Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll

was probably her

he prescribed her

the pills as I thought about

know what, give me that,"I said as I reached for the

strong,"she warned,

had already popped two or maybe three

remaining shot of whiskey

looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I had blacked out

up to

were seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make sense

naked on

bed, someone

was in a bedroom and it was dimly lit,

was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning

gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on

hand reached for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away

looked up at me and

waiting for me to respond, her

from the tip down to the base, leaving hot,

a moment there,

mouth and I was caught in a

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back at

so happy to see her, I let go

and down my length, taking me

seconds, I

of cum into her mouth and

felt this way in a long time, it was

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

this is

groaned as my hand went to

head was spinning as images

remembered blacking out

a cab and taking

her bed and then she climbed on top of

she took off my shoes, then my

struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s

her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it five

not who I want!"I hissed through

clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and

just sitting there with her chest completely

think it’s time

laced

take you to get over Richard?"I said

too long.I guess I've always

"What do you mean?"

her face and she started moving towards

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was

had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I

strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches

went up to stop

by her chest, right on her

at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove

and got up as soon as I could find

what, in high

in love with you all this time?"she

am I here with you in this city doing this gallery

were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard,

never asked

do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love you!"she

expect

Ally was one

to me, I'd trust her with my

I was the same thing for

the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me

eyes were pleading

deep breath

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"