Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

said, "Do you want some of this? It'll

probably her

a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would

pills as I thought about her

that,"I said as

strong,"she warned, but she

popped two or maybe three of them in my

pills with the remaining shot of whiskey

I was done, I looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

I knew, I had blacked

up to hot

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense

lying naked on a

bed,

was dimly

and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and

hard length and a warm,

and wiped a strand of hair

looked up at me and I recognized those eyes

take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to

the tip down to the

there, I couldn’t

fixed on her mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes

her, I let go of

taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

seconds, I was a

of cum into her

in a long time, it was pure

she finished swallowing, she looked up

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off

sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra

this is a

my hand

was spinning as images from earlier

blacking out in

hailing a cab

down on her bed and then she

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I was

when I felt Ally’s

stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her

it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five

I

my clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my

slid my boxers and pants back

sitting there with her chest

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she said

laced with jealousy

long did it take you to get over

too long.I guess I've always

"What do you mean?"

towards me, saying, "Deep

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she

reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for

until her lips were

quickly went up to stop

her by her chest, right on

I was only doing that

up as soon as

we fooled around, like what, in high school?

you all this

I here with you in this city doing

the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left

never asked

for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s

I didn’t expect that

Ally was one of my closest

was like family to me, I'd trust

thought I was the same

her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as

eyes were

deep breath and exhaled

her hand that was

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"