Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

you want some of this? It'll help you get

probably

prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping and

the pills as I thought

know what, give me that,"I said as I reached for

strong,"she warned, but she was

already popped two or maybe three

remaining shot of whiskey in my

done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I

up to hot

my eyes were seeing things, and my

I was completely delirious.

while to make

naked on

bed, someone else’s

was in a bedroom and it was dimly lit,

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was

hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet

reached for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from

and I recognized those eyes

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet

a moment there, I couldn’t

on her mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes looking back at

was so happy to see her, I let go of all

head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper

I

huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed

a

she looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of me

on the edge of the

is

as my hand went to

spinning as images

blacking out in the

Ally hailing a

on her bed and then she climbed on top of

my shoes, then my belt, and everything else

when I felt Ally’s hand

she started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

stop it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it

not who I want!"I hissed through gritted

used all my strength to roll to

slid my boxers and

just sitting there with her chest completely

lan, don’t you think it’s time for

tone was laced

you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped

always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always

"Ally..."I warned.

she

we started working together, I never had time for him

she lunged forward until her lips were

hand quickly went up

her by her chest, right on

the contact, but I

as soon

like what, in high school? You can’t possibly

be in love with you all this time?"she

lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery

done with the corporate world.You wanted

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my

I never asked you

never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I

expect that

was one of

me, I'd trust

was the same

what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see

were pleading with

a deep breath and

her hand that was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"