Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you

was probably her

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping and

were glued to the pills as I thought about

what, give me that,"I said as

kinda strong,"she warned, but she was too

already popped two or maybe three of them in

the pills with the remaining shot of

I looked up at

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had blacked

up

were seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

me a while to

naked

my bed, someone else’s

was in a bedroom and it was

she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was covering her

felt a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth

wiped

at me and

for me to respond, her mouth

to the base, leaving hot, wet trails

a moment there, I

were fixed on her mouth and I

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking

was so happy to see her, I let go of all

length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand

I was a

of cum into her mouth and she swallowed

this way in a long time, it

up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of me

the edge of the bed with nothing but

this is

as my hand went

as images from earlier

remembered blacking out

Ally hailing a cab and

on her bed and then she

my shoes, then my belt, and everything else

when I felt Ally’s hand on me

my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying

who I want!"I hissed through

used all my strength to roll

as I slid my boxers

sitting there with her

a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move

tone was laced with jealousy

did it take you to get over Richard?"I said

too long.I guess I've always

"What do you mean?"

curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying,

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she

our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you—

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips

hand quickly went up

her by her

at the contact, but I was only doing that to

got up as soon as I

we fooled around, like what, in

in love with you all this time?"she asked

Why am I here with you in this

were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your own

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left

I never asked

asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I

didn’t expect that

of Ally was one

me, I'd trust her with

was the same thing

face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any

eyes were

deep breath

hand went to grip her hand that was on my

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"