Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want

probably

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would

to the pills as I thought about her

that,"I said as

kinda strong,"she warned, but

two or maybe three of

the pills with the remaining

up at Ally and her

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I had blacked

up to hot

my eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

a while

lying naked on

my bed, someone else’s

it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't my

couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and

my hard length and a

hand reached for this girl and wiped

looked up at me and I recognized

take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond,

the tip down to the

a moment there, I couldn’t

fixed on her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes

happy to see her,

taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued

I was a

released a huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all of

this way in a long time,

finished swallowing, she looked up

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her

this is

my hand went

was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded

remembered blacking out in the

remembered Ally hailing a cab and taking me

bed and then she climbed on top

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt,

images when I felt Ally’s

to life and her other hand

pushed

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it

not who I want!"I hissed

the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

as I slid my boxers

was just sitting there with her

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to

was laced

it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I

guess I've always known he’s

"What do you mean?"

moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside,

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about

working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love with you— am

her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away

went

her

but I

got up as

we fooled around, like what, in high school? You can’t

love with you all this

think, lan? Why am I here with you in this city doing this

corporate world.You wanted to

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

everything in Jersey for you.I left Richard,

never asked

but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you!

didn’t expect

of Ally was one of my closest

family to me, I'd trust her

I was the same thing for

reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at

eyes were pleading with

a deep breath

hand that was on my face, and slowly I

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"