Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN’s POV :

When I saw that she had left, I was hit with the realization that I was a scum that never deserved her in the first place.

I knew she was better off without me, so I tucked my tail between my legs like goddamn bitch and and let her be.

Still, no matter how hard I try, I could never get her off my mind.

No matter how busy I was, how much money I was making, or how well the gallery was doing, all the successes in the world couldn't satisfy me.

"What you need is to get laid,"

Ally had been saying that since day one.

Sure, I’ve thought about getting laid before.

The gallery was a hotspot for art lovers, celebrities, and models.

There were plenty of times where I could’ve got myself an easy lay.

But every time I looked at a girl, all I could see was her glimmering eyes.

I'd look at a girl's lips and think, that’s not her lips.

I'd hear a girl’s laugh and I think, that’s not her laugh.

And all I wanted was her.

No one else but her.

Pathetic, I know.

She was the one for me, but I let her go.

When I saw that her plane had left, I thought to myself, maybe it was a sign.

People said that love is a feeling you feel or love is an action you take, but to me love is timing.

You could have all the feeling in the world and take all the actions you could take, but if the timing was off, it wouldn't happen.

The right person at the wrong time would still be the wrong person.

I guess what I meant to say was this: I was wrong for her.

She was right for me, she was perfect for me, but I wasn’t that guy for her.

That punk Tristan, no matter how much I hate the guy, was right.

I had hurt her so bad, she left an entire country to get away from me.

I was done forcing myself back into her life.

I've done that before, she gave me plenty of second chances, and all I did was ruin it.

I broke her heart so many times already, she didn’t deserve that shit.

So, I made a resolution that I wasn't gonna try and get her back.

If someday she'd come back and we meet again and the timing was right, maybe we were meant to be.

But if she went out there and found something better than what I could give her, then by all means.

"Is that your third glass already?"

I looked up from my glass of scotch and saw Ally standing at the doorway.

We just closed the gallery for the night and I decided to reward myself with a little scotch in the back office.

"Fourth.But I'm done now,"

I said as I put the bottle back in the bottom drawer.

Ally and I made a deal that I shouldn't be drinking too much.

Three glasses were my limit.

But today was a hard day, so I gave myself an extra push.

"Hey, lan, are you okay?" she tilted her head to the side and watched me intently.

She always knew when something wasn’t right.I couldn't get anything past her.

"It’s just one of those days,"I shrugged.

"You've been having a lot of that lately,"she commented.

That was a true observation.

Not sure why, but I’ve been dreaming a lot about Emma these days.

Thoughts of her kept me up all night.

Some nights I would wake up searching for her on my bed, but all I caught was empty air.

Guess I've just been missing her a lot more lately.

Ally walked over and reached for the top drawer.

She pulled out a clear tube with blue colored pills on the inside.

of me, she said, "Do you want some of this? It'll

was probably

and he prescribed her

eyes were glued to the pills as

said as I

warned, but she

two or maybe three of

the remaining shot of

was done, I looked up at Ally and her face began

She was right.

That shit was strong.

I knew, I had blacked

woke up to

were seeing things, and my body

I was completely delirious.

took me a while to make sense

naked on

bed, someone

bedroom and it was dimly lit, obviously, it wasn't

see who she was because she was leaning down

my hard length and a warm, wet mouth

reached for this girl and wiped a strand of hair

me and I

waiting for me to respond, her mouth was

tongue rolled from the tip down to the base,

moment there, I couldn’t

her mouth and I was caught

I was seeing Emma.

was Emma's lips

Those were Emma's hands.

were Emma’s eyes looking

to see her, I let

bobbed her head up and down my length, taking me deeper

seconds, I was a

of cum into her mouth

hadn't felt this way in a long time,

finished swallowing, she looked up at

It wasn’t my Emma.

"Fuck, no!"

Ally off

on the edge of the bed with nothing but her bra and panties

this is a

my hand

head was spinning as images from earlier tonight flooded my

blacking out

a cab and taking me

her bed and then

her dress, she took off my shoes, then my belt, and

still struggling with those images when I felt Ally’s

my length back to life and her other hand unclasped her bra, revealing her full set of

pushed her

"Why?"she whined.

be enjoying

I

I used all my

watched in silence as I slid my boxers and

was just sitting there with her

think it’s time for you to move on?"she said

was laced with jealousy and

over Richard?"I said

always known he’s not

"What do you mean?"

up her face and she started moving towards me, saying, "Deep down

"Ally..."I warned.

caught her hand as she was about to reach

we started working together, I never had time for him anymore.I stopped giving

all her strength, she lunged forward until her lips were

hand quickly went up

by her chest, right on her

the contact, but I was only doing that

got up as soon as I could find my

like what, in high school? You

be in love with you all this time?"she

you

corporate world.You wanted to be an entrepreneur and start your

"You bought that?"she scoffed.

left Richard, I

I never asked you

me for it, but I wanna do it because I wanna be with you! That’s

didn’t expect

thought of Ally was

was like family to me, I'd

thought I was the

hand reached for my face, saying, "I meant what I said that night at the soft launch...I love you, lan.Not just as friends...Isn't there any way

were pleading

breath and exhaled a

went to grip her hand that was on my face, and slowly I peeled it

"No, I can’t.I'm sorry,"