Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

"Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

was probably her

he prescribed her some

eyes were glued to the pills as

me that,"I said as

kinda strong,"she warned,

had already popped two or maybe three of them in my

the remaining shot of whiskey in

I was done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had

woke up

were seeing things, and my body was  rendered

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make

lying naked on

my bed, someone

was in a bedroom and it was

see who she was because she was leaning down and her

a hand gripping my hard length and

wiped a strand of hair

at me and I

of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to

tip down to the

there, I couldn’t

fixed on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes

her,

down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging the

seconds, I

released a huge load of cum into her mouth and

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it was

swallowing, she looked up at me and I

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

of the bed with nothing but her bra

is a

as my hand went to rub my

as images from earlier tonight

blacking out in the

remembered Ally hailing a cab

down on her bed and then she climbed on top

shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

enjoying

not who I

all my strength to

silence as I slid my boxers

was just sitting there with her

think it’s time for you

tone was laced

you to get over Richard?"I said as

I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

towards me, saying, "Deep down

"Ally..."I warned.

as she

I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still

strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away

quickly went up

her by her chest,

I was only doing

and got up as soon as I

we fooled around, like what, in high school? You can’t

you all this

lan? Why am I here with you in this city

with the corporate world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work, I

I never asked you

it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I

didn’t expect that

thought of Ally was one of my

was like family to me, I'd trust

the same thing

got up from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can see me

eyes were pleading

took a deep breath and exhaled a long

grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"