Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

"Do you want some of this? It'll help you get a good

probably her

and he prescribed her some meds

pills as I thought about

me that,"I said as

it's kinda strong,"she warned,

or maybe three

the remaining shot of whiskey in

I looked up at Ally and her face began to

She was right.

That shit was strong.

the next thing I knew, I had

up

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

while to make sense of

lying naked on

my bed, someone

in a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't my

a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning

I felt a hand gripping my hard length and a

girl and wiped a strand of hair away

me and I

of you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot,

moment there, I couldn’t

eyes were fixed on her mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

Emma's lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

those were Emma’s eyes looking back

her, I let go

and down my length, taking me

I was

huge load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed

hadn't felt this way in a long time, it

looked up at me and

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

pushed Ally off of

wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

is

groaned as my hand went to rub

head was spinning as images

blacking out

Ally hailing a cab and

down on her bed and then she climbed on top

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my

struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand on me

she started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of

stop it!"I pushed

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying

who I

clothes all crumpled on the floor, I used all my

as I slid

just sitting there with her chest completely

been almost a year, lan, don’t you think

tone was laced with jealousy

did it take you to get over Richard?"I said as I slipped my

I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

face and she started moving towards

"Ally..."I warned.

she

this before, but you’re the reason why Richard and I ended our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured

all her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were

quickly went up

by her chest, right on her

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that

up as

around, like what, in high school? You

be in love with you all this

lan? Why am I here with you in this city

the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your own

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left Richard, I left my work, I

never

me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s how

didn’t expect that

always thought of Ally was one of my

to me, I'd trust

was the same

reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there

were pleading

breath and exhaled

hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"