Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space

as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in

to his chest and his arms

the top of my head,

I turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest

about it but I never got a chance

Cogito Ergo

I am.It's a Latin quote by

it must mean something, you had it

story and it’s already

have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I

"Okay..."

in my life where I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep

never talked to me about his past, he always said it wasn’t

the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and turned his face

think that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I

so glad you're still around today to tell me

face as he heard my response.And

reached for my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank for a split

never knew how four little words

big and butterflies were

from smiling even

was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed me with such tenderness and

kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right now felt

like our souls were finally freed

just savoring each other

my fingers on his chest and rock

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot

we wanted to make sure that we're making it

made love that

made love’ because now I finally knew

from just having sex because we both knew it came

to the sight of

keep my eyes open for another

long time, we lay facing each other but

we didn’t

was...the sweetest thing that I had ever experienced in

next, the sun

for signs of lan’s body next to mine, but there was nothing

around the room—I was completely alone

of my

bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked

calls and messages all from Tiff and

to know if we were still going

called them up and told them everything was fine and that we were still

and they were on their way to pick me

regroup, I put my phone away and went to the

changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna

my jeans and kept his t-shirt on

so it wouldn't be too

voice called out from the

out instinctively and found him standing

wearing a

come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to leave

said as I scrambled to

your shirt,

"Keep

wanna wake you, you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss

told, I was

okay.I understand

wish I can keep you around a little longer.My mom