I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

She gushed. It was always nice to see my gran smile.

my arms crossed leaning against the bunker. I just wasn't fitting in here at all. I know it had only been two days but it didn't seem to be

I burst out crying.

was pulled into my grans arms

cried. "None of the girls at school like me, none of them want to

your

not fitting in". I sobbed

Is she not your

gran placed her hand on my arm. "It's hard sweetheart

and then go to bed. I'm not feeling good and my hands sore". I was laying the ground work so I could take a

okay sweetheart. Go eat your dinner

back to my room and continued to watch greys. I don't know where the tears had come from. I was always the strong

I have someone to fix my

from Ryan.

'You alright shorty?'

in. I won't be in school

still hear the music and it was probably going to

was always something going on in his

..

I couldn't sleep.

to get on my

jumper and pulled it over my head.

wake my gran. I had the fridge open staring for something that wasn't

took the hot chocolate from the cupboard and emptied some into a cup. It was far to late for coffee so

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

late. I had noticed the music had been

'It's late Alanna'

be

'Back door'

the dark?". She asked her voice low. I wasn't sitting in the dark, the lights

"What's up?". I asked.

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