I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

they've done a great job Leah. Isn't it beautiful?". She gushed. It was always nice to see my gran smile. "Said they would be done by Thursday. Grab

wasn't fitting in here at all. I know it had

I burst out crying.

grans arms as she

just sad". I cried. "None of the girls at school like me, none of them want to get to know me.

"I'm so sorry I moved us away. I uprooted your life and

fitting in". I sobbed wiping

Is

It's okay I'm okay". As I started to plate my dinner my gran placed her hand on my arm.

to eat mine upstairs and then go to bed. I'm not feeling good and my hands sore". I was laying the ground work so I could take a sick day

okay sweetheart. Go eat your dinner and get

watch greys. I don't know where the tears had come from. I was always the strong

someone to fix

had a message from Ryan. He seemed to be my

'You alright shorty?'

I won't be in school tomorrow.

my beside drawer. I could still hear the music and

was always something going on in

..

I couldn't sleep.

music was starting to

and pulled it over my head. Instantly

downstairs trying not to wake my gran. I had the fridge open staring for something

I took the hot chocolate from the cupboard and emptied some into a cup. It was far to late for coffee so this would have to do. Adding some milk and a

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

I had noticed the

'It's late Alanna'

only be 5mins I

'Back door'

the dark?". She asked her voice low. I wasn't sitting in the dark, the lights around

"What's up?". I asked.

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