I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.
I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.
I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.
Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.
'Are you okay? Ax'
'I'm fine :)'
I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.
'Want to come over?Ax'
"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'
It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.
My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.
'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'
My mouth became dry.
He was finally listening to me.
'Thank you x'
I deleted his number after that.
I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.
My front door slammed shut.
"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.
Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.
It was always nice to see my gran smile. "Said they would be done by Thursday. Grab
all. I know it had
I burst out crying.
my grans arms as she held me
"None of the girls at school like me, none of them want
away. I uprooted your life and
in". I sobbed wiping
about Alanna? Is
started to plate my dinner my gran placed her hand on my arm. "It's hard sweetheart but you'll get there, we'll get
to bed. I'm not feeling good and my hands sore". I was laying the ground work
okay sweetheart. Go eat your dinner
my room and continued to watch greys. I don't know where the tears had come
I have someone to fix my
my phone I noticed I had a message from Ryan. He seemed to be my only
'You alright shorty?'
won't be in school
drawer. I could still hear the music and it was probably going to be like that for
going on in
..
I couldn't sleep.
music was starting to get on my
a jumper and pulled it over my head. Instantly regretting it when all I
had the fridge open staring for something
was far to late for coffee so this would
My phone pinged.
'Are you awake?Ax'
'Yes. What's up?'
'Can I come over?Ax'
was late. I had noticed the music had
'It's late Alanna'
be
'Back door'
in the dark, the lights around the
"What's up?". I asked.
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