I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

always nice to

stood with my arms crossed leaning against the bunker. I just wasn't fitting in here at all. I know it had only been two days but it didn't

I burst out crying.

I was pulled into my grans arms as she held me tight. "Who's

cried. "None of the girls at school like me, none of them want to get to know me.

your life and expected you to be okay with it. We shouldn't

fitting in". I sobbed wiping

about Alanna? Is she not

I started to plate my dinner my gran placed her hand on my arm.

I'm not feeling good and my hands sore". I was laying the ground

sweetheart. Go eat your dinner and

where the tears had come from. I was always the strong independent girl but recently I felt like

have someone

noticed I had a message from Ryan. He seemed to

'You alright shorty?'

be in school tomorrow. I'm not feeling great but I'll see you

I placed my plate on my beside drawer. I could still hear the music and it was probably going to be like that for the majority

always something going

..

I couldn't sleep.

music was starting to get

it over my head. Instantly

trying not to wake my gran. I had

to late for coffee so this would have to do. Adding some milk and

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

had noticed the music

'It's late Alanna'

only be 5mins

'Back door'

her voice low. I wasn't sitting in the dark, the lights around the island were on along

"What's up?". I asked.

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