Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

you want some

probably

prescribed her some meds that would help her with

eyes were glued to the pills as

me that,"I said as I reached for the

strong,"she warned, but

popped two or maybe

remaining shot of

done, I looked up at

She was right.

That shit was strong.

I knew, I

up to

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

me a while to

was lying naked on

bed, someone else’s

bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown

hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth

wiped a strand of

up at me and I recognized those eyes

you,"she said.Not waiting for me to

tongue rolled from the tip down to

moment there, I couldn’t

mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back at

so happy to see her,

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and

seconds, I was

cum into her mouth

in a long time,

looked up at

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off

aback, sitting on the edge of the

is

as my hand went to rub my

was spinning as images from earlier

blacking out in the

a

bed and

her dress, she took off my shoes, then

was still struggling with those images when I felt

my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full

stop it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying it five seconds

you're not who I want!"I hissed

all my

slid my boxers

there with her chest

lan, don’t you think it’s time

was laced with jealousy and

long did it take you to get over Richard?"I

I've always

"What do you mean?"

slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she was about to reach

started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love

strength, she lunged forward until her lips

went up to

caught her by her

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove her

as soon

around, like what, in high school? You can’t possibly

with you all this

I here with you in

done with the corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I left

I never

me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love you!"she

I didn’t expect that

thought of Ally was one of

was like family to me,

thought I was the same thing for

up from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you,

eyes were pleading with

a deep breath and exhaled a long

hand went to grip her hand that was

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"