Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good

probably her

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that

eyes were glued to the pills as I thought about her

give me that,"I said as I

strong,"she warned, but she

had already popped two or maybe three of

downed the pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in my

at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I had

woke up to hot

seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

a while to make sense

was lying naked on

bed,

a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously,

girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was

and a warm, wet mouth

for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from her

at me and I

me

down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails

a moment there, I

eyes were fixed on her mouth and I

I was seeing Emma.

lips

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking back at

happy to see her, I let go

head up and down my length, taking me deeper and

I was a

released a huge load of cum into her mouth and she

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it

she finished swallowing, she looked up at

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off

aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with

is a

my hand went to

images from earlier

remembered blacking out in the

a

and then

off my shoes, then my

with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they jiggled

it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five

not who I want!"I hissed through gritted

the floor, I used all my strength to

silence as I slid

sitting there with her

a year, lan, don’t you think it’s

laced with

get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my

always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was

told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am still in love

forward until

quickly went up to

her chest, right

contact, but I was only doing that to shove

up as soon

we fooled around, like what, in high

in love with you

you in this city

wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I

I never asked

never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with

I didn’t expect that

Ally was

family to me, I'd trust her with

was the

saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way

were

took a deep breath

went to grip her hand that was

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"