Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

want some of this? It'll help you get a good night

probably

her some meds that would help her with

eyes were glued to the pills as I thought about

know what, give me that,"I said as I reached for the

kinda strong,"she warned, but she

two or maybe three of

downed the pills with the remaining shot

looked up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had blacked out

woke up

seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

me a while to

was lying naked on

my bed,

bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously,

and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was

girl and wiped a

me and I recognized those eyes

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my

tip down to the base, leaving

there,

on her mouth and I was

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes

so happy to see her,

up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging

I

into her mouth and she swallowed all

in a long time, it

swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her

is a

hand went

spinning as images from

blacking out in the

remembered Ally hailing a cab and taking

on her bed and then she climbed on top

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on

and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it

I want!"I hissed

clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

slid my boxers and

sitting there with her chest completely

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to

was laced

get over Richard?"I said as

always known

"What do you mean?"

curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down

"Ally..."I warned.

as she was about to reach for

time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am still in

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips

hand quickly went

caught her by her chest, right on

lightly at the contact, but I was only

got up as

around, like what, in high school? You can’t

with you

here with you in this city doing this gallery in the

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

you.I left Richard, I left my work,

I never asked

it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with

expect that at

Ally was one of my closest

family to me, I'd trust her with my

thought I was the same thing

reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love

were

took a deep breath and exhaled a

hand that was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"