Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space next to

over and as soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled

to his chest and his arms circled me

on the top of my head, and I could only close

side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin phrase that

always wondered about it but I never got a chance to

this mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I asked

therefore I am.It's a Latin quote

must mean

story and it’s already late.I don’t know

in the world...or at least, six more

"Okay..."

then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep

me about his past, he always said

heart was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on ending it

said and

using my hand I reached for his face

around today to tell me

curved up his face as he

my chin and he rubbed his

"Llove you, Emma,"

 My mind went blank for a split

and I never knew how four

big and butterflies were

couldn't stop myself from smiling even when

point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he kissed

I kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right

like our souls were finally freed after being

time, just savoring each other through touches and

my fingers on his chest

sweet spot on my neck and fondling my

left for each other and we wanted to make sure that we're making

made love that

could finally use the words ‘ made love’ because now I finally knew what

it came from a place

fell asleep to the sight of the sun rising behind lan’s gorgeous

my eyes open for another

time, we lay facing each other but none of

were tired but we didn’t

that I had ever experienced in

opened my eyes next, the

body next to mine, but there

around the room—I

I could hear the sound of my phone buzzing

bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on

dozens of missed calls and messages

were still going to drive

fine and that we were still

with them and they were

put my phone away

out of lan’s shirt,

my jeans and

together so it wouldn't

out from the

and found

dressed, wearing a plain white shirt and

come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to

I scrambled to get

your shirt, by

  "Keep

tired.And I was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I smiled at his

was

okay.I understand

a little longer.My mom really wants to