Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help

probably her

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her

to the pills as

said

kinda strong,"she warned, but she

had already popped two or maybe three of them in my

downed the pills with the remaining

up at Ally and her

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had

woke up to hot

were seeing

I was completely delirious.

while

naked on

my bed,

was dimly lit,

see who she was because

hard length and a

wiped a strand of hair away from her

at me and I recognized

okay, I'll take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me

from the tip down to the base, leaving

a moment there, I couldn’t

her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking back at

happy to see her, I let go of all

and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as

seconds, I

huge load of cum into her mouth and she

in a long time, it was

she looked up

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of

on the edge of the bed with nothing

this is a

my hand went to rub

images from earlier

remembered blacking out in

a cab and taking

and then

took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything

with those images when I felt

other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it five seconds

you're not who I want!"I hissed through

crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and pants back

just sitting there with her chest completely

don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she said

laced

did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I

I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she was about to

engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving

until her lips

quickly went

caught her by her

at the contact, but I was only doing that

exasperation and got up as soon as I could find my

around, like what, in high

with you all this time?"she

I here with you in this city doing this

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

you.I left Richard, I left my

never asked you

do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I

I didn’t expect that

was one of my closest

like family to me, I'd trust her with my

I was the same thing for

that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any

eyes were pleading with

a deep breath and exhaled a long

was on my face, and slowly

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"