Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

want some of this? It'll help you get a good

probably

a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some

to the pills as I

said

strong,"she warned, but she was

or maybe three of them

downed the pills with the remaining shot of whiskey

done, I looked up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I

up to hot

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense of

naked

bed, someone else’s

a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair

my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was

and wiped a strand of

up at me and I recognized

care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth

from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet

moment there, I

her mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

lips

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back at

so happy to see her, I let

her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper

I

cum into

this way in a long time, it was pure

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of

on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

is a

hand went to

as images

blacking out in the

Ally hailing a cab and taking

her bed and then she climbed

shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of

pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying

you're not who I want!"I hissed

I used all my strength to

in silence as I slid my boxers and

sitting there with her chest

a year, lan, don’t you think

tone was laced with jealousy and

to get over Richard?"I said as I

always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she was about to reach for

had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches

hand quickly went up to stop

caught her by her chest, right on

I was

and got up as soon as I could

around, like what, in high

in love with you all this time?"she

am I here with you

said you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard,

I never asked you

wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how

didn’t expect that

of Ally was one of

was like family to me, I'd trust her

the same thing

I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't

were

deep breath

was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"