Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

the tube in front of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll help you get

was probably

he prescribed her

were glued to the pills as I thought

that,"I said as I reached for the

warned, but

two or maybe three of them

remaining shot of

I was done, I looked up at Ally and her face

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had blacked out

woke up to hot

were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

me a while to

lying naked on

bed,

it was dimly

who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown

length and a warm, wet mouth was sucking

wiped a strand of hair

looked up at me and I recognized

you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on

down to the base, leaving hot,

there,

fixed on her mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes looking back at

to see her, I let go of all

her head up and down my length, taking me deeper

seconds, I was

load of cum into her

in a long time, it was

she finished swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized it wasn't

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off of

sitting on the edge of the bed with

this is

groaned as my hand went to rub my

images from

blacking out

hailing a cab

down on her bed and

she took off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until

images when I felt Ally’s hand on me

my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set

it!"I pushed her away

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying it

not who I

used all my strength to roll to the side and grabbed them

watched in silence as I slid my

there with her chest

lan, don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she

tone was laced

get over Richard?"I

too long.I guess I've always known

"What do you mean?"

moving towards me,

"Ally..."I warned.

she was about to reach

but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he

until

quickly went up to stop

caught her by her chest, right

lightly at the contact, but I was

got up as soon as

what, in high school? You can’t

with you all

Why am I here with you in this city doing this

world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

for you.I left Richard, I left my

never asked

never asked me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna

expect

thought of Ally was one of

me, I'd trust

the same thing for

saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not

eyes were pleading with

a deep breath

hand went to grip her hand that was

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"