I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay.

'Want to come over?Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

My phoned pinged again. This girl didn't give up.

'I'm sorry you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't be forever princess'

My mouth became dry.

He was finally listening to me.

'Thank you x'

I deleted his number after that.

I could hear the music, I could hear the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no longer concentrate.

My front door slammed shut.

"Leah come down I've got dinner". My gran yelled.

Great I was starving and for once she wasn't home too late.

job Leah. Isn't it beautiful?". She gushed. It was always nice to

here at all. I know it had only been

I burst out crying.

Leah, sweetheart what's wrong". I was pulled into my grans arms as she

of the girls at school like me, none of them want to get to know me. So much

your life and expected you

fitting in". I sobbed wiping at

Alanna? Is

It's okay I'm okay". As I started to plate my dinner my gran placed her hand on my arm. "It's hard sweetheart but you'll get there, we'll

eat mine upstairs and then go to bed. I'm not feeling good and my hands sore". I was laying the ground work so I could

okay sweetheart. Go eat your dinner

greys. I don't know where the tears had come from. I was always the strong independent girl but

I have someone to fix

from Ryan. He seemed to be my only real friend at

'You alright shorty?'

school tomorrow. I'm not

on my beside drawer. I could still hear the music and it

was always something going on in

..

I couldn't sleep.

music was starting to get on my

my covers off I grabbed a jumper and pulled it over my head. Instantly regretting it when all I could smell was

way downstairs trying not to wake my gran. I had the fridge open staring for something that wasn't there.

into a cup. It was far to late for

My phone pinged.

'Are you awake?Ax'

'Yes. What's up?'

'Can I come over?Ax'

late. I had noticed the music

'It's late Alanna'

only be 5mins I

'Back door'

She asked her voice low. I wasn't sitting in the dark, the

"What's up?". I asked.

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