The Alpha Chose Me

For some reason I couldn't get drunk. I was tipsy, my head a little fuzzy but I was still aware of my surroundings.

"Let's go". Alanna smirked. "It's VIP time". Taking a hold of my hand she pulled me to my feet.

The VIP area wasn't so different from the main area. It had comfier seats and was a lot more intimate but that was it.

"I'm going to get some air". I wasn't feeling it anymore.

"You okay?". She asked.

"Always". I smiled as she pulled me in for a hug.

"If you get the chance please talk to him". As she pulled back I rolled my eyes. Speaking of Jake I hadn't seen him in a while. I wasn't even sure if he was still here.

"I will". Walking across the dance floor I grabbed my phone from my bag and made my way outside. The cold air against my face was welcoming. It was like a sweat fest inside.

"Little lady are you okay?". The bouncer asked.

Holding onto the front of the building I pulled my shoes off a sigh escaping my mouth when I felt the coolness of the ground. "You can call me Leah". I smiled.

"Leah". He grinned. "Want me to call the boss?".

Yes, yes I did. I didn't want to fight anymore. I missed him, missed being around him and spending time together. But if he couldn't be honest with me then I had to stand my ground and keep to my word. I wasn't about to put my all into this if he was still messing around.

"No that's okay". Walking to the end of the sidewalk I took a seat on the kerb. I should have stayed in tonight. I wasn't in the mood anymore. I was starving and couldn't seem to get out this funk that I was in.

Being here wasn't as fun as the first time. All I could think about was him. Did it even bother him that we weren't speaking? Was he thinking about it just as much as I was?

I was too wrapped up in my own head to hear him approach. Placing his hands on my shoulders I placed my hand on one of his. I didn't want to be like this anymore. It was hard being mad at him.

"Think we need to talk princess".

We did but I was scared it would turn into a screaming match and I didn't really want that outside a night club in front of an audience.

"We do Jake but not here". I was ready to go home and get out of this dress.

"Let me take you home"...

Letting my hand fall from his I picked up my shoes and got to my feet. I at least had to make a little effort if we were going to fix this.

"Take me home then".

at the side of the club. That told me he hadn't been drinking. Clipping my seatbelt into place I could feel the nerves building

tell me about his past. I wasn't jealous, we all had a past. I just needed to know that we were on the same page and both of us were going to put

just when you have so many different

have fun tonight?". He asked as he pulled

phone from my bag. I didn't want to worry the girls when they couldn't find me. Sending Alanna a text I put my phone away my fingers touching

"Just okay?".

wanted nothing more than to jump into my pjs, get into bed and stuff my face with hot Cheetos.

that's good". I could see his smirk from

couldn't see my smile. I always did like the playfulness we had together. Being together was always easy. Well

chuckle fell from his lips. "I deserved that. You look beautiful tonight Leah".

my heart hurt that we had hit a dent

"Thank you".

of the car journey home was quiet. It wasn't awkward but there was definitely some tension between us. As he rounded the corner to our street he passed my house only stopping when he was

out I tried to calm my breathing. This is what needed to happen. I

were going wild. This talk was going to

going into this blind. I jumped in with two feet  and it was a mistake. The more time we

to be in my

asked knocking me out of my thoughts. Smiling I walked the short distance to his front door. "You want anything?". Walking behind him into his

I'm good". My stomach rumbled, I was starting to feel a little sick.

okay?". As this point I would eat

I groaned. "Do you

in the far right cupboard. I'm going to change I'll be back in

before he could finish his sentence. Reaching up and into the cupboard I pulled the family sized bag out and ripped them open. I loved that his house was open plan. The row of full sized windows looking out into his backyard. The scenery that you could see

"Beautiful isn't it?"...

corner couches I sat down tucking my feet under my bum. "I bet it looks amazing in winter". Shoving a

a few steps towards me. "Baby I'm sorry". The sigh left his mouth as he

too". I

happen. Sarah and I messed around a lot but please know I haven't been with anyone since you got here. Those girls are

still wasn't sure I

how hard tonight was for me?".

stare. He had no idea the effect he had on me. These feelings

me you're wearing panties". I couldn't

this".

can't do this Leah. Not speaking to you or seeing you is driving me crazy.

"What?".

night. Every guy in that damn club had their