Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

was probably

seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some

glued to the pills as I thought

know what, give me that,"I said

warned, but she was too

popped two or maybe three of them in

remaining shot of whiskey

looked up at Ally and her face began to

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew,

up

eyes were seeing things, and my body was  rendered

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make sense of

naked on a

bed, someone else’s

it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was covering her

and a

this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from her

at me and

for me to respond, her mouth was back on

from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

moment there, I couldn’t

eyes were fixed on her mouth and I was

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes

to see her, I let go of all

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper

seconds, I

a huge load of cum into her

this way in a long

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

was taken aback, sitting on the edge of

this is

groaned as my hand went

spinning as images from earlier

remembered blacking out in the

remembered Ally hailing a

bed and then she

took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything

when I felt Ally’s hand on me

started stroking my length back to life and her other

stop it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it

you're not who I

floor, I used all my strength to

silence as I slid my boxers and pants back

was just sitting there with

think it’s time for you to

tone was laced

over Richard?"I said as I slipped

too long.I guess I've always

"What do you mean?"

moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've

"Ally..."I warned.

she

true.I never told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

hand quickly went up

her by her chest,

lightly at the contact, but I

and got up as soon as I could find

what, in high school? You

you all this time?"she

think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing

said you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I

I never

wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I

didn’t expect that

of Ally was one

me, I'd trust her with

the same thing

her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me

eyes were pleading

breath

was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"