Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

you want some of this? It'll help you get a good night

was probably

seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that

glued to the pills as I thought about her

said as I

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was

two or maybe three of them

the remaining shot of

I was done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I had

woke up to

my eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense

lying naked on

my bed,

and it was

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and

gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

this girl and wiped a

and I recognized those

waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back

to the base, leaving hot,

moment there, I couldn’t

eyes were fixed on her mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes

so happy to see her, I let go of

my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand

I

of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all

hadn't felt this way in a long

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of me

edge of the bed with nothing but

is

hand went to

head was spinning as images

remembered blacking out in the

hailing a

her bed and then

she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

with those images when I

stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of

stop it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying

who I want!"I hissed

on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the

I slid

there with

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she said

laced

did it take you to get over Richard?"I

I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she was

never told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was

she lunged forward until her

went

her by her chest, right on her

at the contact, but I was only doing

and got up as soon as I

in high school? You

in love with you all this

with you in this city doing this

were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

you.I left Richard, I left my work, I left my

never asked

I know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much

didn’t expect that at

of Ally was one of my

family to me, I'd trust

the same thing for

"I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can

were

took a deep breath and

hand went to grip her hand that was on my face,

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"