Tangled Love

I stand in the doorway, glancing around hesitantly. A daunting feeling washes over me as I try to imagine living somewhere else beside from the place I've called home for the past sixteen years. Change.

Change is scary, difficult to adjust to.

The last major change in my life was the death of my father which lead to meeting Trevor. That change ruined my whole life. That change is the cause of my night terrors, my anxiety and my fear of people. I feel my heart rate increase inside my chest as I continue to study the inside of Jake's house.

He doesn't sense my hesitation and walks straight in, placing my bag down before turning towards me. When he notices the expression on my face, he frowns. I decide to try and explain because I know I must look terrified right now.

"I'm not sure this is going to work out. It's too much to ask of you. Look at this place," I murmur, glancing around at the tall ceilings and beautiful decor.

It's all so. . . intimidating.

Jake doesn't respond and takes a step towards me, taking hold of my hand. Warmth instantly heats it up, travelling up my arm.

"You don't need to look so scared," He says quietly, his eyes flickering between both of mine. When I look into them, I feel the panic inside of my chest begin to melt away. Jake clears his throat and continues —

you Emily and this is

never heard anything say those specific words to me for years. Someone cares about me. For someone who's felt so lonely and isolated in this world, Jake's

heavy burden on my shoulders feels like it's reduced slightly and I have Jake to thank for that. He appears startled at first, his body

. . for everything." I murmur quietly against his chest. I can hear the thumping of his heart under his

throat. My body stills as I wait for him

friends are for." He mutters, his posture tensing up considerably. I feel his arms drop from around me and he takes a step

I respond, giving him a tight smile. He looks at me for a while, his eyes falling around my features. I hear him let out a sigh before he turns away, heading

a playful raised

He lets out a low chuckle, his wide shoulders vibrating as I watch

through this, Muffin."

eyes and decide to drop the topic because I'll never win with someone as stubborn as Jake

walls that are decorated in grey and black stripes. There's a double bed in the middle, a few posters hung on the wall and a computer desk.

rest of the room which is surprisingly tidy for a eighteen year old possible gang member.

to come and spend time with me in here." Jake winks in my direction. How does he manage to remain so confident all the time?

I can feel my cheeks burning with heat and curse myself