Tasting All My Mates

Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee Chapter 146

146-A Bar Of Sweet Chocolate Or Thiago?

‘Enya! it is okay. You can cry, you know,’ I don’t know how long Nia had been trying to get to me but I was just silently sitting on the window’s sill and watching the waterfall.

I haven’t cried a river yet, but a piece of me was broken. I just wondered if that is what my mate wanted from me too.

I can never be that person who can do all these things but now I will and I must.

‘Anyway, if that’s what my mate wanted, that’s exactly what I will give him. The pleasure he wants, and the satisfaction he deserves,’ I muttered while smiling through tears. I was hurting. There was a part of me that wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and stream nonstop tears.

I was feeling not good enough for the world.

It’s been hours since I arrived at this cabin. I even missed calls from Lazio and Thiago. Giving up on useless worries, I attended when Thiago called me for the hundredth time.

“Hello?” I asked in a gruff voice, pulling away from the window so that he doesn’t hear anything that could suggest where we are.

“Enya! where the heck was you? You made me so fucking worried. I already started looking for you,” Thiago complained when he groaned at me. The concern in his voice made me close my eyes and sit down in the bed.

“I am fine. It just took me some time looking for a good place,” I replied to him, staring in space with my eyes full of tears.

“Are you okay?” his voice turned even more serious.

sighed, I didn’t

I just wanted the topic to be dried down

sound good. Did you eat anything?” Thiago asked me, taking a break to quickly murmur to someone, “Lazio, I will be taking a stroll on the road so don’t worry about me.” he excused and left the room. It had become like that. Whenever he would be gone for some time, we

already and I haven’t eaten anything. I just didn’t understand

blue bag’s zipper and look for snacks. You will find some chocolates. A little sweet will raise your energy,” the way he was guiding me to find chocolates was cute. I sucked the tears in and got on my knees to carry

you find it?” he

rushed down my eyes and I let

me worried now,” he sounded so concerned that I forgot for a moment

sobs, feeling miserable. My chest was tightening and my body aching from

didn’t come yet?” Thiago asked

give him a call,” I dismissed the subject of a mate. I was trying to avoid thinking about anything but my relationship with

and soon after I received a video call from him.

road with a concerned look on his face but then he smiled and blinked constantly in silence as if he was securing my image in

he knew if he asks me what is up with me, I will start crying so

replied, still feeling a bit down. The pain I felt earlier was still there. Nia, being in excruciating pain, had managed

not the best? Because I am not there,” he clicked his tongue and forced

at him, he spoke up again. I

about it but I feel like, in order to sway you away from your own worries, I decided to make myself a subject of interest. So Miss Wizard, tell me what should I do now?” He

before transitioning?” I

mate. I see my mate; I think about my mate when I am about to transform. But I don’t think