The Arranged Bride

Sophia's POV

Char was sitting beside me rubbing my back to soothe the pain but it was hurting so much.

I don't know for how long I was sitting outside the emergency room with my head on my hands when I heard Nick's voice. I raised my head to see him speaking to Leo. He didn't look at me and seemed so lost. I knew he was worried sick about Ethan.

After a few more minutes Mama, Papa and Erica came. I told Mama and Papa about what I saw. Narrating the incident was so freaking painful that fresh tears started rolling down my cheeks. Caleb came and stood beside Nick but he didn't speak.

Even after an hour , Nick didn't speak and I was starting to get worried. He wasn't showing any emotion and that was scaring me. So I got up to talk to him.

" Nick." I called but he didn't respond and only clenched his jaw .

" Nick." I called again and put a hand on his shoulder . He rudely shoved away my hand.

" Nick , atleast talk to me." I tried again.

" Talk to you ? What do you want to talk about? Ethan is there in the emergency unit and you want to talk ?" He snapped at me and I was really taken aback by his tone but I knew he was upset over the situation.

" Nick, don't." I heard Caleb warning Nick as if to not loose control.

" Nick calm down." I was being patient to him but this seemed to make him even angrier.

" Calm down? How the hell am I supposed to calm down ? My son is there fighting for his life. The doctors can't assure me of his state and you're asking me to bloody calm down? You wanted to talk right ? Let's do it. How about you tell me why you chose to speak privately to another guy when you were supposed to be with Ethan ? You were the one who took him to park , you only said that you can look after him , then why were you not there?" Was he blaming me? I left to speak to Brandon but I had made sure that Leo was there. I didn't.....

" Nick , just stop it now." Papa scolded Nick but it seemed more of a desperate plea.

" I should have known better than to trust you with my son." It felt like my heart was pricked with something too sharp. I looked at Nick to make sure that he said those words. When I saw a bit of guilt in his face , I knew it wasn't my imagination. He said it. I opened my mouth a few times only to

close it because words refused to come out. I felt so defeated. Nodding my head I walked away and stood at a distance from everyone. I needed some time to myself.

His words kept on ringing in my ears.

known better than to trust you with

His son .

to park , you only said that you can look after him , then why were

but a small part of me was believing that I was the one responsible . It was already painful and this guilt was adding to the

for making me feel like this. I know he was hurting but trust me or not , I was hurt as well. I

at anyone because the last thing I wanted to see was sympathy in

up and hugged me.

" She whispered into

a few hours , a doctor came

he ?" Nick asked him. I

has a broken hand , some torn ligaments but the serious part was the injury head injury which caused

Can I see

He will be shifted soon and then you can see him

Thank you doctor."

.........

in first. I wanted to go in as well but I didn't have the courage to. After Nick blamed me for all this , I knew that seeing Ethan lying on the hospital bed

and sat down. I felt someone sitting beside me but

Sophia" I looked at Mama, who was sitting beside me with

, don't you want to see Ethan?"

Mama , I do but -"

as your son right ? Then nothing should stop you from seeing him after he went through such an accident. You are his mother and you should be

the thought and

, it's not my fault." I smiled at her

hands were sweaty. I didn't know if I was prepared for

went and stood beside Ethan's bed. There he was lying with a bandage around his head. A number of tubes were attached to his small body. He looked so fragile that

his face for a few more minutes before the doctor arrived. He checked Ethan

but he has to stay here for a week or more than that but that depends on how well he recovers. If you want, one