Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Ella

I can’t explain it, but for some reason Sinclair’s tender care upsets me more than if he was angry. It’s taken me a while to come back to myself –as the fog of my shock wore off and the utter safety and security of being with Sinclair thawed my frozen senses, I found my emotions slowly returning. Just not the ones I expected.

Do I want him to be angry? I wonder. Why? Because it somehow hurts me that he doesn’t seem to care that I defied him? Because I feel badly for breaking his rules and want to see that they weren’t all for show? Because I’m so angry with myself for what happened tonight, and I feel like I deserve to be punished?

I don’t have the answers to these questions, though on some level I suspect all my theories have a kernel of truth. Either way, I find myself picking an argument, rather than letting him comfort me.

Sinclair sighs, though he still doesn’t release me entirely. “I didn’t want to worry you.” He explains, his handsome features a hard mask. “There’s only been one so far, and you know I’ve been worried about your stress levels.”

“Is that why you were called away the other day?” I inquire, his sudden disappearance from the kitchen making more sense now.

“Yes.” He confirms, “It was horrible honestly. Almost a dozen dead in broad daylight and twice as many injured. They didn’t smell like the same wolves who were in the alley with you tonight, but I’m sure they were hired by the same person.”

“The prince?” I guess , shifting my hold on the ice pack as my fingers gradually go numb.

“That’s right.” Sinclair nods. “I’ve been searching for them ever since, but I think he’s probably protecting them.”

“Will you search for the ones who came after me tonight?” I murmur, not understanding the sudden bloodlust I feel. It must be my maternal instincts responding to the threat against my pup – I’ve never wished anyone dead before, no matter what they’ve done to me, but I want nothing more than for Sinclair to destroy those cruel wolves.

Sinclair nods. “I will hunt them down and tear them to absolute pieces.” He snarls, letting out more of his wolf than I think he intended.

I can smile about anything so soon after the attack, even if it is a somber grin. Either way the stretch

He croons, resting his forehead against mine and

it terrible that I wish them harm?” I whisper, gazing

smiling himself now, “you really are becoming more like a

approve of my humanity – as if he wants me to be a wolf and will take any scraps of behavior he can get. I’m getting lost in my thoughts now, but Sinclair soon pulls my focus back

careful to avoid touching my bruise, he prompts, “Would you like to tell me why you snuck out tonight – after

peek up at him from beneath my lashes,

admonishes. Part of me wishes he’d tell me I am in trouble – if I am it means he hasn’t given up on me. But it worries me when he goes stoic and unreadable. His anger I can handle,

to feel human again, just for a little while.

me you wouldn’t do this again and you broke your word at the very first opportunity.” I can see his temper flaring now,

I’ve turned my entire life upside down, given up my entire identity to support

night to yourself.” Sinclair agreed, “but if you’re going to be out in the city,

to have babysitters just to

like having to drag around half a dozen people with me either, but it’s a necessary evil. Just think about the baby, if not for yourself,

you realize just how much you’re asking of me – or how difficult this is. A month ago I led a completely different existence and now everything has changed and

exactly what I wanted either. I always imagined I would share the experience with my mate and that we’d be a family forever. I never imagined contracts and

out of here before I start to cry. “And I think we’ll get there. But right now

Sinclair’s deep voice stops me. “I don’t think that’s a good