Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

"Do you want some of this? It'll help you

probably her

seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds

pills as I thought

that,"I said as

lightly, it's kinda strong,"she warned, but

two or maybe three of them in my

remaining shot of whiskey

at Ally and

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew,

up to hot

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make

naked on a

my bed, someone else’s

in a bedroom and it was dimly lit,

girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she

and

and wiped a strand of hair away from

me and I

I'll take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond,

tip down to

there, I

were fixed on her mouth

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on my

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking

her, I let go

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper

I

huge load of cum into her mouth and

felt this way in a long time, it

swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and

is a

my hand

as images from earlier

out in

Ally hailing a cab and taking me

on her bed and then

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

hand, she started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped

pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying

not who I

used all my strength

watched in silence as I slid

there with her chest completely bare

don’t you think it’s

tone was laced

it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt

I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about to reach

but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I

until her lips were inches away

hand quickly went up

her by her

at the contact, but I was

sighed in exasperation and got up as

what, in high

be in love with you all this

here with you in this city doing this

world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my work,

I never asked you

I wanna do it because I wanna be with

I didn’t expect that

thought of Ally was

me, I'd trust

thought I was the same

hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the

were pleading with

breath and

grip her hand that was

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"