Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some

was probably

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that

glued to the pills as I

me that,"I said as I reached for the

it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was too

already popped two or maybe three of them in

the remaining shot of whiskey

looked up at Ally

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I

up to

heavy, my eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

took me a while

was lying naked on

bed,

it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a warm,

and wiped a strand of hair away from

at me and I

take care of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my length

tip down to the

a moment there, I

mouth and I was caught in a

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking

see her, I let go of all

down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging

I was a

cum into her mouth and she swallowed all of

this way in a long time, it was pure

finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of me

of the bed with nothing but

is a

groaned as my hand went to

images

out in the

remembered Ally hailing a cab and

bed and then she climbed on top of

dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else

images when I

her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing

stop it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying it

you're not who I want!"I hissed through

my clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the side and

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and pants

sitting there with

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to

was laced with jealousy

long did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I

long.I guess I've always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep

"Ally..."I warned.

she was

true.I never told you this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He

her strength, she lunged forward until her

hand quickly went up

her by her chest, right

I was only doing that to

in exasperation and got up as soon

we fooled around, like what, in high

be in love with you all this time?"she

here with you in this city doing this gallery in

done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your own

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left my work, I left

I never asked

but I wanna do it because I wanna be with

I didn’t expect

always thought of Ally was one of

like family to me, I'd

the same thing for

that night at the soft launch...I

eyes were pleading

deep breath and exhaled a long

was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"