Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

the empty space next to

onto the bed, lan pulled me in his

back was to his chest and

a long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could

opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I

it but I

mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

therefore I am.It's a Latin quote by

for you? I mean, it must

and it’s already late.I don’t know if you

all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said

"Okay..."

hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to

about his past, he

at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this

whatever,"he said and

think that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his

around today to tell me

up his face as he heard my response.And his

and he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank for a split

never knew how four

big and butterflies

from smiling even when I bit

too,

I kissed so many times before already, but

finally freed

longest time, just savoring each

loved running my fingers on his chest and rock

kissing the sweet spot on my neck and fondling

for each other and we wanted to

made love that

love’ because now I

was different from just having sex because we both knew it came from a place of love

to the sight of the

keep my eyes open for

a long time, we lay facing each other but none of

but we didn’t want

I

I opened my eyes next, the sun was already

next to mine, but

jerked up and looked around the

I could hear the sound of my phone buzzing from

and I almost

calls and messages all

if we were still going to drive back

was fine and that we were still going to go according to

them and they were on their way to pick me

my phone away and went to

lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna

jeans and kept

the shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy over my body."Emma? You in

out from the

out instinctively and found him standing

wearing a plain white

take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan,

as I scrambled to get

your shirt, by the

  "Keep it,"he

didn’t wanna wake you, you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time

was hoping

understand the

wish I can keep you around a little longer.My mom really