Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA's POV 

We arrived at lan's family home, but we had to sneak ourselves in so we wouldn't wake up his mom.  I didn’t know much about lan and his family, he didn’t talk about them often.

All I knew was that his dad had passed away in a car accident and her mom never got remarried.

He also had a younger sister who was still in college.

 The house was a lovely two story white brick building.

The living room was filled with all sorts of pictures and memories of lan’s childhood, and I couldn't get enough of it.

lan was so, so adorable.

He played little league when he was 10, and there were pictures of him and his family when he was young scattered everywhere.

Weirdly enough, there weren't any pictures of him as a teenager though.

"Come here,"lan whispered, motioning for me to follow him up the stairs.

We made it to the second floor and he went into the first room up the stairs.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stepped inside the room.It was lan’s childhood bedroom.

There were posters of bands on the wall, his old comic books scattered on the desk, and a lot of art sketches everywhere.

I felt like I was meeting sixteen-year-old lan.

"I would have cleaned the room if I knew you were coming,"he joked as he watched my expression.

"This is fine.It’s great,"I said as I took note of all the books on his shelves.

"I can sleep on the couch if you want,"he motioned for the bed.

It was a queen-sized bed, big enough for two.So I quickly shook my head.

"You can sleep here too, if you want,"He didn't say anything but he nodded his head a little.

"I'll find you something to change,"he said as he turned for the dresser.

He pulled out a black t-shirt with The Ramones logo on it and handed it to me.

"Will this do?"he asked.

"Sure, thanks,"I said as I took the shirt.

He then raided the bottom drawer for some boxer shorts and handed one to me.

"Sorry, it’s all I got,"

"No worries,"

I paused for a beat before asking, "Uh, bathroom?"

He pointed to the en-suite door and I made my way inside.

It was funny.

lan had seen me naked before, but I was feeling embarrassed to change in front of him.  Why am I so nervous? After putting his t-shirt on me, I couldn't help but smile at my reflection.

I love seeing his oversized shirt draped on my body and I love that I could smell his scent with every breath I took.

When I finished changing and I cleaned up a bit, I opened the door and found lan already on the bed.

He was shirtless, he wore nothing but some joggers that hung low on his hips.

His toned and muscular body was leaning against the headboard and my eyes scanned the tattoos covering his arm and chest.

"You alright there?"he said suddenly, causing me to blush and look away.

"You're not gonna wear a shirt?"I asked

"My shirt looks better on you,"he smirked in reply.

Oh gosh, I’m a goner, aren't I? 

patted the empty space

as I climbed onto the bed, lan pulled me in his

his chest and his arms

kiss on the top of my head, and

my head to the side and opened my eyes, I was facing his

but I never got

mean? Cogito Ergo Sum?"I

therefore I am.It's a

mean, it must mean something, you had it tattooed

already

world...or at least, six more hours,"I said

"Okay..."

was around 18 or 19.I thought about ending it all.But then, the fact that I was thinking at all about my existence tells me that I exist.And as long as I keep having questions and thinking about my existence, I can have a reason to keep living.So I

about his past, he always said it wasn’t

the thought of eighteen year old lan, alone in this room, contemplating on

stupid.It's whatever,"he said and turned his face

using my hand I reached for

still around today to tell me

face as he heard my response.And his smile made

chin and he rubbed his thumb gently on

"Llove you, Emma,"

blank for a

at all and I never knew how four little

and butterflies were flying in

stop myself from smiling

point was to look up at him and say, "I love you too, lan Hayes,"  The next thing I knew, his lips found mine and he

so many times before

was like our souls were finally freed after being in

longest time, just savoring each other

on his chest and rock

stop kissing the sweet spot on my

left for each other and we wanted to make

love

made love’ because

just having sex because we both knew it came from a place of love and trust

fell asleep to the sight of

my eyes

facing each other but none of

didn’t want to

was...the sweetest thing that I had

I opened my eyes next, the sun was already

lan’s body next to mine, but there was

the

could hear the sound of my phone

the bed and grabbed the vibrating device, and I almost choked on air as I saw the time, it

calls and

if we were still going to

told them everything was fine and that we were

my location with them and they were on their

our little regroup, I put my phone away and went to the

lan’s shirt, but I

and

together so it wouldn't be too baggy over my

voice called out

instinctively and found

wearing a

didn’t hear it? "lan,

as I scrambled to get my

I'm stealing your shirt, by

"Keep it,"he

didn’t wanna wake you, you look so tired.And I was hoping you’d miss

was hoping

okay.I understand

wish I can keep you around a little longer.My mom really