Tasting All My Mates

Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee Chapter 146

146-A Bar Of Sweet Chocolate Or Thiago?

‘Enya! it is okay. You can cry, you know,’ I don’t know how long Nia had been trying to get to me but I was just silently sitting on the window’s sill and watching the waterfall.

I haven’t cried a river yet, but a piece of me was broken. I just wondered if that is what my mate wanted from me too.

I can never be that person who can do all these things but now I will and I must.

‘Anyway, if that’s what my mate wanted, that’s exactly what I will give him. The pleasure he wants, and the satisfaction he deserves,’ I muttered while smiling through tears. I was hurting. There was a part of me that wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and stream nonstop tears.

I was feeling not good enough for the world.

It’s been hours since I arrived at this cabin. I even missed calls from Lazio and Thiago. Giving up on useless worries, I attended when Thiago called me for the hundredth time.

“Hello?” I asked in a gruff voice, pulling away from the window so that he doesn’t hear anything that could suggest where we are.

“Enya! where the heck was you? You made me so fucking worried. I already started looking for you,” Thiago complained when he groaned at me. The concern in his voice made me close my eyes and sit down in the bed.

“I am fine. It just took me some time looking for a good place,” I replied to him, staring in space with my eyes full of tears.

“Are you okay?” his voice turned even more serious.

place.” I sighed, I didn’t know how to tell anyone

wolf, I just wanted the topic to be

taking a break to quickly murmur to someone, “Lazio, I will be taking a stroll on the road so don’t worry about me.” he excused and left the room. It had

already and I haven’t eaten anything. I just didn’t understand how he knew I had been starving myself out

and look for snacks. You will find some chocolates. A little sweet will raise your energy,” the way he was guiding me to find chocolates was cute. I sucked the tears in and got on my knees to carry the bag to the bed and find a bar of

find it?”

mouth full when tears rushed down my eyes and I let out a whimper despite trying hard to not show him how I was

making me worried now,” he sounded so concerned that I forgot

said in sobs, feeling miserable. My chest was tightening and my body aching

that asshole? He didn’t come yet?” Thiago asked

moment he opens his phone I will give him a call,” I dismissed the subject of a mate. I was trying to

after I received a video call from him. I

a concerned look on his face but then he smiled and blinked constantly in silence as if he was securing my image

knew if he asks me what is up with me, I will

bit down. The pain I felt earlier was still there. Nia, being in excruciating pain, had managed to calm down when hearing

know why it is not the best? Because I am not there,” he clicked his tongue and forced a

want to share something with you,” once I didn’t smile back at him, he spoke up again. I bet he was watching

your own worries, I decided to make myself a subject of

feel before transitioning?” I asked him because I really

about my mate when I am about to transform. But I don’t think she feels the same.”