Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good night

probably her

and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with

eyes were glued to the pills as I

me that,"I said as I reached for the

kinda strong,"she warned, but

two or maybe three of them

with the remaining shot

up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had blacked out

up to

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was 

I was completely delirious.

a while

lying naked on a

my bed, someone

and it was dimly lit, obviously, it

I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on

wiped a strand

me and I recognized

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back

the tip down to the base,

a moment there,

fixed on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back at

see her, I let

taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

I

load of cum into her mouth and she

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it was pure

swallowing, she looked up at me and

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off

on the edge of the

this is a

as my hand went to rub

images from earlier tonight flooded

out in the

Ally hailing a cab

on her bed and

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else

was still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on

to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they jiggled

pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying it five

I want!"I

all crumpled on the floor, I used all my

I slid my boxers and pants

just sitting there with her chest completely bare

don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she said

laced with jealousy and

get over Richard?"I said as I slipped

I've always

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside,

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about to reach for

we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew

her strength, she lunged forward until

went up to stop

caught her by her chest, right

contact, but I was

up as

we fooled around, like what, in

love with you all this time?"she

think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this

done with the corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left

never asked you

it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you!

I didn’t expect that

was one of my

was like family to me, I'd trust her

thought I was the

"I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as

were

breath and exhaled a

went to grip her hand that was on my

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"