Tasting All My Mates

192 A Proposal In The Fields

Maynard‘s POV:

“I don‘t get it,” Christina asked me. It was time I tell someone what truly went down between Enya and me. I wouldn‘ tever want Enya to find out about it, so I wanted Christina to know I am not an asshole and she can trust me.

“I know it is hard to digest. There is a lot in my life that makes no sense. I can lie to you and tell you I only accepted Enya because I wanted to win over the other mates of hers. But I want to be honest with you,” I said as I let go of her hand. When things ended between Enya and me, I was in pain. Until I recalled it happened for the best. Where

am now is a completely different spot. I have moved on from Enya after I found love in Christina.

“When I accepted Enya, I truly loved her. I was over the roof when she chose me and it wasn‘t because my ego was satisfied, but because I craved to be with her. I wanted to feel her every single moment with me, but then, then things started to change. I realized she was way more— powerful, one might say, than me,” I was withholding as many details as I could because I reckoned Enya would be very upset if she finds out I opened my foul–mouthed

elsewhere. I have hurt her enough. I don‘t want to drag her back to the messy state.

than an Alpha?” Christina almost let out a laugh when

texts, but that was not at all the entire truth. When I was with Willow in person, I told her Enya has magic. She has the power to make anybody fall for her. It was a metaphor. Willow knew I

told her,” I remember that cursed day. I don’t

somebody mentioning your mother loved Enya.” Christina tilted her face and

herself only. They had sent assassins out for Enya.” The moment

jaw hung low, and she forgot to blink for a

that she approves of and start a happy life with her instead. When I rejected Enya, it

tell Enya

It was so hard to push her away. So I started messing around, looking for fun and finding love somewhere else. I couldn‘t. But then thankfully, she – she saw it all. I didn‘t plan to do it that way, I planned to tell her I have accepted my other mate due to some other tensions and then wait for her to ask me to reject her because I had a feeling she would once I will stop giving her time. I didn‘t plan to

with my friends. I was a douchebag, taking my anger out on her as if she has told the seer to tell my mother all that bullcrap,” I admitted to doing wrong when I mocked her with Keith. I wanted him to think we are so close of buddies that we are now gossiping about our mates so that he can tell me his secrets and I can use them later on just in case he tries to tell Enya what I was trying to do because of the