Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

in front of me, she said, "Do you want

was probably

her some meds

glued to the pills as I

what, give me that,"I said

kinda strong,"she warned, but she was

two or maybe three of them

pills with the remaining

looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had

up

heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

a while

naked

my bed, someone

was dimly lit, obviously, it

and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown

hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from her

looked up at me and

take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth

the tip down to

there, I couldn’t

fixed on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes

happy to see her, I let go

me

I was

of cum into her mouth and she

a

up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

sitting on the edge of the bed

is a

my hand went to rub

as images from earlier tonight flooded my

out

hailing a cab and taking me

bed and

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I

struggling with those images when I felt

life and her other hand

stop it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five seconds

who I want!"I hissed through

all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the

in silence as I slid my boxers and

there with her

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she said

laced with jealousy and

over Richard?"I said

long.I guess I've always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she

ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

hand quickly went up

caught her by her chest, right on her

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only

as soon as I could find

what, in high school?

love with you all this time?"she asked

you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this

with the corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I

never

it because I wanna be with you! That’s

I didn’t expect that at

Ally was one of my

like family to me, I'd trust her with

thought I was the same thing

her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I

eyes were

a deep breath and exhaled a long

to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"