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Accidental Surrogate Chapter 376-The Cost Ella

My internal screaming continues, echoing through me as I grab whatever bond I

have to my Goddess mother and pull on it as hard as I can –

And I’m still screaming, there, in my mind and honestly maybe from my throat as

well, I’m too far beyond myself now to know – when suddenly…

…She’s here.

My mother’s presence materializes first in my mind as she reaches for me,

worried.

“Ella!” I hear her say, her voice chiming against my own frantic screams, “Ella, I

am here!”

Shocked shocked to feel her, shocked that it worked – I find myself thrown out

of my meditative state and into my own body, which is still freezing cold. But

when my eyes fly open I gasp to see that she’sShe’s actually here. Not just present in my mind – but standing before me. And

as I blink frantically, letting my eyes adjust, I realize that she’s not… physically

here. Not in the way she was when we met her in the desert. But she’s here in

her spirit – she presents herself before me in an echo of her true form, a

glowing, beautiful specter that reaches her hands out towards me.

“Mother!” I gasp. “Mom please – I need my baby – please release me -”

“Ella,” she says, coming forward and reaching for me, though her hands can’t

quite touch my face. I feel her, though something about her touch tingles against

my cheeks as she tries and fails to take my face in her hands. ” I don’t

understand, child – I don’t know what’s happening -”

And then I’m sobbing, looking up at her, desperate for her to know but so cold

now so incredibly cold – and unable to find the words to express it all-

“Close your eyes, darling,” she murmurs, looking down at me with her beautiful,

glowing face. “Show me.”

And I do. I press my eyes shut and, sobbing, I press my thoughts – my

memories – my fears – my ideas everything forward towards her. And I hear her

gasp at first in shock, and then coo with understanding. –

“All right, Ella,” she says softly, and I open my eyes again to see her shaking her

head at me. “Your gift is bound, my love and I cannot – ”

at her in desperation. “Do something

gift – go out go out and kill her just something my

her grief on the goddess’s face, her desire to help as well as

are from different realms – I know she is bound by rules

but I can’t believe that there’s not something she can

she says, her

world

be able to do it again. Are you sure that

gasp, desperate. There is nothing else – –

worse –

she says, looking clearly into my eyes. “You will…not be

is the last

of my temples.”

her, as

She looks steadily down into my eyes as she nods, realizing

understand.

she says softly to me. “I just wanted you to

you could save

stare at her, knowing I should think about it more

Sharply, I nod. I let her

breaks my heart –

darling,” she murmurs and then she leans forward and

“It will be all right.” And for a moment the

my forehead feels the same as her hands against my

tingle until, slowly, her lips grow warm and

skin.

as I feel my wolf come howling

inside me at the injustice done to

to help our baby

then – knowing it is done –

unbind my wolf and her gift. And in its

been…

begins

of me,” she says, reaching out hand

her gift grows warm. “Use

quite suddenly,

myself realizing thatThat even though that felt like a few long minutes with

have passed –

my son. Now. So I reach within

now, hot within me. And I hold onto it, and access

through me – through my mind,

begins to

Sinclair

roar of rage, dashing away from Hank

clinic, holding his

shifting into my wolf and bellowing in pain as I

my skin stretch horribly, as I feel my inner organs

in them scream in protest

running on fear and adrenaline, pushing myself to

screams in my mind

ignore it, forcing myself forward beyond the

She’s locked in

I stream towards her, as I ignore my pain

into the chase.

the moment that she hears me – she her hesitate in her steps, turnHer eyes go wide with horror as I pull together my last bit of