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Accidental Surrogate Chapter 376-The Cost Ella

My internal screaming continues, echoing through me as I grab whatever bond I

have to my Goddess mother and pull on it as hard as I can –

And I’m still screaming, there, in my mind and honestly maybe from my throat as

well, I’m too far beyond myself now to know – when suddenly…

…She’s here.

My mother’s presence materializes first in my mind as she reaches for me,

worried.

“Ella!” I hear her say, her voice chiming against my own frantic screams, “Ella, I

am here!”

Shocked shocked to feel her, shocked that it worked – I find myself thrown out

of my meditative state and into my own body, which is still freezing cold. But

when my eyes fly open I gasp to see that she’sShe’s actually here. Not just present in my mind – but standing before me. And

as I blink frantically, letting my eyes adjust, I realize that she’s not… physically

here. Not in the way she was when we met her in the desert. But she’s here in

her spirit – she presents herself before me in an echo of her true form, a

glowing, beautiful specter that reaches her hands out towards me.

“Mother!” I gasp. “Mom please – I need my baby – please release me -”

“Ella,” she says, coming forward and reaching for me, though her hands can’t

quite touch my face. I feel her, though something about her touch tingles against

my cheeks as she tries and fails to take my face in her hands. ” I don’t

understand, child – I don’t know what’s happening -”

And then I’m sobbing, looking up at her, desperate for her to know but so cold

now so incredibly cold – and unable to find the words to express it all-

“Close your eyes, darling,” she murmurs, looking down at me with her beautiful,

glowing face. “Show me.”

And I do. I press my eyes shut and, sobbing, I press my thoughts – my

memories – my fears – my ideas everything forward towards her. And I hear her

gasp at first in shock, and then coo with understanding. –

“All right, Ella,” she says softly, and I open my eyes again to see her shaking her

head at me. “Your gift is bound, my love and I cannot – ”

I sob, looking up at her in desperation.

my gift – go out go out and

goddess’s face, her desire to

– I know she is

I can’t believe that

her face goes grim. “Once, Ella,” she says, her face hard.

physically in your world

again. Are you sure that you want

I gasp, desperate. There is nothing else – – no other situation that I

be worse – ” Please, mother,

clearly into

call upon me again. Ever, Ella. It is the last time

of my temples.”

her, as I realize that

down into my

understand.

child,” she says softly to me.

so you

should think about

of me does. Sharply, I nod. I let her know that I

it breaks my heart

she murmurs and then she leans forward and presses

And for a moment the press of

the same as her

until, slowly, her lips

skin.

come howling back to me, her

done to her, in her eagerness to

to help our baby

up at my mother, then – knowing it

our bond to unbind my wolf and her gift. And in

been…

Ella,” she says as she begins to fade from my sight. “You

says, reaching out hand to point towards

her gift grows warm. “Use

then, quite suddenly, she

I blink back to myself realizing thatThat even though that

have passed –

have to get to my son. Now. So I reach

And I

me – through my mind, my heart, my skin And all around

begins to

Sinclair

roar of rage, dashing away from Hank who sits limp on

the clinic, holding his head in

on the move, shifting into my wolf

the wounds on my skin stretch horribly,

injuries in them scream in protest against it. But I’m in

on fear and adrenaline, pushing myself to

body screams in my mind to

myself forward beyond the pain,

who carries my son. She’s locked

I stream towards her, as I ignore my pain and hurl my

into the chase.

– she her hesitate in her steps, turnHer eyes go wide