Tangled Love

I stand in the doorway, glancing around hesitantly. A daunting feeling washes over me as I try to imagine living somewhere else beside from the place I've called home for the past sixteen years. Change.

Change is scary, difficult to adjust to.

The last major change in my life was the death of my father which lead to meeting Trevor. That change ruined my whole life. That change is the cause of my night terrors, my anxiety and my fear of people. I feel my heart rate increase inside my chest as I continue to study the inside of Jake's house.

He doesn't sense my hesitation and walks straight in, placing my bag down before turning towards me. When he notices the expression on my face, he frowns. I decide to try and explain because I know I must look terrified right now.

"I'm not sure this is going to work out. It's too much to ask of you. Look at this place," I murmur, glancing around at the tall ceilings and beautiful decor.

It's all so. . . intimidating.

Jake doesn't respond and takes a step towards me, taking hold of my hand. Warmth instantly heats it up, travelling up my arm.

"You don't need to look so scared," He says quietly, his eyes flickering between both of mine. When I look into them, I feel the panic inside of my chest begin to melt away. Jake clears his throat and continues —

about you Emily and this is the

his words. I've never heard anything say those specific words to me for years. Someone cares about me. For someone who's felt so lonely and isolated

on my shoulders feels like it's reduced slightly and I have Jake to thank for that. He appears startled at first, his body rigid

hear the thumping of his heart under his shirt. Moments

pauses, clearing his throat.

up considerably. I feel his arms drop from around me and he takes a step back. I immediately miss his warmth but

features. I hear him let out a sigh before he turns away, heading for my bag. He picks it up effortlessly, beginning

you going to stand there all day or follow me up Muffin?" He asks me, turning around to give me a playful raised eyebrow. The sparkle has returned

He lets out a low chuckle, his wide shoulders

through this, Muffin."

words. I roll my eyes and

door. It reveals a large room with walls that are decorated in grey and black stripes. There's a double bed in the middle, a few posters hung on the wall

I scan the rest of the room which is surprisingly tidy for a eighteen year old possible gang member. Huh,

here." Jake winks in my direction. How does he manage to remain so confident all

I can