Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

the empty space

as soon as I climbed onto the

chest and his arms

a long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could

I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin phrase that was

always wondered about it but I

this mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

I am.It's a Latin

I mean, it must mean

story and it’s already late.I don’t know if you

world...or at least,

"Okay..."

I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a

me about his past, he always

old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on ending

whatever,"he said and

I think that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back to me,

I’m so glad you're still around today to tell

he heard my response.And his smile made

reached for my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank for

wasn't expecting that at all and I never knew how four little words

warm and big and butterflies were flying

myself from smiling even

love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips

times before already, but

like our souls were finally freed after being in cages for so

made out for the longest time, just savoring each other

running my fingers on his

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot on

other and we wanted to make sure that we're making it

love that

finally use the words ‘ made love’ because now

came from a place of love and trust between the two

fell asleep to the sight of the sun

eyes open for

facing each other but none of

didn’t

I had ever experienced in my

eyes next, the

body next to mine, but there

around the

the sound of my phone

bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was 9.35

and

know if we were still going to drive back today

quickly called them up and told them everything was fine and that we were still

location with them and they were on their way to

away and went to

lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna take

I wore my jeans and kept his t-shirt on

the shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy

called out from

out instinctively and found

a

didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I

said as I scrambled to

your

"Keep it,"he

hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless

told, I was hoping the

understand

wish I can keep you around a