Tasting All My Mates

192 A Proposal In The Fields

Maynard‘s POV:

“I don‘t get it,” Christina asked me. It was time I tell someone what truly went down between Enya and me. I wouldn‘ tever want Enya to find out about it, so I wanted Christina to know I am not an asshole and she can trust me.

“I know it is hard to digest. There is a lot in my life that makes no sense. I can lie to you and tell you I only accepted Enya because I wanted to win over the other mates of hers. But I want to be honest with you,” I said as I let go of her hand. When things ended between Enya and me, I was in pain. Until I recalled it happened for the best. Where

am now is a completely different spot. I have moved on from Enya after I found love in Christina.

“When I accepted Enya, I truly loved her. I was over the roof when she chose me and it wasn‘t because my ego was satisfied, but because I craved to be with her. I wanted to feel her every single moment with me, but then, then things started to change. I realized she was way more— powerful, one might say, than me,” I was withholding as many details as I could because I reckoned Enya would be very upset if she finds out I opened my foul–mouthed

elsewhere. I have hurt her enough. I don‘t want to drag her back to the messy state.

a laugh

at all the entire truth. When I was with Willow in person,

told her,” I remember that cursed day. I don’t believe the seer, but my mother does, and that is the

mother loved Enya.” Christina tilted her face and watched my face with her

for Enya.” The moment I said

jaw hung low, and she forgot to blink

of and start a happy life with her instead. When I rejected Enya, it ruined her

you tell

I wanted to reject her, but I couldn‘t. It was so hard to push her away. So I started messing around, looking for fun and finding love somewhere else. I couldn‘t. But then thankfully, she – she saw it all. I didn‘t plan to do it that way, I planned to tell her I have accepted my other mate due to some other tensions and then

friends. I was a douchebag, taking my anger out on her as if she has told the seer to tell my mother all that bullcrap,” I admitted to doing wrong when I mocked her with Keith. I wanted him to think we are so close of buddies that we are now gossiping about our mates so that he can tell me his secrets and I can use them later on just in case he tries to tell Enya what I was trying to do because of the