Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

was probably

seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping

were glued to the pills as

that,"I said as

warned, but she

or maybe

downed the pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in my

done, I looked up at Ally and her face began to

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had blacked

up

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

took me a while

naked on a

bed, someone

was

couldn't see who she was because she was leaning

gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was

hand reached for this girl and wiped a strand of hair

looked up at me and I

okay, I'll take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on

from the tip down to the base, leaving

moment there, I couldn’t

mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking back at

happy to see her,

me

I was a

released a huge load of cum into her

a long

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of

what's wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing

this is a

my hand went to rub my

was spinning as images from earlier tonight

out in

hailing a cab

and then she climbed on

took off my shoes, then my belt, and

with those images when I felt Ally’s

to life and her other

stop it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying

I want!"I hissed

clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to

watched in silence as I slid my

there with her chest

don’t you think it’s time for you to move

tone was laced with

it take you to get over Richard?"I said

I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

started moving towards me, saying,

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to reach for

we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped

forward until her lips were inches away

went up to stop

caught her by her chest,

lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove her

as soon as I could find

like what, in high school?

you all this time?"she asked

Why am I here with you in this city doing this

the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your own

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I

never asked

I wanna do it because I

I didn’t expect

Ally was one of my

to me,

I was the

what I said that night at

eyes were pleading

a deep breath and exhaled

was on my face, and slowly I

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"