The Alpha Chose Me

I had been up for hours. I had no idea what the feeling was in my stomach. Wasn't nerves but more of a gut feeling and I usually only got that when something bad was coming.

Jake was still sleeping. Every so often his hand would find mine. It was like he was checking to see I was still here.

Pushing the covers off I got out of bed tip toeing around my room so I wouldn't wake him. I didn't want to go to school. My head was all over the place at the moment. I graduate in less than 6 months and I had no idea what I wanted to do after school finished.

I had applied for universities back home pending I get in but I wasn't sure travelling back there was what I wanted. I didn't know how my life was going to go now that I had Jake.

Could I be away from him for so long? Something told me he wouldn't like that or more so wouldn't allow it. He had a temper I knew that but I couldn't see myself doing nothing with my life.

We all had goals and up until now leading a pack of werewolf's wasn't mine. I wasn't the type of girl to stay home and not work.

I don't think I could be a housewife.

Grabbing a clean towel I closed my bedroom door quietly behind me. I was hoping my morning shower would clear my head. I worried about everything, I overthink every decision. Stripping out of my clothes I turned the shower on.

I worried I couldn't do it. What if I wasn't the strong girl he thought I was? What if his pack wouldn't follow my lead like he said. Standing under the water I closed my eyes.

My anxiety was through the roof this morning.

He was always telling me not to worry or stress about it but I couldn't help it. I put 100% into everything I did. I knew some of his pack members didn't like me but I understood why. I didn't ask to be his mate. He picked me not the other way around. Not that I would change it.

I had to stop putting so much pressure on myself.

Washing the soap from my body I took the towel off the rail wrapping it around my body. I didn't feel any better. My head felt like it was going to explode. At this moment I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. I went to bed happy and woke up feeling like crap.

My emotions were playing up and my game was off. I was stuck in a ruck with my life. I couldn't stop the what ifs in my head. Exiting the bathroom I went back into my bedroom.

was awake his head buried in his phone.

"Morning princess".

a seat at my window I pulled back

me his concentration still locked on his phone. It still amazed me

want this, want him? I was

day. We all had them and

"Babe?".

to make eye contact. I didn't want him to worry. What I was feeling had an impact on

me". Grabbing a hold of my hand I sighed. Chewing my bottom lip I looked

definitely

"I-..." I hesitated.

fucking knew it". He sighed

what?". I

100% in this. You're having second thoughts". Getting to his

wasn't I just wasn't sure. I knew I wanted him I guess it was the unknown that was playing in the back of

"No Jake that's-...."

have fucked you. If she hadn't of walked in I would have taken you. I'd have ate

"Jake I-...."

and baby if you're not 100% in this then it's not going

that". He was jumping to conclusions like he did with everything. He always made it bigger than what it was. I wasn't having second thoughts. I wanted to be with him god he had no idea how much I wanted

what the fuck is going on with you. You're acting completely different from

up". I hissed.

He snarled. "Don't you clench your fucking teeth at me".

my hand into a fist. I was pissed off and turned on at the same time. Angry Jake was sexy. "You don't scare me". I snapped my eyes locked with his.

because of the bond and I