Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty

my way over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and held me

was to his chest and his arms circled me

planted a long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as he

the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his

had always wondered about it but I never got a chance

this mean? Cogito

I am.It's

must mean something, you had

already late.I don’t know if

have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out

"Okay..."

where I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"  I didn’t know what

past, he always said it wasn’t his

of eighteen year old lan,

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and

I think that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back to me,

still around today to tell me about

as he heard my response.And his smile

for my chin and he rubbed

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank

and I never knew how

big and butterflies were

couldn't stop myself from smiling even when I bit

this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he

so many times before already, but this kiss right now felt

like our souls were finally freed after

out for the longest time, just

my fingers on

spot on my

had hours left for each other and we wanted to make

love

could finally use the words ‘ made love’ because now I finally knew

from just having sex because we both knew it came from a place of love and trust between the

sight of the sun

my eyes open for another

long time, we lay facing each other but none of us

we didn’t want to blink and miss

that I had ever experienced in my

next, the sun was already high up and

next to mine, but

looked around the room—I was

I could hear the sound of my phone buzzing from

the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was

missed calls and messages all from

to know if we were still going to drive

up and told them everything was fine and that we were still going to

my location with them and they were on their way

my phone away and went to the en-suite to find my

of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t

I wore my jeans and kept his

of the shirt together so it wouldn't be

out from the

walked out instinctively and

a plain white

take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake

said as I scrambled

stealing your shirt, by

  "Keep it,"he

didn’t wanna wake you, you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time

I was

understand

can keep you around a little longer.My mom really wants