Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty

climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his arms and held

his chest and his arms circled

a long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I could only close my

my eyes, I was facing his bare chest and I noted the

but

Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

am.It's a

meaning for you? I mean, it must mean

and it’s already late.I don’t know if you

have all the time in the world...or at least, six more hours,"I said

"Okay..."

about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a

about his past, he always said it

thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room,

and turned his

I think that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back to

so glad you're still around today to tell me

curved up his face as he heard my response.And his

for my chin and he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

went blank for a split

knew how four little words could hold

felt warm and big and butterflies were flying

smiling even when I

thing I could do at this point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next

so many times before already, but this

like our souls were finally freed

the longest time, just savoring each other through touches

fingers on his

sweet spot on my neck and fondling

other and we wanted to make sure

love that

words ‘ made love’ because now I finally knew

just having sex because we both knew it came from a

of the

keep my eyes

each other

we didn’t want to

sweetest thing that I had ever experienced in

next, the

for signs of lan’s body next to mine,

jerked up and looked around the

the sound of my

up the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was 9.35

dozens of missed calls and

wanted to know if we were still going

them up and told them everything was fine and that we were still going to

them and they were

my phone away and went to the en-suite to

shirt, but I didn’t wanna take

and kept his t-shirt

the shirt together so it wouldn't be too baggy over my body."Emma? You

out from the

walked out instinctively and

already dressed, wearing a plain

and how come I didn’t hear it? "lan, why didn’t you wake me?

as I scrambled to get my

I'm stealing your shirt, by

"Keep it,"he

you’d miss the time

was hoping

okay.I understand

you around a little longer.My mom really wants to meet