Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space next to

as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and held

chest

long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and

facing his bare chest and I noted

about it but

mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I asked

I am.It's a Latin quote

meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something,

story and it’s already late.I don’t know if

time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let

"Okay..."

anyone this before, but there was a time in my life where I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder

talked to me about his past, he always said it wasn’t

old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on

and turned

quickly, using my hand I reached for his

glad you're still around today to

smile curved up his face as he heard my response.And his smile

hand reached for my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently on my

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank for a

that at all and I never knew how four little

chest felt warm and big and butterflies were flying in my

stop myself from smiling even when

say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed me with such

many times before already,

souls were finally freed after being in cages for so

made out for the longest time, just savoring each other

loved running my fingers on his chest and

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot on

left for each other and we wanted to make sure

love

‘ made love’ because now I

having sex because we both knew it came from a place

to the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

keep my eyes

a long time, we lay facing each

tired but we didn’t want to blink and

that I

eyes next, the

next to mine, but

around the room—I was completely alone in

could hear the sound of my

staggered up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time,

of missed calls and messages all from

if we were still going

up and told them everything was fine

them and they were on their way to pick

my phone away and went to

thought about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna take it

and

it wouldn't be

voice called out from

walked out instinctively and found him

was already dressed, wearing a

didn’t hear it? "lan, why

scrambled to get my things

I'm stealing your

"Keep

didn’t wanna wake you, you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss

I was hoping

okay.I understand the

you around a little longer.My mom really wants to