Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA’s POV : 

"So, what’s the verdict?" mom asked cautiously as I walked out of my guidance counselor's office.It was a Saturday and we were at school.Mom didn't have to come with me, but she insisted that she wanted to support me.

I got a call from a U Penn representative last week and he wanted to schedule an interview with me.He said I could pick the time and place, so we set up the interview for Saturday morning at school.Mrs.Ash was kind enough to lend me her office.

"He was so nice.We both like Emily Bronte and Ernest Hemingway.So, naturally we talked a lot.I was being opinionated and humble, just like Mrs.Ash told me to.And at the end of it, he said that I'd be a great candidate for U Penn,"I was rambling in excitement and joy

“Can you believe it, mom? He said I'd be a great candidate!"

"Wow.That's great news!" mom pulled me into a tight hug as she couldn't be happier for me.

"And we talked about options for loans and scholarships too," I was about to ramble again.

"Wait, does that mean...?"

"With all the money I’ve saved up and the money from dad, I think I'm gonna have enough for college," I announced proudly.

"Oh, honey.I’m so proud of how hard you've been working.I'm so proud of everything you've accomplished," she hugged me again and showered my cheek and forehead with kisses.

"Thanks, mom.I couldn't have done it without you and dad,"

A week had passed since my college interview.

I hadn't heard anything yet, but Mrs.Ash said that it was normal.

Columbia asked for an interview as well, but remotely.

We had our interview a few days after the U Penn interview, and we did it through Zoom.

I would say it went equally as good as the U Penn interview.

When I told lan that I was acing my college interviews, he couldn’t be more proud.

He promised that we would celebrate and that he had a special night prepared for me.

He wouldn't tell what it was, but he told me to be ready and get all dressed up this Friday night.

Yes, this Friday night would be Valentine’s Day.

We had such an amazing time last year on this day, I could only imagine what he’d be up to next.

In order to prepare for tomorrow’s Valentine’s Day special with lan, I made Tiff and Carrie go with me to the mall after school.

I felt like lan had seen all my clothes already, so I was in desperate need to find the perfect outfit for our little date.

This morning started out great, like any other day, except it wasn’t.

I woke up with the worst headache, like my brain had been hammered and drilled into.

So, I took a bunch of Advil and decided to trudge on.

I was determined not to let this day go to waste.

I had an important mission for an important date tomorrow.

School was dreadful, but I managed to get by.

I felt tired and drowsy the entire day, but it was probably because I took too much Advil.

By lunchtime, I couldn't eat anything because if I did, it'd go straight to the toilet.  Still, I made it through an afternoon of school and we made it to the mall.

"Are you sure we should be at the mall and not the hospital?"

Tiff asked as she watched me lean against the faux palm tree at the food court.

I was feeling lightheaded again, I felt the need to lean my head against a plastic tree for assistance.

"Yeah, are you okay? You look super pale," Carrie said as she checked my forehead for a fever.

the stomach flu or

This was not good.

Valentine's Day date with lan, and I was a sad disgusting puking

perfect outfit, because I would just look ridiculous.  As if on cue, my body jerked forward as if

a false alarm.I managed to calm myself down

the bathroom," I

the nearest bathroom and I was

before I could say ‘Forever 21’, I was kneeling in front of the toilet bowl, puking my

been puking the entire day," Tiff pointed out the obvious

pulled

tired,"I groaned as

like moving.I felt so

there in that tiny toilet

stood up behind me and I could

"What?"I asked them.

not pregnant, right?"Tiff asked

"No way!"I scoffed.

was the last time you had your period?"Carrie

my head around and pulled myself up with all

a question,"

put the lid down and sat on

counting the days to my last period, thinking hard about her question, and I finally

 "My last period was like, a while ago.But I heard that might happen

taking your pills regularly?"

"Totally!" I said defensively.

was stupid enough to miss taking my pills  wait a

oh, what's with that look?"Tiff

a time where I

"Emma!"they yelled in unison.

new to the pills.Sometimes I forgot to take it in the morning, so I took it at night.But then there were days where I forgot if I had taken it in the morning or at night

"When was this?"

a couple of weeks ago, maybe? I was so busy with college interviews and

"Emma!"they yelled again.

I gonna do?"my hands went

believe what

What the hell is happening? Am I really pregnant? lan and did have a lot of sex,

always came inside too, sometimes several times a

if I'm pregnant? Oh

said, fanning my face with

don't have to freak out yet.It might be anything.It might be a stomach

so?"I looked up

said, but she

the test, just to

god!"I was hyperventilating all

oh my god," 

I get from being a potential Ivy League student to the girl who might be pregnant in high school?

she bent down to my face, "I’m gonna go get you a

I wanted to cry.

didn't want this to be

I was so scared.

into a hug and I

was crying buckets into

be okay, Em.We're here for

it might not be

need to get the test done and go from

again.They were right.Everything was still up in the air

might be just a huge

the Valentine’s Day date, suddenly I was hoping I

outside to

inside the small 3- stalls

a word to each other as I washed my mouth on

nervous to speak, and she probably

just held my hand and I stood