Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good night

probably

psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help

the pills as I thought about her

that,"I said as I reached for the

lightly, it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she

popped two or maybe three

downed the pills with the remaining shot of whiskey in

at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew,

woke up

was heavy, my eyes were seeing

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to make

lying naked

my bed,

and it was dimly lit, obviously,

who she was because she was leaning down and her

felt a hand gripping my hard length and a

girl and wiped a strand of hair away from

at me and

waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

down to the base,

there, I couldn’t

mouth and I

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes

was so happy to see her, I let

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her

seconds, I

load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all

this way in a long

swallowing, she looked up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of

the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

is a

as my hand went

as images

remembered blacking out

hailing a

bed and then she climbed on top of

then my belt,

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

she started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing

stop it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying

who I want!"I hissed through gritted

on the floor, I used all my strength

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and

sitting there with her chest completely bare to

don’t you think it’s time for you

laced with jealousy and

over Richard?"I said as I slipped

too long.I guess I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about to reach for

true.I never told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in

strength, she lunged forward until her lips

went up to stop

her by her chest, right

I was only

sighed in exasperation and got up as soon as I could

we fooled around, like what, in high school?

love with you all this time?"she

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this

world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work,

never

it because I wanna be with you!

didn’t expect that at

always thought of Ally was one of

like family to me, I'd trust her with my

thought I was the same

her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can

were

took a deep breath and exhaled

to grip her hand that was on my

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"