The Beast And The Blessed

Chapter 116

The Beast And The Blessed Chapter 116

Eleven: Tobias

Tobias’s P.O.V.

She had wanted me, and I had pushed her away.

She was done waiting. I was out of time.

I knew with every beat of my heart and breath in my lungs that I wanted her to be mine. Everything about her drew me in, called to me. She was the embodiment of seduction. But she was also funny, intelligent, and loyal. Every time we spoke, all of my responsibilities vanished from my mind, and I just wanted to spend all of my time with her.

Even Ana didn’t make me feel this way; that had been a hard pill to swallow. I had tried so hard to protect her and to love her. But I had failed on both accounts. It was unnatural. It was against the will of the Goddess.

My beast felt the pull to Ana, but my mind had always been on Joselin. For that, I would never be able to let Ana go. The guilt alone was too much for me.

I ripped open the door to my father’s house. The musty smell of the abandoned property made my nose wrinkle in disgust. It had been so long since I had been here. I hated doing it. It always brought back too many memories.

Yet, I also hadn’t built up the courage to fix the place, so I could sell it. It was mine now that my father was gone, but the horrific memories inside made me want to burn the place down instead. I didn’t want to have to go through and renovate it to hide the horrors of my past.

I was physically strong enough to do it, but I didn’t know if my mind could handle it. The easiest of the issues would be the scratches on the inside of the door and walls of the closet in my childhood bedroom.

The most difficult would be having to rip up the flooring and replace it to hide the blood stains on the first floor.

I had thought I could mentally prepare myself to move on and offer Joselin everything she could ever want. It didn’t seem possible with the ghosts of my past still here. Maybe this was the closure I needed.

I had always hated this house. Every room was walled off from the others, making it darker than I’d like. The closed off floor-plan was exactly what I had avoided when I purchased my current home.

We had a few things in common, Joselin and I. Our horrific upbringing was what we had bonded over when I found her. Soon after, she became my best friend, my only escape. I had hoped for her to be my future as well.

Then I found Ana, and it felt wrong to spend time with Joselin.

Now, Ana was gone, and the only thing stopping me was my guilt.

The only way to move on was to let go of Ana. She wasn’t here to forgive me anymore. I could beg and plead to the Goddess until the words lost all meaning, and I had, but it made no difference.

I glanced down at the discolored wood.

Tomorrow. Tomorrow I will take care of it. Tomorrow I would get my closure so I could move on.

I walked to the front window, cracking it open to air out the house a little while I was gone before locking it behind me and leaving.

matter if I felt I couldn’t do it yet; I couldn’t

I didn’t, I would

alone. How would it feel to crawl into her bed and wrap my

she sleeping right now or still working on

were always the same, one memory or another.

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him. He despised her kind. She was a

she was

Ana.

when I had first shifted at fourteen.

Lycans were stronger and shifted as soon as their beasts were ready. I had seen some of my pack mates undergo the change as early as nine. We could find our

as a potential breeder for our kind. The Offering is what we called it. It was how King Killian

mating mixers when I knew I had already found my mate was torturous, but no one knew about Ana. After what

had been on patrol to one of the human cities, checking in with our people to ensure everything was running as it should have been. My father had

been one of the maids cleaning the bunkhouse, working so young at only fifteen. As soon

thought her life was about to be better. She probably thought I would take her away to the capital, and she would live with me among royalty. She never expected that having me as a mate would mean she would have to deal with

He was furious.

a disgrace to him, but it was even worse

a maid in our household.

should have known

She should have listened.

him so she could make a break for it. She never did. She insisted that she wouldn’t leave

leave. He would rather see me dead than let me go, and we

anything right, can you? We should have rid the Earth of your kind ages ago.” His growl of disgust made me flinch. I opened the front door, dropped the groceries to the floor, and raced toward my mate. My beast roared in anger as I saw his fist colliding

body smashing against the entryway

between him and his prey. He reeked of liquor and moonflower oil, a potent

into my Lycan as he watched with rage that I had dared to challenge

weak as she is, boy! Know your place!” He snapped, gripping me by the neck with his claw

right. I had minimum training and hadn’t mastered control of my beast yet. He had decades of training and experience on the

when his hand

a chance to make a plan of attack. Hit after

in my vision, stumbling backward as he tackled me down.

Run, Ana. Please.

to mate, and she couldn’t hear

more out of me than the last, and while I could feel my body trying to heal, he was attacking

he had done countless times before. It was his way of teaching me

of my punishment. He would have sliced open my chest with his claws and locked me

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