Tasting All My Mates

58-Left Him Behind

“If the rejection is what it will take you to understand I don’t fucking give a damn about you then fine, I will say it,” he had anger

and hatred in his eyes when he forcibly held my hands to reject me.

The instant our skins connected, I felt it.

Pain,

Misery,

Heartbreak,

Helplessness and a feeling of fear.

It was I who stepped back and freed my hands out of his hands. His emotions and feelings were so strong that I began to feel headaches.

“Don’ts” ugh! the weird force I felt in my head rushed down to my nose and when I touched it, I found blood coming through my nostrils.

“Enya!” his mood changed and the once cold look on his face was replaced with concern when he reached me.

“No! stay away from me,” I instantly backed away from him to avoid our skins contacting again. It was weird how strong his emotions were.

This power was not something I have mastered, so it really shook me up when so many emotions and feelings passed from him to me.

around to sprint away. Every step I took away from him was like a

I was in my room, I washed my face in the bathroom sink and took a

Are you okay?’ I knew if I felt it this strong, she must have

much for me,’ she whispered in return, he was feeling all the emotions but hate and anger,’ she added recalling the mixture of

parents, I wonder

it still didn’t excuse him from taking my virginity and then

I mean, he looked concerned when he saw us-,’ I sighed because I didn’t want to fool myself with the thought that he cared for

we have met a dead-end here. We should go back to the academy,’ Nia suggested

agreed with her. The whole pack sees me as if

when opened it, I found medicine and food in a tray. That is what I didn’t understand about him, he

feel something but the moment you appear before his sight, he hates you,’

food, I went to bed because I had a long

anything when I woke up. I was all set to leave in blue jeans and a black shirt with a long

with me with much struggle. Once I was in the Foyer, I saw Thiago and Janet standing in the garden

like I would rely on them. The air was fresh for now but the dark clouds were hinting at the storm that

that you decided to leave,” Janet broke the

a bit shocked but I could be wrong. He watched the bags and me and

to think I let a she-wolf wander around alone and didn’t welcome her,” he stated without turning to me. Janet didn’t look very pleased with

to the academy than be with someone who only remembered the hatred for

time with them. Soon my journey back to the academy started. My

hours long; I fell asleep more than two times but only took two stops to attend to the restroom. I didn’t eat or drink anything, I’d lost my appetite, it

the one who wanted to have me first didn’t even want me in his pack for a day?’ I let out a sigh

I watched Thiago’s empty bed in my sight. In