Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want

was probably

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some

were glued to the pills as

said as I

warned, but she was too

popped two or maybe three

with the remaining shot of whiskey in

was done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I had

woke up to

my eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense

was lying naked

my bed, someone else’s

it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long

felt a hand gripping my hard length and

and wiped a strand of hair away

at me and I recognized

care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my length

rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving

moment there, I

fixed on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back

to see her, I let go of all

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging the

seconds, I was a

load of cum into her mouth and

a long time, it was pure

finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but

this is a

groaned as my hand

head was spinning as images from earlier

blacking out in the

hailing a cab and taking

and then she climbed

then my belt, and everything else until

when

started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as they

it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying

who I want!"I

used all my strength to roll to

slid my boxers and pants

sitting there with her

a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to

laced with

did it take you to get over Richard?"I

guess I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about to reach

I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you—

she lunged forward until her lips were

quickly went

her by her chest, right on

I was only doing

up as soon as I could find

like what, in high school? You can’t

be in love with you all

do you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery in the

done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work, I

never asked

know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love

didn’t expect that

of Ally was one of my closest

like family to me, I'd trust her

I was the same thing for

that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as

were pleading with

took a deep breath

went to grip her hand that was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"