I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

it beautiful?". She gushed. It was always nice to see my gran smile. "Said they would be done by Thursday.

leaning against the bunker. I just wasn't fitting in here at all. I know it

I burst out crying.

I was pulled into my grans arms as she held

me, none of them want to

uprooted your life and expected

I sobbed wiping at

about Alanna? Is she

started to plate my dinner my gran placed her hand on my arm. "It's hard sweetheart but

to eat mine upstairs and then go to bed. I'm not feeling good and my

eat your dinner and get some

room and continued to watch greys. I don't know where the tears had come from. I was always the strong independent girl

I have someone

message from Ryan. He seemed to be

'You alright shorty?'

checking in. I won't be in school tomorrow. I'm not feeling great

beside drawer. I could still hear the music and it was probably going to be like that for the majority of the

something going on

..

I couldn't sleep.

to

and pulled it over

made my way downstairs trying not to wake my gran. I had the fridge open staring for something that wasn't there. I didn't even know what I was

was far to late

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

I had noticed the

'It's late Alanna'

only be 5mins

'Back door'

low. I wasn't sitting in the

"What's up?". I asked.

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