The Alpha Who Saved Me

CHAPTER 42

Gavin

I couldn’t believe my luck when Quinn accepted my date proposal finally. I don’t know what got her to change her mind about us becoming more than just friends, but I will take it. I’m aware that her mind can change at any moment, and so I’m being as patient as I can with her. As much as I want to take her and claim her as mine, I know she is far from ready for that.

I’m not a good man like my cousin, Declan, but I’m trying to be better, for her. I don’t know what it is about this she-wolf, but she’s different from the rest, and I don’t mean because she’s an Alpha. No, I noticed it the first time I met her. I was drawn to her instantly.

She had been dead set on waiting for her mate at that time. Unfortunately for her, it’s been almost a year and still, she is mate less. I’m so glad that I stuck around and waited her out, because now, I have a chance with the gorgeous Alpha. Our wolves get along too, making it so much easier to be able to claim each other if the time comes.

My father has been *me for months now about closing the deal with the new Alpha, but what he doesn’t realize is that I’m not doing this for him. No, I care for the beautiful she-wolf, and I’m not going to use her just to please my father. If I have to wait until his death before I can claim my rightful title, so be it. I’ve never been one to go against the Alpha of our pack, and because of that, I’ve ostracized myself with certain family members.

Declan, for instance, he hates my guts because of the things I’ve done in the past. I’ve always looked up to my older cousin, and I still do. It hurts every time he ridicules me on anything I do, and so I fight back, not wanting him to know how much his hatred for me hurts. Had I known back then what I do now, I would have fought my father harder, at least I like to think I would.

When the situation between Declan and his now crazy Luna first happened, I said a few things that I didn’t really mean, but I was still trying to keep up the pretense of being an *. Now, I don’t want that pretense, I want to be accepted.

Back when I was still a young pup, just coming into myself, my father thought I should become a man. I wasn’t allowed to wait for my fated mate even if I wanted to, because it’s not what my father wanted. He wanted to see his son turning into a man, so when he brought me to the pack’s she-*, who so happened to be in love with my father, he ordered her to bring her only daughter, into the room. The girl was a year older than me. My father then abused his title and used his Alpha command on the girl, ordering her to spread her legs for me.

Of course, being the tender age that I was, I was both nervous and excited. I couldn’t look the girl in her eyes, though. I didn’t want to see the tears streaming down her face as I stepped up to her spread thighs and placed my *at her entrance.

I remember my father’s exact words at that point, “No sense in drawing it out, son. It’s going to cause her pain when you take her virginity either way, so just ram that little *of yours right into that tight hole and then *her like a real man.” My stomach turns now as I think back to that moment, but the memory continues, “She’s going to follow in her mother’s footsteps anyway, and as the Alpha heir, it’s your right to be the one to take her maidenhead.”

looking at my father at

a *as a mate. She’s going to take after her *mother anyway, so if it isn’t

*then I’m not cut out to be an Alpha. Mouthing my apologies to the young she-wolf, I plunged myself into her *, and *her as hard as I could with my

myself inside of her, but my *hadn’t softened yet, and so I was instructed to keep *her until my *couldn’t get hard any longer. We were there for three hours, and that poor she-wolf took everything

and watch each time, until the day came that he thought I was man enough to come on

I had decided before I had even gotten there, that I would not touch her, not unless she wanted me to. This went on for two weeks, where I would go visit her and we would just sit and talk. We slowly became friends, somewhat, but one day when I went to see her, she informed

me *her one last time before he strangled her and then strangled her mother, making it all look as though they had a break in. Since he’s Alpha, nobody questioned him when he made the decision to burn their bodies and send them up

away

all over again with a different she-wolf, although that time, it was an orphaned she-wolf whose parents had died in a car accident, and she was taken under my father’s wing. She lived in the pack house, and eventually my father made her

to tell us about her pregnancy, my father sent my cousin out to wait for us. Without making me *her this time, he pretended

he saw what had happened. My father made it sound as though I was the one that murdered the innocent girl. He also commented

his back on me, but it’s

ANANDONNNNN

the Alpha *? Did you get any *?” My father’s

It was only

will call her whatever the **I want.” He stands, looking outside the window with his hands behind his back, “You will do what you must in order to claim her. I want to combine our

she decides that she doesn’t want me.”

“Well, if you ever want to be Alpha, then you better figure out a way to claim her! Knock her up if you have to, you’re good at doing