Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN's POV :

She was still shaking.I could barely keep my focus on the road as I drove.Images from before kept flashing into my head.

How he was on top of her, how she was crying for dear life, how her dress was torn, how his mouth was on her neck, and how his pene were all over her body...

Fuck.

I should have killed that son of a bitch.I had to take a lot of deep breaths to calm myself.And every time I glanced at her on the passenger seat, she just had her head down and her body was still shaking.

There were so many things going through my head, so many questions I wanted to ask her, but now wasn't a good time.She needed some peace of mind and I had to give it to her.

"Are you cold?"I asked when I saw her shivered.

"No,"she replied and pulled my jacket closer to her.

"Is it ok if we go to your house? Or do you wanna be someplace else?"

"No, I wanna go home,"her voice was strained and tired.

We didn't say anything else throughout the whole car ride.

I drove her back to her house since it was closer, and she probably needed the rest.

When the car arrived across the street from her place, I killed the engine and took a deep breath.

Emma knew I wanted to say some things, so she just sat there and waited patiently.

"Are you gonna be okay going back in there? I can take you somewhere else if you want?"

"No, that’s okay, my parents are asleep,"she replied, 

"I should go home and get some sleep,"

I nodded and she reached for the door, but before she could leave, I gripped her hand and held her back.I thought this could wait until tomorrow, but I couldn't wait any longer.I had to ask her.

"I need to ask you, Emma,"I sighed in frustration, 

"What the hell happened out there?"

She swallowed hard and sat back down.She turned to me and her eyes glistened with tears.

"lan, please don’t be mad at me,"

"I won't be mad at you," I said reassuringly, 

"Start from the beginning.What happened when I left?"

She looked so scared that she wouldn't speak.

So I reached for her face and caressed her cheek gently as I said, "Papy girl, tell me what happened,"

She nodded her head slightly and started to speak, "After you left...Zach came to my house.He saw that I got into your car and he took a picture of us.He told me he wouldn't tell anyone and that he'll delete the photo if I agree to..."

"If you agree to what?"

She didn’t answer me, so I had to fill in the blank on my own.

"..To sleep with him?"

 She didn't say a word, but that look in her eye gave it away.

Are you fuckin’ serious right

couldn't help myself from yelling aloud, "And

got a chance to..."tears fell off her face and she started sobbing, "But then you

and crying.She

an inch.I could only clench my jaw and fists while my mind was _ still

I never came?"I said to her after

bit her lip and held

you came and that's all

crazy? You could’ve

banged the steering wheel as

late by a couple of minutes, what would have happened? Just the thought of

"I'm sorry..."she croaked.

want her to say ‘I’m

shouldn't be

ex boyfriend was a psychotic

fault that she was tangled up in this mess with me—the adult and the supposedly wiser party of the

didn’t you say anything when he came to you? You should have told me,"I said through

know what I'd do, but

wouldn't let her anywhere

on my own, I didn’t want you to be like..."she

"Like what?"I pressed on.

"Like this.Angry at me,"

at myself! I should’ve never let things

we weren't being reckless in the first place, she wouldn't be

the adult here, I was the one who was supposed to be responsible and mature.Yet, I was foolish and

suffer because of my

you mean?"she asked, her eyes searched for mine, but

us shouldn't have happened.We should've just

don’t actually mean that, do you?"she

have done this

cared about her, I wouldn’t have

should have done

should have been

think you know where I'm going

hard, dreading the words that I would

don’t say anything..."tears trickled down her tired face and I had to restrain myself from pulling her

those

caused all this pain in

do for her now was to let

like other normal young

has to end, Emma.It's stupid and it’s

hated the words that were coming out of my mouth, but

me and she looked so hurt and

agree with

I think what we have is right.This is the most right thing I’ve ever felt

know.I feel exactly

you like this, all

myself.I can’t put

girl, but it’s for the

can’t put ourselves

look and it was the saddest look I had ever witnessed

simple words.I heard thrown around many times

and it made me want to wrap her in my arms

that...I wouldn't be able to

watched as her lips quivered and her eyes