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Accidental Surrogate Chapter 376-The Cost Ella

My internal screaming continues, echoing through me as I grab whatever bond I

have to my Goddess mother and pull on it as hard as I can –

And I’m still screaming, there, in my mind and honestly maybe from my throat as

well, I’m too far beyond myself now to know – when suddenly…

…She’s here.

My mother’s presence materializes first in my mind as she reaches for me,

worried.

“Ella!” I hear her say, her voice chiming against my own frantic screams, “Ella, I

am here!”

Shocked shocked to feel her, shocked that it worked – I find myself thrown out

of my meditative state and into my own body, which is still freezing cold. But

when my eyes fly open I gasp to see that she’sShe’s actually here. Not just present in my mind – but standing before me. And

as I blink frantically, letting my eyes adjust, I realize that she’s not… physically

here. Not in the way she was when we met her in the desert. But she’s here in

her spirit – she presents herself before me in an echo of her true form, a

glowing, beautiful specter that reaches her hands out towards me.

“Mother!” I gasp. “Mom please – I need my baby – please release me -”

“Ella,” she says, coming forward and reaching for me, though her hands can’t

quite touch my face. I feel her, though something about her touch tingles against

my cheeks as she tries and fails to take my face in her hands. ” I don’t

understand, child – I don’t know what’s happening -”

And then I’m sobbing, looking up at her, desperate for her to know but so cold

now so incredibly cold – and unable to find the words to express it all-

“Close your eyes, darling,” she murmurs, looking down at me with her beautiful,

glowing face. “Show me.”

And I do. I press my eyes shut and, sobbing, I press my thoughts – my

memories – my fears – my ideas everything forward towards her. And I hear her

gasp at first in shock, and then coo with understanding. –

“All right, Ella,” she says softly, and I open my eyes again to see her shaking her

head at me. “Your gift is bound, my love and I cannot – ”

at

gift – go out go out

face, her desire to help as

different realms – I know she

believe that there’s

grim. “Once, Ella,” she says,

that I can interfere physically in your world once in your

be able to do it again. Are you sure that you want it to be

is nothing else – – no other situation

that could be worse –

is a price,” she says, looking clearly into my eyes.

It is the last time we will speak outside of

of my temples.”

her, as I realize that the price

steadily down into my eyes

understand.

worth it, child,” she says softly to me. “I just wanted you to know

was, so you

at her, knowing I should think about it more

does. Sharply, I nod. I let her know that I

breaks my heart – I accept

darling,” she murmurs and then she leans forward and

be all right.” And for a moment the press of her

forehead feels the same as her hands against my

her lips grow warm and

skin.

gasp as I feel my wolf come howling back to me, her teeth ripping

inside me at the injustice done to her, in her

to help our

my mother, then – knowing it is

unbind my wolf

has been…

you, Ella,” she says as she begins to fade from my sight. “You

of me,” she says, reaching out hand to point

grows warm. “Use

suddenly,

even though that felt like a few long

have passed –

to get to my son. Now. So I reach within myself,

now, hot within me. And I

burn through me – through my mind, my heart, my

begins

Sinclair

a roar of rage, dashing away from

the clinic, holding his head in

shifting into my wolf

wounds on my skin stretch horribly, as I feel my inner organs

wolf form and the injuries in them scream in protest against it. But I’m

adrenaline, pushing myself to go

body screams in

ignore it, forcing myself forward beyond the pain,

locked in my sight

stream towards her, as I

into the chase.

the moment that she hears me – she her hesitate in her steps, turnHer eyes go