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Accidental Surrogate Chapter 376-The Cost Ella

My internal screaming continues, echoing through me as I grab whatever bond I

have to my Goddess mother and pull on it as hard as I can –

And I’m still screaming, there, in my mind and honestly maybe from my throat as

well, I’m too far beyond myself now to know – when suddenly…

…She’s here.

My mother’s presence materializes first in my mind as she reaches for me,

worried.

“Ella!” I hear her say, her voice chiming against my own frantic screams, “Ella, I

am here!”

Shocked shocked to feel her, shocked that it worked – I find myself thrown out

of my meditative state and into my own body, which is still freezing cold. But

when my eyes fly open I gasp to see that she’sShe’s actually here. Not just present in my mind – but standing before me. And

as I blink frantically, letting my eyes adjust, I realize that she’s not… physically

here. Not in the way she was when we met her in the desert. But she’s here in

her spirit – she presents herself before me in an echo of her true form, a

glowing, beautiful specter that reaches her hands out towards me.

“Mother!” I gasp. “Mom please – I need my baby – please release me -”

“Ella,” she says, coming forward and reaching for me, though her hands can’t

quite touch my face. I feel her, though something about her touch tingles against

my cheeks as she tries and fails to take my face in her hands. ” I don’t

understand, child – I don’t know what’s happening -”

And then I’m sobbing, looking up at her, desperate for her to know but so cold

now so incredibly cold – and unable to find the words to express it all-

“Close your eyes, darling,” she murmurs, looking down at me with her beautiful,

glowing face. “Show me.”

And I do. I press my eyes shut and, sobbing, I press my thoughts – my

memories – my fears – my ideas everything forward towards her. And I hear her

gasp at first in shock, and then coo with understanding. –

“All right, Ella,” she says softly, and I open my eyes again to see her shaking her

head at me. “Your gift is bound, my love and I cannot – ”

up at her in desperation.

ice, unbind my gift – go out go out and kill her

grief on the goddess’s face,

– I know

me – but I can’t believe that there’s not something she can

“Once, Ella,” she says, her face

world once in your life. And I will

able to do it again. Are you sure that you want it to

nothing else

worse – ” Please, mother,

clearly into my eyes. “You will…not

Ever, Ella. It is the last time we will

of my temples.”

at her, as I realize that

looks steadily down into my eyes as she

understand.

child,” she says softly to me. “I just wanted you to know what

was, so you

about it more –

Sharply, I nod. I let her

my heart

murmurs and then she leans forward and presses her

my forehead. “It will be all right.” And for a moment the press

same as her hands against my

her lips

skin.

come howling back to me, her teeth ripping

to her, in

to help our baby

look up at my mother, then – knowing it

magic of our bond to unbind my wolf

has been…

Ella,” she says as she begins to

reaching out hand

gift grows warm. “Use it

suddenly,

myself realizing thatThat even though that felt like a

have passed –

I have to get to my son. Now. So I reach within myself, accessing

burning now, hot within me. And I hold onto

– through my mind, my

begins to

Sinclair

a roar of rage, dashing

clinic, holding

my wolf and bellowing in pain as I

my skin stretch horribly, as I feel my inner

the injuries in them scream in protest against it. But I’m

fear and adrenaline, pushing

though my body screams in

myself forward beyond the

my son. She’s locked in my

stream towards her, as

into the chase.

hears me – she her hesitate in her steps, turnHer eyes go wide with horror as I pull together my last