Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

you want some of this? It'll

probably

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some

pills as I thought

know what, give me that,"I said as I reached for

kinda strong,"she warned, but she

had already popped two or maybe three of them

remaining shot of

I was done, I looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had blacked out

woke up to

were seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

while to make

lying naked on a

my bed, someone else’s

bedroom and it was dimly

knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was covering

my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was

for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from

looked up at me and I recognized those

me to respond, her mouth was back on my length

from the tip down to the base, leaving hot,

moment there,

were fixed on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back at

happy to see her, I let go

taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

I

a huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all of

felt this way in a long time, it

up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of me

sitting on the edge of the

is

my hand went to

was spinning as images from earlier tonight

remembered blacking out

remembered Ally hailing a cab and taking me

her bed and then she climbed on

took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else

images when I felt Ally’s hand

and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full

pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five

who I want!"I hissed through gritted

my clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll

slid my boxers and

just sitting there with

you think it’s time for you to

was laced with jealousy and

to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt

too long.I guess I've always

"What do you mean?"

face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're the

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about to reach

told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love

all her strength, she lunged forward until her lips

hand quickly went

by her chest, right on her

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove

exasperation and got up as soon as I could find my

we fooled around, like what, in high school?

love with you all this time?"she

with you in this city doing this gallery in the

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard,

I never

know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love

I didn’t expect that at

of Ally was

was like family to me, I'd trust her

thought I was the

from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at

eyes were

a deep breath and exhaled a long

hand went to grip her hand that was on my face, and

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"