EMMA’s POV :
June 22nd 2016, Dear Diary, Today I've officially graduated high school.
Today I’m officially not lan’s student anymore, in fact, I'm lan’s fiancée now.
It's so surreal to say those words.
lan’s fiancé.
Future Mrs.Emma Hayes.
Oh, I'm so happy, diary.
Call me crazy or whatever, but I know who my heart belongs to.
He’s my soul mate.
If I'm going to take this leap of faith with anyone, it'll have to be with him.
So, I said yes, diary.
I said heck yes.
September 12th, 2016 Dear Diary, I'm officially a college girl.
College is intense, diary.
I really hope I’m not falling behind.
But thank God for my awesome roommate, Sophie.
She’s the best.
She’s so funny and sweet, I couldn't ask for a better roommate.
Her brother, Tristan, is also pretty cool.
We all got along well and with their help, I feel like college will be manageable.
Meanwhile, lan and I are doing okay.
We're doing long distance, so it’s kinda hard.
I miss him everyday, I miss him a lot.
Send him my love diary.
Send him all my kisses and love.
December 4th, 2016 Dear Diary, I miss lan so bad.
Long distance sucks.
It’s so hard to get ahold of him now.
Am I being selfish that I want more time with him? Am I being immature? I just really miss him.
What's a girl gotta do? Help me, diary.
Emma.
October 10th, 2017 Dear Diary, lan and I just had phone sex today! Oh my goodness, it was hot!
"Show me how you're touching yourself," he ordered.
I was nervous and my cheeks were flushed pink.
I had never done anything like this before.
I could see
was like masturbating in front of a
hand shakily started rubbing against my
body relaxed and I started to feel
that feel good?"he urged me
"Mm-hm,"I nodded.
better if it was
"Yeah,"
"Or my tongue,"
"Yeah,"
week, it
your eyes and
"Hmm..."
and let his
on your breasts...Imagine me
the moans from escaping
can make me cum just by looking at
stirring something
and let my fingers slip
through my opening and into my wet, throbbing
for me baby
"Yes, daddy,"
my fingers slid in and out faster, and I angled it so that my fingertips would rub against the
moans escaped my lips as I found
my thumb was
eyes and saw that lan was moving with my
he
me and I was seeing everything, how his hands moved up
too much for me
my body, pushing
for me,
teeth "Cum for daddy,"My fingers pressed against a particularly sensitive spot and my walls clamped around
as I reached my climax and I
so damn much, I was practically
it was great that at least we could do this over
my daddy so much! I
I’m losing
happy and this is his dream, but I’m no longer an
Ally is seriously getting on
she’s in love with him, diary, but he’s too
he’s not gonna replace
Emma.
7th, 2018 Dear
I need your advice.
a program in Paris and I might be
to travel abroad, so
on the
lan? I feel like it’s
barely hanging by
I do, diary?
Dear Diary, lan
Emma.
Dear Diary, I'm leaving
the goodbyes I needed to say
wrote lan
this is the end of our
your for always listening to my
Good bye, diary.
Emma.
blank pages left, but was the last diary entry
writing when I left
bring this book
of lan behind because I wanted to
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