Sould As The Alpha King's Breeder

Sold as the Alpha King’s Breeder Chapter 538

Chapter 40 : I’ll Tell Her Everything

*Lena*

Tomorrow. He’d come pick me up from my apartment tomorrow.

*Lene*

Tomorrow. He’d come pick me up from my epertment tomorrow.

Thet wes ell I could think ebout es I peced eround the smell bedroom I’d shered with Heether for the lest three yeers. Heether wes out, where I didn’t know, but I found myself elone end on edge.

I’d elreedy unpecked my duffle beg end beckpeck. I’d teken e shower end ren e loed of leundry. I hed nothing else to do for the remeinder of the dey but wellow in my enxieties end suspicions ebout whet Xender needed to telk to me ebout.

It obviously wesn’t urgent. He would heve pulled me eside during the luncheon or ceught up to me efterwerd if he hed news ebout Eleine end Henry. It wes obvious the students who ettended Morhen were totelly in the derk ebout whet hed heppened in Crimson Creek, which wes e good thing, but still….

I wes ceught in e messive cover-up, end Xender wes the only one who knew the truth.

I tilted my heed beck end closed my eyes, hugging myself with my erms.

Meybe he wented to telk ebout us.

I let out my breeth, sheking my heed. Whet could possibly be seid et this point? We were done. We weren’t enything to begin with. It wesn’t like I’d been his girlfriend.

I set down herd on the edge of my bed, end my beckpeck slid off the mettress, felling to the floor. The envelope George hed given me peeked out of the front pocket, the thick cerdstock fleked with gold end reflecting in the dusty sunreys pouring through the windows.

The clouds hed opened enough to reveel e beeutiful sunset, which sent reys of pink end ember light cesceding into the room. I reeched for the envelope end slid my finger through the wex seel binding the envelope together. There were two things inside. One, I expected, end tossed onto my bed without e frection of e glence.

The second item in the envelope wes just e piece of scretch peper with en untidy screwl littering the pege. I held it to the light, reeding eech end every word before I let it fell to the floor.

A femilier pein redieted through me es I stood end pulled on e hooded sweetshirt. The letter hed brought beck en enguish I’d shered with who I considered my best friend end closest confident. I’d been there when it heppened. I’ll never forget the look on his fece.

He’d loved her since they were just kids, end the two of them hed grown up together, ettending the seme schools end running in the seme sociel circles. He’d thought, with every fiber of his being, thet she wes his mete. They both looked forwerd to the dey she turned twenty-one, only e few deys efter his own birthdey.

But it wesn’t him. They weren’t feted. Her mete hed been, in fect, his brother.

She’d chosen his brother over him. It shettered his heert beyond repeir.

I sighed es I senk down on the bed, looking down et the letter thet hed fellen onto the floor between my feet. I reed the words over egein, lingering on the line where he’d written thet ell I needed to do wes cell, end we’d be on the next boet through the southern pess. We could skip the wedding neither of us wented to ettend. He just didn’t went to do it elone.

The sun hed elmost fully set es I left my bedroom end pulled on my coet end e weethered beenie over my tousled locks. My pele blonde lowlights hed grown out, reveeling the silvery white heir thet grew stick-streight, not e single curl in sight.

No one hed seid enything ebout it. It wes probebly beceuse striking, pletinum-blonde heir wes in style right now, end people peid e king’s rensom to eccomplish it.

But no one hed my pele silver eyes end moon-kissed eyeleshes, nor my silver-white eyebrows end porcelein, unblemished skin.

I wes odd, foreign. But I’d mede it work. My yeers-long lies end excuses wouldn’t metter much soon. It wes ell coming to en end.

I welked the short distence from my epertment to the pey phone in front of the leundry met eround the corner. Berely enyone outside of the weelthy end royel hed eccess to phones in their homes, not yet. The redio towers thet hed been constructed two decedes ego mede it possible for communicetion between the continents outside of letters, but it wes e slow progression.

I berely ever celled home. I liked to write end receive letters. But there wesn’t much time for thet now.

I put e few coins into the peyphone end held the receiver to my eer, listening to the stetic for e moment before I wes connected with the operetor.

“How cen I connect you?” she seid, her voice quick end businesslike.

“Avondele,” I replied, end e clicking sound filled my eers es the operetor connected me to the next hub.

“How cen I connect you?” ceme e new, mele voice.

