Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty

climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me

his chest and

soft kiss on the top of my head,

eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted

about it but I never got

this mean? Cogito Ergo

I am.It's a

the meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something, you had it tattooed

long story and it’s already late.I don’t know if

the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out

"Okay..."

so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep

about his past, he always said it wasn’t his

was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone

said and

deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it

I’m so glad you're still around today to

face as he heard my response.And his smile made me

and he rubbed his thumb gently on my

"Llove you, Emma,"

blank for a

and I never knew

and butterflies were flying

from smiling even when I

I could do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed me with such tenderness and

times before already, but this kiss right now

souls were finally freed after being in cages for

for the longest time, just savoring each other

my fingers on his chest and

spot

only had hours left for each other and we wanted to

made love that

made love’ because now I

having sex because we both knew it came

sight of the

my eyes open

long time, we lay facing each

but we didn’t want

sweetest thing that I had ever experienced

next, the sun was already high

next to mine, but there was nothing

and looked around the room—I

hear the sound of my phone buzzing from

almost choked on air as I

dozens of missed calls and messages all from

still going to drive back

quickly called them up and told them everything was fine and that we were

them and they were on their way to

put my phone away and went to

lan’s shirt, but

jeans and

together so it wouldn't be

voice called out from the

and found

a plain white

he take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why

said as I scrambled to get my

your shirt,

  "Keep

tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another

I was hoping the same

understand the

wish I can keep you around a little