Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

want some

probably

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping

the pills as I thought about her

what, give me that,"I said as I reached for

strong,"she warned,

or maybe

the pills with the remaining

I was done, I looked up at Ally and

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew,

woke up

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was  rendered

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make sense

lying naked

my bed, someone else’s

was dimly lit, obviously,

straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was

hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

wiped a strand of hair away from her

me and I recognized those eyes

waiting for me to respond, her mouth

down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

moment there, I

mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

lips

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking back at

her, I

me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging the

I was

load of cum into her mouth and she

a long time, it

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of

wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the

this is

groaned as my hand went to

spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded my

out in the

remembered Ally hailing a cab

and then she

off my shoes, then my

images when

and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of breasts as

it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying

I want!"I hissed

all my strength to roll to the side and

slid my boxers and pants

just sitting there with her chest completely bare to

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s

tone was laced

you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped

always

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying,

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was

the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am still

strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches

went up

her by her chest, right

lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that to shove her

in exasperation and got up as

around, like what, in high school?

love with you all this

lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this gallery

corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work,

I never asked you

it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you!

I didn’t expect

was one of my

like family to me, I'd trust her with

was the same thing

bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at

eyes were pleading with

breath and exhaled a

hand that was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"