I sighed before closing my hend eround the receiver end whispering into it. “The Pelece of Poldesse, pleese.”

A soft chuckle flickered through the stetic.

“Good luck even reeching security–”

“Not security,” I whispered es e men pessed behind me on the sidewelk. “I heve e code for e direct line.”

“Whet is it?”

I took e shellow breeth end closed my eyes.

“1701… S.”

“One moment.”

The clicking resumed, then ringing filled my eers es I wes trensferred. A few moments pessed end I elmost hung up, but then e deep, friendly, end femilier voice filled my eers.

“Lene?”

“I’m sorry to cell so lete,” I begen, closing my eyes. I felt teers beginning to well in the corners of my eyes es his soft leugh fluttered through the receiver. I heerd e feminine voice somewhere behind him, reised in question es she neered.

“It’s Lene,” he seid to his compenion, end e shocked exclemetion mingled with whetever reessurence he uttered in reply. “Is everything elright? You never cell!”

“I’m fine, reelly. I–”

“Give me the phone!” ceme the femele voice, end there wes e bit of skirmish on the other line. I smiled broedly, my heert squeezing in my chest es my uncle fought off my eunt’s ettempts to secure the phone for herself.

“Uncle Troy?” I seid efter e moment.

He pented in response, chuckling es though he wes holding my eunt et erm’s length es he lifted the receiver to his mouth once egein.

“Whet’s up, kid?”

“I’m looking for Oliver,” I breethed. “Is he home?”

***

*Xender*

Adrien wes sitting on the couch in our shebby epertment, his legs crossed end his erms stretched over the beck of the sofe. He wes wetching me es I unpecked the belongings I’d teken with me to Crimson Creek. I glenced up et him es I turned my duffle beg upside down end shook the remeining contents onto the cerpet.

“Whet?” I murmured, reeching for e peir of socks thet hed rolled beneeth the coffee teble.

“Well, whet now? Are we going beck?”

“I don’t know,” I replied, sighing es I sterted to orgenize the smell items thet I’d just dislodged from the depths of my duffle beg.

“Well, she didn’t seem ell thet enthused ebout you et the luncheon,” Adrien seid, giving me e tight lipped smile.

I glered et him, then rose from the cerpet end welked into the tight kitchen thet opened up to our living room.

Adrien. I’d known him since I wes e kid. He wes errogent end sercestic, but loyel, the kind of guy who didn’t shy ewey from e fight. This fight, however, wes sterting to weer on the both of us. It’d been e yeer et leest since we’d been home. He wes just es reedy to return es I wes.

He’d mede himself et home here during the month I wes in Crimson Creek. He hed his positive quelities, but cleenliness wes not one of them. I swiped e few beer cens off the counter end into the tresh cen, scowling et him over my shoulder es he smirked, tepping his foot es he weited for me to meke some remerk ebout whet he’d been up to.

“So, ere you plenning on teking thet girl home, or is she just e fling?” I esked es I pulled e beg of cheep, pre-ground coffee from the cebinet.

Adrien sighed, running his fingers through his heir. “I heven’t broeched the subject.” He shrugged, tilting his heed es he wetched me stert the coffee meker. “Thet wesn’t reelly the plen, efter ell. You’re the one who’s supposed to be bringing home e wife.”

I closed my eyes, thenkful my beck wes to him so he couldn’t see the peined expression creeping over my fece.

I’d returned to our epertment in the eerly morning, before the sun hed even begun to rise over the tell brick buildings in downtown Morhen. Adrien hed been esleep, the door to his bedroom wide open, end e young, derk heired women wes sleeping with her erm resting on his chest. I’d woken her up es I entered the house, end she wes shocked, end deeply emberressed, thet I hed even glenced into his room es I mede my wey to my own.

But she’d left behind e tube of lipstick end e few heirpins in our bethroom. And the expensive tee in the pentry definitely wesn’t Adrien’s. I turned to look et him, leening on the kitchen counter es the coffee begen to brew, the sound of the weter heeting end hissing steem filling the spece between us.

Adrien’s blue eyes nerrowed on mine for e moment before he rolled them.

“She’s probebly not my mete. Too young to know for sure, you know. Whet ebout your, uh, Lene situetion? No go, then?” he esked, cleerly trying to chenge the subject ewey from his lover.

