The Beast And The Blessed

Twenty-Two: Joselin

Joselin's P.O.V.

Of all the inconceivable requests Aurora could have made, this one was the most irksome.I had more important things to do than trampling through the forest, looking for some creature she wanted to collect, like prized cattle.

'Find him.Convince him to come here"

Her vague instructions then included no more than to tell me I had to do this without using magic and I had to go alone.

I had yet to determine if I would be capturing a human, a troll, or a dragon.

All I knew was that she was wasting my time, trying to get me to prove myself to her before she would accept the offer to be my pledge.It was infuriating...and fun.

I loved a good challenge, and whatever game Aurora was playing, I wanted to win.It was almost a sickness, the need to excel at everything and prove myself as the best.

What frustrated me the most was the time it would take.

The thought that this was a trap to get me away from the castle while the threat closed in on my people, my family, was brief.

Aurora was a descendant of the Moon Goddess, and I had faith in Her.I had to trust that she wouldn't and hadn't turned her back on the Goddess or her daughter.So, I had to weigh my options.

Do I risk another getting a permanent spot on the council by staying to protect my people, or do I inform the others of the threat and have them look out for it while I am gone? It wouldn't be such a hard decision if I knew how long I would be gone.I would go, in a heartbeat, to keep the council trustworthy if it was only a few days.But I had no idea what was in store for me or how long I would be away.I was sulking and lost in thought as I stormed toward the dining hall.

If I was going to make a rational decision, I needed food.Aurora was already sitting at the head table with Henry and Holden.

Holden looked amused and slightly disgusted, sitting next to the mushy couple as Henry kissed Aurora's knuckles before whispering something in her ear that made her cheeks turn the darkest shade of red I had ever seen.

My usual seat to Natalie's left was still open, but her chair remained empty.She had probably taken lunch in Killian's study as they preferred.

Holden sat to my left, and he smiled brightly when he saw me approaching.I felt eyes burning into the side of my head.

The way my body lit up to alert me of his presence told me exactly who it was.His brown eyes bore into mine from where he sat at the long stretch of the table, and butterflies filled my stomach when I saw him glance from me to Holden.He was still jealous, that foolish man.He should know by now that I was his and had been for years.

I glanced back to Holden, trying not to flinch when I saw how his mouth turned down, and he nodded in acceptance.I would have to make time for him as a friend, but this choice was more important to my future than anything.My feet carried me forward, and I watched as the corner of Tobias's mouth twitched as he tried to hide his smile.

hand landed on my thigh, and he squeezed it once, but

result in

our plates to be put together by the chef and served to us while the rest of the pack

problem making his plate, and I wrinkled my nose at the large amount of green beans he had next

wanting to tell him everything about this morning but unable

in, trying to find something to gossip about as if

I felt nervous for the first time in a long while and could only form a

straight, white teeth at me before leaning in and kissing me quickly in

he began to eat, rubbing his other thumb along the outside of

against the skin, and I pressed my leg closer to him,

the type to enjoy public displays of affection, but I

Holden in a conversation with Aurora, not looking in our direction, I felt my chest tighten when I realized Tobias did it because he was

could do to me and made me

after lunch? I want to

people started making suggestive comments or whistling.I would have blushed if it wasn't followed by someone

loud growl as I stood up, aiming my hand toward

the ability

lips sealed shut as I cast a short-lasting curse over

for you a hundred times over.Show respect, or don't show

didn't have to eat

They chose to.

one was forced to

or restaurants, or they could

made them want to

before they craved the company of other their

as the man began clawing at his face, trying to open his

go to the healers, but even

relaxed as I sat back down, and Tobias watched me with amusement.I waited for another comment or the pouting Lycan to storm back in as

to watch him mime for me to fix him, and I was very disappointed that he didn't.By the time we had finished our meals, Tobias

castle and to the familiar house on the outskirts of the town.It looked run down and forgotten, unlike

would occasionally bring me here,

he was, we would stay in