I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.
I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.
I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.
Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.
'Are you okay? Ax'
'I'm fine :)'
I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.
'Want to come over?Ax'
"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'
It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.
My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.
'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'
My mouth became dry.
He was finally listening to me.
'Thank you x'
I deleted his number after that.
I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.
My front door slammed shut.
"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.
Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.
beautiful?". She gushed. It was always nice to see
bunker. I just wasn't fitting in here at all. I know it
I burst out crying.
into my grans arms as
like me, none of them want to get to know
us away. I uprooted your life and expected
I sobbed wiping at my
Alanna? Is she not
placed her hand on my arm.
upstairs and then go to bed. I'm not feeling good and my hands sore". I was laying the
okay sweetheart. Go eat your
don't know where the tears had come from. I
didn't I have someone
my phone I noticed I had a message from Ryan. He seemed to
'You alright shorty?'
for checking in. I won't be in school tomorrow. I'm
drawer. I could still hear the
was always something going on
..
I couldn't sleep.
starting to
pulled it over my head. Instantly regretting it when all
gran. I had the fridge open staring for
into a cup. It was far to late for coffee so this would have to
My phone pinged.
'Are you awake?Ax'
'Yes. What's up?'
'Can I come over?Ax'
noticed the music had been turned down
'It's late Alanna'
only be
'Back door'
in the dark?". She asked her voice low. I wasn't sitting in the dark, the lights around the island were on along with the ones under
"What's up?". I asked.
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