Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

empty space

I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me

was to his chest and

top of my head, and I could only close

I turned my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin

about it but I never got a chance to

mean? Cogito

am.It's

the meaning for you? I mean, it must mean something, you had it tattooed across

already late.I

time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said and he

"Okay..."

at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep

past, he always said it wasn’t his proudest

breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on

and

my hand I reached for his face

I’m so glad you're still around today to tell me

as he

chin and he

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank for a split

at all and I never knew how four little words could hold so

chest felt warm and big and

couldn't stop myself from smiling even when I

only thing I could do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips

kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right now felt

were finally freed after being

just savoring each other through touches and

loved running my fingers on

spot on my neck and fondling

and we

made love that

made love’

just having sex because we both knew it came from a

the sight of the

eyes

time, we lay facing each other but

were tired but we didn’t want

thing that I

the sun was

for signs of lan’s body next to mine, but there was nothing but

the room—I was

hear the sound of

up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on

and

wanted to know if we were still going to

told them everything was fine and that we were still going to go according

they were on their way

regroup, I put my phone away and went to the en-suite to

lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna take

and kept

bottom part of the shirt together so it wouldn't be too

voice called out

and found

wearing a plain white

come I didn’t hear it? "lan,

as I scrambled to get

I'm stealing your shirt, by

  "Keep

look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay

told, I was hoping the

understand

I can keep you around a little longer.My mom