Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

want some of

probably

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds

pills as I thought about

said as I

kinda strong,"she warned, but she was

popped two or maybe three of them

the remaining shot

I was done, I looked up at Ally and

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I

woke up to hot

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

a while to make sense of

lying naked on a

my bed, someone

it was dimly lit, obviously,

she was because

hard length and a warm, wet

and wiped a strand

at me and I recognized those eyes

take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

tip down to the base, leaving

a moment there,

mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking

so happy to see her, I let

her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and

seconds, I was a

cum into her mouth

this way in a long time,

finished swallowing, she looked up

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

what's wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with

this is

my hand went to

head was spinning as images from earlier

out

a cab

her bed and

she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything

those images when

and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

stop it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it five seconds

I want!"I hissed through

all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to

slid my boxers and pants

was just sitting there with her chest

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you

tone was laced

get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my

too long.I guess I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

her face and she started moving towards

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about to reach for

true.I never told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He

lunged forward until her

quickly went

her by her chest, right

at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove her

got up as

we fooled around, like what, in high

with you all

you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left

I never asked you

but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love

I didn’t expect that at

always thought of Ally was one of my closest

like family to me, I'd trust her

was the same thing

up from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't

eyes were pleading with

breath and

hand that was on my face, and

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"