Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

the empty

as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled

was to his chest and

on the top of my head, and I could only close my eyes as he

side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare

but I never got a chance

does this mean? Cogito

I am.It's

you? I mean, it must mean something, you had it tattooed across

a long story and it’s already

want to.Plus, we have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said

"Okay..."

that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can

me about his past,

heart was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan,

whatever,"he said and turned

I reached for

around today to

curved up his face as he heard my response.And his smile

my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank for a

that at all and I never knew how four little words could hold

felt warm and big and butterflies were flying

stop myself from smiling even when I bit my

love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing

I kissed so many times before

were finally freed after being in

out for the longest time, just savoring each

on his

kissing the sweet spot on my

had hours left for each other and we wanted

made love

the words ‘ made love’ because now I finally knew what it

different from just having sex because we both knew it came from a place of love and trust between the

asleep to the sight of the

eyes open for

each other but

didn’t want to blink and

thing that I had ever

my eyes next, the sun was

body next to mine, but there

around the room—I was

of my phone

vibrating device, and I almost choked

of missed calls and messages all from Tiff and

to know if we were still going to

everything was fine and that

my location with them and they were on their

regroup, I put my phone away and went to the en-suite to find my

thought about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t

my jeans and kept

tied the bottom part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy over my

out

and found

was already dressed, wearing a

he take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it?

as I scrambled to get my

I'm stealing your

"Keep it,"he

so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss

I was hoping the same

understand the

around a little longer.My