Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space

way over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and held me

back was to his chest and his arms

a long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my

was facing his bare

wondered about it but I never got

mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

I am.It's a Latin quote

it must mean something, you had it

it’s already late.I don’t know

world...or at least, six

"Okay..."

it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to

never talked to me about his past, he

eighteen year old lan,

whatever,"he said and turned his

deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back to

you're still around today

as he heard my

chin and he rubbed his

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank for a

wasn't expecting that at all and I never knew how

big and butterflies were

stop myself from smiling even when I bit

look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"

I kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right now felt

was like our souls were finally freed after being

time, just savoring each other through

my fingers on his chest and rock hard

sweet spot on my neck

had hours left for each other and we wanted to make

love

‘ made love’ because now I finally knew what it

having sex because we both knew it came from a place of love and trust between

to the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

couldn't keep my eyes open for

time, we lay facing each other but none

tired but we didn’t

I

I opened my eyes next, the sun was

signs of lan’s body next to

around the

could hear the sound of my phone

the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air

dozens of missed calls and messages

we were still

them up and told them everything was fine and that we were still going to go according

with them and they were on their

phone away and went to the en-suite

lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna

wore my jeans and kept

it wouldn't be too

called out

walked out instinctively and found him standing

dressed, wearing a plain white

I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me?

scrambled to get

your

"Keep it,"he

so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless

be told, I was

okay.I understand the

a