Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

empty space next

onto

his chest

my head, and I could only close my eyes as he felt absolutely

turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I

had always wondered about it but I never got

Cogito Ergo

am.It's a Latin

what's the meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something, you

it’s already late.I don’t know

in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out a small

"Okay..."

that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my

to me about his past, he always said

heart was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone

whatever,"he said and turned his face

my hand I reached for his face and turned

glad you're still around

his face as he heard my response.And his smile made me

for my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank for

that at all and I never knew how four little words could hold so

chest felt warm and big and butterflies were flying in

smiling even when I bit

and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The

times before already, but this

were finally freed after being in cages for so

the longest time, just

my fingers on his chest and rock hard

spot on my

for each other and we wanted to make sure that

love

the words ‘ made love’ because now I finally knew what it

because we both knew it came from a place of love and

the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

couldn't keep my eyes open for another

time, we lay facing each other but none of us wanted to

were tired but we didn’t want to

I had ever

the sun was already

body next to mine, but there was nothing

the room—I was completely alone

of my phone

and I almost choked on air as

of missed calls and messages all from Tiff and

wanted to know if we were still going

them everything was fine and that we were still going to go according

shared my location with them and they were on

phone away

shirt,

and kept

so it wouldn't be too baggy over my

called out from

walked out instinctively and

was already dressed, wearing a plain

take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan,

I scrambled to get my

your shirt, by the

  "Keep

miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I

told, I was

understand the

you around a little