Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

empty space next to

over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in

back was to his chest

planted a long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my

facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin phrase that was tattooed on

about it but I

mean? Cogito Ergo

therefore I am.It's a

meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something,

story and it’s already late.I don’t

time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out

"Okay..."

fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep

his past, he always

old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on ending it

said and turned his face

think that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back

glad you're still around today to tell me about

up his face as he heard my response.And his

chin and he rubbed his

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank

never knew how four little words

warm and big and butterflies were flying in

smiling even when I bit my

thing I could do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed me with such

before already, but this

finally freed after being in cages

made out for the longest time, just savoring each other through

loved running my fingers on his chest

spot on my neck and fondling

we wanted to make sure that we're

love that

finally use the words ‘ made love’ because now I

sex because we both knew it came from a place of love and trust

finally fell asleep to the sight of the sun rising behind

eyes open for

each other but none of us

were tired but we didn’t want to blink and

was...the sweetest thing that I had ever experienced

opened my eyes next, the sun was already

of lan’s body next to mine, but there was nothing but

around the room—I was

the sound of my phone buzzing from

I almost choked on air as I saw the time,

dozens of missed calls and messages

still going to drive

was fine and that we

location with them and they

regroup, I put my phone away and went

thought about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I

my jeans and

together so it wouldn't be too baggy over my body."Emma?

out from

instinctively and

wearing a plain white

it? "lan, why didn’t

as I scrambled to get my

your shirt,

"Keep it,"he

hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I smiled at

was hoping the same

okay.I understand

keep you around a little longer.My mom really