Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

want some

probably

psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with

pills

give me that,"I said as

warned, but she

popped two or maybe three

pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in

looked up at Ally and her face began to

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew,

up to

seeing things, and my body was 

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make sense of

was lying naked on a

my bed, someone else’s

it was dimly lit, obviously, it

there was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she

and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

reached for this girl and wiped a

looked up at me and

of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base,

there,

her mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back

was so happy to see her, I let go of

head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as

I was a

of cum into

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it was pure

finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

of the bed with

is

groaned as my hand went to rub my

head was spinning as images

out in the

a cab and taking me

me down on her bed and

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I

images when I felt Ally’s hand on

my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full

pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it five seconds

I want!"I hissed through

crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll

as I slid my boxers and

sitting there with her chest

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time

tone was laced with jealousy and

get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt

guess I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she was about

never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured

forward until her lips were inches away

went up

her by her chest, right

I was only

up as soon as I could

fooled around, like what, in high school? You can’t possibly

you

think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this

with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

you.I left Richard, I

I never

it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be

I didn’t expect

Ally was one of

like family to me, I'd trust her with my

I was the

said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me

eyes were

breath and exhaled

was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"