Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN's POV :

She was still shaking.I could barely keep my focus on the road as I drove.Images from before kept flashing into my head.

How he was on top of her, how she was crying for dear life, how her dress was torn, how his mouth was on her neck, and how his pene were all over her body...

Fuck.

I should have killed that son of a bitch.I had to take a lot of deep breaths to calm myself.And every time I glanced at her on the passenger seat, she just had her head down and her body was still shaking.

There were so many things going through my head, so many questions I wanted to ask her, but now wasn't a good time.She needed some peace of mind and I had to give it to her.

"Are you cold?"I asked when I saw her shivered.

"No,"she replied and pulled my jacket closer to her.

"Is it ok if we go to your house? Or do you wanna be someplace else?"

"No, I wanna go home,"her voice was strained and tired.

We didn't say anything else throughout the whole car ride.

I drove her back to her house since it was closer, and she probably needed the rest.

When the car arrived across the street from her place, I killed the engine and took a deep breath.

Emma knew I wanted to say some things, so she just sat there and waited patiently.

"Are you gonna be okay going back in there? I can take you somewhere else if you want?"

"No, that’s okay, my parents are asleep,"she replied, 

"I should go home and get some sleep,"

I nodded and she reached for the door, but before she could leave, I gripped her hand and held her back.I thought this could wait until tomorrow, but I couldn't wait any longer.I had to ask her.

"I need to ask you, Emma,"I sighed in frustration, 

"What the hell happened out there?"

She swallowed hard and sat back down.She turned to me and her eyes glistened with tears.

"lan, please don’t be mad at me,"

"I won't be mad at you," I said reassuringly, 

"Start from the beginning.What happened when I left?"

She looked so scared that she wouldn't speak.

So I reached for her face and caressed her cheek gently as I said, "Papy girl, tell me what happened,"

She nodded her head slightly and started to speak, "After you left...Zach came to my house.He saw that I got into your car and he took a picture of us.He told me he wouldn't tell anyone and that he'll delete the photo if I agree to..."

"If you agree to what?"

She didn’t answer me, so I had to fill in the blank on my own.

"..To sleep with him?"

 She didn't say a word, but that look in her eye gave it away.

the f—! Are you fuckin’ serious

from yelling aloud, "And

a chance to..."tears fell off her face and she started sobbing, "But then

crying.She

a hug, but I couldn't even move an inch.I could only clench my jaw and fists while my mind was _ still processing everything—all the could have,

came?"I said to her after she finally calmed

her lip and held

you came and that's all

You

wheel as ! couldn't contain

couple of minutes, what would have happened? Just the thought of it

"I'm sorry..."she croaked.

her to say ‘I’m

be saying

ex boyfriend was a

tangled up in this mess with me—the adult and the supposedly wiser party

came to you? You should have

know what

let her anywhere

I didn’t wanna worry you, I thought I could handle it on my own, I didn’t want

"Like what?"I pressed on.

"Like this.Angry at me,"

angry at you, I'm angry at myself! I should’ve never

fault? If we weren't being reckless in the first place, she

was supposed to

had to suffer because of

do you mean?"she asked, her eyes searched

shouldn't have happened.We

mean that, do you?"she shook her head in

should have done this a long

cared about her, I wouldn’t have put

should have

should have been

 "Emma, I think you know where I'm going

as I swallowed hard, dreading the words that I would

say anything..."tears trickled down her tired face and I had to

wipe those tears away, but I

one that caused all this pain in the

I could do for

young girls her age, free

to end,

hated the words that were coming out of

eyes at me and she

agree with

stupid, but I think what we have is right.This is the most right thing I’ve ever felt in

feel exactly the same

after seeing you like this, all torn

can’t ever forgive myself.I can’t

sorry, baby girl, but it’s

can’t put ourselves in these situations

me this look and it was the saddest look I had ever witnessed in my life as she said

was just three simple words.I heard thrown around many times in my life.But I knew

words to me and only me, and it made

wouldn't be able to let her

nothing and I just watched as her