EMMA’s POV :
June 22nd 2016, Dear Diary, Today I've officially graduated high school.
Today I’m officially not lan’s student anymore, in fact, I'm lan’s fiancée now.
It's so surreal to say those words.
lan’s fiancé.
Future Mrs.Emma Hayes.
Oh, I'm so happy, diary.
Call me crazy or whatever, but I know who my heart belongs to.
He’s my soul mate.
If I'm going to take this leap of faith with anyone, it'll have to be with him.
So, I said yes, diary.
I said heck yes.
September 12th, 2016 Dear Diary, I'm officially a college girl.
College is intense, diary.
I really hope I’m not falling behind.
But thank God for my awesome roommate, Sophie.
She’s the best.
She’s so funny and sweet, I couldn't ask for a better roommate.
Her brother, Tristan, is also pretty cool.
We all got along well and with their help, I feel like college will be manageable.
Meanwhile, lan and I are doing okay.
We're doing long distance, so it’s kinda hard.
I miss him everyday, I miss him a lot.
Send him my love diary.
Send him all my kisses and love.
December 4th, 2016 Dear Diary, I miss lan so bad.
Long distance sucks.
It’s so hard to get ahold of him now.
Am I being selfish that I want more time with him? Am I being immature? I just really miss him.
What's a girl gotta do? Help me, diary.
Emma.
October 10th, 2017 Dear Diary, lan and I just had phone sex today! Oh my goodness, it was hot!
"Show me how you're touching yourself," he ordered.
I was nervous and my cheeks were flushed pink.
I had never done anything like this before.
I could see
in front of
started rubbing against
reservations, my body relaxed and I started
it.Does that feel good?"he
"Mm-hm,"I nodded.
better if it was
"Yeah,"
"Or my tongue,"
"Yeah,"
week, it
close your eyes and
"Hmm..."
closed my eyes and
my lips on your breasts...Imagine
couldn't stop the moans from escaping my
you can make me cum just by looking at
were stirring something
and let my
my opening and into my wet, throbbing
for me baby
"Yes, daddy,"
my fingers slid in and out faster, and I angled it so that my fingertips would rub against the front wall of
moans escaped my lips as I
my thumb was still rubbing
eyes and saw that lan was moving with my
were ragged as he came
everything, how his hands moved up and down his length
much for
the tension building in my body,
for me,
a particularly sensitive spot and my walls
muffled scream as I reached my climax
came so damn much,
Not as amazing as the real thing, but it
so much! I
losing lan
his dream, but I’m
seriously getting on
him, diary, but he’s
not gonna replace me with
Emma.
7th, 2018 Dear Diary,
I need your advice.
program in Paris and
to travel abroad, so I really want this to
on the
gonna happen to my relationship with lan? I feel like it’s gonna
barely hanging by a
I
2018 Dear Diary, lan and
Emma.
2nd, 2018 Dear Diary, I'm leaving for
I
even wrote
is the end of
your for always listening to my
Good bye, diary.
Emma.
blank pages left, but
stopped writing
this book
me of lan behind
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