Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a

probably

her some meds that would help

glued to the pills as I thought about her

me that,"I said

strong,"she warned,

two or maybe three of

with the remaining shot of

done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I had

up to

were seeing things, and my

I was completely delirious.

while

was lying naked

bed, someone

in a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't my

I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning

hard length and a warm, wet mouth was

this girl and wiped a strand

and I recognized those

take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to

from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet

there,

mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes

so happy to see her, I let

head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper

I was a

huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all

hadn't felt this way in a

she finished swallowing, she looked up at

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of

on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and

this is

hand went to rub my

spinning as images from

remembered blacking out

a cab and

me down on her bed and then she climbed on

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I

images when

other

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five

not who I

all

in silence as I slid my boxers and pants back

with

you think

tone was laced with

you to get over

always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're the

"Ally..."I warned.

as she was about

true.I never told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were

hand quickly went up to

her

I

up as

what, in high school? You can’t

be in love with you

here with you in this

the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work, I

never asked

I wanna do it because I wanna be

didn’t expect

of Ally was

family to me, I'd trust her with

was the same thing for

what I said that

were

took a deep breath and exhaled a

hand that was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"