Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

front of me, she said, "Do you want

was probably her

her some meds that would help her with

pills as I thought about

know what, give me that,"I said as I reached for the

kinda strong,"she warned,

already popped two or maybe three of

remaining shot

I looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew,

up to hot

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense of

was lying naked on

my bed, someone

in a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously,

there was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down

my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on

and wiped a strand of hair

up at me and I recognized

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving

there,

mouth and I

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking

happy to see her, I let go of

my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her

I was a

of cum into

felt this way in a long time,

finished swallowing, she looked up at

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of me

sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and

is a

my hand went

spinning as images from

out in the

hailing a

me down on her bed and then she climbed on top of

off her dress, she took off my shoes, then

with those images when I

stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of

stop it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying

who I want!"I hissed through gritted

all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

I slid my

with her chest completely

you think it’s time for you to move on?"she

laced with jealousy and

get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt

always

"What do you mean?"

and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to

but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love

all her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away

quickly went

caught her by her chest, right on

contact, but I was only doing

exasperation and got up as soon as I could find

like what, in high school? You

in love with you all this time?"she

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in

the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left Richard, I left my work, I left my

never asked you

it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s

I didn’t expect

always thought of Ally was one of my closest

like family to me, I'd trust her with my

the

meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love

were

breath and exhaled a

to grip her hand that was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"