Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty space next to

my way over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in

his chest and his

of my head, and I

to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin phrase that

but I never got a chance to

Cogito Ergo

therefore I am.It's a Latin quote

what's the meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something,

and it’s already

the time in the world...or at least, six

"Okay..."

was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"  I didn’t

me about his past, he always said it wasn’t his

heart was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone

said and turned his face

I reached for his face and turned it back

so glad you're still around today to tell me about

his face as he heard my response.And his smile

hand reached for my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank for a

and I never knew

and big and

myself from smiling even when

say, "I love you too, lan Hayes," 

and I kissed so many times before already, but

our souls were finally freed after being in

longest time, just savoring

running my fingers on his chest and rock hard

sweet spot on my neck and

each other and we

made love

made love’ because now I

having sex because we both knew it came from a place of love and trust

to the sight of the sun

keep my eyes open for

lay facing each other but none

didn’t want to blink

that I had ever experienced in my

the

lan’s body next

and looked around the room—I

of my phone buzzing

up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked

had dozens of missed calls and messages all from

if we were still going to drive back today at

them up and told them everything was fine and that we were still going to go according

and they were on their way

regroup, I put my phone away and went to the en-suite

lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna take

and kept his t-shirt on

shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy

called out

and

dressed, wearing a plain white

hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to leave

as I scrambled

your shirt, by the

"Keep it,"he

wanna wake you, you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time

was

okay.I understand the

you around a little longer.My