Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty

my way over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and

to his chest and his arms circled me

planted a long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as

I was facing his bare

had always wondered about it but I never got a

does this mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

am.It's

mean, it must mean

story and it’s already late.I don’t know if you wanna

at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out a small

"Okay..."

I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I

talked to me about his past, he always

of eighteen year old lan, alone

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and turned his face

hand I reached for his

glad you're still around

curved up his face as he heard my response.And his smile

reached for my chin and he rubbed his

"Llove you, Emma,"

went blank for a split

I never knew how four

chest felt warm and big and butterflies were flying

stop myself from smiling even when I bit

was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes," 

before already, but this

like our souls were finally freed after

time, just

my fingers on his chest and rock hard

sweet spot on

for each other and we wanted to

love

‘ made love’ because now I

both knew it came from a place

finally fell asleep to the sight of

keep my eyes open

each other but none

we didn’t want to blink

that I had ever experienced in my

next, the

signs of lan’s body next to

around the room—I was

I could hear the sound of

the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was

dozens of missed calls and messages all from Tiff and

know if we were still

them everything was fine and that we were still

shared my location with them and they were on their

our little regroup, I put my phone away and went

of lan’s shirt, but I

my jeans and kept his t-shirt

bottom part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy over

voice called out from

walked out instinctively and found him

wearing a plain white shirt

didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you

said as I scrambled to get

I'm stealing your shirt, by

"Keep

miss the time and stay

I was hoping

okay.I understand the

a little