Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty space next

I climbed onto the bed, lan

his chest

head, and I

turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare

wondered about it but I never got a chance to

does this mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

am.It's a

for you? I mean, it must mean something,

and it’s already

want to.Plus, we have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out

"Okay..."

but there was a time in my life where I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence,

about his past, he

thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on

and turned

quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back to

so glad you're still around today to tell me about

up his face as he heard my response.And

my chin and he rubbed his

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank for a

never knew

big and

smiling even when I bit my

I could do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next

and I kissed so many times before already, but this

finally freed after

the longest time, just savoring each other through

loved running my fingers on his chest

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot

and we wanted to make

made love that

use the words ‘ made love’ because

came from a place of love and trust between

the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

my eyes open

long time, we lay facing each other but none of us wanted

we didn’t want to blink and

that I had ever experienced in

I opened my eyes next, the sun was

signs of lan’s body next to mine, but there was nothing but

and looked around the

sound of my phone buzzing from

up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost

calls and messages all from Tiff

know if we were still going to drive

up and told them everything was fine and that we were still going to go according

shared my location with them and they were on their way

regroup, I put my phone away and went to the en-suite

shirt, but I

wore my jeans and kept his t-shirt on

shirt together so it wouldn't be too

voice called out

and found him standing

wearing a plain

come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to leave in...twenty

as I scrambled to get my

your shirt, by the

  "Keep

hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I

told, I was

okay.I understand the

keep you around a little longer.My mom really