Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help

was probably

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping

were glued to the pills as

what, give me that,"I said as

kinda strong,"she warned, but

already popped two or maybe three of them in my

pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in

I looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had

woke up

my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

took me a while

was lying naked on

bed, someone

a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't my

knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was

a hand gripping my hard length and a warm,

wiped a strand

and I

waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my length

tip down to the base, leaving

moment there,

fixed on her mouth and I was

I was seeing Emma.

lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes

her, I let go of

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

seconds, I

a huge load of cum into her mouth and

way in a long time, it

looked up at

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of

of the bed with nothing but her

this is

as my hand went to rub my

was spinning as images from earlier

out

remembered Ally hailing a cab

bed and then she climbed on top of

she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else

with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra,

it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five

who I want!"I hissed

my clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to

silence as I slid my boxers and pants back

sitting there with her chest completely

lan, don’t you think it’s

laced with jealousy and

it take you to get over

always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

she started moving towards me, saying,

"Ally..."I warned.

she

why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were

went

caught her by her chest,

but I

and got up as soon as I could find my

around, like what, in high school? You can’t

in love with you all this

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the first

said you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

for you.I left Richard, I

never asked you

know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you!

didn’t expect that

Ally was one of my closest

was like family to me, I'd trust her with my

the same thing for

that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any

eyes were pleading

a deep breath and

her hand that was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"