Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty space

over and as soon as I climbed onto

his chest and his arms

on the top of my head,

turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin

wondered about it but I never got a

Cogito Ergo Sum?"I asked

think therefore I am.It's a Latin quote by

what's the meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something, you had it

story and it’s already late.I don’t know

the time in the world...or at least,

"Okay..."

I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a

me about his past, he

of eighteen year old lan, alone

said and turned his

using my hand I reached for his face and

glad you're still around today to

as he

hand reached for my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank

never knew

chest felt warm and big and butterflies were flying in my

couldn't stop myself from smiling even

love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed me with

so many times before already, but this

freed after being in

the longest time, just savoring each other through

running my fingers on his chest and rock hard

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot on my neck and fondling my

hours left for each other and we wanted to

love that

finally use the words ‘ made love’

because we both knew it came from a place of

to the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s

my eyes

we lay facing each other but none of us wanted

we didn’t want to blink and miss

I had

opened my eyes next, the sun was

for signs of lan’s body next

up and looked around the room—I was completely alone

of

staggered up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it

had dozens of missed calls and

know if we were still going to

up and told them everything was fine and that we were still going to go according

they were on

regroup, I put my phone away and went to

thought about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna take it off,

and kept his t-shirt

part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy over my body."Emma? You

called out from

instinctively and found

dressed, wearing a plain white shirt

hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to

said as I scrambled to get

I'm stealing your shirt,

"Keep

you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I smiled at

be told, I was hoping the

understand the

you around a little longer.My mom really wants to meet