The Beast And The Blessed

Twenty-Two: Joselin

Joselin's P.O.V.

Of all the inconceivable requests Aurora could have made, this one was the most irksome.I had more important things to do than trampling through the forest, looking for some creature she wanted to collect, like prized cattle.

'Find him.Convince him to come here"

Her vague instructions then included no more than to tell me I had to do this without using magic and I had to go alone.

I had yet to determine if I would be capturing a human, a troll, or a dragon.

All I knew was that she was wasting my time, trying to get me to prove myself to her before she would accept the offer to be my pledge.It was infuriating...and fun.

I loved a good challenge, and whatever game Aurora was playing, I wanted to win.It was almost a sickness, the need to excel at everything and prove myself as the best.

What frustrated me the most was the time it would take.

The thought that this was a trap to get me away from the castle while the threat closed in on my people, my family, was brief.

Aurora was a descendant of the Moon Goddess, and I had faith in Her.I had to trust that she wouldn't and hadn't turned her back on the Goddess or her daughter.So, I had to weigh my options.

Do I risk another getting a permanent spot on the council by staying to protect my people, or do I inform the others of the threat and have them look out for it while I am gone? It wouldn't be such a hard decision if I knew how long I would be gone.I would go, in a heartbeat, to keep the council trustworthy if it was only a few days.But I had no idea what was in store for me or how long I would be away.I was sulking and lost in thought as I stormed toward the dining hall.

If I was going to make a rational decision, I needed food.Aurora was already sitting at the head table with Henry and Holden.

Holden looked amused and slightly disgusted, sitting next to the mushy couple as Henry kissed Aurora's knuckles before whispering something in her ear that made her cheeks turn the darkest shade of red I had ever seen.

My usual seat to Natalie's left was still open, but her chair remained empty.She had probably taken lunch in Killian's study as they preferred.

Holden sat to my left, and he smiled brightly when he saw me approaching.I felt eyes burning into the side of my head.

The way my body lit up to alert me of his presence told me exactly who it was.His brown eyes bore into mine from where he sat at the long stretch of the table, and butterflies filled my stomach when I saw him glance from me to Holden.He was still jealous, that foolish man.He should know by now that I was his and had been for years.

I glanced back to Holden, trying not to flinch when I saw how his mouth turned down, and he nodded in acceptance.I would have to make time for him as a friend, but this choice was more important to my future than anything.My feet carried me forward, and I watched as the corner of Tobias's mouth twitched as he tried to hide his smile.

as I took the seat next to Tobias.His hand landed on my thigh, and he squeezed it once, but I could practically hear him silently praising me for

result

was customary for our plates to be put together

plate, and I wrinkled my nose at the large amount

about this

to gossip about as if my

a long while and could

white teeth at me before leaning in

on my thigh picked up his sandwich, and he began to eat, rubbing his other thumb along the outside

I pressed my leg closer to him,

had never pegged him for the type to enjoy public displays of affection, but I did peg him for

peeked up and saw Holden in a conversation with Aurora, not looking in our direction, I felt my chest tighten when I realized Tobias did it because he

do to me and made me feel were

after lunch? I want

suggestive comments or whistling.I would have blushed if it wasn't followed by someone saying, "Looks like the White

I stood up, aiming my hand toward the

the ability to speak freely.You

cast a short-lasting curse over him.He would be free to speak, eat, and drink again tomorrow.But until then, I would

you a hundred times over.Show respect, or

have to eat

They chose to.

one

any one of the inns or restaurants, or they could eat

want to come here and eat

themselves only lasted so long before they craved the

gasped as the man began clawing at his face, trying to open his mouth

would go to the healers, but even they couldn't

Tobias watched me with amusement.I waited for another comment or the pouting Lycan to storm back in as we

he didn't.By the

the castle and to the familiar house on the outskirts of the town.It looked run down and forgotten, unlike the place I once

occasionally bring me here, only

we would stay in the forest and