Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

you want some of this? It'll help you get

probably her

a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would

the pills as I thought about

me that,"I said as

kinda strong,"she warned, but she

maybe three

remaining shot of

up at Ally and

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I

up to hot

were seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

while to make

was lying naked on

my bed, someone

a bedroom and it was

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was

hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was

and wiped a strand of hair away

up at me and I

me to respond, her mouth was back on my length

the tip down to the

there, I

on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back at

see her, I let go of all

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper

seconds, I

load of cum into her mouth and

in a long time, it was pure

up at me and

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

this is

my hand went

head was spinning as images from

out in

a cab and

down on her bed and

dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

still struggling with those images when I

length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying

you're not who I want!"I hissed through

used all my strength to roll to the side

as I slid my boxers and pants

sitting there with her chest completely

you think it’s time

laced with

it take you to get over

I've always known

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she was about

Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it

until her lips were inches

went

caught her by her

but I was

and got up as soon as I could

like what, in high school? You can’t

with you all this time?"she asked

I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the first

with the corporate world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

for you.I left Richard,

I never asked you

wanna do it

expect that at

always thought of Ally was

to me, I'd trust her with my

thought I was the same thing

"I meant what I said that night at the

eyes were pleading

took a deep breath and exhaled a

to grip her hand that was on my

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"