Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

empty space

soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in

to his chest and his arms circled me

a long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could only

my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the Latin phrase that

about it but I never

does this mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I asked

think therefore I am.It's a Latin quote

you? I mean, it must mean something, you had it

story and it’s already late.I don’t know

want to.Plus, we have all the time in the world...or at

"Okay..."

that life was so pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep

talked to me about his past, he always said it wasn’t his

was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone

said and turned

that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached

glad you're still around today to tell me

his face as he heard

my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank

wasn't expecting that at all and I never knew how four little words could

and butterflies were

myself from smiling

him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine

kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right

was like our souls were finally freed after being in cages for

just savoring each other through

running my fingers on his chest and rock hard

sweet spot on my neck

we wanted to make

made love

made love’ because now I

having sex because we both knew it came from

the sight of the sun rising behind

couldn't keep my eyes open for

a long time, we lay facing each other but none of

but we didn’t want to blink and miss

sweetest thing that I had

the sun was already high

of lan’s body next to mine,

jerked up and looked around the room—I was completely alone

hear the sound of my

device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was

calls and

wanted to know if we were still going to drive back today at

called them up and told them everything was fine and that we were still going to go according to

shared my location with them and they were on their way to

phone away and went to the en-suite to

about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna take it

I wore my jeans and kept his t-shirt

so it wouldn't be too baggy over

out from the

out instinctively and found

already dressed, wearing a

didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me? I have to

I scrambled to get

your shirt, by

  "Keep

was hoping you’d miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I know,"I

be told, I was hoping

okay.I understand

can keep you around a little longer.My