Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space next to

onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and

chest and his

head, and I could only close my

and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the

about it but I

Cogito

therefore I am.It's a Latin quote

mean, it must mean

it’s already

to.Plus, we have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and

"Okay..."

all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and

me about his past, he always said it wasn’t his

thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on ending

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and turned

deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I

still around today

he heard my

for my chin and he rubbed

"Llove you, Emma,"

blank for

that at all and I never knew how four little words could hold so much

big and butterflies were flying in my

smiling even when I bit

thing I could do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine

before already, but this kiss right now

souls were finally freed after

for the longest time, just

on his chest

the sweet spot on my

for each other and we wanted to

love

words ‘ made love’ because now I

from just having sex because we both knew it came

fell asleep to the sight of the sun

my eyes open for

facing each other but

but we didn’t

thing that I had ever experienced in

eyes next, the sun

looked for signs of lan’s body next to mine, but there was

around the room—I was completely alone

could hear the sound of

almost choked on air as I saw the time,

of missed calls and

were still

fine and that we were still going to go according

them and they were on their

phone away and went to the en-suite to find

lan’s shirt, but I

my jeans and kept his t-shirt

of the shirt together so it

called out from

out instinctively and found him standing

already dressed, wearing a plain

it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have

I scrambled to get my things

your shirt, by the

"Keep

tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I

I was hoping

understand the

you around a little