Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

was probably

prescribed her some meds that would help her

the pills as

give me that,"I said

warned, but

already popped two or maybe three of them in

the remaining shot of whiskey in my

was done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I had

woke up to hot

eyes were seeing things, and my body was 

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to make sense of

was lying naked on a

my bed, someone else’s

it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was

hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

this girl and wiped a

me and I recognized those eyes

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

a moment there, I couldn’t

on her mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes

to see her, I let go of all

my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

I was a

a huge load of cum into

a long time,

she looked up at me and I realized it

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of

wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and

this is a

as my hand went to rub my

was spinning as images from earlier

blacking out

remembered Ally hailing a

lay me down on her bed and then she climbed on

she took off my shoes, then my belt,

was still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on

her other hand unclasped her bra,

stop it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five

not who I want!"I hissed through

I used all my strength to roll to the side

silence as I slid my

with her chest completely bare

think it’s

was laced

take you to get over Richard?"I said

too long.I guess I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about to reach for

never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

went up to

her chest, right on her

the contact, but I was only doing that

in exasperation and got up as soon as I could

we fooled around, like what, in high school? You

you all this time?"she asked

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the first

with the corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my

never

me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with

didn’t expect

Ally was one of

like family to me, I'd trust her with

I was the same thing for

the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see

eyes were

breath and exhaled

was on my face, and slowly I peeled

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"