Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Ella

“How are you feeling?” Sinclair asks, standing in the doorway of my bedroom. The wild hunt is tonight, and I know he’s not merely asking about my morning sickness or fatigue.

“Nervous.” I confess. “Do you think…” I trail off, blushing and unsure if I can actually speak the question I need to ask.

“What is it Ella?” He inquires, coming forward with an encouraging smile.

“Do you think I could see your wolf before we go tonight, just so that I’ll recognize it when I see you?” I whisper, barely loud enough to hear myself, but knowing Sinclair’s wolf ears will be more than capable of picking up on the sound. And so I won’t be scared. I add silently in my head.

“Of course.” He chuckles, “That’s a great idea. I should have thought of it myself.”

His powerful hands move to the buttons on his shirt, and I find myself taking a step back. “What are you doing?”

“You wanted to see my wolf, I don’t want to ruin this shirt.” He shrugs. “It’s one of my favorites.”

“Right.” I breathe, “Right, of course.”

He continues stripping off his clothes, and I work hard to avert my gaze. So far I’ve been very successful in avoiding temptation by not looking at his body in these vulnerable moments, and I’m not about to change that now – on the day when it’s more important than ever that we practice self control.

“Does it hurt, shifting?” I ask, staring at my fidgeting fingers.

shares, “The first time is almost unbearable, it takes hours and hours, but once you’ve gotten it over with it happens fast

I feel suddenly lightheaded, “How old are you when you

the change when they go through puberty.” Sinclair informs me, pulling off his

son – eventually suffering through this sort of grisly shift, and I don’t like it one bit.

with me, he got me through it, just like I’ll do for our son.” He states, a

know Sinclair will help guide our child through the process. I can imagine Henry was a very gentle and supportive presence for Sinclair, and I know he’ll be the same.

He comes forward, taking my face in his oversized hands. This is probably the first time he’s ever been unclothed when I’m not, and I’m amazed at how much stronger I feel with my own body covered. I never realized until now how vulnerable it is to be undressed and exposed when others are not, but Sinclair doesn’t seem to mind one bit. He’s still wielding the power in this room, and part of me resents his constant strength. “Now, do you want to talk, or do you want to meet my

“Yes, sorry.” I flush.

He murmurs, “and don’t get close to me until after I’ve shifted, you don’t want to be within reach of my claws when I

the air seems to go blurry, I even feel a bit nauseous

sure my eyes are as wide as saucers, and I feel my jaw going slack. “That’s not

probably almost as

of me is actually the man who spends every night wrapped around me like a very muscular heated blanket. “But how are you bigger as a wolf than

huffs and rolls his eyes, sitting on the rug and waiting patiently for me

I point out, my head filled with images

gutter. “Not like that! You know what I mean.” I’m amazed that anyone could manage to be so suggestive without speaking a word, or even possessing human features. “I… what do I do, how do you communicate with other wolves when you’re like this. Do you have mental links like you do with the

ever do something so very doglike, but then again his silly side always surprises me. Suddenly it seems positively hilarious that Dominic Sinclair is sitting in front of me with the squirmy energy of

touch

to move my leadened feet, but I manage. I slowly cross the room, feeling terribly anxious