Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help

probably

and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping

pills as I thought

know what, give me that,"I said as I reached for the

strong,"she warned, but she was

already popped two or maybe three of

with the remaining shot of whiskey in my

up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I

woke up

seeing things, and my body was 

I was completely delirious.

me a while

was lying naked on

my bed,

was

was

hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth

for this girl and wiped a strand

looked up at me and I

for me to respond,

down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

a moment there,

on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes

happy to see her, I let go of all

me

I

load of cum into her mouth

in a long time,

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of

wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed

this is

groaned as my hand went

was spinning as images

out

Ally hailing a cab

me down on her bed and then she climbed

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my

struggling with those images when

length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they jiggled

pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it

not who I want!"I

the floor, I used all my strength

as I slid my boxers and pants

sitting there with her chest

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move

tone was laced with

take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped

too long.I guess I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she

we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am still in

she lunged forward until her lips were

quickly went up to stop

her chest, right

but I was only doing that

in exasperation and got up as soon as I could find my

like what, in

be in love with you all

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery

corporate world.You wanted

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left Richard, I left my work, I left my

never asked

for it, but I wanna do it because I

expect that at

thought of Ally was one of my

was like family to me, I'd trust her

the

face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you

were

took a deep breath

to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"