Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a

was probably her

and he prescribed her some meds

pills as I thought

that,"I said

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was too

had already popped two or maybe three

the pills with the remaining shot of

up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I

woke up to

was heavy, my eyes were seeing

I was completely delirious.

a while

was lying naked

my bed,

a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously,

knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and

my hard length and

and wiped

and I

of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back

to the base,

moment there, I

her mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes looking back at

so happy to see her, I let go of

my length, taking me deeper and deeper

seconds, I was

into her mouth and she swallowed

a long time, it

looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of

wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

this is a

as my hand went to rub

head was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded

out in the

a

on her bed and then

then my belt, and everything else until

images when I

length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they

pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying it five

I want!"I hissed through

clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

slid my boxers and pants back

with her chest completely

think it’s time

laced

you to get over Richard?"I said as I

guess I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was about to reach

never told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and

lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

hand quickly went up to

her by her chest, right

the contact, but I was only

exasperation and got up as soon as I could

we fooled around, like what, in high school? You can’t

with you all this time?"she asked

you

corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your own

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my

I never

asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with

expect that

thought of Ally was one of my

family to me, I'd trust her

thought I was the

for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't

eyes were pleading

took a deep breath

her hand that was on my face, and

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"