EMMA’s POV :
June 22nd 2016, Dear Diary, Today I've officially graduated high school.
Today I’m officially not lan’s student anymore, in fact, I'm lan’s fiancée now.
It's so surreal to say those words.
lan’s fiancé.
Future Mrs.Emma Hayes.
Oh, I'm so happy, diary.
Call me crazy or whatever, but I know who my heart belongs to.
He’s my soul mate.
If I'm going to take this leap of faith with anyone, it'll have to be with him.
So, I said yes, diary.
I said heck yes.
September 12th, 2016 Dear Diary, I'm officially a college girl.
College is intense, diary.
I really hope I’m not falling behind.
But thank God for my awesome roommate, Sophie.
She’s the best.
She’s so funny and sweet, I couldn't ask for a better roommate.
Her brother, Tristan, is also pretty cool.
We all got along well and with their help, I feel like college will be manageable.
Meanwhile, lan and I are doing okay.
We're doing long distance, so it’s kinda hard.
I miss him everyday, I miss him a lot.
Send him my love diary.
Send him all my kisses and love.
December 4th, 2016 Dear Diary, I miss lan so bad.
Long distance sucks.
It’s so hard to get ahold of him now.
Am I being selfish that I want more time with him? Am I being immature? I just really miss him.
What's a girl gotta do? Help me, diary.
Emma.
October 10th, 2017 Dear Diary, lan and I just had phone sex today! Oh my goodness, it was hot!
"Show me how you're touching yourself," he ordered.
I was nervous and my cheeks were flushed pink.
I had never done anything like this before.
weird, I
masturbating in front
shakily started rubbing against
reservations, my body relaxed and I started
that feel
"Mm-hm,"I nodded.
better if
"Yeah,"
"Or my tongue,"
"Yeah,"
it will
close your eyes and imagine that it’s
"Hmm..."
and let his voice dictate
my lips on your breasts...Imagine me
the moans from
cum just by looking
were stirring
let my fingers slip through my
fingers pushed through my opening and into my wet, throbbing
for me baby
"Yes, daddy,"
command, my fingers slid in and out faster, and I angled it so that my
escaped my lips as I found my
deeper, and my thumb was still rubbing against
opened my eyes and saw that lan was
he came closer to his
with me and I was seeing everything, how his hands moved up and down his length and how his rock-hard manhood was
much
tension building in my
me, baby
teeth "Cum for daddy,"My fingers pressed against a particularly sensitive spot
a muffled scream as I reached my
so damn much, I
amazing as the real thing, but it was great
love my daddy so much! I can’t
I’m losing lan to
this is his dream, but I’m no longer
his friend Ally is seriously getting on my last
love with him, diary, but he’s too
hope he’s not gonna replace me with
Emma.
7th, 2018 Dear Diary,
I need your advice.
and I might be
always wanted to travel abroad, so
the other
with lan? I feel like it’s gonna drive
hanging by a
should I do,
Dear Diary, lan
Emma.
2018 Dear Diary, I'm leaving
all the goodbyes I
even wrote lan a
is the
always listening to my
Good bye, diary.
Emma.
left, but was the
have stopped writing when I left
this book with
of lan behind because I wanted to start
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