I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

nice to

all. I know it had

I burst out crying.

what's wrong". I was pulled into my grans arms as she held me tight. "Who's hurt you?

I cried. "None of the girls at school like me, none of them want to get to know me. So much for making

uprooted your life and expected you to be

in". I sobbed wiping at my

Is she not your

I'm okay". As I started to plate my dinner my gran placed her hand on my arm. "It's hard sweetheart

go to bed. I'm not feeling good and my hands sore".

sweetheart. Go eat your dinner and get some

know where the tears had come from. I was always the strong independent girl but recently I felt like a broken

didn't I have someone to

phone I noticed I had a message from Ryan. He seemed to be my only real friend at

'You alright shorty?'

in school tomorrow. I'm not feeling

drawer. I could still hear the music and it was probably going to be like that for the majority of the

was always something going on

..

I couldn't sleep.

to

covers off I grabbed a jumper and pulled it over my head. Instantly regretting it when all I

of bed I quietly made my way downstairs trying not to wake my gran. I had the fridge open staring for something that wasn't there. I didn't even know

late for coffee so this would have to do. Adding some milk

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

noticed the music had

'It's late Alanna'

only be 5mins I

'Back door'

the dark?". She asked her voice low. I wasn't sitting in the dark, the lights around the island were on along with the

"What's up?". I asked.

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