Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you

probably her

he prescribed her

were glued to the pills as I thought

what, give me that,"I said as I

warned, but she was

maybe three

pills with the remaining shot

looked up at Ally and

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I

woke up

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make sense of

lying naked on

bed, someone else’s

was dimly lit, obviously, it

straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair

my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on the

this girl and wiped a strand of hair

me and I recognized

for me

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot,

a moment there, I couldn’t

mouth and I was caught in a

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back at

was so happy to see her, I let go

down my length, taking me deeper

seconds, I

a huge load of cum into

a long time,

up at me

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of me

taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed

is a

my hand went to rub

as images from

blacking out in

hailing a cab and taking

down on her bed and then she climbed on top of

took off my shoes, then my belt, and

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on me

started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra,

it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it

not who I want!"I

I used all my

I slid my

there with her chest

don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she said

tone was laced with

take you to get over Richard?"I said as

too long.I guess I've always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me,

"Ally..."I warned.

as she was about

but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured

until her lips were inches away from

quickly went

caught her by her

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was

exasperation and got up as soon as

fooled around, like what, in high school? You

love with you all this time?"she

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the first

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I

I never

know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I

expect that

always thought of Ally was one of my

to me,

thought I was the same

up from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just

were pleading

a deep breath and exhaled a long

that was on my face, and slowly I

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"