The Alpha's Rejected Silent Mate

Chapter 46

Chapter 46

Kai POV

f**k, f**k, f**k. I can’t believe I just did that. My mind whirls with the implications. I should never have done it,

let alone even gone to see her. What on earth was I thinking? My wolf is pleased, sending me all sorts of naughty and inappropriate images in my mind, which is not helping with the situation. I can’t stop thinking about that kiss. God, her lips were so soft and gentle and those moans of hers. My c**k twitched just thinking about it. If I hadn’t pulled back when I did, we would have ended up doing it on the hospital bed and how embarrassing would that have been? Storm doesn’t think it would have been embarrassing at all, the bloody hornbag.

I can’t be near her, I decided. It was too dangerous to control my feelings when it came to Winter. Even though she can’t speak, she still draws me in. Something about those large eyes of hers that beseech me and make me feel like a right bastard. Even now, I bet she’s hurt at me leaving. I swear there were tears in her eyes.

Would you just accept the mate bond already and get rid of that slut Candice?

She’s not a slut, she’s our girlfriend and I can’t just upend her for Winter. Remember, I don’t want a mate that’s going to hurt me like the first one did.

She’s not going to reject you. When are you going to realize that? Would you get over the scars you possess already? Winter doesn’t seem to be bothered by them.

That’s because she can’t tell me she is. I won’t be put in a vulnerable position again.

Candice just wants to be Luna, you know that as well as I. Stop being so blind to her.

Shut it wolf. I won’t break up with her, so just leave it.

He sulks but shuts up thankfully as I head back towards the pack house deep in thought. I wasn’t oblivious to Candice’s faults, contrary to what my wolf believed. But shouldn’t she expect to be Luna after dating me for so long? Wasn’t that a normal thing to do? I could just mark Candice but my wolf feels sick at the very thought of it and I just feel hesitant, as though I’m forcing myself to do something I don’t want to do. Damnit. Why was this so hard? Why

can’t I just reject Winter and get rid of all the drama? But she looks so fragile, so in need of protection and I feel

just as protective and it’s ironic, because he doesn’t feel

Candice at all.

up in the study and bury myself in paperwork. That would take

everything surely.

My wolf snickers.

is really going to help. You try that, you

You’re pushing it.

realize just how stupid you’ve been. You’re going to have a lot to make up for when it

settled myself in my study when Candice comes sashaying in. For the first time ever, instead of lighting up when she comes in, I feel nausea at her presence. Why is she disturbing me when I’m busy? I instantly feel bad for thinking that

I swallow hard. My wolf is extremely annoyed in the

protests.

always happy

enhances her beautiful figure perfectly. I have an idea of what it is she’s after and my c**k twitches as I look at

as excited as I usually am. Still, I stand up and kiss her, deep, disappointed not to feel any sparks or tingles. I just need to get Winter out of my head, I think to myself grimly. Candice senses there’s something wrong and pulls back, her eyes shining

comments and I almost laugh. She’s not kidding,

funny.

about a massage?” she offers and I sit back down with relief. At least she’s not angry. Not that she has any reason to be,

otherwise.

I tip my head back in appreciation, feeling my tense muscles begin

ministrations. This was heaven. I moan and she

and well, stressed out. I know exactly how to fix that”

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