Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space next

as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms

chest and

on the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as he

and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and

about it but I never got a

mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I asked

am.It's a Latin quote

I mean, it must mean something, you had it tattooed across

story and it’s already late.I don’t know if you wanna

at least, six more hours,"I said and he let

"Okay..."

fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as

his past, he

heart was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this

and turned his

said quickly, using my hand I reached for his

I’m so glad you're still around today to tell

curved up his face as he heard my response.And his smile made me

hand reached for my chin and he

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank for a

knew how four

chest felt warm and big and butterflies were flying in

couldn't stop myself from smiling even when I bit my

too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed me

and I kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right now felt

souls were finally freed after being in cages

made out for the longest time, just savoring each other through

my fingers on his chest

sweet spot on

had hours left for each other and we wanted

love

‘ made love’ because now I finally

it came from a place of

finally fell asleep to the sight of the sun

eyes open

a long time, we lay facing each other

were tired but we didn’t want to blink and miss

that I had ever experienced

eyes next, the sun was already

next to

and looked around the room—I was completely

the sound of my

bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost

and messages

we were still

fine and that we were still going to

with them and they

my phone away and went to the

about changing out of lan’s shirt,

jeans and kept

together so it

out

and

dressed, wearing a plain white

how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why

said as I scrambled to get

your shirt,

"Keep

you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I

told, I was hoping

okay.I understand

a little