Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty space

as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in

his chest and his arms circled

kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as he

I turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his

but I

does this mean? Cogito

therefore I am.It's a

must mean something, you had

and it’s already late.I don’t know if you

want to.Plus, we have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out a

"Okay..."

so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my

to me about his past, he always

old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on ending

whatever,"he said and turned his

quickly, using my hand I

around today to tell me

he heard my response.And his

reached for my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

went blank for a

wasn't expecting that at all and I never knew how four little

big and butterflies

from smiling even when I bit

love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he

many times before already, but this kiss

were finally freed after being

for the longest time, just savoring each other through touches

on his chest and rock

the sweet spot on my neck and

each other and we wanted to make sure that

made love

the words ‘ made love’ because now I finally knew what it

from just having sex because we both knew it came from a place

to the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

eyes open

each other but none of us wanted to

but we didn’t want to blink and

that I had ever experienced in

my eyes next, the sun was already high up

lan’s body next to mine, but there was nothing but

the room—I was

I could hear the sound of my

up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I

dozens of missed calls and messages

wanted to know if we were still going to drive back today at

everything was fine and

with them and they were on their way to pick me

I put my phone away and went

about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t

my jeans and kept his t-shirt on

tied the bottom part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be too

out from the

walked out instinctively and found him standing

wearing a plain white shirt and

he take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you

scrambled

your shirt, by the

"Keep it,"he

miss

I was

understand

wish I can keep you around a little longer.My mom