Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good night

was probably her

a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help

glued to the pills as

said

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she

had already popped two or maybe three of them in

the remaining shot of whiskey in

I was done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had blacked out

woke up

seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

a while to make sense of

lying naked on a

bed, someone else’s

was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown

length and a warm, wet

hand reached for this girl and wiped a strand

me and I recognized those eyes

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my length

down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

there,

fixed on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

lips

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes

to see her, I let go of all

my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

I was

a huge load of cum into her mouth

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it

when she finished swallowing, she looked up

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of me

was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing

this is

my hand went to rub my

was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded

out in

a cab and taking me

down on her bed and then

then

struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on

back to life and her other hand

stop it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five

who I want!"I

all my strength to roll to the side and

I slid my boxers and pants

there with her chest completely

year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move

laced with jealousy and

did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I

guess I've always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to

engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he

lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

quickly went up to stop

her chest,

I was

and got up as soon as I could find my

like what, in high

in love with you all this time?"she

with you

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my

I never asked

know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna

I didn’t expect that

was one of

like family to me,

was the same thing for

"I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you,

were

a deep breath and exhaled a

grip her hand that was on my

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"