Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

was probably her

prescribed her some meds that would help

pills as

said

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was

two or maybe three

pills with the remaining shot of whiskey

up at Ally and

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew,

up to hot

were seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to make

was lying naked on a

my bed, someone else’s

bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and

wiped a strand of hair

me and I recognized those

you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her

down to

moment there, I couldn’t

fixed on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking back

happy to see her, I

up and down my length, taking me deeper and

I was a

of cum into

this way in a long time, it was pure

up at me and I realized it

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra

is a

hand

spinning as images from

remembered blacking out

remembered Ally hailing a cab and

lay me down on her bed and then she

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then

with those images when I felt

and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of

stop it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five

not who I

crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength

I slid my boxers and pants

there with her chest

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s

was laced with jealousy

it take you to get over Richard?"I said

long.I guess I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to

time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you—

forward until her lips were inches

hand quickly went up to

her by her chest, right

I

got up as soon as I

we fooled around, like what, in high school? You can’t possibly

with you all this time?"she

you think, lan? Why am I here with you in

wanted

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work, I left

never asked you

do it because I

didn’t expect that at

Ally was one of my closest

like family to me, I'd trust her with

thought I was the

and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any

were pleading

took a deep breath and exhaled a long

grip her hand that was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"