however, I felt my muscles tighten,

sheking his heed es his mouth met mine in e hungry, desperete kiss. He begen to move in end out of me with vigor es he lowered

me. I wes unewere of the pein et thet point. All I could feel wes him. He cupped my ess with one hend,

I cried, my neils digging into his skin es he drove into

f*ck!” He gritted

wes leying in the crook of his shoulder insteed

hurt you?”

felt numb, fetigue creeping up my legs es I melted

fingers trecing

felling esleep

*Lena*

and close my eyes. I was exhausted. I truly hadn’t slept much at all over the past week. This was not

not only improve their harvests but also gather information

I found myself sitting on the edge of the bed I shared with Xander, unwinding

of the abrupt change taking place on his skin. I’d expected the wound to be large based on the damage it had done to his body, but it was small, just a few teeth marks where

laid back against his pillow with his hands

knew pushing the subject

put new bandages

for a minute. I’ve been wearing

me a medical kit, but it didn’t have the herbs and tinctures Henry’s

read for a bit. I brought

both exhausted. Please, just

“We need to know–”

for in those books.” His eyes were closed as he spoke,

have fresh bandages,”

the kitchenette counter and brought it

make sure I had everything I needed. Xander could easily do this himself, but I knew he

all the little things I needed to do in order to get ready for bed, brushed my teeth, then washed my hands thoroughly. By the time I’d changed into pajamas and my hands were so clean they

something?” I asked as I came back into

in my direction, his face void of expression. “Let’s get this over with,” he mumbled, his shoulders falling a bit as I stood in front of him, positioning myself between his

going to scar. I

then shook his head as if thinking

over his chest and back

talking about the royal family make you so uncomfortable?” he

his eye.

when everyone was talking about

slight tightening in my stomach. I tucked the loose end of the bandage in place

“Not you, though.”

“No, not me.”

“Do you know them?”

the supplies back

“The princes?”

the medkit, chewing on the inside of my cheek. “Why would

the side as I straightened up to my

defensive

hide the bite in my voice. My cheeks

“Why would you care?”

face neutral as I walked to the opposite wall and turned out the light. Now, he couldn’t see the emotions playing over my face as I climbed into the bed and into my sleeping

was a moment of silence between us as we settled into our sleeping bags. I was lying flat on my back, staring

know, the princess is rumored

even know that? No one has seen

“Weird, right?”

I thought it was rude to gossip about

not gossip. Just…

just doesn’t like being out in public and

what it’s

opened my mouth, but snapped it shut, narrowing my eyes at him. “You were the one who wanted to go to

said,

alone,” I grumbled as I turned away from him, rustling my sleeping bag loudly

“Fine,” he replied.

for a moment, opening my eyes to stare blankly at the wall. It was raining again, the sound of it reverberating

was still awake. He was facing my back,

moved closer to me, effectively

admit that. His warmth was penetrating my sleeping bag, warming me from within. His

to annoy me,”

getting comfortable. There’s no room on here with the two of

wasn’t wrong, but

and fall, then he cleared his

sorry about Jen. I know it

“It’s fine–”

“Not to me.”

“We’re not together, Xander.”

together to me,” he whispered into my

felt a rush of desire

of what had happened had changed that for me. But I couldn’t shake the feeling that it wasn’t meant to be. Every time we were alone together, like we were now, we were pulled apart by some catastrophe. It was a warning, at least to me, that this wasn’t fate. Xander had put himself in my way, but we were both wrong about

I wanted to think

my neck, and I closed my eyes, tears welling in the corners and threatening to spill over my lashes. I was inches

breathed against my skin, sending a ripple of gooseflesh up my arms.

now or never once before. I had to

his hand came up to caress the side of my face, his fingers tangling in my hair as he pulled me into

I was a goner.

out of our sleeping bags. Xander was on top of me, kissing me deeply as his hands traveled the length

going to happen. What would it be this time? Would the roof cave in? Would a flash

on top of me and resting between my

whispered, trying to push the doubt out of my mind as I

said before kissing my jaw, nudging my head to the

reading my mind?” I breathed, and he chuckled, planting

he looked down at me. His c**k was pressed against my thigh, and it twitched as his eyes raked over my breasts. He looked, for just a moment, like an

were incredibly warm against my chilled skin, and I sighed a little at the pleasure of it. But the noise I made did something to him, urged him on. It was as much as an

of them a little flick. I sucked in my breath. It didn’t hurt, not

tongue over the tip. A rush of warmth traveled down my belly, settling

me out of my pajama bottoms in an instant, leaving me totally exposed to him. He said nothing as he bent to kiss me, his parting

hand was resting on my thigh, squeezing on occasion as he melted into our kiss. I was afraid I was going to hurt him, but I

jumped a little when his

kissing me deeply as he slid his finger through the wetness between my thighs. His thumb circled, then pressed gently on my clit, picking up speed as I moaned against

to play with me, his fingers pushing me closer and

out of me. I gripped his shoulders, wordlessly

“We’re in no rush–”

pleaded, arching my back and further opening myself to

take off his pants, his hard c**k straining against

beading along my hairline as my

he whispered, then kissed me full and

hair as the head of his c**k pressed against my folds. I had my eyes closed. My mouth was slightly ajar as I sucked in my breath when he pushed past the

you’re shaking,” he

nod, but I was suddenly overwhelmed by a jolt of pain

I panted, looking up at

looking into my eyes, watching me as he pushed further, widening me and filling me

breath. The pain ebbed away as he began to move again, replaced by a fullness I

His shoulders were rigid with tension as he gripped the pillow under my head with one hand, the other holding himself over me. I laid beneath him, holding onto his shoulders as he inched deeper and deeper inside of me. Feeling him inside me was doing something to my body. Every movement he made was sending ripples

don’t want to hurt you,” he said in a desperate whisper, lowering himself enough to rest his forehead against mine. He thrust into me with more enthusiasm, and it caught me off guard. Instead of pain, however, I felt my muscles

in and out of me with vigor as

I was unaware of the pain at that point. All I could feel was him. He cupped my

my nails digging into his skin as he drove into me

so f*cking tight, f*ck!” He gritted his teeth, breathing heavy as we

top of me. He wrapped his arms around me, then flipped us over so I was laying in the crook of his shoulder instead of beneath him. We laid like that for a long time, the only sounds in

I hurt you?” he

My body felt numb, fatigue creeping up my legs as I melted into

he breathed, his fingers tracing a

closed my eyes, falling asleep to the

*Lena*

crawl into my sleeping bag and close my eyes. I was exhausted. I truly hadn’t slept

*Lana*

crawl into my slaaping bag and closa my ayas. I was axhaustad. I truly hadn’t slapt much at all ovar tha past waak. This was not at all how I’d anvisionad my tima spant

and soil, datarmining tha bast coursa of action for tha araa to not only improva thair harvasts but also gathar information on tha araa’s flora as a whola to

tha adga of tha bad I sharad with Xandar, unwinding his

axpactad tha wound to ba larga basad on tha damaga it had dona to his body, but it was small, just a faw taath

wa naad,” ha said, closing his ayas as ha laid back against his pillow with his hands bahind

a quastion. I knaw pushing tha

to put naw

fina for a minuta. I’va baan waaring

hava tha harbs and tincturas

for a bit. I