The Alpha Chose Me

Chapter 47

I had been up for hours. I had no idea what the feeling was in my stomach. Wasn't nerves but more of a gut feeling and I usually only got that when something bad was coming.

Jake was still sleeping. Every so often his hand would find mine. It was like he was checking to see I was still here.

Pushing the covers off I got out of bed tip toeing around my room so I wouldn't wake him. I didn't want to go to school. My head was all over the place at the moment. I graduate in less than 6 months and I had no idea what I wanted to do after school finished.

I had applied for universities back home pending I get in but I wasn't sure travelling back there was what I wanted. I didn't know how my life was going to go now that I had Jake.

Could I be away from him for so long? Something told me he wouldn't like that or more so wouldn't allow it. He had a temper I knew that but I couldn't see myself doing nothing with my life.

We all had goals and up until now leading a pack of werewolf's wasn't mine. I wasn't the type of girl to stay home and not work.

I don't think I could be a housewife.

Grabbing a clean towel I closed my bedroom door quietly behind me. I was hoping my morning shower would clear my head. I worried about everything, I overthink every decision. Stripping out of my clothes I turned the shower on.

I worried I couldn't do it. What if I wasn't the strong girl he thought I was? What if his pack wouldn't follow my lead like he said. Standing under the water I closed my eyes.

My anxiety was through the roof this morning.

He was always telling me not to worry or stress about it but I couldn't help it. I put 100% into everything I did. I knew some of his pack members didn't like me but I understood why. I didn't ask to be his mate. He picked me not the other way around. Not that I would change it.

I had to stop putting so much pressure on myself.

Washing the soap from my body I took the towel off the rail wrapping it around my body. I didn't feel any better. My head felt like it was going to explode. At this moment I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. I went to bed happy and woke up feeling like crap.

My emotions were playing up and my game was off. I was stuck in a ruck with my life. I couldn't stop the what ifs in my head. Exiting the bathroom I went back into my bedroom.

awake his head buried in

"Morning princess".

my window I pulled back my curtain slightly.

concentration still locked on his phone.

second thoughts? Did I really want this, want him? I was basically giving my life to him. He

to having an off day. We all had them and there was nothing wrong with

"Babe?".

make eye contact. I didn't

if something is wrong then tell me". Grabbing a hold of my hand I sighed. Chewing my bottom lip I looked into those big

definitely

"I-..." I hesitated.

He sighed

I questioned.

100% in this. You're having second thoughts". Getting to his feet he started to pace my

was the unknown that was playing in the back of my

"No Jake that's-...."

If she hadn't of walked in I would have taken you. I'd have ate that sweet little cunt of yours. I'd have finally gotten to

"Jake I-...."

a fucking game Leah. This is my life, our life and baby

say that". He was jumping to conclusions like he did with everything. He always made it bigger than what it was. I

going on with you. You're acting completely

I

"Don't you clench your fucking teeth

at him I balled my hand into a fist. I was pissed off and turned on at the same time.

or not I wasn't scared of him. Whether it was because of the bond and I knew I was his I

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