Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Chapter 325: Finally. Finally

I cry out as I’m pulled backwards – surprised more than hurt and suddenly I’m pressed against

him in the pouring rain. Roger holds me tight, one hand around my upper arm, the other wrapped

firmly around me, pressing my body to his

And the feel of him, of his skin hot against my own – my towel is gone, I have no idea where — I

cry harder at the feel of him and rest my forehead against his chest, because I know I can’t have it

– I can’t-

“Cora!” Roger shouts, above the wind and the rain. “What – Cora! What the hell are you doing?!”

“I can’t!” I sob. “I can’t do this, Roger! I can’t be with you like this, not if you’ll….you’ll never love

me! I can’t have you in half measures!” I look up at him then, into his face, realizing the truth of it

in that moment. “I can’t do this if you can’t take me for who I am! Human! Broken! Complicated,

difficult! Confused, and jealous, and mad pretty much all the time! If you can’t take me like that,” I

shout, begging now, “then let me go, Roger! Because I can’t –”

I glance back in the direction of the hotel, my sobbing breaths tearing at my lungs, “I can’t have

half of you. I can’t have – just…. lust. It will kill me! It will break my heart, and I’ll never survive it!”

With the last words I pound my free hand against his chest, my palm slapping wet against his

skin.

Roger stares down at me as I confess everything to him- my whole heart – listening to every

word. And then, when I’m done, when the words stop pouring from my mouth and all that’s left is

my panting breath, he tightens his arms around me, giving me an angry little shake. He clenches

I can tell that he’s mad – but I have no idea why.

down

sweeps me up in his arms, the gesture not at all

ever wanted is all of you – my whole

  1. it. And I was an idiot” he continues, his voice breaking, “I hesitated, and I’ll regret it until the day I

want – all I’ll ever want

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on mine, and

against him. My arms are around his neck, pulling him

open to him as every piece of me – every molecule –

the universe. And god damn it, if

above us, the rain pouring around

with his kisses

us, which it very well might be.

us away. But Roger is adamant against it and something fierce within me sings that he

a fool to run from this.

comes next.

Roger pulls away from me. “Come on,”

cold rain. Thunder cracks again as he turns back towards the safety of the

Then he shakes his head at

ignoring his insult, tucking my head against his shoulder

motel. Barely above the sound of the storm, I hear him

insane women who run naked into

he should have known better, because he’s met my sister, and madness

find myself smiling, laughing a little and wrapping

out precisely how

is hanging open, blowing in the wind, but Roger

through it as he strides through the entrance,

he moves steadily towards the bed. When we get there he throws

against the mattress, a little angry and

– laugh, a little recklessly, as

worn out motel bed. Laugh, because he’s so fucking mad at me, and me

mad at ourselves and I want to tear him to

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