Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

was probably

and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping and

pills as

said as I reached for

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was

maybe three of

the pills with the remaining

looked up at Ally and her face began to

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had blacked

up

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to make sense

was lying naked on

bed, someone

bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it

was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she

felt a hand gripping my hard length and

reached for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from

up at me and I

care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

a moment there, I couldn’t

fixed on her mouth and I was

I was seeing Emma.

lips

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking

happy to see her, I

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging the

I was

into her mouth and she swallowed

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

of the bed with nothing

this is

hand went to

as images from earlier tonight flooded

out

hailing a cab

down on her bed and then she climbed on top of

took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I was butt

when I felt Ally’s

she started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five seconds

I want!"I hissed through gritted

used all

as I slid my boxers and pants

was just sitting there with her chest completely

don’t you think it’s time for

was laced

to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my

I've always

"What do you mean?"

moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she was about to reach for

this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I

all her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were

quickly went up to stop

her chest, right on

contact, but I was only

exasperation and got up as

what, in high

you

Why am I here with you in this city doing this

were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work, I left my

I never

I know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I

I didn’t expect

was

to me, I'd trust her with

thought I was the same thing for

said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can

eyes were

took a deep breath

hand went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"