Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

the empty

as soon as I climbed onto the

chest and his arms circled

of my head, and I could only close my eyes as he felt

I turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin

but

Cogito Ergo Sum?"I asked

am.It's a Latin quote

the meaning for you? I mean, it must mean

story and it’s already late.I don’t know if you

have all the time in the world...or at least, six more

"Okay..."

19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that

me about his past, he always said it wasn’t

breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in

said and turned his

hand I reached for his face and turned it back to me,

glad you're still around today to tell me about

as he

he rubbed his thumb gently

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank for

I never knew how four little words could hold so much

and big and butterflies were flying

smiling even when I bit my

I could do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his

kissed so many times before already,

was like our souls were finally freed after being

out for the longest time, just savoring each other

my fingers on his chest and rock hard

the sweet spot

only had hours left for each other and we wanted to

love that

words ‘ made love’ because now I

just having sex because we both knew it came from a

sight of

keep my eyes open for another

we lay facing each

but we didn’t

that I had ever experienced in

opened my eyes next, the sun was already

lan’s body next to mine, but there

and looked around the room—I

sound of my

bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as

of missed calls and

were still going to

told them everything was fine and that we were still

shared my location with them and they were on their way

regroup, I put my phone away and went to the

changing out of lan’s shirt,

wore my jeans and kept his

tied the bottom part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be too

called out

walked out instinctively and found him standing

dressed, wearing a

how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to

as I scrambled to get my things

stealing your

"Keep

was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I smiled

be told, I was

understand the

you around a little longer.My mom really