Tasting All My Mates

192 A Proposal In The Fields

Maynard‘s POV:

“I don‘t get it,” Christina asked me. It was time I tell someone what truly went down between Enya and me. I wouldn‘ tever want Enya to find out about it, so I wanted Christina to know I am not an asshole and she can trust me.

“I know it is hard to digest. There is a lot in my life that makes no sense. I can lie to you and tell you I only accepted Enya because I wanted to win over the other mates of hers. But I want to be honest with you,” I said as I let go of her hand. When things ended between Enya and me, I was in pain. Until I recalled it happened for the best. Where

am now is a completely different spot. I have moved on from Enya after I found love in Christina.

“When I accepted Enya, I truly loved her. I was over the roof when she chose me and it wasn‘t because my ego was satisfied, but because I craved to be with her. I wanted to feel her every single moment with me, but then, then things started to change. I realized she was way more— powerful, one might say, than me,” I was withholding as many details as I could because I reckoned Enya would be very upset if she finds out I opened my foul–mouthed

elsewhere. I have hurt her enough. I don‘t want to drag her back to the messy state.

almost let out a laugh when she found my statement hard to

Enya‘s secret to her anymore. I know I told Willow in the texts, but that was not at all the entire truth. When I was with Willow in person, I told her Enya has

I remember that cursed day. I don’t believe the seer, but my mother does, and that is the worst part of my

think I remember somebody mentioning your mother loved Enya.” Christina tilted her face and watched

They had sent assassins out for Enya.” The moment I said that part, I

and she forgot to blink for

with her instead. When I rejected Enya, it ruined her plan. Because now my second chance mate is somewhere around the world, probably destined to kill

you tell Enya this?”

I couldn‘t. It was so hard to push her away. So I started messing around, looking for fun and finding love somewhere else. I couldn‘t. But then thankfully, she – she saw it all. I didn‘t plan to do it that way, I planned to tell her I have

my friends. I was a douchebag, taking my anger out on her as if she has told the seer to tell my mother all that bullcrap,” I admitted to doing wrong when I mocked her with Keith. I wanted him to think we are so close of buddies that we are now gossiping about our mates so that he can tell me his secrets and I can use them later