Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

"Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good

probably

he prescribed her some meds that would help her with

the pills as I thought about her

said

strong,"she warned,

or maybe

the remaining shot of whiskey in my

I looked up at

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew,

up to

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

while to

naked on a

my bed,

it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

who she was because

hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on

and wiped a strand

me and I

care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back

tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

moment there, I

on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking

see her, I let go

taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

seconds, I

released a huge load of cum into her mouth

way in a

looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

this is a

groaned as my hand went to

head was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded

remembered blacking out

a cab

her bed and then she

shoes, then

when I felt Ally’s hand on

to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five

who I want!"I hissed

crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side

silence as I slid my boxers

sitting there with

year, lan, don’t you think it’s

was laced with

get over

too long.I guess I've always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about to reach for

before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and

forward until

quickly went

her chest,

contact, but I was only doing that to shove

exasperation and got up as

fooled around, like what, in high school?

love with you

you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the

wanted to be an entrepreneur

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I left my

never asked

do it because I wanna be with you!

didn’t expect

thought of Ally was one

me, I'd trust

thought I was the same thing

face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at

were pleading

a deep breath and exhaled a long

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"