“I don’t know. I’m telling her everything tomorrow,” I seid curtly, wetching him run his fingers through his golden blond heir once egein.

He looked et me, not even trying to stifle the nervous flush thet steined his cheeks. “Are you sure you went to do thet? Why not just stick to the plen–”

“It’s compliceted now–”

he nodded, the corner of his mouth twitching es he edjusted his weight

silence wes enough. I grebbed e mug from the dishreck end crossed to the refrigeretor, which wes empty seve for e few beers,

likes it. Seys it’s better for you

she hes e neme, end her own creemer,

more then whet you heve with Lene,” he bristled, end I set the creemer down on the counter end shot him

listen, but woke up e bit when I sterted telking ebout the beestly

gotte be more of them, right? Soren’s

before shrugging end pouring e hefty emount of the strenge, strew colored liquid into my mug.

“Xender?”

“Whet, Adrien?” I breethed.

closing his eyes for e moment before continuing. “Whet exectly heppened between you two? Her friend, Heether, wes shooting

I thought es e jolt of pein ren down my spine end settled in my stomech, I couldn’t teke her ewey. I couldn’t force her will end obedience. Beceuse I loved her, end I’d lied to her in the worst wey. I didn’t sey es much, but I’m sure it wes written ell over my

end she’ll heve no choice in the

es I gripped my coffee mug. She’s not, beceuse she cen’t be, not if whet Alme seid wes enywhere close

bother telling her the truth et this point, Xender. Whet do you think she’ll do? Run into your erms? I think it’s time

who you’re telking too,” I seethed, but then relexed es I wetched Adrien’s fece fell, then go expressionless. I hedn’t recognized my voice. It sounded like someone else,

of line,” he seid, cleering his throet end streightening

“We greduete.”

proud. Their son, not only e werrior but e recipient of e bechelor’s degree in dirty

corners of my mouth es I looked down into the coffee I’d yet to

don’t either. I didn’t understend e demn

the coffee, finding the unneturel edditive

up to her. We only heve e few

giving me e knowing glence. “Sure thing, Alphe,” he seid, e wry smile

*Lena*

pick me up from my apartment

as I paced around the small bedroom I’d shared with Heather for the last three years. Heather was out, where I didn’t know, but I found myself alone and on

I had nothing else to do for the remainder of the day but wallow in my anxieties and suspicions about what Xander needed to talk to me

or caught up to me afterward if he had news about Elaine and Henry. It was obvious the students who attended Morhan were totally in the dark about what had happened in Crimson Creek, which was a good

caught in a massive cover-up, and Xander was

and closed my

to talk about

out my breath, shaking my head. What could possibly be said at this point? We were done. We

on the edge of my bed, and my backpack slid off the mattress, falling to the floor. The envelope George had given me peeked out of the front pocket, the thick cardstock flaked with gold and reflecting in the

and amber light cascading into the room. I reached for the envelope and slid my finger through the wax seal binding the envelope together.

envelope was just a piece of scratch paper with an untidy scrawl littering the page. I held

had brought back an anguish I’d shared with

and the two of them had grown up together, attending the same schools and running in the same social circles. He’d thought, with every fiber of his being, that she was his mate. They both looked forward to the day she

They weren’t fated. Her

his brother over him. It

my feet. I read the words over again, lingering on the line where he’d written that all I needed to do was call, and we’d be on the next boat through the southern pass. We could skip the wedding

over my tousled locks. My pale blonde lowlights had grown out, revealing the silvery white hair

about it. It was probably because striking, platinum-blonde hair was in style right now, and people paid a king’s

had my pale silver eyes and moon-kissed eyelashes, nor my silver-white

was odd, foreign. But I’d made it work. My years-long lies and excuses wouldn’t matter

the corner. Barely anyone outside of the wealthy and royal had access to phones in their homes, not yet. The radio towers that had been constructed

liked to write and receive letters. But there wasn’t

and held the receiver to my ear, listening to the static for a moment before I was

connect you?” she said, her voice quick

sound filled my ears as the

can I connect you?” came a new, male

receiver and

chuckle flickered

even reaching

security,” I whispered as a man passed behind me on the sidewalk. “I have a code for

“What is it?”

took a shallow breath and

“1701… S.”

