Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

me, she said, "Do you want some of this?

was probably her

been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help her with sleeping

glued to the pills as I

know what, give me that,"I said as I reached

lightly, it's kinda strong,"she warned, but she was too

already popped two or maybe three of them in my

the pills with the remaining

done, I looked up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I

up to

head was heavy, my eyes were seeing things,

I was completely delirious.

a while to make sense

was lying naked on

my bed,

a bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously,

straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was because she was leaning down and her long brown

a hand gripping my hard length and a warm, wet

hand reached for this girl and wiped a strand of hair away from

and I

me to

rolled from the tip down to the base, leaving hot, wet trails of

a moment there, I couldn’t

her mouth and

I was seeing Emma.

lips on

Those were Emma's hands.

Emma’s eyes looking back at

to see her, I let go of all

her head up and down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her hand continued massaging

seconds, I was a

a huge load of cum into her mouth and

hadn't felt this way in a

swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

sitting on the edge of

is

as my hand went to

as images from earlier tonight flooded

blacking out in

hailing a cab and taking

and then she climbed on top of

shoes, then my belt, and everything

when I felt Ally’s

length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing

it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

seemed to be enjoying it

who I want!"I hissed through

on the floor, I used all my strength to roll to the

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and pants

there with her chest

think it’s time for you

laced

take you to get over Richard?"I said

always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

moving towards me, saying, "Deep down

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about to reach for

our engagement.Since we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention, and he figured it

all her strength, she lunged forward until

quickly went up to stop

her chest,

moaned lightly at the contact, but I was only doing that

up as soon as I could find my

fooled around, like what, in

you all

Why am I here with you in this city

you were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your own

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

Richard, I left

I never asked

it because I wanna be with you! That’s how much I love

expect that

thought of Ally was one of

like family to me,

I was the

face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't

eyes were pleading

breath and exhaled a long

went to grip her hand that was on

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"