The Alpha Chose Me

For some reason I couldn't get drunk. I was tipsy, my head a little fuzzy but I was still aware of my surroundings.

"Let's go". Alanna smirked. "It's VIP time". Taking a hold of my hand she pulled me to my feet.

The VIP area wasn't so different from the main area. It had comfier seats and was a lot more intimate but that was it.

"I'm going to get some air". I wasn't feeling it anymore.

"You okay?". She asked.

"Always". I smiled as she pulled me in for a hug.

"If you get the chance please talk to him". As she pulled back I rolled my eyes. Speaking of Jake I hadn't seen him in a while. I wasn't even sure if he was still here.

"I will". Walking across the dance floor I grabbed my phone from my bag and made my way outside. The cold air against my face was welcoming. It was like a sweat fest inside.

"Little lady are you okay?". The bouncer asked.

Holding onto the front of the building I pulled my shoes off a sigh escaping my mouth when I felt the coolness of the ground. "You can call me Leah". I smiled.

"Leah". He grinned. "Want me to call the boss?".

Yes, yes I did. I didn't want to fight anymore. I missed him, missed being around him and spending time together. But if he couldn't be honest with me then I had to stand my ground and keep to my word. I wasn't about to put my all into this if he was still messing around.

"No that's okay". Walking to the end of the sidewalk I took a seat on the kerb. I should have stayed in tonight. I wasn't in the mood anymore. I was starving and couldn't seem to get out this funk that I was in.

Being here wasn't as fun as the first time. All I could think about was him. Did it even bother him that we weren't speaking? Was he thinking about it just as much as I was?

I was too wrapped up in my own head to hear him approach. Placing his hands on my shoulders I placed my hand on one of his. I didn't want to be like this anymore. It was hard being mad at him.

"Think we need to talk princess".

We did but I was scared it would turn into a screaming match and I didn't really want that outside a night club in front of an audience.

"We do Jake but not here". I was ready to go home and get out of this dress.

"Let me take you home"...

Letting my hand fall from his I picked up my shoes and got to my feet. I at least had to make a little effort if we were going to fix this.

"Take me home then".

the club. That told me he hadn't been drinking.

past. I wasn't jealous, we all had a past. I just needed to know that we were on the same page and both of us were going to put 100%

it's just when you have so many different girls approaching you and filling your head with crap

He asked as he pulled

from my bag. I didn't want to worry the girls when they couldn't find me.

"Just okay?".

into my pjs, get into bed and stuff my

that's good". I could see his smirk from the corner of my

he couldn't see my smile. I always did like the playfulness we had together. Being together was always easy. Well when

fell from his lips. "I deserved that.

heart hurt that we had hit a dent in the road.

"Thank you".

home was quiet. It wasn't awkward but there was definitely some tension between us. As he rounded the corner to our street he passed my house only stopping when

don't want to be disturbed". As he unclipped his seatbelt and got out I tried to calm my breathing. This is what needed to happen. I just wasn't sure how it was going to end.

in my stomach were going wild. This talk was going to determine what happened between us. I wanted to trust him but I still had a little bit of doubt in

I jumped in with two feet  and it was a mistake. The

deep down he was going to be in my life whether I wanted him to be or

walked the short distance to his front door. "You want

rumbled, I was starting

this point I would

"Do

the far right cupboard. I'm going to change I'll be back in

before he could finish his sentence. Reaching up and into the cupboard I pulled the family sized bag out and ripped them open. I loved that his house was open plan. The row of full sized windows looking out into his backyard. The scenery that you could see for miles, it was a beautiful sight and I

"Beautiful isn't it?"...

couches I sat down tucking my feet under my bum.

a few steps towards me. "Baby I'm sorry". The sigh left his

sorry too". I whispered.

the truth but instead I caused an argument that didn't need to happen. Sarah and I messed around a lot but please know I haven't been with anyone since you got here. Those girls are

believed him but I still wasn't sure I trusted him 100%. Not

how hard tonight was for

our stare. He had no idea the effect he had on me. These feelings were all

dress". He groaned. "Please tell me you're wearing

don't like this". I

don't either princess". Taking a seat next to me he slid his arm around my shoulder. "I can't do this Leah. Not speaking to you or

"What?".

my side the full night. Every guy in