Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

want some of this? It'll help you get a good night

was probably

her some meds

pills as I thought about her

that,"I said as I reached for

it's kinda strong,"she warned,

popped two or maybe three of them in my

the pills with the remaining shot of

I was done, I looked up at Ally and her face began to

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew,

woke up to

were seeing things, and my

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense

was lying naked on

bed, someone else’s

bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't my

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because

hard length and a warm, wet

wiped a strand of hair away from

looked up at me and

me to respond, her mouth was

the tip down to the base, leaving hot,

a moment there, I couldn’t

were fixed on her mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking back

her, I let

me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging the

seconds, I was

of cum into her mouth and she swallowed

this way in a long time, it was

looked up at me

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

what's wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing

this is

groaned as my hand went to rub my

head was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded my

remembered blacking out

remembered Ally hailing a cab

me down on her bed and then she climbed on top

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on me

to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying it five seconds

who I want!"I

on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed

slid my boxers and pants

with her chest completely bare to

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time

laced with jealousy

to get over Richard?"I

too long.I guess I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

moving towards me,

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about to reach

I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention,

lunged forward until her

hand quickly went up

by her chest, right on her

the contact, but I was only doing that to shove her

sighed in exasperation and got up as soon as I could find

fooled around, like what, in high school?

with you all this time?"she

you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city

corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my

I never asked you

it because I wanna be with you! That’s

expect that at

of Ally was one of

me, I'd trust

was the same thing

reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way

were pleading

took a deep breath and

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"