Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help

probably her

seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds

pills as I thought about her

that,"I said as I reached for

kinda strong,"she warned, but

or maybe three of them in my

downed the pills with the remaining shot

I looked up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

I knew,

up to hot

eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense of

lying naked on a

bed,

in a bedroom and it was dimly

straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was covering her

a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth

this girl and wiped a strand

looked up at me and

for me to respond, her mouth was back on

tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet

a moment there, I

were fixed on her mouth and I was

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes

to see her, I

up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging the

I

huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all

way in a long time, it

looked up at me and

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off

the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra

this is

my hand went to rub

images from

out in the

Ally hailing a cab and

me down on her bed and then

my shoes, then my

images when I

length back to life and her other hand

stop it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying

I want!"I hissed

used all my strength to roll to the

as I slid my boxers and pants back

there with her chest completely bare to

a year, lan, don’t you think

tone was laced

long did it take you to get over Richard?"I said

always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside,

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to reach

this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew

until her lips were

hand quickly went up to

her chest,

I was only doing

as soon as I

in high school? You can’t possibly

be in love with you all

think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the first

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I left my

never asked

it, but I wanna do it

I didn’t expect that at

Ally was one of my closest

like family to me,

thought I was the same

meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me the

were pleading

a deep breath and exhaled a

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"