Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty space

my way over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me

chest and his arms circled

head,

my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the

about it but I never got a

mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

I am.It's a Latin quote

you? I mean, it must mean something, you had it tattooed

long story and it’s already late.I don’t know if you wanna

in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he let out a small

"Okay..."

all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"  I didn’t know what

talked to me about his past, he

breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and

my hand I reached for his

still around today to tell

as he heard my

he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

went blank for a split

never knew how four little words

chest felt warm and big and butterflies

smiling even

this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes," 

kissed so many times before already,

were finally freed after being in cages for so

time, just savoring each other

my fingers on his chest and rock hard

kissing the sweet spot

and we wanted to make sure

love that

made love’ because now I

just having sex because we both knew it came from a

the sight of the

keep my eyes open

time, we lay facing each other but none of

were tired but we didn’t want to blink

thing that I had ever

I opened my eyes next, the sun was already high up

of lan’s body next

jerked up and looked around the room—I was completely alone

could hear the sound of my phone buzzing from my

grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw

had dozens of missed calls and messages all from Tiff

were still

fine and that we were still going to go

shared my location with them and they were on their way to

I put my phone away and went to the

of lan’s shirt, but I

jeans and kept his

part of the shirt together so it wouldn't

called out

out instinctively and found him

already dressed, wearing a plain white shirt

how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to

I scrambled to

I'm stealing your shirt,

"Keep

wanna wake you, you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time

be told, I was hoping the same

understand

wish I can keep you around a little longer.My mom really wants