I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

gushed. It was always nice to see

leaning against the bunker. I just wasn't fitting in here at all. I

I burst out crying.

grans arms as she

at school like me, none of them want to get to know me. So much for making new

away. I uprooted your life and expected you to be okay with it.

in". I sobbed

about Alanna? Is she not your

placed her

know. I'm going to eat mine upstairs and then go to bed. I'm not feeling good and my hands sore". I was laying the ground work so I could take a sick day

Go eat your dinner and get some

I don't know where the tears had come from. I was always the

I have someone to fix

Ryan. He seemed to

'You alright shorty?'

won't be in school

hear the music and it was probably going to be

going

..

I couldn't sleep.

to get on my

a jumper and pulled it over my head. Instantly regretting it when all I could smell

my way downstairs trying not to wake my gran. I had the fridge open

I took the hot chocolate from the cupboard and emptied some into a cup. It was far to late for coffee so this would have to do. Adding some milk and a few marshmallows I took a seat at

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

late. I had noticed the music

'It's late Alanna'

only be 5mins I

'Back door'

her voice low. I wasn't sitting in the dark, the lights

"What's up?". I asked.

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