Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space

onto the bed, lan pulled

back was to his chest

kiss on the top of my head, and I

side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted

but I never got a

mean? Cogito

I am.It's

meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something, you had

it’s already

all the time in the world...or at least, six more

"Okay..."

thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"  I didn’t know what to say to

about his past, he always said it wasn’t his proudest

breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on ending

and turned his

deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and

you're still around today

up his face as he heard my response.And his smile

hand reached for my chin and he rubbed

"Llove you, Emma,"

blank

all and I never knew how four little words

big and butterflies were flying in my

couldn't stop myself from smiling

him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips

many times before already, but this

freed after being in cages for so

for the longest time, just savoring each other through touches and

my fingers on his chest and rock

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot

hours left for each other and we wanted to make sure that we're

made love

the words ‘ made love’

came from a

sight of the

eyes

long time, we lay facing each other

tired but we didn’t want to blink

that I had ever experienced

opened my eyes next, the sun was already high up

next

jerked up and looked around the room—I was completely alone in

I could hear the sound of my phone buzzing from

vibrating device, and I almost choked on

and messages all from

were still

fine and that we were still going to go according to

my location with them and they were on

regroup, I put my phone away and went to the

lan’s shirt,

jeans and kept his t-shirt on

the shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy

voice called out from

instinctively and found him

wearing a

how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t

said as I scrambled to

I'm stealing your shirt, by the

  "Keep

so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the

told, I was hoping the

okay.I understand the

can keep you around a little longer.My