Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you

probably

a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some

pills as

give me that,"I said as

kinda strong,"she warned,

had already popped two or maybe three of them in my

with the remaining shot

looked up at Ally and her

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had

up

seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense of

lying naked on a

my bed, someone else’s

was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

who she was because she

a hand gripping my hard length and a

and wiped a strand of

looked up at me and I recognized those eyes

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back

down to

moment there, I couldn’t

mouth and I was caught in a

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking back

happy to see her, I let go of all

taking me deeper and deeper

I

released a huge load of cum into her mouth

hadn't felt this way in a long time,

swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of

what's wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

is

groaned as my hand went

spinning as images from

blacking out in

hailing a cab

bed and then she climbed on top of

off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on

my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they

it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five

not who I want!"I hissed

all crumpled on the floor, I used all my

in silence as I slid my boxers and pants

just sitting there with her

a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to

was laced with jealousy

over Richard?"I said as

long.I guess I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about to reach for

we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention,

lunged forward until her lips

quickly went up

caught her by her chest, right

lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove her

sighed in exasperation and got up as

fooled around, like what, in high school?

you all

with you in this city doing

done with the corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left

I never

I know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I

didn’t expect that at

always thought of Ally was one of my closest

me,

thought I was the same

from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft

were pleading

a deep breath and exhaled a

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"