Stealing Your Heart

Seeing her trembling out of anxiousness, Lin Xinyan went over to hug her and pat her back. “I won’t ask you about this anymore.”

Lin Xinyan couldn’t bear to see her like this.

“I just don’t want you to have to bear this alone. If telling me makes you feel worse, I’d rather you not tell me.” Lin Xinyan could roughly guess what this was all about. By saying she can’t be considered a woman anymore, is she implying that there’s something wrong with her body?

But the doctor had never mentioned anything like this to her.

“I wasn’t afraid of you finding out.” Qin Ya hugged Lin Xinyan and buried herself in the latter’s embrace. “It’s so painful just to think about it.”

Every time she brought it up, her heart felt like it was being ripped apart again, filling her with a sense of helplessness.

“I can’t get pregnant again in the future. I’ll never have kids. Do you know how much I hate him? He caused me to become like this…”

Lin Xinyan was in disbelief. Why can’t she get pregnant again?

How can that be?

“How… How can this be? The doctor didn’t tell me anything about that. Could you have been mistaken? A miscarriage doesn’t mean that you can never get pregnant again…”

“I asked the doctor not to tell anyone. It’s true. My body isn’t normal anymore.” Qin Ya mustered up her courage to tell her the truth.

“How can this be?” Lin Xinyan asked hoarsely. As a woman, she knew how important being able to have children was.

“Did it affect your uterus…”

“No.” Qin Ya let go of her and wiped away the tears on her face. “I don’t have a uterus anymore.”

in shock, her heart breaking into a million

know what to say to comfort her beloved friend. All along, the woman had been bearing this

before, Lin Xinyan knew how difficult it must be to deal with such

you?” Lin Xinyan blinked her eyes rapidly, trying to stop the tears

wiped away her tears. “You’re

Even though it was still painful now, she could still endure it. Wiping away her tears, she sniffled, “Please keep this a secret.

won’t.” Lin Xinyan would

so tough for you. My heart aches for you.” She didn’t want to be upset in front of Qin Ya, but she couldn’t help

how sacred the feeling of motherhood was. Even if she didn’t have feelings for the person who made her pregnant, she would love her baby no

Ya and Su Zhan were facing

Qin Ya had lost

that, but the woman had also lost her ability to

people might say that it wasn’t a big deal since

being able

who were pregnant knew how it

good not to have kids as raising children requires a lot of time,

to regret this decision when they were middle-aged, and many even risk advanced

changed as they got

a woman and a daughter, one would only truly understand the meaning

say that children were a testament

raising children was no easy feat, watching them grow up and call you “Mom” was one of the

Qin Ya had coped with the fact that she couldn’t give birth ever

her, she would

Qin Ya forced