Stealing Your Heart

Seeing her trembling out of anxiousness, Lin Xinyan went over to hug her and pat her back. “I won’t ask you about this anymore.”

Lin Xinyan couldn’t bear to see her like this.

“I just don’t want you to have to bear this alone. If telling me makes you feel worse, I’d rather you not tell me.” Lin Xinyan could roughly guess what this was all about. By saying she can’t be considered a woman anymore, is she implying that there’s something wrong with her body?

But the doctor had never mentioned anything like this to her.

“I wasn’t afraid of you finding out.” Qin Ya hugged Lin Xinyan and buried herself in the latter’s embrace. “It’s so painful just to think about it.”

Every time she brought it up, her heart felt like it was being ripped apart again, filling her with a sense of helplessness.

“I can’t get pregnant again in the future. I’ll never have kids. Do you know how much I hate him? He caused me to become like this…”

Lin Xinyan was in disbelief. Why can’t she get pregnant again?

How can that be?

“How… How can this be? The doctor didn’t tell me anything about that. Could you have been mistaken? A miscarriage doesn’t mean that you can never get pregnant again…”

“I asked the doctor not to tell anyone. It’s true. My body isn’t normal anymore.” Qin Ya mustered up her courage to tell her the truth.

“How can this be?” Lin Xinyan asked hoarsely. As a woman, she knew how important being able to have children was.

“Did it affect your uterus…”

“No.” Qin Ya let go of her and wiped away the tears on her face. “I don’t have a uterus anymore.”

looked at her in shock, her heart breaking into a million

along, the woman had been bearing this pain by herself, pretending to be

though she had never personally experienced this before, Lin Xinyan knew how difficult it

eyes rapidly, trying to stop the tears from falling. “Seeing how upset you are, I’m very upset

Ya wiped away her tears. “You’re still bearing my

still painful now, she could still

Xinyan would

tough for you. My heart aches for you.” She didn’t want to be upset in front of Qin Ya, but she

motherhood was. Even if she didn’t have feelings for the person who made her pregnant,

Qin Ya had not hesitated in choosing to give birth when Qin Ya and Su Zhan were facing struggles in their relationship. Lin Xinyan evidently

now, Qin Ya had

that, but the woman had also lost her ability

say that it wasn’t a big deal since many people chose

difference between not being able to give birth and choosing not

were pregnant knew how it felt to be a

now say that it’s good not to have kids as raising children requires a lot of time, money,

this decision when they were middle-aged, and many even risk

mindsets often changed as they got

truly understand the meaning of life and legacy after giving birth

people also say that children were a testament

was no easy feat, watching them grow up and call you “Mom” was one

couldn’t imagine how Qin Ya had coped with the fact that she couldn’t give birth

to happen to her,

alright. Don’t worry about me.” Qin Ya forced a smile, but her eyes were