Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

of me, she said, "Do you want some

probably her

prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping

to the pills as I thought about

that,"I said

kinda strong,"she warned, but she

already popped two or maybe three of them in

downed the pills with the remaining

was done, I looked up at Ally and

She was right.

That shit was strong.

next thing I knew, I had blacked out

woke up

were seeing things, and my

I was completely delirious.

me a while to make sense

lying naked

bed, someone

and it was

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down

hard length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking on

for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away

looked up at me and

for me to respond, her mouth

down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

a moment there, I

were fixed on her mouth and I

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking back at

to see her, I let go

me deeper and deeper as

seconds, I was a

of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all of

hadn't felt this way in a long

up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of me

aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with

this is

as my hand went to

spinning as images from

blacking out in

a cab

bed and then she climbed on top

then my belt, and everything else until I was

those images when I felt Ally’s hand on me

other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full

stop it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

to be enjoying

not who I want!"I hissed through

on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the

silence as I slid my boxers and pants

sitting there with her chest completely bare

almost a year, lan, don’t you think it’s

laced with jealousy

did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my shirt back

too long.I guess I've always

"What do you mean?"

slowly curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside,

"Ally..."I warned.

as she was

reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it out.He knew I was still in love

she lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

quickly went up

her chest, right

the contact, but I was only doing that to shove

as soon as I could

in high school? You can’t

in love with you all

think, lan? Why am I here with you in this

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

for you.I left Richard,

never asked

it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I

I didn’t expect

Ally was one of

to me, I'd trust her with my

the same

said that

eyes were pleading

took a deep breath and exhaled a long

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"