Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you

was probably her

a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds

eyes were glued to the pills as I thought

give me that,"I said as I reached for the

strong,"she warned, but she

two or maybe three of them

remaining shot of

up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had

up to hot

heavy, my eyes were seeing

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to

was lying naked on a

my bed,

in a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously,

was because she was leaning down

length and a warm,

hand reached for this girl and wiped a strand

and

said.Not waiting for me

from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

a moment there, I couldn’t

mouth and I was caught in a

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes

was so happy to see her,

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand

I was a

of cum into

in a long time, it was

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of me

on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

is a

my hand went to

was spinning as images from earlier tonight

blacking out

hailing a cab

me down on her bed and then she climbed on top

she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I was butt

those images when I felt Ally’s hand

other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five seconds

I want!"I hissed

the floor, I used all

watched in silence as I slid my

just sitting there with her chest

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for

laced with jealousy

did it take you to get over Richard?"I said

guess I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she was about

you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips

went up to stop

her by her

the contact, but I was only

got up as soon as I could find

around, like what, in high school? You can’t possibly

be in love with you all

I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the

world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work, I left

never

for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how

expect that at

was

was like family to me, I'd

was the same thing for

face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me the

eyes were

took a deep breath and exhaled

to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"