The Alpha's Rejected Silent Mate

Chapter 35

Damien POV

I’ve just gotten home and it’s still dark inside, none of the lights having been turned on. I swear and turn on the

kitchen light and go looking for Winter. The least she could have done is light up the house, especially since I can see

rainclouds gathering and it’s so dark inside the house that it’s difficult to see clearly. But when I go upstairs there’s no sign of her. Perhaps she’s in the bathroom, I think, and go and check. Then I checked each room methodically, calling out her name. There’s no sign of her anywhere and I feel dread rise from the pit of my stomach. Something is wrong, I just know it.

“S**t” | swear. So she hadn’t walked home by herself after all, like I had assumed. What had happened then? |

don’t know why, but I begin to search her room, in case she’s left some sort of sign about where she might have gone. I don’t think Jessica and her cronies would have the guts to do anything to Winter, especially against Johnathon’s

wishes. I also know sometimes she likes to be alone. I’m not sure where, but every so often she’d slip out and come

back hours later, a small smile on her face. Like her own personal haven that only she knew about. Her own little

sanctuary, away from father and me.

I rifle through her desk and that’s when I see the envelope, with my name written on it in neat cursive writing.

My hand is shaking as I pull it out and I quickly rip the envelope open as I sit down on her bed. It’s a letter addressed to me and, with my heart in my throat, I begin to read it.

Dear Damien

and left. It’s nothing against you, but I can’t bear the thought of staying in this pack any longer. I’ve never truly felt like I belonged

me next, what would I

safe, not even at school. The Luna and Alpha don’t even know of my existence because of where we live and the students in the school love to bully me, because

school.

being such a coward and not telling you, but I was afraid you

to leave ever since Johnathon rejected me straight

to find happiness while I live here, or even love. I want what mother

they were always affectionate in front of

family instead of

sorry that mother died because of me, but it wasn’t my fault and honestly you blamed me anyway. Damien, even when you hit me, or punished me, I still loved you. I’ve never stopped loving you as my brother. But I want a life for myself. I want to live in a pack that cares about me as a person and who accepts me for who I am. Where I can be myself without having

free, Damien. While / stay here, it’s like I’m stuck in a cage, unable to be free and unable

for both of us, but I’m willing to

I needed was the love of

me Damien, and I’m

Take care of yourself and don’t worry about me. Don’t go looking for me.

this. Let me live again. When I find a place to call home, I’ll send for

about you. But I need to take this time and travel, be independent instead of relying on other

myself and discover what I want for once instead of

what happened. I

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like this. But I couldn’t bear to see