Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good

was probably

seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her

eyes were glued to the pills as I thought about her

give me that,"I said

kinda strong,"she warned, but she

had already popped two or maybe

pills with the remaining shot

was done, I looked up at Ally and her

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had

woke up to hot

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my

I was completely delirious.

me a while to

naked

my bed, someone else’s

in a bedroom and it was dimly

was because she was leaning down and

hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

hand reached for this girl and wiped a strand

up at me and I recognized those

okay, I'll take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

the tip down to the base, leaving hot,

moment there, I couldn’t

were fixed on her mouth and I

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking back at

so happy to see her,

down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her

seconds, I was

of cum into her mouth and she swallowed

way in a long time, it was pure

swallowing, she looked up

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of me

of the bed with nothing but her bra and

is a

groaned as my hand went to rub my

images

out in

Ally hailing a cab

lay me down on her bed and

then my

when I felt Ally’s hand on

stroking my length back to life and her other

pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying it

who I want!"I hissed through

used all my strength to roll to the side

I slid my boxers and

just sitting there with her chest completely bare

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move

laced with jealousy and

get over Richard?"I said as

long.I guess I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

smile slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to

I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you—

all her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

hand quickly went up to

by her chest, right on

the contact, but I was

as soon as I

around, like what, in high school? You

with you all this time?"she asked

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you

done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left Richard, I left my work, I

never asked you

know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much

expect

thought of Ally was one of

was like family to me, I'd trust her

thought I was the

reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there

eyes were pleading

a deep breath and exhaled a

was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"