EMMA’s POV :
June 22nd 2016, Dear Diary, Today I've officially graduated high school.
Today I’m officially not lan’s student anymore, in fact, I'm lan’s fiancée now.
It's so surreal to say those words.
lan’s fiancé.
Future Mrs.Emma Hayes.
Oh, I'm so happy, diary.
Call me crazy or whatever, but I know who my heart belongs to.
He’s my soul mate.
If I'm going to take this leap of faith with anyone, it'll have to be with him.
So, I said yes, diary.
I said heck yes.
September 12th, 2016 Dear Diary, I'm officially a college girl.
College is intense, diary.
I really hope I’m not falling behind.
But thank God for my awesome roommate, Sophie.
She’s the best.
She’s so funny and sweet, I couldn't ask for a better roommate.
Her brother, Tristan, is also pretty cool.
We all got along well and with their help, I feel like college will be manageable.
Meanwhile, lan and I are doing okay.
We're doing long distance, so it’s kinda hard.
I miss him everyday, I miss him a lot.
Send him my love diary.
Send him all my kisses and love.
December 4th, 2016 Dear Diary, I miss lan so bad.
Long distance sucks.
It’s so hard to get ahold of him now.
Am I being selfish that I want more time with him? Am I being immature? I just really miss him.
What's a girl gotta do? Help me, diary.
Emma.
October 10th, 2017 Dear Diary, lan and I just had phone sex today! Oh my goodness, it was hot!
"Show me how you're touching yourself," he ordered.
I was nervous and my cheeks were flushed pink.
I had never done anything like this before.
was weird, I could
in front of a
started rubbing against my
my earlier reservations, my body relaxed and I started to feel good about
that feel
"Mm-hm,"I nodded.
it feel better if it was my
"Yeah,"
"Or my tongue,"
"Yeah,"
week, it
for now, close your eyes and imagine that it’s
"Hmm..."
my eyes and
my fingers...Imagine my lips on
moans from escaping
cum just by looking
words were stirring
let my fingers slip through my
opening and into my
faster for me baby
"Yes, daddy,"
fingers slid in and out faster, and I angled it so that my fingertips would rub against
lips as I found
harder and deeper, and my thumb was still rubbing against my
my eyes and saw that lan was moving with my
breaths were ragged as he came closer to
eye contact with me and I was seeing everything, how his hands moved up and down his
was too much for me to
in my body,
me,
fingers pressed against a particularly
I reached my
so damn much,
it was great that at least we could
my daddy so much! I
feel like I’m losing lan
this is his dream, but
is seriously getting on my
think she’s in love with him, diary, but he’s too blind to
not gonna replace me with some
Emma.
2018 Dear Diary, I'm
I need your advice.
a program in Paris and
abroad, so
the
gonna happen to my relationship with lan? I feel like
barely hanging by
should I do,
Dear Diary, lan
Emma.
Dear Diary, I'm leaving for
said all the goodbyes I needed to say
even wrote lan
the
your for always
Good bye, diary.
Emma.
still some blank pages left, but was the last diary entry
must have stopped writing when I left
this
that reminded me of lan behind because I wanted
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