Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you

was probably her

prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping and

pills as I thought about

me that,"I said as I

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she

or maybe three of them in my

the pills with the remaining

at

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had blacked

up

seeing things, and my

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make

naked

bed, someone else’s

a bedroom and it was

knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down

my hard length and a

and wiped

up at me and I recognized

care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet

moment there, I couldn’t

mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking

see her, I let go

up and down my length, taking me

I was a

a huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all

in a long time, it was

swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off

sitting on the edge of the bed with

is a

my hand

was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded my

blacking out in the

Ally hailing a cab and

me down on her bed and then she climbed on

dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I was

when I felt Ally’s hand on me

started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of

it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it

you're not who I want!"I hissed through

crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the

as I slid my boxers and pants back

was just sitting there with her chest completely bare

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time

tone was laced

over

too long.I guess I've always known

"What do you mean?"

started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she was

you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love

lunged forward until her lips were inches away

quickly went up

her by her chest, right on

I was only

in exasperation and got up as soon as I

we fooled around, like what, in high

you all this time?"she

I here with you in this

with the corporate world.You wanted to be

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left

I never asked you

never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with

I didn’t expect that at

Ally was one of my closest

me, I'd trust her with

the same

meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me the same

eyes were

deep breath

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"