Tasting All My Mates

346-Done With Her

My hands were holding onto this photo frame of Enya’s family. It was her, her father, and her mother. I heard Enya talk to Maynard and Christina, probably remembering some mem ory, but I couldn’t get my eyes off of her mother’s face.

She seemed too familiar.

‘Laz! What is going on?’ I thought maybe I should ask my wolf.

‘I don’t know. I just feel very weird. It is as if a memory in side you is causing this pain. It is so strong that even I am feeling it.’ Laz answered. I understood it wasn’t him, but something in me felt weird.

‘It just feels weird. As if something— or maybe a memory is trying to wake up,’ Laz explained. I kept staring and staring until I realized where I had seen her.

‘Laz!’ my throat felt dry when making a word. ‘I remember her. She is— she is the one who used to send those cursed potions to my dad to feed me. I remember they used to be so painful. She was so reckless and didn’t even care how her po tions were hurting a little child,’ I yammered everything to Laz while he listened to me silently.

That memory of my childhood is the reason I’d been in pain for so long. After she died, the potions stopped, and I could finally function like a normal Alpha. Maybe not a regu lar, normal alpha, because how do I tell if I even got better or just hid the pain inside and pretended to be fine?

‘She was our mate’s mother?’ Laz seemed shocked, too.

what to think anymore.’ I looked

at me.

but she had no idea how I was look ing at her now. In fact, even watching her face was like watch ing her mother. I remember she once came over

walk out of the house. I just couldn’t stand

just feel so lonely,’ he added as I rushed out of the house

didn’t want them to find

not spared a single mo ment to make me suffer. How the hell did the Moon Goddess even pair us? Did she seriously think I was the right person to take care of Enya and protect her? Why the heck would I pro tect her?’ I was filled inside

don’t know how it was even possible that the Moon Goddess made us fated mates. Not only that, she even gave her daughter so many powerful alpha mates. Why is there so much concern for that woman’s daughter? Why did she care about Enya?’ Laz complained, and I realized

don’t know. Or —unless— even the mate bond was cre ated by her mother,’ I was shocked at my

is possible,’ Laz agreed. But it was so creepy to

That makes sense, and we idiots. started doing just that. Imagine when Thiago finds out about this. He let the Lycan take over for Enya when she deserved nothing

obvious why Enya turned out to be such

the high ground as if she is a queen or something. All because she has more powers than the rest of us,’ I grunted angrily, feeling miserable whenever I thought about

to me because she is a pow erful hybrid. I am an alpha, and I cannot command a