Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space

onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and

back was to his chest and his

top of my head, and I could

turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin

it but I never got

this mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I asked

therefore I am.It's a

for you? I mean, it must mean something, you had it tattooed

and it’s already late.I

time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out

"Okay..."

there was a time in my life where I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence

to me about his past, he always said it wasn’t his proudest

of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on ending

said and

think that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back to

I’m so glad you're still around

up his face as he heard

chin and he

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank for a

never knew how four

and big and butterflies

couldn't stop myself from smiling

was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed me

kissed so many times before

freed after being

the longest time, just savoring each other through touches

running my fingers on his chest

the sweet spot on

we wanted

love

‘ made love’ because now I finally

we both knew it came from a place of

asleep to the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s

couldn't keep my eyes open

each other but

didn’t

that I had ever experienced in

I opened my eyes next, the

body next to mine, but there was nothing but

looked around the room—I was

of my

almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was

missed calls and messages all from Tiff and

to know if we were still going to drive back today at

fine and that we were still going

my location with them and they were on their

I put my phone away and went to the en-suite to find my

changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna take it

I wore my jeans and kept his

shirt together so it

out

out instinctively and found

already dressed, wearing a plain white

I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I

said as I scrambled to get my

your shirt, by

"Keep it,"he

hoping you’d miss the time

be told, I was

understand the

keep you around a little longer.My mom really