The Beast And The Blessed

The Beast And The Blessed Chapter 33

Thirty-Three: Natalie

Natalie’s P.O.V.

I felt a pain in my chest as I realized that he was only seconds away from admitting that he had made a mistake by choosing me and sending me back home. If he did, I could live with it, but I was also frozen. with a deep panic that I wouldn’t ever feel his arms around me again or get to enjoy the way the room. smelled like him after he showered.

He may not have let me in, but that didn’t mean he hadn’t already wormed his way into my heart. Even if it was only a small amount. I was hooked on him. I was jealous of Joselin, and I was angry when I didn’t get to spend time with him.

The sudden realization that I wanted him to stay in my life… that I wanted to learn more about him, not just because I wanted a civil relationship but because I wanted him to be mine, was terrifying. I had never felt like this before, even for Jake. With him, we were just comfortable.

We dated because it felt right, and we enjoyed each other’s presence and touch. If I was being honest with myself, I enjoyed having someone who protected me and he enjoyed being seen as someone’s hero. With Killian, I couldn’t even say if we were officially a couple. But the more time I spent around him, the more I discovered this insatiable need to talk to him, touch him, and be near him. He was a like a magnet, constantly drawing me in and then flipping over when the sun rose and pushing me away.

But he had been right. It had only been one day, but after last night he was putting forward an honest effort to make things better between us. I was woman enough to admit that he was right.

up on whatever we had or

on my turmoil. Perhaps he could hear my heart, or maybe he

covered that I have never had anything to do with Joselin. For you to believe me, is up to you, and I know that it will take time for me to earn

weight of the world seemed

face before staring at me, his deep hazel eyes filled with torment. “There was a sighting just outside of the city. I sent out patrols and came right back to

Vampires.

him for the dinner itself, but I had the feeling if he was

I didn’t want to take you away from your first ball. I thought with Charlie there, you would still be

the clenched fist on his thigh. and the ticking of his jaw

in his eyes told me that he was, and I closed the space between us, dropping to my knees

had to tell their families that they had been murdered, and I was over here pouting because I wasn’t getting enough attention from him and didn’t like that he was spending time with his advisor before the inevitable

need

“I’m so sorry, Killian.”

are getting better. I was just being insecure and jealous. I… I like having you around.