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Accidental Surrogate Chapter 376-The Cost Ella

My internal screaming continues, echoing through me as I grab whatever bond I

have to my Goddess mother and pull on it as hard as I can –

And I’m still screaming, there, in my mind and honestly maybe from my throat as

well, I’m too far beyond myself now to know – when suddenly…

…She’s here.

My mother’s presence materializes first in my mind as she reaches for me,

worried.

“Ella!” I hear her say, her voice chiming against my own frantic screams, “Ella, I

am here!”

Shocked shocked to feel her, shocked that it worked – I find myself thrown out

of my meditative state and into my own body, which is still freezing cold. But

when my eyes fly open I gasp to see that she’sShe’s actually here. Not just present in my mind – but standing before me. And

as I blink frantically, letting my eyes adjust, I realize that she’s not… physically

here. Not in the way she was when we met her in the desert. But she’s here in

her spirit – she presents herself before me in an echo of her true form, a

glowing, beautiful specter that reaches her hands out towards me.

“Mother!” I gasp. “Mom please – I need my baby – please release me -”

“Ella,” she says, coming forward and reaching for me, though her hands can’t

quite touch my face. I feel her, though something about her touch tingles against

my cheeks as she tries and fails to take my face in her hands. ” I don’t

understand, child – I don’t know what’s happening -”

And then I’m sobbing, looking up at her, desperate for her to know but so cold

now so incredibly cold – and unable to find the words to express it all-

“Close your eyes, darling,” she murmurs, looking down at me with her beautiful,

glowing face. “Show me.”

And I do. I press my eyes shut and, sobbing, I press my thoughts – my

memories – my fears – my ideas everything forward towards her. And I hear her

gasp at first in shock, and then coo with understanding. –

“All right, Ella,” she says softly, and I open my eyes again to see her shaking her

head at me. “Your gift is bound, my love and I cannot – ”

at her in desperation. “Do

– go out go

grief on the goddess’s face, her desire to help as well as

We are from different realms – I know she is bound by rules

but I can’t believe that there’s not something

she

in your world once in your life. And I

be able to do it again. Are you sure that you want it

I gasp, desperate. There is nothing else – –

that could be worse – ” Please,

price,” she says, looking clearly into my eyes.

call upon me again. Ever, Ella. It is the last time we

of my temples.”

at her, as I realize that

my eyes as she nods, realizing

understand.

to me. “I just wanted you to

was, so you could save

at her, knowing I should think about

does. Sharply, I nod. I let her know that

heart

right, darling,” she murmurs and then she leans forward and presses

right.” And for a moment the press of

feels the same as her hands

a slight tingle until, slowly, her lips grow warm and corporeal against

skin.

I feel my wolf come

to her,

help our baby

my mother, then – knowing it is done – knowing

wolf and her

has been…

says as she begins to fade from my sight. “You will

she says, reaching out

grows warm.

quite suddenly, she is

to myself realizing thatThat even though that

have passed –

to my son. Now. So I reach within myself, accessing

I hold

through my mind, my heart, my skin And all

begins

Sinclair

rage, dashing away from Hank who

clinic, holding his

I’m already on the move, shifting into my wolf and bellowing in pain as

skin stretch horribly, as I feel my inner

the injuries in them scream in protest against

adrenaline, pushing myself to go

though my body screams in my mind to stop

it, forcing myself forward beyond the pain, sprinting towards

carries my son. She’s locked in my sight

I stream towards her, as I ignore my

into the chase.

the moment that she hears me – she her hesitate in her steps, turnHer eyes go wide