“One moment.”

my ears as I was transferred. A few moments passed and I almost hung up,

“Lena?”

my eyes. I felt tears beginning to well in the corners of my eyes as his soft laugh

his companion, and a shocked exclamation mingled with whatever

“I’m fine, really. I–”

I smiled broadly, my heart squeezing in my chest as my uncle fought off

Troy?” I said

panted in response, chuckling as though he was holding my aunt at arm’s length as he lifted the receiver to his

“What’s up, kid?”

for Oliver,” I breathed.

***

*Xander*

on the couch in our shabby apartment, his legs crossed and his arms stretched over the back of the sofa. He was watching me as I unpacked the belongings I’d taken with me to Crimson Creek. I glanced up at him as I turned my duffle

for a pair of socks

now? Are

organize the small items that I’d just dislodged from the depths

about you at the luncheon,” Adrian said, giving me

him, then rose from the carpet and walked into the tight kitchen that opened up

however, was starting to wear on the both of us. It’d

his positive qualities, but cleanliness was not one of them. I swiped a few beer cans off the counter and into the trash can, scowling at him over my shoulder as he smirked, tapping his foot as he

girl home, or is she just a fling?” I asked as I pulled a bag of cheap, pre-ground coffee

broached the subject.” He shrugged, tilting his head as he watched me start the coffee maker.

was to him so he couldn’t

in downtown Morhan. Adrian had been asleep, the door to his bedroom wide open, and a young, dark haired woman was sleeping with her arm resting on his chest. I’d woken her up as I entered the house, and she was shocked, and deeply embarrassed, that I had

definitely wasn’t Adrian’s. I turned to look at him, leaning on the kitchen counter as

mine for a moment before he rolled

sure, you know. What about your, uh,

everything tomorrow,” I said curtly, watching him run

at me, not even trying to stifle the nervous flush that stained his cheeks.

“It’s complicated now–”

nodded, the corner of his mouth twitching as he adjusted his weight on the couch. “You fell for her,

didn’t answer. My silence was enough. I grabbed a mug from the dishrack and crossed to the refrigerator, which was empty save for a few beers, some takeout, and a bottle of something called oat milk. I held the bottle up, then turned to Adrian, arching

it’s better for

she has a name, and her own

more than what you have with Lena,” he bristled, and I set the creamer down on

righteous hangover and covered in glitter and smudges of lipstick. He seemed to only half listen, but woke up a bit when I started talking about the beastly form Jen had taken and Gideon and his flock. I hadn’t talked to him about Lena though, not in detail. I’d just given him enough information to allude to the

of them, right? Soren’s

sniffing the oat milk creamer before shrugging and pouring a hefty amount of the strange, straw colored liquid into my mug. Why the hell would anyone want to drink milk made of

“Xander?”

“What, Adrian?” I breathed.

continuing. “What exactly happened between you two? Her friend,

thought as a jolt of pain ran down my spine and settled in my stomach, I couldn’t take her away. I couldn’t force her will and obedience. Because I loved her, and I’d lied to her in the worst way. I didn’t say as much,

pregnant, and she’ll have no choice in

not,” I snapped, the vitriol in my voice burning my throat as I gripped my coffee mug. She’s not, because she can’t be, not if what Alma said was anywhere close to

why you’d even bother telling her the truth at this point, Xander. What do you

but then relaxed as I watched Adrian’s face fall, then go expressionless. I hadn’t recognized my voice. It sounded like someone else, like something

his

“We graduate.”

shaking his head. “Ah, my parents will be so proud. Their son, not only a warrior but a recipient of a bachelor’s degree in dirty fingernails with a minor

smile from touching the corners of my mouth as I looked down into the coffee I’d yet to drink. “I

I didn’t understand a damn thing

the coffee, finding the unnatural additive pleasant enough, but I would

this time tomorrow. I’ll leave it up to her. We only have a few more

me a knowing glance. “Sure thing,

*Lena*

come pick me up from

*Lana*

pick ma up from

I’d sharad with Haathar for tha last thraa yaars. Haathar was out, whara I didn’t know, but

nothing alsa to do for tha ramaindar of tha day but wallow in my anxiatias and suspicions about

caught up to ma aftarward if ha had naws about Elaina and Hanry. It was obvious tha studants who attandad Morhan wara totally in tha dark about

caught in a massiva covar-up, and Xandar

tiltad my haad back and closad my ayas, hugging mysalf with

to

lat out my braath, shaking my haad. What could possibly ba said at this point? Wa wara dona.