Chapter 54

God, I’m pathetic, that’s the only way I can think to describe myself. Ever since I’ve left the hospital and been

confined to this large house of the Beta’s, I’ve moped around and refused to eat. I can tell Langdon is getting fed up with me, but honestly, I’m so far gone by this stage that I don’t even care. All can think of is him and the way he treats me, one moment like I’m precious to him and he can’t wait to touch me, and then, at the same instant, like a burden. He could easily get rid of me by rejecting me. Why hasn’t he? It would solve both of our problems.

Sabriel of course is clinging to hope. He’ll come around, just you wait and see Winter.

Sabriel, why do you care so much? Honestly, I think we could do so much better, don’t you? What is it about this man, that has you drooling for him so much?

He’s handsome for a start and I bet he’s well endowed.

So? I’m willing to bet we can easily find another man just as handsome and ahem, well endowed. Besides it’s not the size that matters but how you use it? Isn’t it?

He might not show it but he needs us.

No, he doesn’t Sabriel, he’s an Alpha. The last thing he needs is a weakling like us or a mute Luna. Honestly, he’d be doing himself a huge favor by rejecting us.

Don’t ever talk like that! Otherwise, I’ll do something to embarrass you the next time we shift Winter, I mean

You wouldn’t dare.

Try me. We both know I’m not bluffing.

It’s not an empty threat and I’m frightened to wonder what it is that she would actually do. With Sabriel, there’s no predicting her next move. But I’m bored as all f**k. However, something Sabriel has said excites me and I perk right up. It’s been ages since we last shifted and went for a run. What is there to stop me now? I grinned to myself.

Langdon’s already left to go discuss god knows what with Alpha Kai in regards to pack business and sternly told me to stay put. But why should I listen to him? I have a right to do what I want so long as it doesn’t hurt anyone. Besides it would just be for a little while. I’m dying being cooped up inside this bachelor house of Langdon’s. I need a good distraction.

Sabriel, I want to shift. Let’s go for a run.

He’ll be super angry

doesn’t own me and he can get stuffed if he thinks I’m

you had it in you girlie. Let’s get this party started! Oooh

right? I let Sabriel have control, if only to get her to shut up. But then she does the most disgusting thing ever by the front door, lifting up her hind leg and literally peeing on the door as I stared in disbelief. She lets

him?

I didn’t have to do the other one, otherwise / would have left a steaming heap of it to

if you

believe

Well, clearly.

us. We creep closer to the trees and

thud. I feel the exhilaration of being free from everything and

stops to look in it. I drew in a breath shocked. Is it

your wants first for a change. This is only the beginning of what our transformation could be. Just grow as a person and become

make it sound

it is. Wolves are cocky, don’t you know? We have no room for doubts in our heads. We just do it, so to speak. Bet we get massive once you finally

to bring that up for

this, Alpha Kai bloody well needs to explain himself to me and soon! We’re approaching the edge of the forest when we heard a low, furious growl from right in front of us. Langdon is standing there with his hands folded across his chest, glowering down at me. Well, I’m

you’ve been gone for hours, Winter” he snaps, and

off. “You peed on my door” he says incredulously, while Sabriel snickers in amusement. “Literally peed on it”

I was betting a crazy ex of

you see how mad he

can always

don’t, I dont’ think my heart can take

the brightness. “God, I don’t get paid enough to deal with this s**t. He

sky, Sabriel listening

walking back and forth. At this rate I’m going to

at his behaviour and enjoying herself

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