Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

was probably

he prescribed her some meds that would help her

glued to the pills as I thought about

give me that,"I said

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but

or maybe

pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in

looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I had blacked

woke up to

my eyes were seeing

I was completely delirious.

a while to make sense

naked on

my bed, someone

a bedroom and it was

and I couldn't see who she was because she

and a

and wiped

looked up at me and

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my length

to the base, leaving hot, wet

a moment there, I

mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking

so happy to see her, I let go of all

down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her

seconds, I was a

of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all of

in a long time,

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of me

the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

is a

hand went to

was spinning as images from earlier

blacking out in the

hailing a cab and

and then she climbed

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on

my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her

stop it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five

who I

all crumpled on the floor, I used all

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and

was just sitting there with her chest

think it’s time for you to move

was laced with

take you to get over Richard?"I said as

always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to

this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

went up to stop

by her chest, right

contact, but I was only

and got up as soon as I

in high school? You can’t

you

lan? Why am I here with you in this city

wanted to be an entrepreneur and

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I left my

I never

wanna do it because

expect

always thought of Ally was one of my closest

to me, I'd trust her with my

was the

said that night at the soft launch...I

were

deep breath and

hand went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"