Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

the empty space next

over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in

chest and his arms

kiss on the top of my head,

I turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin phrase that

had always wondered about it but I never

mean? Cogito Ergo

therefore I am.It's a

must mean something, you had it

it’s already late.I don’t

in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he

"Okay..."

thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"  I didn’t know what to say to all

to me about his past, he always

breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating

and turned his

that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back

so glad you're still around today to tell

face as he heard my response.And his

he rubbed his thumb

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank for a

knew how four little words could

and big and butterflies were flying in

from smiling even when I bit my

look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed me with such tenderness and

and I kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right

was like our souls were finally freed after being

made out for the longest time, just savoring

my fingers on his chest

spot on my neck and fondling

each other and we wanted

love

the words ‘ made love’ because now

just having sex because we both knew it came from a

finally fell asleep to the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

couldn't keep my eyes

long time, we lay facing each other but none of us wanted to

were tired but we didn’t want to blink and

was...the sweetest thing that I had ever experienced

next, the sun was already high

looked for signs of lan’s body next to

jerked up and looked around the

sound of my phone buzzing from my

device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was 9.35

and messages

we were still going to drive back today

fine and that we were still going to

location with them and they were on their way to

I put my phone away and went to the

about changing out of lan’s shirt,

my jeans and kept

the bottom part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be

called out

and found him standing

already dressed, wearing a plain white

I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I

said as I scrambled to get

I'm stealing your shirt, by the

  "Keep it,"he

so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I

told, I was

okay.I understand

you around a little longer.My mom