Stealing Your Heart

Seeing her trembling out of anxiousness, Lin Xinyan went over to hug her and pat her back. “I won’t ask you about this anymore.”

Lin Xinyan couldn’t bear to see her like this.

“I just don’t want you to have to bear this alone. If telling me makes you feel worse, I’d rather you not tell me.” Lin Xinyan could roughly guess what this was all about. By saying she can’t be considered a woman anymore, is she implying that there’s something wrong with her body?

But the doctor had never mentioned anything like this to her.

“I wasn’t afraid of you finding out.” Qin Ya hugged Lin Xinyan and buried herself in the latter’s embrace. “It’s so painful just to think about it.”

Every time she brought it up, her heart felt like it was being ripped apart again, filling her with a sense of helplessness.

“I can’t get pregnant again in the future. I’ll never have kids. Do you know how much I hate him? He caused me to become like this…”

Lin Xinyan was in disbelief. Why can’t she get pregnant again?

How can that be?

“How… How can this be? The doctor didn’t tell me anything about that. Could you have been mistaken? A miscarriage doesn’t mean that you can never get pregnant again…”

“I asked the doctor not to tell anyone. It’s true. My body isn’t normal anymore.” Qin Ya mustered up her courage to tell her the truth.

“How can this be?” Lin Xinyan asked hoarsely. As a woman, she knew how important being able to have children was.

“Did it affect your uterus…”

“No.” Qin Ya let go of her and wiped away the tears on her face. “I don’t have a uterus anymore.”

Xinyan looked at her in shock, her heart breaking into a million

comfort her beloved friend. All along, the woman had been

personally experienced this before, Lin Xinyan knew

rapidly, trying to stop the tears from falling.

her tears. “You’re still bearing

still painful now, she could

Xinyan would never

for you. My heart aches for you.” She didn’t want to be upset in front of Qin Ya, but

not parents would never know how sacred the feeling of motherhood was. Even if she didn’t have feelings for the person who made her pregnant, she would love

not hesitated in choosing to give birth when Qin Ya and

Qin Ya

lost her ability to be a mother

people might say that it wasn’t a big deal since many

was a big difference between not being able to give birth and choosing not to

how it felt to be a

people now say that it’s good not to have kids as raising children requires a lot of time, money, and effort. To make life

regret this decision when they were middle-aged, and many even risk

changed

a daughter, one would only truly understand the meaning of life and legacy after

children were a testament to the love

children was no easy feat, watching them grow up and call you “Mom” was one of the most emotional moments one could

with the fact that she

to her,

about me.” Qin Ya forced a