Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help

was probably her

a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some

were glued to the pills as I thought

know what, give me that,"I said as I

lightly, it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was

already popped two or maybe three of them in

the pills with the remaining shot of whiskey

was done, I looked up at Ally and her face began to

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I had

woke up

seeing

I was completely delirious.

me a while to

was lying naked on a

bed,

a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair

hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

wiped a strand of hair away from her

looked up at me and I recognized those

you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot,

there,

fixed on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes looking

so happy to see her,

length, taking me deeper and deeper as

I was

cum into her mouth

way in a long time, it was pure

up at me and I realized

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of

was taken aback, sitting on the edge of

is a

groaned as my hand

head was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded my

remembered blacking out

Ally hailing a

on her bed and then she climbed on

my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on

length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full

stop it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying

I

floor, I used all

silence as I slid my boxers and pants back

there with

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for

tone was laced with jealousy

get over Richard?"I

guess I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about to reach for

but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am still

she lunged forward until her lips were inches

went up to

caught her by her chest,

the contact, but I was only

up as soon as I could find

what, in high school? You

be in love with you all this time?"she

you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city

were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

for you.I left Richard, I left my

I never

wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I

I didn’t expect

was one of my closest

family to me,

the

she got up from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't

eyes were pleading

a deep breath and

hand went to grip her hand that was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"