Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

want some of this? It'll help

was probably

he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping and

eyes were glued to the pills as I

what, give me that,"I said as

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was

maybe

pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in

was done, I looked up at Ally and her face began to

She was right.

That shit was strong.

I knew, I

woke up

heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to

was lying naked on a

bed, someone

it was dimly lit,

knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a

for this girl and wiped a strand

and I recognized

for me to

tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

there,

were fixed on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes

see her,

down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as

I

huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed

in a

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

edge of the bed with nothing but her

this is a

my hand

head was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded

remembered blacking out

a cab and taking

on her bed and then

took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I was

struggling with those images when

her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of

it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying

I want!"I hissed through

all my strength to roll

silence as I slid my boxers and

there with her chest completely bare

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she

was laced with jealousy

long did it take you to get over

always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about

I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am still in

she lunged forward until her lips were inches

hand quickly went up to

caught her by her chest, right on her

but I was only doing that

in exasperation and got up as soon as

around, like what, in high school? You can’t possibly

you all this time?"she

I here with you in this city doing this gallery in

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left Richard, I left my work, I

never asked you

me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you!

didn’t expect that

of Ally was one

to me, I'd trust her with

thought I was the same thing

saying, "I meant what I said that night at

were

took a deep breath and exhaled

to grip her hand that was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"