Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN's POV :

She was still shaking.I could barely keep my focus on the road as I drove.Images from before kept flashing into my head.

How he was on top of her, how she was crying for dear life, how her dress was torn, how his mouth was on her neck, and how his pene were all over her body...

Fuck.

I should have killed that son of a bitch.I had to take a lot of deep breaths to calm myself.And every time I glanced at her on the passenger seat, she just had her head down and her body was still shaking.

There were so many things going through my head, so many questions I wanted to ask her, but now wasn't a good time.She needed some peace of mind and I had to give it to her.

"Are you cold?"I asked when I saw her shivered.

"No,"she replied and pulled my jacket closer to her.

"Is it ok if we go to your house? Or do you wanna be someplace else?"

"No, I wanna go home,"her voice was strained and tired.

We didn't say anything else throughout the whole car ride.

I drove her back to her house since it was closer, and she probably needed the rest.

When the car arrived across the street from her place, I killed the engine and took a deep breath.

Emma knew I wanted to say some things, so she just sat there and waited patiently.

"Are you gonna be okay going back in there? I can take you somewhere else if you want?"

"No, that’s okay, my parents are asleep,"she replied, 

"I should go home and get some sleep,"

I nodded and she reached for the door, but before she could leave, I gripped her hand and held her back.I thought this could wait until tomorrow, but I couldn't wait any longer.I had to ask her.

"I need to ask you, Emma,"I sighed in frustration, 

"What the hell happened out there?"

She swallowed hard and sat back down.She turned to me and her eyes glistened with tears.

"lan, please don’t be mad at me,"

"I won't be mad at you," I said reassuringly, 

"Start from the beginning.What happened when I left?"

She looked so scared that she wouldn't speak.

So I reached for her face and caressed her cheek gently as I said, "Papy girl, tell me what happened,"

She nodded her head slightly and started to speak, "After you left...Zach came to my house.He saw that I got into your car and he took a picture of us.He told me he wouldn't tell anyone and that he'll delete the photo if I agree to..."

"If you agree to what?"

She didn’t answer me, so I had to fill in the blank on my own.

"..To sleep with him?"

 She didn't say a word, but that look in her eye gave it away.

Are you

yelling aloud, "And

out of it.But I never got a chance to..."tears fell off her face and

crying.She

a hug, but I couldn't even move an inch.I could only clench my jaw and fists while my mind was _ still processing everything—all the could have,

happened if I never came?"I

bit her lip and held her head down,

you came and that's all

crazy? You

steering wheel as ! couldn't contain

minutes, what would have happened? Just the thought of it

"I'm sorry..."she croaked.

didn’t want her to say

be saying

wasn’t her fault her ex boyfriend

all her fault that she was tangled up in this mess with me—the adult and the supposedly wiser

anything when he came to you? You should have told me,"I said

it.I didn’t know what I'd do, but I'd

let her anywhere near

wanna worry you, I thought I could handle it on my own, I didn’t

"Like what?"I pressed on.

"Like this.Angry at me,"

at you, I'm angry at myself! I

weren't being reckless in the first

here, I was the one who was supposed to be responsible

she had to suffer because of

you mean?"she asked, her eyes searched for mine, but I looked

have happened.We

 "You don’t actually mean that, do you?"she shook her

done this

I really cared about her, I wouldn’t have put

should have

have

think you know where I'm going with

hard, dreading the words that I

don’t say anything..."tears trickled down her tired face and I had to restrain

I could wipe those tears away, but I

was the one that caused all this pain in the first

I could do for her now

live her life like other normal young girls her age, free of complicated relationships and

 "This thing between us has to end, Emma.It's stupid and it’s not

words that were coming out of my mouth, but I

me and she looked so hurt

don't agree

have is

exactly the

this, all torn up and

can’t ever forgive myself.I

sorry, baby girl, but

put ourselves in these situations

this look and it was the saddest look I had ever witnessed in my life

just three simple words.I heard thrown around many times in my life.But I knew she meant

me, and it made me want to wrap her in

did that...I wouldn't be able to

I did nothing and I just watched as her lips quivered and her