Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

me, she said, "Do you want some of this?

probably

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping

eyes were glued to the pills as

give me that,"I said as I reached

lightly, it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she

two or maybe three of them

the remaining shot of whiskey

done, I looked up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I

up to hot

eyes were seeing

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make sense of

naked

bed, someone

in a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was

and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on

hand reached for this girl and wiped

up at me and I recognized

waiting for me to

down to the

moment there,

on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

lips

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking back at

her, I let go of

length, taking me deeper and deeper as

seconds, I was a

a huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all of

this way in a long time,

swallowing, she looked up at

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of

taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and

is a

hand went to rub my

was spinning as images from earlier

blacking out in the

Ally hailing a cab

bed and then she climbed on top of

dress, she took off my shoes, then

was still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s

to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her

it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying

not who I want!"I hissed through

crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

in silence as I slid my boxers

there with her chest

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move

tone was laced with jealousy and

long did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt

long.I guess I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

started moving towards me,

"Ally..."I warned.

as she

our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him

forward until her lips were inches away from

hand quickly went up to stop

by her chest, right

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was

exasperation and got up as soon as I could find

in high

in love with you all this time?"she

lan? Why am I here with you in

wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I

never asked you

asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna

I didn’t expect that at

Ally was one of my closest

was like family to me, I'd trust

was the

she got up from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me the same

were

deep breath and exhaled

hand went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"