Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

empty space next

climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and held

his chest and his arms circled

of my head,

turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest

but I never got a

does this mean? Cogito

think therefore I am.It's a Latin quote by

mean, it must mean something, you had

long story and it’s already late.I don’t know if you wanna

the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out

"Okay..."

was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as

his past, he always said it wasn’t

year old lan,

whatever,"he said and

using my hand I reached for his face and turned it

you're still around today to

face as he heard my response.And his

my chin and he rubbed his

"Llove you, Emma,"

went blank for a split

expecting that at all and I never knew how four little words could hold so much

and big and butterflies

from smiling even when I

thing I could do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and

many times before already, but this

were finally freed after being in cages for

the longest time, just

on his chest and rock

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot on my neck and fondling my

and we wanted to make

love

could finally use the words ‘ made love’ because

was different from just having sex because we both knew it came from a place of love and trust between

sight of the sun rising behind lan’s

keep my eyes open

each other

we didn’t want to blink and

that I had

the sun

looked for signs of lan’s body next to

the room—I was completely alone in

hear the sound of

up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I

had dozens of missed calls and

if we were still going to drive

quickly called them up and told them everything was fine

my location with them and they were on their way

my phone away and went to the en-suite to find my

of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna

jeans and kept his t-shirt

part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be

out from

and found him

dressed, wearing a plain white

it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to

said as I scrambled to

I'm stealing your shirt, by the

  "Keep

I was hoping you’d miss the time

I was hoping

understand

a little longer.My mom really