Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

"Do you want some of this? It'll

was probably

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds

glued to the pills as I thought about her

me that,"I said as

lightly, it's kinda strong,"she warned,

or maybe three

pills with the remaining shot of whiskey

looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

I knew, I had blacked out

woke up to hot

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was 

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to make sense

naked on a

my bed,

was in a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't my

and I couldn't see who she was

a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth

wiped a strand of

looked up at me and I recognized those

of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot,

there,

on her mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes

to see her, I

up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as

I was

released a huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all

this way in a

she looked up at me and

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

the edge of the bed with nothing

is

groaned as my hand went to

was spinning as images from

remembered blacking out in

Ally hailing a

me down on her bed and then she climbed

then my belt, and everything

still struggling with those images when I

to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they

it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five seconds

not who I want!"I hissed through gritted

floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed

as I slid my boxers

just sitting there with her chest completely bare

think

laced with jealousy

get over Richard?"I said as I slipped

always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to

before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love

she lunged forward until her lips were inches

went

by her

lightly at the contact, but I was only

sighed in exasperation and got up as

what, in

love with you all this time?"she asked

am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in

done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I

never asked you

it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I

didn’t expect

of Ally was

to me, I'd trust her with my

thought I was the same

for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me

eyes were

a deep breath and exhaled

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"