Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

me, she said, "Do you want some

probably

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help

were glued to the pills

what, give me that,"I said as I

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was too

two or maybe three

downed the pills with the remaining shot of whiskey

done, I looked up at Ally and

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I had

woke up to hot

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

a while to make

lying naked on a

bed, someone else’s

it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down

and a warm, wet mouth was

and wiped a

looked up at me and I recognized those eyes

you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth

from the tip down to the base,

a moment there, I

mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back

so happy to see her, I let

down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging

I was

released a huge load of cum into

in a long time, it was

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of me

edge of the bed with nothing but her bra

this is a

as my hand went to rub

as images

remembered blacking out in

remembered Ally hailing a

me down on her bed and then she climbed on top

dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I was

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s

she started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it

you're not who I want!"I hissed through gritted

my clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed

I slid my boxers

just sitting there with her chest completely bare to

year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she

laced with jealousy

get over Richard?"I said as

too long.I guess I've always

"What do you mean?"

smile slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep

"Ally..."I warned.

as she was about

our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time

all her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches

hand quickly went up

caught her by her chest, right

I was

got up as soon as I

in high school? You

you

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you in

wanted to be an entrepreneur and start

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work, I left my

never

never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love

I didn’t expect that

was one of

family to me, I'd trust her

was the same thing for

meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any

eyes were

breath

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"