Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space next

as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me

was to his chest and

on the top of my head, and I

turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I

always wondered about it but I

does this mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

I am.It's a Latin

what's the meaning for you? I mean, it must

story and it’s already late.I don’t know if

in the world...or at least, six

"Okay..."

but there was a time in my life where I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to

me about his past,

heart was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone

said and turned

said quickly, using my hand I reached for

still around today to

as he heard

and he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank for

wasn't expecting that at all and I never knew how four little words could hold so much

warm and big and

couldn't stop myself from smiling even when

too, lan Hayes,"  The next

so many times before already, but this kiss

finally freed after being in cages for so

the longest time, just

my fingers on his chest

spot on my neck and fondling

and we

love that

made love’

just having sex because we both knew it came from a place of

the sight of the sun rising behind

my eyes open for another

lay facing each other but none of us wanted

didn’t

was...the sweetest thing that I had ever experienced

next, the sun was

next to mine, but there was nothing

around the

of my phone

almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was

had dozens of missed calls and messages all from

if we were still going to

them up and told them everything was fine

with them and they were on their way

regroup, I put my phone away

about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I

I wore my jeans and kept his t-shirt on

shirt together so it wouldn't

out from the

out instinctively and

was already dressed, wearing a

hear it? "lan, why

as I scrambled to get my things

stealing your shirt, by

  "Keep it,"he

so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I smiled

I was hoping the same

okay.I understand

keep you around a little longer.My mom really wants to meet