I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

It was always nice to see my gran smile. "Said they would be done

just wasn't fitting in here at all. I know it had only been two days but it didn't

I burst out crying.

wrong". I was pulled into my grans arms

I cried. "None of the girls at school like me, none of them want to get to know me. So much for making

moved us away. I uprooted your life and expected you to be okay with

just not fitting in". I sobbed wiping at

about Alanna? Is

gran placed her hand on my arm. "It's hard

I'm going to eat mine upstairs and then go to bed. I'm not feeling good and my hands sore". I

sweetheart. Go eat your dinner

where the tears had come from. I was always the strong

I have someone to

my phone I noticed I had a message from Ryan. He seemed to be my only real friend

'You alright shorty?'

in. I won't be in school tomorrow.

the music and it was

always something going on in his

..

I couldn't sleep.

was starting to

pulled it over my head. Instantly

bed I quietly made my way downstairs trying not to wake my gran. I had the fridge open staring for something that wasn't there. I didn't

and emptied some into a cup. It was far to late for coffee so

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

noticed the music had been turned

'It's late Alanna'

only be 5mins

'Back door'

her voice low. I wasn't sitting in the

"What's up?". I asked.

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