Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA’s POV : 

"So, what’s the verdict?" mom asked cautiously as I walked out of my guidance counselor's office.It was a Saturday and we were at school.Mom didn't have to come with me, but she insisted that she wanted to support me.

I got a call from a U Penn representative last week and he wanted to schedule an interview with me.He said I could pick the time and place, so we set up the interview for Saturday morning at school.Mrs.Ash was kind enough to lend me her office.

"He was so nice.We both like Emily Bronte and Ernest Hemingway.So, naturally we talked a lot.I was being opinionated and humble, just like Mrs.Ash told me to.And at the end of it, he said that I'd be a great candidate for U Penn,"I was rambling in excitement and joy

“Can you believe it, mom? He said I'd be a great candidate!"

"Wow.That's great news!" mom pulled me into a tight hug as she couldn't be happier for me.

"And we talked about options for loans and scholarships too," I was about to ramble again.

"Wait, does that mean...?"

"With all the money I’ve saved up and the money from dad, I think I'm gonna have enough for college," I announced proudly.

"Oh, honey.I’m so proud of how hard you've been working.I'm so proud of everything you've accomplished," she hugged me again and showered my cheek and forehead with kisses.

"Thanks, mom.I couldn't have done it without you and dad,"

A week had passed since my college interview.

I hadn't heard anything yet, but Mrs.Ash said that it was normal.

Columbia asked for an interview as well, but remotely.

We had our interview a few days after the U Penn interview, and we did it through Zoom.

I would say it went equally as good as the U Penn interview.

When I told lan that I was acing my college interviews, he couldn’t be more proud.

He promised that we would celebrate and that he had a special night prepared for me.

He wouldn't tell what it was, but he told me to be ready and get all dressed up this Friday night.

Yes, this Friday night would be Valentine’s Day.

We had such an amazing time last year on this day, I could only imagine what he’d be up to next.

In order to prepare for tomorrow’s Valentine’s Day special with lan, I made Tiff and Carrie go with me to the mall after school.

I felt like lan had seen all my clothes already, so I was in desperate need to find the perfect outfit for our little date.

This morning started out great, like any other day, except it wasn’t.

I woke up with the worst headache, like my brain had been hammered and drilled into.

So, I took a bunch of Advil and decided to trudge on.

I was determined not to let this day go to waste.

I had an important mission for an important date tomorrow.

School was dreadful, but I managed to get by.

I felt tired and drowsy the entire day, but it was probably because I took too much Advil.

By lunchtime, I couldn't eat anything because if I did, it'd go straight to the toilet.  Still, I made it through an afternoon of school and we made it to the mall.

"Are you sure we should be at the mall and not the hospital?"

Tiff asked as she watched me lean against the faux palm tree at the food court.

I was feeling lightheaded again, I felt the need to lean my head against a plastic tree for assistance.

"Yeah, are you okay? You look super pale," Carrie said as she checked my forehead for a fever.

I might have the stomach flu or something,"

This was not good.

was my big Valentine's Day date with lan, and I was a sad disgusting puking

look ridiculous.  As if on cue, my body jerked forward as if I

it was a false alarm.I managed to

the bathroom,"

nearest bathroom and I was glad

churning again and before I could say ‘Forever 21’, I was kneeling in front of the

day," Tiff pointed out the

at all," Carrie added as she pulled some toilet paper and handed

just tired,"I groaned as I wiped

feel like

that tiny

and I could tell they

"What?"I asked them.

you're not pregnant, right?"Tiff asked

"No way!"I scoffed.

last time you had your

think I’m pregnant," I whipped my head around and

just a

put the lid down and sat on

last period, thinking hard about her question, and I finally

while ago.But I heard that might happen when you

you've been taking your pills regularly?"

"Totally!" I said defensively.

they think I was stupid enough to miss taking my pills  wait a

oh, what's with that look?"Tiff

there might be a time where

"Emma!"they yelled in unison.

the morning, so I took it at night.But then there

"When was this?"

maybe? I was so

"Emma!"they yelled again.

gonna do?"my hands went to cover

couldn't believe

I seriously just do this to myself? What the hell is happening? Am I really pregnant? lan and did have a lot of sex, like

he always came inside too, sometimes several

what if I'm pregnant? Oh

stop hyperventilating,"Carrie said, fanning my face with

to freak out yet.It might be anything.It might be a stomach

looked

but she didn't

take the test, just to be sure," Tiff said

my god!"I was

oh my god,"

being a potential Ivy League student to the girl who might be pregnant in high school? "Okay,

as she bent down to my face, "I’m gonna go get you a test pack and you just wait

I wanted to cry.

didn't want this to

I was so scared.

me into a hug and

buckets

be okay, Em.We're here for you,"

it might not be

just need to get the test done

were right.Everything was still up in

be just

date, suddenly I was

to get the test pack

inside the

a word to each other as I washed my

speak, and

hand and I stood there listening to my own