Tangled Obsession

Authors pov

Sebastian couldn't sleep all night, his mind was continuously debating about the decision he was going to make. He wanted to keep her and he has no idea why. Something was attracting him towards her like a magnet. He wants her but can't keep her, there is a long list of pros and cons.

'I can't keep you with me Florina... It's better you stay away from me. A girl like you shouldn't be near me...'

Releasing a defeated sigh he got up from the bed while she was still in deep sleep. He lit his cigarette and took a long drag. Standing near the window he looked at the sunrise, everything was peaceful and calm unlike his life.

His phone rang on the night stand and he quickly received it not wanting to wake her up by the loud ringtone.

Florina heard the ringing of the phone and lazily opened her eyes. She blinked her eyes few time to clear her blurry vision. Her eyes found the shirtless man, her captor with his back facing her as he was busy in talking on phone. She sat up and her heart almost stopped beating when she looked at herself.

She was only in an oversize shirt, her eyes found her bra and panties on the floor along with the dress that she was wearing yesterday.

Florina licked her dry lips and grabbed her head in disbelief as last night's memories crashed down on her.

Her eyes went glossy and face turned into shame and embarrassment as she remembered how she threw herself on Sebastian.

'You are drunk...'

'You don't want this'

'Don't cry in the morning'

She recollected his words and with every second her heart felt heavy.

Florina was aware that whenever she gets drunk she behaves like a horny teenager. Her ex boyfriend Jimmy had always told her and teased her about it. But the thing was even if she was drunk she always went to her boyfriend and not any stranger. Then how can she choose Sebastian. It has never happened before because before she had someone to go to and now she doesn't.

She wanted to cry and scream for her own stupidity. For a second she thought about lashing out on Sebastian for taking advantage of her drunken state but whom was she kidding.

She herself seduced him, provoked him and what else can she expect from a mafia don who is anything but a gentleman.

'Before blaming others watch yourself Florina... It's your fault too and you wanted it too... Not like he will accept his mistake anyway. What can you do, you can't even touch him.'

She opened her eyes with this bitter thought.

Her wrists were hurting and she felt slight irritation on her ankles too. Tilting her head she found his grey eyes staring at her with an unknown expressions.

What was it, concern?.

Florina didn't reflect her emotions on her face. She refused to show him her vulnerable side, he has seen enough.

Her heart stung at the thought that now he will throw her out just like Vincenzo did.

leave before he says something. I can't let my self esteem fall, he won't think twice before crushing it under his branded shoes... So what if I slept with him, take it as a good fuck and move on. You are not a kid Florina, stop bothering yourself with unnecessary things. You wanted to fuck him and you did...

She scolded herself.

"I want to leave..."

with a firm

his cigarette and tilted his

is already waiting for you

he doesn't give a fuck. And you are going

kept her face

the bed and hissed as she felt pain in her intimate part. She was already sore because of

her but she composed herself quickly. She bit her lip and glared

what you wanted

clenched his jaw and

I remind you who initiated

she had no panties but it wasn't a big problem

the feeling. It wasn't guilt neither it was regret. It was something between acceptance and denial. She wasn't ready to accept

She didn't even bother to look at Sebastian. She was angry, not on him but on

and sighed. He ran his hand in his already messy hair and slammed his fist on

"Fuck..."

hall but she didn't wanted to face them now. She was in

come with

but she shook

"No thanks..."

replied coldly and kept

"It's an order..."

Stephen countered.

give

went outside. No one stopped her.

already booked a cab for herself when

was in very bad mood, just like a child who has lost his favorite toy. He got ready and walked downstairs and saw Maria

here, I told

Sebastian glared at him.

she didn't wanted your car to drop

voice. Stephen was a wise man. Even if he was in illegal things he never hurts someone who is not a threat to them and

was your

gave him a disapproving look when he took his seat at the

your own fucking

Sebastian growled at her.

the fuck told you to

drunk Sebastian...