Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

she said, "Do you want some

probably

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would

glued to the pills

that,"I said as

kinda strong,"she warned, but she

maybe

the pills with the remaining shot of whiskey

up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had

up to

was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense

lying naked

bed, someone else’s

in a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her

length and a warm, wet mouth

this girl and wiped a

at me and I recognized those

care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot,

there, I

eyes were fixed on her mouth and I

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back at

happy to see her, I let go of

length, taking me deeper and deeper as

I was a

huge load of cum into her

way in a long time, it

looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of

edge of the bed with

this is

hand

spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded

blacking out in the

Ally hailing a cab and

bed and then she climbed on top

off her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

still struggling with those images when I

one hand, she started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing

stop it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it five seconds

you're not who I want!"I

on the floor, I used all my strength to roll

I slid my boxers

sitting there with her chest

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s

tone was laced with jealousy

it take you to get over Richard?"I said as

long.I guess I've always known

"What do you mean?"

slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

as she was about to reach

time

her strength, she lunged forward until

went up to stop

her chest, right on

at the contact, but I

in exasperation and got up as soon as I could

we fooled around, like what, in high school? You can’t

be in love with you all this time?"she asked

you think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this

done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

you.I left Richard, I

never asked

know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love you!"she

expect that

always thought of Ally was one of my

me, I'd trust her with

the

what I said that night

eyes were pleading with

deep breath

that was on my face, and slowly I

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"