Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you

was probably

psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her

glued to the pills as I thought about her

me that,"I said as I

warned, but she was

popped two or maybe three of them in my

downed the pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in my

up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I had

woke up to

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing

I was completely delirious.

while to

lying naked on a

bed, someone

and it was dimly lit, obviously, it

she was because she was

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a

reached for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away

me and I recognized

of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth

from the tip down to the base, leaving

a moment there, I couldn’t

fixed on her mouth and I

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back at

to see her, I let go of all

my length, taking me deeper and deeper as

I was a

huge load of cum into her

way in a long

she looked up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of me

of the bed with nothing but

this is

hand went to rub my

spinning as images from

out

a cab and taking me

and then she climbed on top

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s

other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her

it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying

you're not who I want!"I hissed through

crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

watched in silence as I slid my

with her chest completely bare to

lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to

was laced with

did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my

long.I guess I've always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside,

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about

I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it

forward until her

quickly went up

her by her

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only doing

got up as soon as I could

in high school? You can’t possibly

love with you all this

I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the first

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

you.I left Richard,

I never

I know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it

didn’t expect that

was one

was like family to me, I'd

was the same

from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me

eyes were

a deep breath and exhaled a

to grip her hand that was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"