Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

empty space next to

soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in

back was to his chest and

planted a long, soft kiss on the top of my head,

the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin phrase that

about it but I

this mean? Cogito Ergo

am.It's a Latin quote by

mean, it must mean something, you had

long story and it’s already late.I don’t know if you wanna

want to.Plus, we have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he

"Okay..."

the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"  I didn’t

talked to me about his past, he always said it wasn’t his proudest

heart was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and turned his

that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his

I’m so glad you're still around today to tell me about

as he heard my response.And his smile

and he rubbed his thumb gently on my

"Llove you, Emma,"

blank

expecting that at all and I never knew how four little words could hold so

warm and big and butterflies were flying in

stop myself from smiling even when I

look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips

so many times before already, but this kiss right now

our souls were finally freed after being in cages for

just

running my fingers on his

the sweet spot on my neck and fondling my

for each other and we

love

could finally use the words ‘ made love’ because now

just having sex because we both knew it came from a place of love and trust between the

fell asleep to the sight of the sun rising behind

keep my eyes

time, we lay facing each other but none

but we didn’t

was...the sweetest thing that I had

the sun was already high

lan’s body next to mine,

up and looked around the room—I was

hear the sound of my phone buzzing

staggered up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw

dozens of missed calls and messages

still going to drive

quickly called them up and told them everything was fine

with them and they were

I put my phone away and went to the en-suite

thought about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t

wore my jeans and kept

it wouldn't be too baggy

called out from the

walked out instinctively and

a plain white shirt and

didn’t hear it? "lan, why

scrambled

stealing your

  "Keep

miss the time and stay

I was hoping

okay.I understand

wish I can keep you around a little longer.My