Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space next

as I climbed onto the bed,

back was to his chest and his arms circled

the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as he

I turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his

but I never got a

mean? Cogito

therefore I am.It's a Latin

meaning for you? I mean, it must

long story and it’s already late.I don’t know

at least, six more hours,"I

"Okay..."

thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this

past, he always said it

at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this

and turned his

that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and

so glad you're still around today to tell me about

his face as he heard my response.And his smile made me

he

"Llove you, Emma,"

blank for a split

knew how four little

felt warm and big and butterflies were flying in my

smiling

do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips

and I kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right now

freed after being in cages for

longest time, just savoring each other through touches and

on his chest and rock hard

spot on my neck and fondling

left for each other and we wanted to

love that

made love’ because

knew it came from a place of love and

finally fell asleep to the sight of the

keep my eyes open for another

each other but

didn’t want to blink and miss

that I had ever

my eyes next, the sun

next to mine, but there

and looked around the room—I was completely

hear the sound of

grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the

of missed calls and messages all from Tiff

were still

was fine

them and they were on their way to pick me

little regroup, I put my phone away

shirt, but I didn’t wanna take

I wore my jeans and kept his

the shirt together so it wouldn't be too

out from

instinctively and found

dressed, wearing a plain

shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan,

as I scrambled to

stealing your

  "Keep

hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another

was hoping

okay.I understand

wish I can keep you around a little longer.My mom really wants to