Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

was probably

and he prescribed her

pills as I

me that,"I said as I

lightly, it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was too

two or maybe three of

the pills with the remaining

done, I looked up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew,

up

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

a while to make

was lying naked on

bed, someone

in a bedroom and it was dimly lit,

there was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because

length and

for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from

me and I recognized

waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

there,

fixed on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back

was so happy to see her, I let

head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

seconds, I was

a huge load of cum into

a long time, it was pure

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of

aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her

is

hand went to rub my

as images from earlier tonight flooded

blacking out in

Ally hailing a cab

bed and then she

off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

images when I felt

and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they jiggled

stop it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying

you're not who I want!"I hissed

I used all my strength

slid

there with her chest

lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to

tone was laced with jealousy

get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt

always known

"What do you mean?"

curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside,

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about

never told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention,

forward until her lips were inches away

hand quickly went up

caught her by her chest, right

contact, but I was only doing

as soon as

like what, in high

be in love with you all

you think, lan? Why am I here with you in

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

for you.I left Richard,

never

me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I

expect that at

thought of Ally was one of my closest

to me, I'd

thought I was the

that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see

eyes were pleading

breath and exhaled a long

that was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"