Stealing Your Heart

Seeing her trembling out of anxiousness, Lin Xinyan went over to hug her and pat her back. “I won’t ask you about this anymore.”

Lin Xinyan couldn’t bear to see her like this.

“I just don’t want you to have to bear this alone. If telling me makes you feel worse, I’d rather you not tell me.” Lin Xinyan could roughly guess what this was all about. By saying she can’t be considered a woman anymore, is she implying that there’s something wrong with her body?

But the doctor had never mentioned anything like this to her.

“I wasn’t afraid of you finding out.” Qin Ya hugged Lin Xinyan and buried herself in the latter’s embrace. “It’s so painful just to think about it.”

Every time she brought it up, her heart felt like it was being ripped apart again, filling her with a sense of helplessness.

“I can’t get pregnant again in the future. I’ll never have kids. Do you know how much I hate him? He caused me to become like this…”

Lin Xinyan was in disbelief. Why can’t she get pregnant again?

How can that be?

“How… How can this be? The doctor didn’t tell me anything about that. Could you have been mistaken? A miscarriage doesn’t mean that you can never get pregnant again…”

“I asked the doctor not to tell anyone. It’s true. My body isn’t normal anymore.” Qin Ya mustered up her courage to tell her the truth.

“How can this be?” Lin Xinyan asked hoarsely. As a woman, she knew how important being able to have children was.

“Did it affect your uterus…”

“No.” Qin Ya let go of her and wiped away the tears on her face. “I don’t have a uterus anymore.”

her in shock, her heart breaking

didn’t know what to say to comfort her beloved friend. All along, the woman had been bearing this pain by herself, pretending to be

Lin Xinyan knew how difficult

can I help you?” Lin Xinyan blinked her eyes rapidly, trying to stop the tears from falling. “Seeing how upset you

her tears. “You’re

painful now, she could still endure it. Wiping away her tears,

won’t.” Lin Xinyan would never tell anyone

be so tough for you. My heart aches for you.” She didn’t want to be upset in

parents would never know how sacred the feeling of motherhood was. Even if she didn’t have

hesitated in choosing to give birth when Qin Ya and Su Zhan were facing struggles in their relationship. Lin Xinyan evidently thought the same way

now, Qin Ya

had also lost

might say that it wasn’t a big deal since many people

not being able to give birth and choosing not

were pregnant knew how it

now say that it’s good not to have kids as raising children requires a lot of time, money,

to regret this decision when they were middle-aged, and many even

mindsets often changed as they

and a daughter, one would only truly understand the meaning of life and legacy after giving birth to their

say that children were a

raising children was no easy feat, watching them grow up and call you “Mom” was

couldn’t imagine how Qin Ya had coped with

were to happen to her, she would be utterly devastated

about me.” Qin Ya forced a smile, but her eyes were