EMMA’s POV :
June 22nd 2016, Dear Diary, Today I've officially graduated high school.
Today I’m officially not lan’s student anymore, in fact, I'm lan’s fiancée now.
It's so surreal to say those words.
lan’s fiancé.
Future Mrs.Emma Hayes.
Oh, I'm so happy, diary.
Call me crazy or whatever, but I know who my heart belongs to.
He’s my soul mate.
If I'm going to take this leap of faith with anyone, it'll have to be with him.
So, I said yes, diary.
I said heck yes.
September 12th, 2016 Dear Diary, I'm officially a college girl.
College is intense, diary.
I really hope I’m not falling behind.
But thank God for my awesome roommate, Sophie.
She’s the best.
She’s so funny and sweet, I couldn't ask for a better roommate.
Her brother, Tristan, is also pretty cool.
We all got along well and with their help, I feel like college will be manageable.
Meanwhile, lan and I are doing okay.
We're doing long distance, so it’s kinda hard.
I miss him everyday, I miss him a lot.
Send him my love diary.
Send him all my kisses and love.
December 4th, 2016 Dear Diary, I miss lan so bad.
Long distance sucks.
It’s so hard to get ahold of him now.
Am I being selfish that I want more time with him? Am I being immature? I just really miss him.
What's a girl gotta do? Help me, diary.
Emma.
October 10th, 2017 Dear Diary, lan and I just had phone sex today! Oh my goodness, it was hot!
"Show me how you're touching yourself," he ordered.
I was nervous and my cheeks were flushed pink.
I had never done anything like this before.
weird, I could
in front of
started
body relaxed and I started to feel good
that feel good?"he urged
"Mm-hm,"I nodded.
better if it was
"Yeah,"
"Or my tongue,"
"Yeah,"
it
your eyes and imagine that
"Hmm..."
and let his voice dictate
were my fingers...Imagine my lips on your
moans from escaping
cum just by
stirring something
and let my fingers slip
fingers pushed through my opening
faster for
"Yes, daddy,"
angled it so that my fingertips would rub
lips as I found
my thumb was still rubbing against
opened my eyes and saw that lan was moving with my
ragged as he came
contact with me and I was seeing everything, how his hands moved up and down
much for me
the tension building in my body,
me, baby
teeth "Cum for daddy,"My fingers pressed against a particularly sensitive spot and my
as I
much,
so intense! Not as amazing as the real thing, but it was great that at
love my daddy so much! I
losing lan
know he’s happy and this is his dream, but I’m no longer an
friend Ally is seriously getting
love with him, diary,
I hope he’s not gonna replace me with some
Emma.
Dear Diary, I'm
I need your advice.
program in Paris and I might
to travel abroad, so
on the other
to my relationship with lan? I feel like it’s gonna drive
barely hanging by a
should I
22nd, 2018 Dear Diary, lan and I are
Emma.
Dear Diary, I'm leaving
goodbyes I needed to say to
even wrote lan a
this is the end
for always listening
Good bye, diary.
Emma.
blank pages left, but was the last diary
stopped writing when I
bring this book
that reminded me of lan behind because I wanted to start
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