I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

to see my gran smile. "Said they would be done by Thursday. Grab some paper plates

arms crossed leaning against the bunker. I just wasn't fitting in here at all. I know it had only been two days but it didn't seem to be

I burst out crying.

into my grans arms as she held me tight. "Who's hurt

like me, none of them want to get to know me. So much for making new

sorry I moved us away. I uprooted your life and expected

not fitting in". I sobbed wiping

about Alanna? Is she not your

my gran placed her hand on my

mine upstairs and then go to bed. I'm not feeling good and my hands sore". I was laying the ground work so I could take a

sweetheart. Go eat your dinner and

don't know where the tears had come from. I was always the strong independent girl but recently

someone to fix my

from Ryan. He seemed to

'You alright shorty?'

checking in. I won't be in school tomorrow. I'm not feeling great but

plate on my beside drawer. I could still hear the music

something going on in

..

I couldn't sleep.

starting to

covers off I grabbed a jumper and pulled it over

to wake my gran. I had the fridge open staring for something that wasn't there. I didn't even know what I was looking

into a cup. It was far to late for coffee so this would have to do. Adding

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

noticed the

'It's late Alanna'

only be

'Back door'

I wasn't sitting in the dark, the

"What's up?". I asked.

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