Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

"Do you want some

was probably her

psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her

the pills as I thought

said as I reached

warned, but she

or maybe three of them in

downed the pills with the remaining

at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

thing I knew, I

up to

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things, and my body was  rendered

I was completely delirious.

a while to make sense of

lying naked on

my bed, someone

a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously,

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown hair was covering her

my hard length and a

hand reached for this girl and wiped

at me and I recognized those eyes

okay, I'll take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails

there,

mouth and I was caught in a

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking

her, I let go of all

and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her

seconds, I was

load of cum into her mouth

hadn't felt this way in a long

when she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of me

what's wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra

is a

groaned as my hand went to rub my

head was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded my

blacking out in the

Ally hailing a cab and taking

down on her bed and

she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on me

back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of

pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it

I want!"I hissed through gritted

clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and

in silence as I slid my boxers and pants

with her chest completely bare

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for

laced with jealousy and

to get over Richard?"I said

long.I guess I've always known

"What do you mean?"

she started moving towards me, saying,

"Ally..."I warned.

her hand as she

reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I

she lunged forward until her lips were inches away

went up to

by her

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was

sighed in exasperation and got up as soon as I

around, like what, in high school? You can’t

you all this time?"she

am I here with you in this city doing

world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard, I left

never asked you

I know.You never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love you!"she

I didn’t expect

of Ally was

me, I'd trust her with my

I was the

got up from the bed and her hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way

eyes were

breath

her hand that was

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"