Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty

soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled

his chest and his

my head,

side and opened my eyes, I was facing

had always wondered about it but I never got a chance

Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

I am.It's a Latin quote

must mean something, you had it

story and it’s already late.I don’t know

world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and

"Okay..."

pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me

past, he always said it wasn’t

year old lan, alone in this

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and turned

think that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back to

glad you're still around today to tell me about

smile curved up his face as he heard

my chin and he rubbed his thumb

"Llove you, Emma,"

went blank for a

never knew how four

chest felt warm and big and

myself from smiling even

him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The

many times before already, but

like our souls were finally freed

the longest time, just savoring each other through touches and

on his chest and rock hard

the sweet spot on my neck and

only had hours left for each other and we wanted to make sure that we're

love

use the words ‘ made love’ because now I finally knew what

knew it came from a

of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

eyes open for another

long time, we lay facing each other but

didn’t want

thing that I had ever experienced in my

next, the

for signs of lan’s body next to

around the room—I was

hear the sound of

device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time,

missed calls and messages all from

if we were still going to

everything was fine and that we were still going

they were on their way to pick me

my phone away and went to the en-suite to find my

thought about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I

I wore my jeans and

part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be

voice called out from

and found

a plain

didn’t hear it?

said as I scrambled to get my

your shirt,

"Keep

I was hoping you’d miss

I was hoping the

okay.I understand

a little longer.My