Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

empty space next

my way over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan

to his chest and his arms

the top of my head, and

to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted

it but I

this mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I asked

think therefore I am.It's a

must mean something, you had it tattooed across

and it’s already late.I don’t know if you wanna

at least, six

"Okay..."

so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"  I didn’t know what to say to all of

about his past, he always said it wasn’t his

at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in

whatever,"he said and turned his face

that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I

still around today

his face as he heard my response.And his

hand reached for my chin and he rubbed

"Llove you, Emma,"

went blank

at all and I never knew how four little words could hold

felt warm and big and

stop myself from smiling even when

say, "I love you too, lan

many times before already, but this kiss right

our souls were finally freed after being in cages for

the longest time, just savoring

on his chest and rock hard

the sweet spot on my neck and fondling my

for each other and we wanted to make sure that we're making

made love that

love’ because now I finally knew what it

knew it came

to the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

couldn't keep my eyes open for another

lay facing each other

tired but we didn’t want to blink

I had ever experienced in my

opened my eyes next, the

lan’s body next to mine, but there was nothing but

up and looked around the room—I was completely alone in

I could hear the sound of my phone buzzing from

the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw

of missed calls and messages all from

we were still going to drive back today at 10

called them up and told them everything was fine and that

shared my location with them and they

my phone away and

thought about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna

I wore my jeans and kept his

so it wouldn't be too baggy

called out from the

and

wearing a plain white shirt and

take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan,

said as I scrambled

your shirt,

"Keep

wanna wake you, you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I smiled at

be told, I was

understand

keep you around a little longer.My mom