Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA’s POV : 

"So, what’s the verdict?" mom asked cautiously as I walked out of my guidance counselor's office.It was a Saturday and we were at school.Mom didn't have to come with me, but she insisted that she wanted to support me.

I got a call from a U Penn representative last week and he wanted to schedule an interview with me.He said I could pick the time and place, so we set up the interview for Saturday morning at school.Mrs.Ash was kind enough to lend me her office.

"He was so nice.We both like Emily Bronte and Ernest Hemingway.So, naturally we talked a lot.I was being opinionated and humble, just like Mrs.Ash told me to.And at the end of it, he said that I'd be a great candidate for U Penn,"I was rambling in excitement and joy

“Can you believe it, mom? He said I'd be a great candidate!"

"Wow.That's great news!" mom pulled me into a tight hug as she couldn't be happier for me.

"And we talked about options for loans and scholarships too," I was about to ramble again.

"Wait, does that mean...?"

"With all the money I’ve saved up and the money from dad, I think I'm gonna have enough for college," I announced proudly.

"Oh, honey.I’m so proud of how hard you've been working.I'm so proud of everything you've accomplished," she hugged me again and showered my cheek and forehead with kisses.

"Thanks, mom.I couldn't have done it without you and dad,"

A week had passed since my college interview.

I hadn't heard anything yet, but Mrs.Ash said that it was normal.

Columbia asked for an interview as well, but remotely.

We had our interview a few days after the U Penn interview, and we did it through Zoom.

I would say it went equally as good as the U Penn interview.

When I told lan that I was acing my college interviews, he couldn’t be more proud.

He promised that we would celebrate and that he had a special night prepared for me.

He wouldn't tell what it was, but he told me to be ready and get all dressed up this Friday night.

Yes, this Friday night would be Valentine’s Day.

We had such an amazing time last year on this day, I could only imagine what he’d be up to next.

In order to prepare for tomorrow’s Valentine’s Day special with lan, I made Tiff and Carrie go with me to the mall after school.

I felt like lan had seen all my clothes already, so I was in desperate need to find the perfect outfit for our little date.

This morning started out great, like any other day, except it wasn’t.

I woke up with the worst headache, like my brain had been hammered and drilled into.

So, I took a bunch of Advil and decided to trudge on.

I was determined not to let this day go to waste.

I had an important mission for an important date tomorrow.

School was dreadful, but I managed to get by.

I felt tired and drowsy the entire day, but it was probably because I took too much Advil.

By lunchtime, I couldn't eat anything because if I did, it'd go straight to the toilet.  Still, I made it through an afternoon of school and we made it to the mall.

"Are you sure we should be at the mall and not the hospital?"

Tiff asked as she watched me lean against the faux palm tree at the food court.

I was feeling lightheaded again, I felt the need to lean my head against a plastic tree for assistance.

"Yeah, are you okay? You look super pale," Carrie said as she checked my forehead for a fever.

might have the stomach

This was not good.

with lan, and I was

outfit, because I would just look ridiculous.  As if on cue, my body jerked forward as if I was about to

alarm.I managed to calm

the bathroom," I

turned for the nearest bathroom and I was glad

before I could say ‘Forever 21’, I was kneeling in front of the toilet bowl, puking my

the entire day," Tiff pointed out the obvious as she

as she pulled some toilet paper and handed it to me.

tired,"I groaned as I wiped

didn’t feel like moving.I felt so

I just stayed there in that tiny toilet

best friends stood up behind me and I could tell they were exchanging worried looks

"What?"I asked them.

not pregnant, right?"Tiff

"No way!"I scoffed.

time you had your

I’m pregnant," I whipped my head around and

a

lid down and sat on the

period, thinking hard about her question, and I finally

like, a while ago.But I heard that might happen

your pills regularly?" Tiff

"Totally!" I said defensively.

I was stupid enough to

what's with that

there might be a time

"Emma!"they yelled in unison.

it at night.But then there were days where I forgot if I had taken it in the morning or at

"When was this?"

know, like a couple of weeks ago, maybe? I was so busy with college

"Emma!"they yelled again.

I gonna do?"my hands

believe

I seriously just do this to myself? What the hell is happening?

too, sometimes several times

shit, what if I'm

hyperventilating,"Carrie said, fanning

don't have to freak out yet.It might be anything.It might be

so?"I looked

she

should take the test, just

god!"I was hyperventilating all

can’t be happening, oh my god,"  This seriously can’t

to the girl who might be pregnant in high

"I’m gonna go get you a test pack and you just wait

I wanted to cry.

want this to

I was so scared.

me into a hug and I

buckets

here for

might not be

need to get the test done and go

in the air right now.I might not be

be just a

Valentine’s Day date, suddenly I was

up going outside to get the

with me, cramped inside the small 3- stalls

to each other as I washed my mouth on the

to speak, and she

held my hand and I stood there