Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some of this?

probably

and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping and

glued to the pills as I thought about

me that,"I said as I reached for the

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she

two or maybe three of them in my

pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in

was done, I looked up at

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I

woke up to hot

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make

was lying naked

bed,

and it was dimly lit, obviously, it

knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down

a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on the

reached for this girl and wiped a strand

and I recognized

for me to respond, her mouth was back on my

tip down to the base, leaving

there, I couldn’t

mouth

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes

was so happy to see her, I let go

taking me deeper and deeper

seconds, I

load of cum into

a

up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off

aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing

is a

groaned as my hand went to

was spinning as images

blacking out

remembered Ally hailing a

me down on her bed and then she climbed on top of

she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

her other hand unclasped her bra,

stop it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five seconds

you're not who I want!"I

all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

I slid my boxers and

with her chest completely bare to

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for

was laced with jealousy

to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt

guess I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was

started working together, I never had time for him

her strength, she lunged forward until

went

her

at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove her

sighed in exasperation and got up as soon as I could find

around, like what, in high school? You can’t

love with you all this time?"she asked

lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing

said you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I left my

never

I wanna do it because I wanna be with

expect that at

of Ally was one of

was like family to me, I'd

the same thing for

saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you,

eyes were pleading with

a deep breath and

her hand that was

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"