Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you

probably her

prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping and

pills as I thought

give me that,"I said as I reached

it's kinda strong,"she warned,

two or maybe three of

the remaining shot of whiskey in my

looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

I knew, I had

woke up to hot

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make sense of

was lying naked

my bed, someone

it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was

hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was

wiped a strand of hair away from

and I

take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me

from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

a moment there, I couldn’t

her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back

to see her, I let go of all

my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand

I was

load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all of

this way in a long time,

finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of me

taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her

this is a

as my hand went to

head was spinning as images from

out in

Ally hailing a

down on her bed and then she climbed

off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

my length back to life and her other hand unclasped

pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying it five seconds

I want!"I hissed through gritted

the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and

sitting there with her

lan, don’t you think it’s time

tone was laced with jealousy and

you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped

long.I guess I've always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

towards me, saying,

"Ally..."I warned.

as she was

ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention,

forward until her lips were inches away

went

caught her by her chest,

at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove her

up as

fooled around, like what, in

be in love with you all this

lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this

said you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Jersey for you.I left Richard, I

never asked

asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you!

expect that

thought of Ally was one

me, I'd trust her with

was the

hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can

were pleading

breath and exhaled a long

hand that was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"