Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

said, "Do you want some of this? It'll

was probably

he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping and

the pills as I thought about

give me that,"I said as I reached for

warned,

already popped two or maybe three of them in my

pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in my

I looked up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

I knew, I had

woke up

were seeing things, and my

I was completely delirious.

me a while to

was lying naked on

my bed, someone else’s

was in a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it

and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was covering

hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth

and wiped

at me and

care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her

tip down to the base, leaving hot,

a moment there,

on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes

so happy to see her, I let go of all

taking me deeper and deeper as her

I was

cum into her mouth and she swallowed all

in a long time, it was pure

looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of

the edge of the bed with nothing

this is

my hand went to

was spinning as images from earlier tonight

remembered blacking out in the

a cab and taking me

me down on her bed and then she

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I

was still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing

it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it

you're not who I want!"I

floor, I used all my strength to

I slid my

there with her chest

lan, don’t you think

tone was laced with

take you to get over Richard?"I said

I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards

"Ally..."I warned.

as she was about

Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him

she lunged forward until her lips

quickly went up to stop

her

I was

and got up as soon as I could find

what, in high school? You

with you

you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this

said you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your own

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work,

never

but I wanna do it because I wanna be

didn’t expect that at

thought of Ally was one of my

like family to me, I'd trust her

was the same thing

face, saying, "I meant what I said that

were

took a deep breath and exhaled a

that was

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"