Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

me, she said, "Do you want some of

was probably her

prescribed her some meds that would

the pills as I thought

that,"I said as I

strong,"she warned, but

already popped two or maybe

the remaining shot of whiskey in my

up at Ally and her

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had blacked

up to

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

a while to make

was lying naked on

my bed, someone else’s

bedroom and it was dimly

was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on the

for this girl and wiped a strand of hair

at me and

okay, I'll take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth

tongue rolled from the tip down to the

there, I couldn’t

her mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking

her, I

and down my length, taking me

I was

a huge load of cum into her

this way in a long time, it was pure

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

sitting on the edge of the

is

groaned as my hand went to

was spinning as images from earlier

blacking out in

a cab

her bed and then she climbed on top

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

images when I

stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing

it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five

I want!"I hissed

used all my strength to roll to the side

in silence as I slid my boxers and pants back

sitting there with her

you think

tone was laced with

did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt back

I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're the

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about

together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with

she lunged forward until her lips were inches

went up to stop

her by her chest, right on her

I was

exasperation and got up as soon as I could find

what, in

love with you all

you in this city doing this

wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I left

I never asked

I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much

I didn’t expect

thought of Ally was

family to me, I'd trust her

thought I was the same thing

from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you

eyes were pleading with

deep breath and exhaled a

was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"