Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

IAN's POV 

"Ma, I’m going out.Don’t wait up,"I was making my way down the stairs, heading straight for the front door.

But mom was quick.

She ran over and intercepted me, standing right in front of my way.

"Now, when you said you're coming home for Christmas, I thought you were coming home for Christmas.But we barely see you,"

"I promised the guys I'll have a drink with them.I'll be home all day tomorrow, promise,"I put my hands up in defeat.I never win an argument with my mother.

"All right then.You have a great night with your friends,"she paused for a second before continuing, "Don’t get into any trouble!"

"Relax mom, we're not sixteen anymore,"I laughed.

I said I wouldn’t argue with her, didn’t mean I didn’t get into trouble in the good old days.I was a bit of a troublemaker back then.I had trouble following the rules, But then again, I guess I still do.

"Who'd ever guess that at twenty four years old, my son would graduate grad school and become a teacher?"

"Not me, that’s for sure,"Oh, the irony.

I used to give my teachers such a hard time at school.That was if I bothered showing up at all.

And now here I was, your average good old fashioned high school teacher.

" l am so proud of you, lan.Your father would be so proud of you too,"she smiled tenderly.

The atmosphere got a little somber as the mention of my dead father would always do that to her.

"Thanks,"I said, giving her a quick peck on the cheek, "

"I'm off,"

"Okay, I'll see you in the morning,"she called out as I stepped out the door.

"See ya," My friends wanted to hit this new club that just opened downtown.

I couldn't care less where we were going or what we were doing, I just wanted to get away.

I thought leaving Georgia would do the trick, but it was like she was following everywhere.  I couldn't get her out of my mind no matter how far I went.

"I love you,"

Her words were still ringing in my ears.

I went to bed thinking about her, and I woke up with dreams of her.  Ending things with her was the right thing to do, but why did it have to feel so fucking bad? Every time I saw her face around at school, I felt like I was being punched in the gut.

It hurt so bad, I couldn't keep my eyes straight for two seconds.Sometimes I’d hear her voice.

She would talk and laugh with her friends.

I felt like such a creep, listening to her or watching her from the far, but that was all I could do.

And what I should have been doing from the very beginning anyway.It just sucked.Really sucked.

Knowing that there was a girl out there that loves me, and that I love in return, but we could never be together.

At least, not in this lifetime.

"Bro, why you bein’ so quiet, man?"my boy Tommy came over and sat down next to me.

"Yeah, it's depressing, dude," AJ followed after.

Tommy and AJ were old time friends of mine.

We went to high school together, we got into all sorts of trouble together.

But now Tommy was married with three kids and AJ became one of the top real estate brokers in the state.

And as for me, you know what happened.  We got a table at this club and AJ invited a whole bunch of people.

Everyone was having a good time, drinking, dancing, and talking about their new year’s resolution.

I tried to stay engaged, but my mind kept wandering back to her.

She’s in Georgia, and she’s happy and safe.

That's all that matters.

"Just leave me alone, man.I just need a drink," I said to the guys as they were waiting for an explanation.

a drink, we all drink with you.That's the

round of scotch for us please, and go easy

believe that's still a thing," I laughed at Tommy’s

us in trouble plenty

change, huh?"

came from, I

a seat right next to me and her knee was touching

an old friend, we all

fooled around once or twice, but

had was warm beer

argued as the waitress came back with our

days,"AJ cheered as

come,"Ally

mine reluctantly and toasted everyone before downing the drink.I wasn't as excited as everyone here was about

brutal couple of weeks and I

AJ turned to me as he

"It’s alright,"I shrugged.

teacher now.Crazy

prank Mr.Sheehan every day after school? Remember the time we wrapped his

guys were trouble, I remember.Crashing cars, vandalizing, oh and didn’t

inside the warehouse.We

rolled her eyes, "You didn’t burn it, you just set it

touché," Tommy relented and gave her

funny when you look back.We

head at the thought of

angry,"I

were you guys so angry?"she

gave me

world.My dad died when I

was my best

was so out of the blue and senseless.As a kid, I just

Burn down things and trash places just

AJ knew exactly what I was feeling and they were with me every step of the

grow and you learn,"I said as

followed

all our glasses were almost

said, "I'll get us another

"Anything but warm beer,"

and

"Shoot, it’s the wife,"

as he picked up

worried look splashed across his face as he said, "I gotta go take this.Be right

can’t believe Tommy’s married with

him slipped through

sometimes, playing football with his kids.Can

and

my head at the

that

"Yeah,"I nodded.

of your life

"What way?"

know, settling down, getting

"I haven't, I guess.

What about you?"

thinking about that ever since I was a kid.I want to be a mom.Drive my

you back in high school.I used to

couldn’t help

serious.Ask all my

a good

each other.I used to sneak into her room after her parents were asleep and we’d make

did.Especially prom night,"she let out a nostalgic

"Prom night!"I remembered that.

went skinny dipping at

on my arm, I didn’t

the beginning

school, we all

for college

hadn't seen each other

I was happy to know she grew up to be this successful and beautiful woman

by the way.I heard you're engaged,"I said to her after a while

she showed me the ring on her finger, "His name’s Richard.He's a

a smart guy.He