Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll

was probably her

prescribed her some meds that would help

glued to the pills as I thought about her

said as I

warned,

maybe three

pills with the remaining

up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had blacked

woke up to hot

heavy, my eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense of

lying naked

my bed, someone

and it was dimly

couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown

my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

and wiped a strand of

at me and I recognized those eyes

I'll take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond,

to the base, leaving hot, wet

moment there,

her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking

so happy to see her, I let go of all

me deeper and deeper as her

I

load of cum into her

way in a long time, it was pure

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of

aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

this is a

my hand

images from earlier tonight flooded

blacking out in

a cab and taking

lay me down on her bed and then

she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything

with those images when I felt

her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her

pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it

who I want!"I hissed

on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side

I slid my boxers and pants

there with

a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you

tone was laced with

long did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt

I've always known

"What do you mean?"

face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside,

"Ally..."I warned.

as she was

you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew

lunged forward until her lips were inches

went up to stop

her by her chest, right on her

the contact, but I

sighed in exasperation and got up as soon as I

fooled around, like what, in high school? You

love with you all

I here with you in

said you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work,

I never asked

wanna do it because I wanna be with you!

expect that

of Ally was one of

to me, I'd trust her with my

I was the same

from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way

were pleading with

a deep breath

was on my

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"