Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

you want some of this?

was probably

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help

were glued to the pills as I thought

that,"I said as

strong,"she warned, but

already popped two or maybe three of

the pills with the remaining

done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had blacked

woke up to

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my

I was completely delirious.

me a while to

lying naked on a

my bed,

a bedroom and it was

my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on

hand reached for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from her

looked up at me and I recognized

of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails

moment there,

her mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes looking back

so happy to see her, I let go of

me

I was

a huge load of cum into

way in a long time,

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

is a

hand went to rub my

spinning as images from earlier

remembered blacking out in the

Ally hailing a cab and

on her bed and then she climbed

shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I was butt

still struggling with those images when I felt

other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it five

not who I want!"I hissed

crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and

was just sitting there with her chest completely

year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for

laced

to get over Richard?"I said as

guess I've always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to reach

you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured

forward until her

went up to

her by her chest, right on her

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only

exasperation and got up as soon

fooled around, like what, in high school? You

with you all this time?"she asked

I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the

the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I

never asked you

me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be

I didn’t expect that at

was one of

me, I'd trust her with my

I was the

hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just

were pleading with

a deep breath

went to grip her hand that was on my

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"