Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)
Chapter 99: Ninety Miles
EMMA’s POV :
"Elliot...I...l.."
I took a deep breath and steadied myself, finally saying, "I'm sorry, but I can't give you an answer right now.This is a lot and it’s serious and I have to think about it first..."
"Oh,"his mouth formed an ‘O’ and the look of hope and excitement in his eyes faded into disappointment.
"I have no idea you're even considering something like this.You never even told me about it,"
I said to him.
"That's what I'm doing now, I'm telling you.This is what I want,"he paused for a beat before continuing, "Is this not what you want?"
"l...I mean, it’s a big step..."I stammered.
"I’m just turning twenty-two this year...and I may look like it, but I don’t feel like an adult.I still feel like I'm just a child and I don’t even know what my life is gonna be like a month from now.You know what I mean?"
"I understand,"
Elliott put his gaze down and sighed.
He closed the little velvet box and shoved it back into his jacket pocket.
The air suddenly felt cold and I could hear the faint whispers and murmurs of the people watching us.
I didn’t dare to look, I was afraid I'd be faced with judgmental eyes or pity smiles.
"Ehem,"
Tristan coughed awkwardly as he stepped towards us.
I was glad that he decided to come in at this point.
He was saving us from the awkward ‘now what’ conversation.
"You got your hot dogs?"I said to him.
"Yup..."he replied.
"So...uh, is there any other place we should go to before we head back?"I said to both Elliott and Tristan.
I was trying to make the situation as calm and as normal as possible, but Elliott wasn’t buying into it.
"I think I'll just go home,"he said, pausing for a moment before continuing, "You two can keep going, I'll take the train back.I could use the time to think,"
"Are you sure...?"I asked cautiously.
"Yes.I'll see you at home,"
he let out a small smile and leaned towards me for a kiss.
I didn’t move away, and I thought he was going to kiss me on the lips, but he kissed me on the cheek instead.
I didn't say another word.
I just watched quietly as Elliott turned around and walked out of the park.
Meanwhile, Tristan was studying my face intently and he let out a long deep sigh once Elliott was out of sight.
"Whoa, E, what in the world happened just now?"
"I don’t know, T.I don’t know where this is coming from.We never talked about marriage or anything like that.Elliott’s just always so...unpredictable," I started babbling out of control.
"It’s like Paris all over again.We never talked about being together, but suddenly he wants to come follow me to the States.And okay, so he wants to have a relationship with me, I can handle that.But this? A marriage? All of a sudden? Like...how?"
I only stopped talking to catch my breath.
Tristan fished out a bottle of water from his hot dog doggie bag and handed it to me, he knew full well that I was thirsty after all that ranting.
I quickly took it from him and gulped down half the bottle at one go.
All this talk about marriage was suddenly making me dizzy and dehydrated.
"I'm not ready for a marriage, T.I mean, look at me, I can barely walk in high heels!"
I continued the rant as Tristan laughed.
"I just got out a super heavy relationship with lan and all I wanted was something easy and light and fun, not a marriage!"
"To be fair, you and lan broke up, what almost two years ago?"
Tristan raised an eyebrow.
a year.You can’t blame the guy if
a marriage?
only gonna be twenty-two in a couple of months!" Tristan wasn't buying into
he asked, "Is age really the thing that’s
not
you mean?"he
feel like Elliott's proposal is more of a Hail Mary to save the relationship than an
you get that idea
say...I was faced with
times
smiled bitterly and
high school.We were broken up, or actually, he broke up with me because he thought he was doing me
"And...what happened?"
and he moved to New York City to start the gallery.And I guess
"I see..."
not some Band-Aid you put on the relationship, thinking it's gonna save it.In fact,marriage
like a true once engaged
and fake
finding this situation amusing," I rolled
you
what I feel and what I want to tell him, but I just don’t have the right words for now.But, I'll get there.I just
he said, "Hey E, can I ask
"Hmm?"
you love
"Of course!"
said quickly and
a yearlong relationship
the way you look at him compared to the way you look at lan, they’re not even remotely
Tristan argued.
lot
I stammered a little.
love you and Sophie too,
the way you love lan?"Tristan was
"Exactly..."I admitted in defeat.
looked at me with an expression I
you looking at
said
probably just
you're talking to.You don't
face and I
that I was
gonna
no to Elliott, it might be the
know I'm lying to myself and to him too, and that’s
not that I don't
I've been hurt so bad before, I'm scared of ever loving
way he deserves to be loved, but I just need some time
out? To see if you can love
much.Does that
if you
you could never love him as much as
the thing I'm afraid of..."I
didn’t have a
a while now, we just continued walking aimlessly while our
a favor?"I said after
"Anything,"he said quickly.
take Elliott homme? He’s alone in a foreign place,
need to take a walk and reorganize my thoughts, alone, but
nodded reassuringly, "Sure, of
"Thanks, T,"
ran towards the direction that Elliott took, he
smiled knowingly at each other, another telepathic moment type of
and
next second, Tristan was
as I had asked for, I was left alone with my
about fifteen blocks
counting or anything, but when I looked up at the street sign, I realized I
didn't seem like much when
was back to my old ritual of making a pros
write it down or anything, but it was
were a lot more pros
a really good guy and he loves
a stable
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