The Beast And The Blessed

Chapter 107

The Beast And The Blessed Chapter 107

Two: Joselin

Joselin’s P.O.V. – Present Day

One had to be a special kind of stupid to let their ignorance feed their fear.

Yet, as I stepped into the pub, the room fell silent. Bodies shifted, and multiple people began collecting their belongings to make a quick escape. Only one person in the building should have been afraid of me, and he was sitting with his back to me at the bar, trying to enjoy his day off.

I was about to ruin that.

My chest warmed as my eyes ran across his broad back and shoulders. He didn’t bother turning to look at me as I approached him. I rested my elbows on the counter next to him as the bartender placed a beer in front of me and then rushed to the other end of the bar.

The sound of feet scurrying away as the room rapidly emptied made me grit my teeth, knowing I would have to leave a large tip to make up for the loss of his business. A quick scan of the room showed only a few castle guards, who were used to me, had chosen to stay and were enjoying their meals.

But that was how it worked. I used to let their reactions get to me. The people would take one look at my long white hair and colorless eyes, and they would leave. When I was first brought here, a few people protested King Amery from taking me in. They lost, but it still bothered me.

But now, even though most of them had grown used to me, I embraced it.

I loved that I instilled a deep-seated fear in people. Humans, Lycans, Wolves, Fae… you name it.

Except him.

He had never been afraid of me, not since day one. At least, that was what

I told myself. In reality, our past was a bit more complicated than that… more painful.

bit back a smile as I grabbed a fry before sliding the ceramic dish back toward him. I wasn’t hungry, but I wouldn’t turn his offer down. His glass of water sat untouched in front of

and into my skin. It was glorious, and I dropped my hands in my lap, hoping

when he briefly looked down at my body. When his eyes met mine again, I swallowed hard and had to turn

looked at me, his pupils dilated, and his lip pulled up ever so slightly on

just out of reach. If my family had been right, I was

The two didn’t mix.

was afraid of

bitter that I had to show up in a place like this to ask for help. “But you’ve been avoiding me.

friend had challenged me a few months ago to toss my reservations aside and go for it with Tobias. But there was no point to it. He had a soulmate somewhere out there, and when he

to be loved by Tobias, even for a limited time, would have been worth the

the others. Other men fell at my feet if I approached them. They loved to be able to say they fucked me, The King’s Royal Advisor, but they never wanted anything more than

Tobias; for the one

constant humiliation of his repeated rejections. It wasn’t worth the pain if I never got the chance to be with him.

two weeks. Now I was here, humiliating myself again in public to tell him that I wasn’t strong enough to do this

he was the only one I trusted to keep it a secret, not only because there

on me as he sipped his ice water. I watched as he

mouth dried, and I took a large gulp of my beer, forcing my

hit the wooden top of the bar, staring at the wall of liquors in front of us. “I’ll do this alone if

I had experienced as a child may have happened again to someone else? How do I tell him what

skin, and I felt my breathing halt as I stared at our hands. It wasn’t the first time he had initiated contact between us.

once before standing to fish his wallet out of his pocket and leave some money. My heart dropped when he let go of my hand, but I masked my emotions and did the same, leaving a couple hundred as an apology for clearing

hand instinctively as if he were going to place it on my lower back. But he clenched his

should have known he wouldn’t want to. He had made it very clear over the past couple of months

want to touch me was overshadowed by the humiliation when I looked up and saw the remaining

I walked calmly out of the building. Still, I knew they could hear my heart beating erratically and my uneven breathing as I shoved my feelings down. If he didn’t want to touch me or want me touching him anymore,

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