Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

"Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good

probably

her some meds that would

were glued to the pills as I

me that,"I said as I

kinda strong,"she warned, but

had already popped two or maybe three of them in my

the pills with the remaining shot

was done, I looked up at Ally and

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had

woke up to

my eyes were seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

me a while

was lying naked on

bed,

was dimly

see who she was because she was

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a warm,

reached for this girl and wiped a

and I recognized those

care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth

to the

moment there,

mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking

so happy to see her, I

up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

I was a

into her mouth

felt this way in a long time, it was pure

up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of

sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

is a

my hand went to rub

spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded

out in the

Ally hailing a cab

lay me down on her bed and then she climbed on

she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

when I felt Ally’s hand

her other hand

it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it

not who I

my clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and

in silence as I slid my boxers

just sitting there with her chest completely bare to

you think it’s time for you to move

was laced

take you to get over Richard?"I said as I

always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying,

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to reach

reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was

all her strength, she lunged forward until her

went

by her chest, right on

I was only doing that

up as soon as I could find my

fooled around, like what, in high school? You

in love with you all this

I here with you in this

said you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard,

I never

asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s

I didn’t expect that

Ally was one of my closest

family to me, I'd trust her with my

thought I was the same

"I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as

were pleading

took a deep breath and exhaled a long

grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"