Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

of me, she said, "Do you want some of

probably her

prescribed her some meds that would help her

to the pills as

said as I

it's kinda strong,"she warned,

or maybe three of them in my

with the remaining

up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had blacked out

woke up to

seeing things, and my

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense

lying naked on a

my bed, someone else’s

and it was

she was because she was

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was

for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away

looked up at me and I recognized

for me to respond, her

tip down to the base, leaving hot,

a moment there,

on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

lips

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes looking back at

happy to see her, I let

taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging the

seconds, I

released a huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed

a

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of

wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing

this is a

hand went

was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded my

remembered blacking out in the

a cab and taking me

her bed and then she climbed

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I was butt

with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on

started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

stop it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying it five seconds

I want!"I

all my

as I slid my

just sitting there with her

think it’s time

was laced

to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt back

always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about to reach for

started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured

lunged forward until her lips were inches

went

by her chest, right on

contact, but I was only

in exasperation and got up as

what, in

love with you all this time?"she

Why am I here with you in this

corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

you.I left Richard, I left my

never asked

it

expect

of Ally was one of my

me, I'd trust

thought I was the same thing for

got up from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there

eyes were pleading with

breath and exhaled a long

hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"