Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

here,"he patted the empty space next

soon as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in

to his chest and his

long, soft kiss on the top of my head, and I

and opened my eyes, I was facing his

but I never

mean? Cogito Ergo

I am.It's a Latin quote

it must mean something, you had it tattooed across

and it’s already late.I don’t

to.Plus, we have all the time in the world...or at least,

"Okay..."

pointless.I was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I got this tattoo as a reminder to keep thinking and keep going,"  I didn’t know what to say to all

never talked to me about his past, he always said it wasn’t

heart was breaking at the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on

and turned

that’s really deep,"I said quickly, using my hand I reached for his face and turned it back to

glad you're still around

up his face as he

he

"Llove you, Emma,"

mind went blank for a

and I never knew how four little words could

big and butterflies were

myself from smiling even when I bit

and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing

and I kissed so many times before already, but this kiss right now

were finally freed after being in

longest time, just savoring each other through touches and

loved running my fingers on his chest

wouldn't stop kissing the sweet spot on my neck and

for each other and we wanted to make sure that we're making

made love that

finally use the words ‘ made love’ because

was different from just having sex because we both knew it came from a place of

finally fell asleep to the sight of

couldn't keep my eyes open for another

time, we lay facing each other but none of us wanted

tired but we didn’t want to blink

that I had ever experienced in my

the sun was already high

body next to mine, but there was nothing but

looked around the

could hear the sound of my

the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it was

and

to know if we were still going to drive back today

and told them everything was fine and that we

they were on their way to pick me

put my phone away and went to the en-suite to

thought about changing out of lan’s shirt, but I didn’t wanna

and kept his t-shirt on

it wouldn't be too baggy over my

voice called out from the

instinctively and found him standing

a

take a shower and how come I didn’t hear it?

I scrambled to get my things

stealing your shirt, by the

"Keep it,"he

miss the time and stay for another day.Shameless of me.I

I was hoping the same

understand

you around a little longer.My