Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help

probably

he prescribed her some meds that would help

to the pills as I thought

me that,"I said as I reached for the

kinda strong,"she warned, but she was

maybe three

remaining

at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I had blacked

up to hot

eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make

was lying naked on

bed, someone

it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her

a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was

for this girl and wiped a strand of hair

me and I recognized those

of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back

rolled from the tip down to

moment there, I couldn’t

fixed on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking

to see her, I let

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as

seconds, I was a

of cum into her mouth

way in a

looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of

was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and

is

groaned as my hand went to rub my

as images

blacking out in the

a cab and taking me

down on her bed and then she

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

when

stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts

stop it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying

you're not who I want!"I

all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and pants back

there with

don’t you think it’s time for you

laced with

did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my

always

"What do you mean?"

her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to reach for

working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with

until

hand quickly went up to

her by her chest,

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove

and got up as soon as I

around, like what, in high

be in love with you all this time?"she asked

am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the

corporate world.You wanted to be

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I

I never asked

asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much

I didn’t expect that at

Ally was one of my closest

was like family to me,

the same thing for

my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me the same

were

breath and exhaled

grip her hand that was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"