Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty

onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and

was to his chest and his

soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as

opened my eyes, I was facing

but I never got a chance

this mean? Cogito Ergo

think therefore I am.It's a Latin quote by

mean, it must mean something, you

long story and it’s already late.I don’t know

we have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out a

"Okay..."

life where I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo

past, he always said

at the thought of eighteen year old lan,

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and turned his

using my hand I reached for his

still around today to

he heard my

hand reached for my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently

"Llove you, Emma,"

blank

at all and I never knew how four little words could

big and butterflies were flying in

from smiling

point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed me with such tenderness and

so many times before

our souls were finally freed after being in

just savoring

my fingers on his chest and rock

stop kissing the sweet spot

for each other and we wanted to make sure

love

finally use the words ‘ made love’

because we both knew it came from

the sight of the

eyes open

lay facing each other but none of us wanted to

didn’t want to

thing that I had ever experienced in

opened my eyes next, the sun was already high

next

looked around the

of my phone

and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I

of missed calls and messages

we were still going to drive back today

up and told them everything was fine and that we were still going

they were on their way to pick

little regroup, I put my phone away and went to the en-suite to find my

out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna take it off,

and kept

shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy over my body."Emma?

called out from the

instinctively and found him standing

a plain white

how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I

as I scrambled to get my

stealing your shirt, by

  "Keep

tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time

was hoping

okay.I understand

you around a