Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good night

probably

prescribed her some meds that would

eyes were glued to the pills as I thought about her

me that,"I said as I reached for

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she

already popped two or maybe three of them in

the remaining

looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had

up

were seeing things, and my body was  rendered

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to

was lying naked

bed, someone

bedroom and it was dimly

straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was

length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

for this girl and wiped

me and I recognized those eyes

said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on

rolled from the tip down to the base,

moment there, I

were fixed on her mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking back

happy to see her, I let go

me deeper and deeper as her

I was

load of cum into her mouth and

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it

she finished swallowing, she looked up at

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off of me

was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

this is a

hand went to rub

head was spinning as images

out in

Ally hailing a

down on her bed and then

dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything

when I felt Ally’s hand on

and her other hand unclasped

pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it

not who I want!"I

used all

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and

just sitting there with her chest completely bare

year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to

tone was laced with jealousy

get over Richard?"I

long.I guess I've always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're the

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about to

the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention,

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away

hand quickly went up to

caught her by her chest,

at the contact, but I was

up as soon as I could find my

fooled around, like what, in high school? You can’t possibly

with you all this

am I here with you in this

the corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left my

I never asked you

me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s

didn’t expect that

thought of Ally was

to me, I'd trust her with my

was the same thing

face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way you can

eyes were pleading

deep breath and exhaled a

that was on my face, and slowly I peeled

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"