Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

probably

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some

pills as I

me that,"I said as I

kinda strong,"she warned, but

already popped two or maybe three of them

downed the pills with the remaining shot of

looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I

up

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and

I was completely delirious.

a while to make

lying naked on a

my bed,

and it was dimly

there was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was covering her

length and a warm, wet

and wiped a

up at me and I recognized those eyes

you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my length

tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

there, I

mouth and I

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes looking back

to see her, I

me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging the

I was a

huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed

this way in a long time,

looked up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of

sitting on the edge of the bed

is

my hand went to rub

spinning as images

out

remembered Ally hailing a cab

and then she climbed on top

taking off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

images when I felt

started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her

stop it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it five

I want!"I

on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed

as I slid my boxers and pants

just sitting there with her chest completely bare

you think it’s time for you

tone was laced with jealousy

over Richard?"I said as

always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

smile slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she

true.I never told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am still in love

she lunged forward until her lips were inches away

went up to

her by her chest,

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove

as soon as

what, in high school? You

love with you all

with you in this city doing this gallery in the

world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work, I left my

I never

for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be

I didn’t expect

Ally was one of

to me,

was the same

meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you,

eyes were pleading

took a deep breath and exhaled a

grip her hand that was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"