Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good night

was probably

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that

the pills as I

give me that,"I said as I

strong,"she warned, but she was

maybe three

remaining shot of whiskey in my

I was done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew,

woke up to

seeing

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to make sense of

lying naked on a

bed, someone else’s

bedroom and it was

she was

a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet

wiped a

up at me and I

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet

moment there, I couldn’t

her mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes

to see her,

down my length, taking me deeper and

I was

released a huge load of cum into her

way in a long

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of me

of the bed

is a

my hand went

was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded my

remembered blacking out in

hailing a

and then

shoes, then my belt, and everything else

still struggling with those images when I

one hand, she started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they jiggled

it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying it five seconds

who I want!"I hissed through

clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all

I slid my boxers

there with her

you think it’s time

laced with jealousy and

it take you to get over Richard?"I

I've always

"What do you mean?"

smile slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she

I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was

strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

hand quickly went

her chest, right on

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that

got up as soon as I

around, like what, in high school? You can’t

love with you all this

think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in

done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your own

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my

I never

wanna do it because I wanna be with you!

expect that at

thought of Ally was one of my closest

family to me, I'd

I was the same

bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you

were

breath and exhaled a long

was on my

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"