Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

empty space next to

made my way over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms

to his chest and his arms

a long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as he felt absolutely

side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin

it but I never

mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I asked

therefore I am.It's a Latin

what's the meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something, you had it tattooed across your

a long story and it’s already late.I don’t

the time in the world...or at least,

"Okay..."

about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my

never talked to me about his past, he always said it

breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and turned

said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back to

glad you're still around today to tell

as he heard my

for my chin and he

"Llove you, Emma,"

blank for

expecting that at all and I never knew how four little words could hold

and

myself from smiling even when I bit my

at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed

times before already, but

was like our souls were finally freed after being in

just savoring each

running my fingers on his

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot

other and we wanted to make

made love that

words ‘ made love’ because now I finally

came from a place of love and trust between the two of

fell asleep to the sight of the sun rising behind

couldn't keep my eyes open for

a long time, we lay facing each other but none of us wanted to

we didn’t want to blink

sweetest thing that I had

my eyes next, the sun was

of lan’s body next to mine, but there was nothing

looked around the room—I was completely alone in

hear the sound of

up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was 9.35

dozens of missed calls and messages all from Tiff

to know if we were still going

them up and told them everything was fine and

and they were on their way to pick

phone away and

changing out of lan’s shirt,

I wore my jeans and kept his t-shirt on

shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy over

out

and

was already dressed, wearing a plain white shirt

a shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to leave

I scrambled

I'm stealing your shirt, by

"Keep

didn’t wanna wake you, you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I smiled

be told, I was hoping

okay.I understand the

a little longer.My mom really wants