Take Your Time To Love Me

"Can I go to Vicky's room to have a look?"After a long while, Nancy raised her head, looked at Ryan and asked."Of course. You can go upstairs."Ryan agreed.Today, he was not as excited as he was at the exhibition last time, but more composed.After all, he always thought he was a loser when it came to Vicky. As a father, he couldn't give his child the best life.As he thought of this, his heart was filled with more sadness.Vicky's room was well decorated.As soon as she entered, she felt as if she had entered a princess's castle, which deeply affected her.On the dressing table, there were many little dolls. After the pink curtain was opened, the sunshine outside the window rushed in, and the room immediately changed a style.She was walking in the room and seemed to find Vicky's shadow in every corner.At the corner, it was Vicky's bed.The lace mosquito net was hung down from the ceiling. There were even cartoon patterns on it.She couldn't help walking over, reached out her hand and touched the bed.What a wonderful scene! Obviously, Ryan had given Vicky enough material things.However, what the child cared most was spiritual satisfaction.She walked along the end of the bed to the head of the bed. Wherever she touched, she felt as if she was touching Vicky's temperature.Her eyes fell on the pillow. She seemed to have a familiar feeling about it. The pattern on it seemed to be the same as that on the dress she designed for Vicky.Seeing this scene, her eyes turned red uncontrollably.Who said that Vicky didn't miss her?These details were enough to prove everything.She picked up the pillow and slid her fingers through the patterns. The embroidery on it bulged slightly, but after all, good needle and thread were used, so she didn't feel uncomfortable. Instead, it felt good.'Vicky, I know you must have closed the door in your heart. I will find a way to help you open it again.'Her tears fell on the pillow.Only then did she realize that she seemed to be too sad now.Wasn't this pillow supposed to make her feel motivated?Yes, yes, she shouldn't be so sad like now.Thinking of this, she was about to put the pillow down, but she found a photo lying on the bed.It was her in the photo!Seeing this, she couldn't help but cry again.In the garden downstairs, Vicky was sitting on the swing, but her happiness could not be seen on her face.She ran to her immediately."Vicky, can I sit next to you?"Her eyes were full of expectations.Vicky looked at her and nodded. Then she moved to the side so that Nancy could sit down."Vicky, can you tell me what your wish is?"She knew that Vicky was really unwilling to accept her now. The reason why Vicky did not knowing her was that the knot in her heart could not be opened.This question made Vicky look more lonely.She seemed to think about it for a while, but she didn't give Nancy an answer. She just shook her head.Seeing this, Nancy felt very sorry and sad.She wished she could have a time machine now. She would never leave Vicky nine months ago, even if she couldn't get her present honors."Vicky, I will come to see you often in the future, okay?"She asked cautiously again.Although she didn't know what Vicky's answer would be, she believed that she wouldn't refuse."Okay, but don't make dresses for me next time."As expected, she agreed.Nancy reached out her hand and gently stroked her hair.Perhaps, she should thank Zoe. During this period, if it weren't for the fact that she had been concerned about Vicky, Vicky wouldn't have recovered so well.At this moment, she felt a little confused."Vicky, you like Auntie Zoe very much, don't you? Can you tell me why? "Although she knew that she was not confident when mentioning her, she still did so, because she wanted to know the answer more.At the mention of Zoe, Vicky's eyes lit up."Because Auntie Zoe loves me and she is always with me. ."She thought Vicky would say a lot of reasons, but in the end, it was just a simple sentence.At that moment, she had to admit that she was really sad.She was Vicky's biological mother, but she was inferior to an outsider in this respect.Only she herself could feel the suffering and pain in her heart.Later, Ryan also came to the garden."I'm really grateful for Zoe's care for Vicky. Mr. Jin, this is a right choice you have made."This time, when mentioning Zoe, she was no longer as jealous as she was at the beginning.Because she knew that Zoe had helped Vicky a lot.However, after hearing this, he just smiled."What she did is to atone for her sin. But it is not important anymore."She was confused by his words.However, he didn't intend to tell her in details, so she didn't ask anything.The passage of time as well as the experience of these years had taught her that everyone had their own stories. What they were willing to mention, and what they were unwilling to mention were their past.It was hard to see Ryan like this today, but it was also because of this visit that she changed her stubborn understanding of him."I should thank you most. You have taken good care of Vicky all these years. "Even she herself thought she was guilty when she said this.What she missed was the time when Vicky needed her mother's love most."Nancy, you are insulting me by saying thank you to me. I'm her father. No one in the world loves this child more than me. Although I'm powerful in business, I'm just a father in front of Vicky. "When he said this, she kept staring at him.She couldn't figure out what it felt like to have so many mixed feelings.After all, this man's sense of responsibility made her involuntarily think of Joseph...