Stealing Your Heart

Seeing her trembling out of anxiousness, Lin Xinyan went over to hug her and pat her back. “I won’t ask you about this anymore.”

Lin Xinyan couldn’t bear to see her like this.

“I just don’t want you to have to bear this alone. If telling me makes you feel worse, I’d rather you not tell me.” Lin Xinyan could roughly guess what this was all about. By saying she can’t be considered a woman anymore, is she implying that there’s something wrong with her body?

But the doctor had never mentioned anything like this to her.

“I wasn’t afraid of you finding out.” Qin Ya hugged Lin Xinyan and buried herself in the latter’s embrace. “It’s so painful just to think about it.”

Every time she brought it up, her heart felt like it was being ripped apart again, filling her with a sense of helplessness.

“I can’t get pregnant again in the future. I’ll never have kids. Do you know how much I hate him? He caused me to become like this…”

Lin Xinyan was in disbelief. Why can’t she get pregnant again?

How can that be?

“How… How can this be? The doctor didn’t tell me anything about that. Could you have been mistaken? A miscarriage doesn’t mean that you can never get pregnant again…”

“I asked the doctor not to tell anyone. It’s true. My body isn’t normal anymore.” Qin Ya mustered up her courage to tell her the truth.

“How can this be?” Lin Xinyan asked hoarsely. As a woman, she knew how important being able to have children was.

“Did it affect your uterus…”

“No.” Qin Ya let go of her and wiped away the tears on her face. “I don’t have a uterus anymore.”

Xinyan looked at her in shock, her heart breaking into a million

All along, the woman had been bearing this pain by herself, pretending to be

knew how difficult it must be to deal with such a

blinked her eyes rapidly, trying to stop the tears

wiped away her tears. “You’re still

feel the pain as intensely as before. Even though it was still painful now, she could still endure it. Wiping

would never tell anyone

for you.” She didn’t want to be upset in front of Qin Ya, but

was. Even if she didn’t have feelings for the person who made her pregnant, she would love

how Qin Ya had not hesitated in choosing to give birth when Qin Ya and Su Zhan were facing struggles in their relationship. Lin Xinyan

Qin Ya

lost

say that it wasn’t a big deal since many people chose not

able to give birth and

pregnant knew how it felt to be

kids as raising children requires a lot of time, money, and effort. To make life easier, many choose to not

this decision when they were middle-aged, and many even risk advanced

often changed as they got

one would only truly understand the meaning of life and legacy after giving

were a testament to the

up and call you “Mom” was one of the most emotional

how Qin Ya had coped with the fact that she

this were to happen to her, she

alright. Don’t worry about me.” Qin Ya forced a smile,