Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good night

was probably

psychiatrist and he prescribed her some

to the pills as I thought about

what, give me that,"I said as I reached for the

warned, but she was

already popped two or maybe three of them

downed the pills with the remaining shot of whiskey

up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

I knew, I had

up to

heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

while to

lying naked

my bed, someone else’s

was dimly lit, obviously,

and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown

a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on

wiped a strand of hair

looked up at me and I recognized those

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my

down to the base,

moment there,

eyes were fixed on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking

see her, I let go of

and down my length, taking me

I was

a huge load of cum into

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it was pure

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

is

hand went

was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded

blacking out

Ally hailing a cab

and then she

she took off my shoes, then my belt,

when I

started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they jiggled

it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it

not who I want!"I hissed

on the floor, I used all my strength to roll

watched in silence as I slid my

sitting there with

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you

was laced

long did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped

long.I guess I've always known

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside,

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she was

ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving

until her lips were inches away from

hand quickly went up to

by her

lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that to

exasperation and got up as soon as I

in high school? You can’t possibly

be in love with you all this

lan? Why am I here with you

world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left Richard, I left my work, I

I never asked you

for it, but I wanna do it because

expect

Ally was

to me, I'd trust her

thought I was the same

I said that night

eyes were pleading

breath and exhaled

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"