Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space next to

my way over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in

his chest and

head, and I could only close my eyes as

facing his bare chest

about it but

this mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

I am.It's a Latin

what's the meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something, you had it

and it’s already late.I

have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and

"Okay..."

that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this

talked to me about his past,

thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on ending

said and turned his

really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned

you're still around

curved up his face as he heard my response.And his smile made

he rubbed his

"Llove you, Emma,"

went blank for a

wasn't expecting that at all and I never knew how

big and butterflies were flying in my

myself from smiling even

too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he

many times before already,

were finally freed after

the longest time, just savoring each other

fingers on his chest and rock

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot on my neck and fondling

we wanted to make sure

made love that

love’ because now I

different from just having sex because we both knew it came from a place

finally fell asleep to the sight of the

couldn't keep my eyes open

time, we lay facing each other

but we didn’t want to blink and miss

thing that I

opened my eyes next, the

looked for signs of lan’s body next to mine, but there was nothing

around the

sound of my phone buzzing from my

staggered up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on

missed calls and messages all

were still going to

them up and told them everything was fine and that we were still going to go

my location with them and they

regroup, I put my phone away and went to

lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna take

my jeans and kept

tied the bottom part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be

out from the

instinctively and found

wearing a plain white shirt

take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why

I scrambled to

I'm stealing your shirt, by the

"Keep

I was hoping you’d miss the time and

I was hoping the

understand the

a little longer.My mom really wants to