Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

"Do you want some of this? It'll help

was probably her

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping

pills as I

what, give me that,"I said as I

kinda strong,"she warned, but she

maybe three of them

the pills with the remaining shot of

at Ally and her

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I had blacked out

woke up to

seeing things, and my body was  rendered

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to make sense

was lying naked on

bed, someone

and it was dimly lit, obviously,

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long

a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet

for this girl and wiped

at me and

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on

down to the base, leaving hot, wet

there, I

eyes were fixed on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking back at

was so happy to see her, I let go of all

and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging the

seconds, I was

a huge load of cum into her mouth and

hadn't felt this way in a long time,

up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of

the edge of the bed with nothing

is a

my hand went to rub

head was spinning as images from

blacking out in the

remembered Ally hailing a cab and

bed and then she climbed on

shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

still struggling with those images when I felt

her other hand unclasped her

it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five

you're not who I want!"I hissed through

floor, I used all

slid my boxers and pants

sitting there with

a year, lan, don’t you think it’s

tone was laced

get over Richard?"I said

I've always known

"What do you mean?"

started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're the

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was

had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was

forward until her lips were inches away from

went up

by her chest, right

the contact, but I was only doing that to shove

got up as soon as

fooled around, like what, in high school? You can’t possibly

love with you all this time?"she

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery

with the corporate world.You wanted

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my

never asked you

I wanna do it because I

expect that

of Ally was one

to me, I'd

was the same

said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me the same

were

breath and

was on my face, and slowly

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"