Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space

made my way over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and

chest and his

kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as

turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his

but

Cogito Ergo

think therefore I am.It's a Latin

the meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something,

long story and it’s already late.I don’t know if you wanna

at least, six more

"Okay..."

but there was a time in my life where I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"

talked to me about his past, he always said it wasn’t his proudest

thought of eighteen year old lan, alone

whatever,"he said and turned his face

I reached

still around today to tell me about

face as he heard my response.And his smile

reached for my chin and he rubbed his

"Llove you, Emma,"

blank

and I never knew how four little

big and butterflies were flying in

myself from smiling even when

I could do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed

and I kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right

was like our souls were finally freed after being in

the longest time, just savoring

my fingers on his chest and rock hard

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot on my

only had hours left for each other and we wanted to make sure

made love that

use the words ‘ made love’

it came from a place of love and trust

asleep to the sight of

my eyes open

we lay facing each other but none of us wanted to

didn’t want to blink and

thing that I had

the sun was already

for signs of lan’s body next to mine, but there

the room—I was completely alone

hear the sound of my phone buzzing from

staggered up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was

dozens of missed calls and messages all from

if we were still going

was fine

they were on their way to pick

away and went to the

shirt, but

jeans and kept his

the bottom part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy

voice called out

and found him standing

already dressed, wearing a plain

it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to leave in...twenty

scrambled to get my things

I'm stealing your

"Keep it,"he

tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for

be told, I was hoping

understand the

can keep you around a little longer.My mom really wants to