The Beast And The Blessed

Chapter 98

The Beast And The Blessed Chapter 98

Ninety-Eight: Natalie

Natalie’s P.O.V.

I could hear Her melodic voice on repeat, telling me to let go. She wanted me to lose control, control I had tried so hard to maintain. But she had been right.

I had lost control. I had let my emotions rule my magic, and now thousands were dead. It didn’t bother me that they were. They needed to die to save the lives of my people. I would do it again in a heartbeat if I needed to.

But that was the problem. That was what I was scared of. What if I accidentally did it again?

How many of my own people would die because I got too angry, too scared, or too sad?

I wanted to celebrate with my pack as the city was alive with excitement. Bonfires were lit throughout the city, and people ate and drank to their hearts’ content.

What we had anticipated being a long and drawn-out war, had ended in a matter of hours. We had lost so few that while they would be mourned and missed, the joy of so many returning home was something to celebrate.

Yet, I had difficulty enjoying myself when I felt like a ticking time bomb. I was too exhausted to think it would happen tonight, but what about tomorrow or next week?

My hands gripped the cold stone as I sat on the front steps of the castle, watching as Killian laughed and cheered with a drink in his hands. I had never seen him so carefree. It took almost an hour of me encouraging him to enjoy himself before he agreed to one celebratory drink.

He would be back at my side in a few minutes once his drink was gone, caring for me.

He understood that I needed a minute alone, and he respected that. Still, his eyes never strayed from me for more than a few minutes as he watched me with concern.

voice came through the

left as Tobias moved to sit on the step below me, close enough to reach out and touch him if

I asked before biting my tongue as I felt the lump in my throat

may hurt those you love.’ His quiet admission felt more personal than I had expected, and I glanced down at the back of his head as he stared out over the

of bonfires through the streets, with children running wild and adults drinking and cheering. Yet, he

hand was clenching and unclenching as it hung over the front of

vocalize it for me to know that the loved

several other wounded warriors in the infirmary. I knew it was her choice because when I visited, she did the same thing I did and sent

yet. Agatha had been lost to

it was

to me?’ I

if Tobias was bothering me. But I smiled as Killian looked at

in annoyance when Tobias didn’t respond. Our conversation already had him saying more than I had expected him to say. Yet, I was still disappointed that it

one eyebrow at me again as he impatiently waited for me to be ready for him to come back. I winked with a

I leaned against his

quietly, but I shook my head right away. “Would you like to go back to our room and sleep?’ Concern was laced in his voice. I knew he didn’t like that I wasn’t talking to him yet

impatient for my mother to return home. With her here, I would get answers about my

it had worked out in our favor this time. What if the next

was with the man I suspected to be my father would make meeting him easier, or I would be in trouble for sending him after she said she hadn’t wanted to see

sensation made me look up at him as

stay as long as you would like.” His lips pressed against the side of my

moved to stand guard to the side, and I felt

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