Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

the empty

and as soon as I climbed onto the bed,

back was to his chest and his arms

soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as he

facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin phrase that

always wondered about it but I

Cogito

am.It's

must mean something, you had it tattooed across your

long story and it’s already

to.Plus, we have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I

"Okay..."

around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"

his past, he always said

thought of eighteen year old

said and

my hand I reached

so glad you're still around today to tell me about

smile curved up his face as he heard my response.And

chin and he

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank

never knew how four little words could

big and butterflies were

couldn't stop myself from smiling even when

"I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I

many times before already, but

was like our souls were finally freed after being in cages for

the longest time, just savoring

fingers on his chest and rock

stop kissing the sweet spot on my neck and fondling my

we wanted to make sure that we're making

made love that

the words ‘ made love’ because

sex because we both knew it came from a

sight of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

eyes

each other but none of

were tired but we didn’t

sweetest thing that I had ever experienced in

eyes next, the sun was already

of lan’s body next to mine, but

the room—I was completely

of

vibrating device, and I almost choked on

dozens of missed calls and messages

if we were still going to drive back today at 10

and told them everything was fine and that we were still going to go according to

and they

regroup, I put my phone away and went

shirt,

wore my jeans and

together so it wouldn't

called out from

out instinctively and found

a

I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t

said as I scrambled to get

your

"Keep

so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I

I was

okay.I understand

around a little longer.My mom really wants to