Tangled Love

I remain silent, unable to let him into my thoughts. I can't tell anyone, the thought terrifies me.

Jake sighs at my silence and reaches up, wiping away a tear with his fingers. I immediately freeze, sucking in a deep breath from the way his fingers feel against my cheeks. He places one hand under my chin, tilting my head up so that I'm holding eye contact with him.

"The teacher wouldn't allow Trish to leave." He mumbles apologetically.

"What about you?" I ask him quietly.

"I'm not going to let a teacher stop me." He responds, giving me a small smile. I swallow the lump in my throat and search his eyes.

"Please talk to me," Jake pleads, his voice softening. I close my eyes and shake my head, leaning back against the wall. The words that I want to tell him are at the tip of my tongue but no matter how hard I try, I can't speak the truth.

"My life is completely messed up." I eventually mumble, being vague.

tone playful. He reaches forward and pulls me into his chest. His body feels warm and for the first time

is one that I haven't felt for years. I'm surprised that someone like Jake Melvin is the first person to make me experience it. I can hear the soft thumping of his heart through

"It's going to be okay." Jake reassures me despite being oblivious to

him, breathing in his warm scent. A comfortable silence falls upon us until Jake gently pushes backwards, his eyes meeting mine. I feel embarrassed and

and looks at me intensely, almost as if he wants to say something. Before he does, his phone begins to beep inside his pocket.

corner of my eye, I see Jake smile before glancing

"I have to

dis-heartened. Jake notices my disappointment and sighs before running a hand though his hair. He stands up off the floor, holding out a hand

how close our bodies are. As his chest rises, it lightly bushes mine before falling back down again. Butterflies flutter

raising his hand to tuck a piece of stray hair behind

his head slightly tilted to the side. I glance away, unable to keep eye

what you're talking about." I mumble. Jake raises an eyebrow and opens his mouth to respond but his phone beeps