Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

me, she said, "Do you want some of

probably

had been seeing a psychiatrist and he prescribed her some meds that would help

to the pills

that,"I said as

kinda strong,"she warned, but

two or maybe three of them

downed the pills with the remaining

at Ally and her

She was right.

That shit was strong.

knew, I

up to

were seeing things, and my body was 

I was completely delirious.

while to

naked on

bed, someone

was dimly lit, obviously,

was a girl straddling my knee, and I couldn't see who she was

hand gripping my hard length and

hand reached for this girl and wiped a strand

at me and I recognized those

you,"she said.Not waiting for me to respond, her mouth was back on my length

to the base, leaving hot,

moment there, I couldn’t

eyes were fixed on her mouth and I was caught in

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

eyes looking back

her,

down my length, taking me deeper and deeper as her

I was a

load of cum into her mouth and she swallowed all

way in a long time, it

swallowing, she looked up at me and I realized

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

off

what's wrong?"she was taken aback, sitting on the edge of the

this is

groaned as my hand went to

as images

blacking out in the

a cab

and then she climbed

off my shoes, then my belt, and everything else until I was butt

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s hand

hand, she started stroking my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing

it!"I pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying it five

you're not who I want!"I hissed

all crumpled on the floor, I used all my

silence as I slid

with her

don’t you think it’s time for you to move on?"she said

tone was laced

get over Richard?"I

guess I've always known he’s not the

"What do you mean?"

curved up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down inside, I've always known you're

"Ally..."I warned.

hand as she

started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving him attention,

all her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were inches away from

quickly went up to stop

by her chest, right

the contact, but I was only doing that to shove her

sighed in exasperation and got up as soon as I could

fooled around, like what, in high

be in love with you all this

you in this city

were done with the corporate world.You wanted to be an

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left Richard, I left my work,

I never

it because I wanna

didn’t expect that at

of Ally was one

to me, I'd trust

thought I was the same

my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night

were pleading

deep breath and exhaled a

grip her hand that was on my

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"