Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll

was probably

psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds

pills

me that,"I said

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she

had already popped two or maybe three of them in my

with the remaining shot

was done, I looked up at

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew,

woke up to

seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense

naked on a

bed,

bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously,

I couldn't see who she was because she was

gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from

me and I recognized those

okay, I'll take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to

rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving

there,

her mouth and I was caught in a

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking

so happy to see her, I

length, taking me deeper and deeper

I was a

huge load of cum into her

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it was

she looked up at me and I realized

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off

was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her

this is a

groaned as my hand went to rub

spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded

blacking out in the

a cab and

lay me down on her bed and then she climbed on top of

dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything

was still struggling with those images when I felt

length back to life and her other

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying

you're not who I want!"I hissed

used all my strength to

I slid my boxers

just sitting there with her

think it’s time for you

laced

over Richard?"I said as I

I've always known

"What do you mean?"

smile slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're the

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about to reach for

time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am

until her lips

hand quickly went up to stop

her by her

lightly at the contact, but I

in exasperation and got up as soon as I could find

what, in high school?

be in love with you all this

think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city

world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

you.I left Richard, I left my work,

never

do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love

I didn’t expect

always thought of Ally was one of my

like family to me, I'd trust her with my

thought I was the same thing for

saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you,

were

a deep breath and

her hand that was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"