The Alpha Chose Me

Chapter 19

I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

great job Leah. Isn't it beautiful?". She gushed. It was always nice to see my gran smile. "Said they would be done by Thursday.

the bunker. I just wasn't fitting in here at all. I know it had only been two days but it didn't seem

I burst out crying.

sweetheart what's wrong". I was pulled into my grans arms as she held me tight. "Who's hurt

I cried. "None of the girls at school like me, none of them

your life and expected

just not fitting in". I

about Alanna? Is

plate my dinner my gran placed her hand on my arm. "It's hard sweetheart but

feeling good and my hands sore". I was laying the ground work

sweetheart. Go eat your dinner and get

headed back to my room and continued to watch greys. I don't know where the tears had come from. I was always the strong independent girl but recently I felt like

didn't I have someone to

message from Ryan. He seemed

'You alright shorty?'

checking in. I won't be in school tomorrow. I'm not feeling great but I'll

I could still hear the music and it was probably going to

was always something going on in

..

I couldn't sleep.

starting to get on

a jumper and pulled it over my head. Instantly regretting it when all I could

gran. I had the fridge open staring for something that wasn't there. I didn't even know what

emptied some into a cup. It was far to late for coffee so this would have to do. Adding some milk and a few marshmallows I

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

had noticed the music

'It's late Alanna'

only be 5mins

'Back door'

sitting in the dark?". She asked her voice low. I wasn't sitting in the dark, the lights around the island were on along with the ones

"What's up?". I asked.

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