Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

empty

onto the

was to his chest and his arms circled

on the top of my head, and I could only close

I was facing his bare

about it but I never got a chance to

Cogito

I am.It's a Latin quote by

it must mean

story and it’s already late.I

all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he

"Okay..."

there was a time in my life where I felt so hopeless and that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"  I didn’t know what to say to all

never talked to me about his past, he always

at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating

whatever,"he said and

that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached

so glad you're still around

curved up his face as he heard my response.And his smile made me

and he

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank for a

at all and I never knew how

felt warm and big and butterflies

from smiling even when I bit

"I love you too, lan

and I kissed so many times before

was like our souls were finally freed

just

loved running my fingers on his chest and rock hard

spot on my neck and fondling

and we wanted to make sure that we're making it

made love

could finally use the words ‘ made love’ because

because we both knew it came from a place of love and trust between the

fell asleep to the sight of

eyes open for

lay facing each other but none

were tired but we didn’t want to blink and miss

that I had

I opened my eyes next, the sun was already high

signs of lan’s body next to mine, but there was nothing but

looked around the room—I was completely

I could hear the sound of

up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air

calls and

still going to

called them up and told them everything was fine and

with them and they were on

regroup, I put my phone away and went to the en-suite to

shirt, but I didn’t wanna take it

jeans and

the bottom part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy over

out

out instinctively and found him

was already dressed, wearing a

he take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake

I scrambled to get

stealing your

  "Keep

tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I smiled at

I was hoping

okay.I understand the

a little longer.My