The Beast And The Blessed

Fourteen: Killian

Killian’s P.O.V.

“I just heard the most interesting thing,” Joselin said as she entered my office with the collection of crystals and candles that she insisted she needed. I had given her a tower of her own to practice her magic and keep all of her belongings, yet she still insisted on bringing them everywhere else and leaving them all around the castle like a toddler.

“I am really not in the mood, Josie,” I muttered as I focused on the task before me. It seemed like an impossible endeavor. Every few seconds, I would see a flash of Natalie’s hurt expression and all of my focus would go right out the window.

I had almost lost control last night. It wasn’t just my beast who wanted to claim his mate.

I wanted her. Her display of power and strength had me ready to bend her over the bed and *her until she couldn’t walk. Perhaps I would even let her climb on top and show me what it felt like when she took control in the bedroom.

But it wasn’t as mates. I wanted to *her as just a man and a woman.

Knowing she was my mate was the only thing stopping me. If I gave in and had *with her, I had no doubt my beast would come forward and place our mark upon her, claiming the beautiful woman as ours forever. That was the exact thing I wanted to avoid.

Once the mark was placed, the pull I felt to her would multiply and she would have the ability to completely destroy me.

Holding her at night and having that contact with her was the only thing I found that could satisfy my beast to keep him at bay.

as she dropped her items on the leather seat Natalie had just been in a few minutes prior, once again causing my mind to move to the hypnotizing woman and away from the important matters at hand. “A servant seemed to overhear you. yelling at Natalie to leave you alone and that she was annoying you. Really romantic stuff. It’s the talk of the castle, right now. I think the only thing that could top it is if you were to call a meeting and

She wasn’t wrong. According to her vision, Natalie would save my life, but it wasn’t set in stone. Things could still happen before then that would alter

along just to have her lay down her life for me, but I also couldn’t let her in. Every time she was near me, it would scare me just how much I actually

marked her, and she still had a hold over

was just driving me crazy.” The groan that left Joselin was full of frustration as she started to set up around the map, wanting to try for the

asked as the wicks of the candles burst into flames. “This may take a while anyway. If you wanted to go make things right, I’ll still be

at her with incredulity.

hands in surrender, but quietly laughed to herself. “When you finally give in and have a happy relationship with a loving mate, that line of thinking

since Natalie was brought here, my fuse seemed to shorten with each passing day. “What do you know about it? You’ve been in so many

hands dropped back down to her sides as she shook her head in disbelief. “You’re really going to turn. this on me? You’re

how long he had been in love with Joselin but could never have her because she wouldn’t settle down. These *women had too much power over the men.” You’ve never been in love in your life. I bet you don’t even know

for any of your kind because you all have soulmates out there, waiting for you. We both know the claim of a chosen mate is weak compared to a fated mate. If I chose to be with Tobias or anyone else, they could find their fated a year or a decade from now and walk away from me without ever looking back. I would be left with nothing! You at least know Natalie is it for you, and yet, you’re still treating her like *.” Joselin

frustrated that all of

this here, and don’t worry, I won’t expect an apology from you, Your Majesty.” Her disgust was clear in her tone as she spat my title, and I clenched my

the castle in her private tower, but my fury was controlling me. I knew if I didn’t * off some steam, I

my full beast, landing on all four paws at a sprint. I had too much on my plate and was

on edge. I knew he would not calm until we marked Natalie, or at the very least, had her in our arms. Having the beautiful

were empty, and as I followed my mate’s scent back to our bedroom, I finally felt somewhat at peace. Her smell was enough to help clear my mind, and I was