The Alpha Chose Me

Putting on some music I sat on my window seat. The street was quiet tonight, peaceful. The storm had well and truly passed.

"He wants to take me out. He's not busy anymore. What do I wear?". Lana came bursting through my door in a state.

I started laughing. I had never seen her like this over a boy before and there I thought she wasn't that interested in him.

"Stop laughing and help me find something cute". Pulling the doors open to my closet she started throwing clothes everywhere.

"You need to calm down and do not even think about touching my red bottoms". I had been ranting about a pair of louboutin's since I was fifteen and my gran being the gran that she is bought them for my eighteenth birthday. I hadn't even wore them yet.

"Have you wore them?". She asked holding one up.

"Put them down". I said holding up my hands. Those shoes were expensive and still to this day I don't know how she was able to afford them.

"Help me find something to wear please". She groaned pulling out a black dress with lace sleeves. Another one I had bought and had yet to wear. "Oh I like this". She grinned holding it against her body.

"Where is he taking you?". I asked as she began to strip out of her clothes.

"Dinner I think I didn't ask, should I ask?". Slipping the dress over her body she looked at herself in the mirror. "That's never going to zip is it. You're so tiny compared to me".

"Maybe best to find out where he's taking you first and then we can find you something to wear". Walking to where she stood I pulled on the zipper. "It fits perfectly". I smiled.

"I'm nervous Leah and I'm never nervous when it comes to boys. I have this knot in my stomach". Smoothing her hands over the dress she looked at me through the mirror.

"You like him". I grinned.

"I've liked a lot of boys before and never felt this way. Why do I feel like I'm going to be sick".

"Maybe you like Pete that little bit more". I laughed when I caught her facial expression.

"I doubt that". She sighed. "But it's weird, this feeling is creeping me out".

"I think I'm falling in love with him". I blurted out. I had to tell someone. The feelings I had were crazy. I know it's only been a short time but my feelings were real. Realer than anything I've ever felt before and I was terrified.

"How do you know?". She whispered. That wasn't what I was expecting her to say. Usually it would be a cheeky one liner or something to make me laugh.

"I think about him all the time, I feel like my heart is going to burst. The way he makes me feel when we're together is magical. The excitement, the butterflies, the rush he gives me".

"Is it the same as what you felt with Tommy?".

Shaking my head no I gave her a small smile. Being with Jake was like a breath of fresh air. Everything with him was easy. He was interested in my opinion, he didn't laugh at what I had to say. He liked me for me, he wasn't trying to make me someone I wasn't.

"Completely different". I whispered. "Now I realise just how bad my relationship with Tommy was. It's just a shame it took for someone else to step in and show me".

love you don't you?". She

"Yes why?".

like you're not only my best friend you're my sister. You're my person and you have been since we

since day one". I

you". She

all in my head. How could I have been so stupid?

I started to delete everything that was related to

didn't deserve you

didn't". I wasn't angry that she didn't tell me. If she told me I probably wouldn't have believed her. "I thought I loved him but it's not

She grinned holding up the photos that used to be stuck to my

want with them and take this as well". Pulling the ring off my finger I chucked it to her. It's crazy how you think you know what love is and then someone new comes along and shows you what it's meant

dinner we go to the beach and we burn these, we remove him from your life and

your date". I smirked.

gran called from the bottom

my lips. I had doubts about him

in the mirror I shook my head. I was better than that, better than him. He was my past and I wasn't going to dwell on it. Wiping at my eyes I glanced at my phone as

see

was my now.

bed. Tommy Lewis

felt like ages since we had dinner together. Smiling at George I took a seat at the table. I couldn't wait to dig in. The steak looked delicious.

already?". I

couldn't make it?". My gran

a date". I

boy I caught her with?".

knew as well as I did

happened

at my dinner I took a sip of my water before I answered her. "He's busy gran or he would have been here". George had been very quiet since I came down, too quiet for my liking.

then sweetheart".

by tonight once he's done". I wasn't sure if I was asking her or telling her. Guess

up early for school. As long as he doesn't make it to late then I don't mind him coming but make sure he knows he's not

"Ellen". George sighed.

knows my rules George".

My gran had her rules, rules I had already broken. I was eighteen, Jake staying over shouldn't be a bad thing and it wasn't. We weren't having sex but the longer we spent taking it slow the harder I knew it would be. The more time we spent getting to know each other

going back to experiencing the horrible pain of not accepting it. Those last few days were torture for me. I still had niggles in the pit of my stomach

"Earth to Leah"...

up I blinked a few times. I was

me to take you to

till 2 so if you could just pick me up from school".

in my phone so I don't forget". The chatter between her and George picked up but I